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by Hannila, Petteri


  Vierra tried to answer the woman, but the whole world around her started to wane and bend. It plunged erratically, and she shook her head to try and clear it. Her struggling was in vain, however. Vierra felt as if she was falling through the woods and sinking into the ground on which her body was lying.

  She suddenly found herself looking down at her own body from high in the air. It lay down unmoving in the flickering light of the campfire, green eyes open but unseeing. Indeed she was not a witch, and her spirit, disconnected from her body, was like a leaf in autumn that had ripped away from a tree, open for the wind to take where it wanted to. She was yanked away, and from the heights she saw the rising sun in the east, shedding its first rays through the tattered front of clouds.

  One raving image after another flashed before her eyes. They came with a stunning clarity, stumbling onto each other, and afterward she could only remember a small part of them. Beneath her she saw a weave of eskers and lakes. It was the land she was used to calling home, but it was soon in the distance as her spirit flew from it, faster than any bird could fly.

  She arrived at the shore of a great sea, where the long ships of Vikings split the water. Even further she went, beyond the forests behind the sea and cities filled with people. She cringed at their crowds and strangeness.

  Her spirit kept going on, toward the south, showing her cities with dreamy palaces with water flowing through them beneath the glowing sun. Beyond a blue sea she saw a sea of yellow sand littered with strange, hunchbacked creatures which walked its paths guided by sand-colored people.

  Even farther her spirit flew, into deep-green, impenetrable forests that were filled with intoxicating voices. Ruins made of green stone stood in the center of the forest, and someone sang a spell in a language that was already old when the first men were born.

  Her spirit rose higher and higher, until she could distinguish the world curving underneath her and outside it the black, endless sea of the beginning. There the world floated, one of the shards of the broken egg of the seagull among others. Nothing lighted that black sea and Vierra rather felt than saw the huge entity that engulfed her on all sides.

  Her longing for distant lands and desire for adventure were extinguished by fear and loneliness. There was no way that she could return to her own world. She had no strength to turn the wind that blew her spirit forth.

  Then she saw a bird coming from far away. It was a huge eagle-owl, its feathers glowing red with the sun shining behind it. The bird snatched her up in its claws as easily as it would have taken a mouse, and started to fly back down, towards home, with strong wings. Wind whistled in Vierra’s ears, but she felt warm and calm.

  “I should have known that you didn’t have the patience to just sit beside me,” the great owl stated. Its voice was Rika’s voice.

  “I couldn’t just idly watch. I wanted to help.”

  The owl laughed. Vierra wondered how an owl could do that. The wings carried her back toward home. They flew through the land which was bathed in the morning sun, all the way to the lonely beach where Vierra once again saw herself lying on the ground.

  The owl landed beside Rika’s and Vierra’s unconscious bodies.

  “It’s time to go back,” the bird said. “Time to move on.”

  Vierra looked at herself, lying down, and looked at her own eyes. She fell with increasing speed toward their green depths. The eyes filled her consciousness and for a moment she felt a ripping apart of the worlds of body and spirit. Her yell of panic faded into darkness.

  Vierra woke up with a sigh. Her eyes hurt and her head felt dizzy. Her cheek was sore where the Mother’s hand had struck her. She opened her eyes and Rika was there, huffing because of the cold, her red hair in disarray. But Rika gave her a broad smile, and she seemed to brim with her old confidence once more.

  “Come and warm yourself by the fire,” Rika said, guiding Vierra, who was still groggy.

  Morning sun lit the half-cloudy sky and cool land. Summer’s struggles were now over, and the wind, that now blew, carried with it a taste of autumn and coming change. “Did it work?” Vierra managed to ask when the worst of the numbness and cold had started to leave her limbs and mind.

  “It did. Thank you, friend. Without you it wouldn’t have been possible.”

  Both were silent for a long time. They knew that the steps they had taken during the night would now take them away from each other. The morning passed, and they just fed the fire and tried to make the moment last as long as possible.

  Finally Vierra got up and turned to look at Rika.

  “Now you can go back home. I must leave.”

  “I know. Yesterday I wouldn’t have understood, but now I do. I will give you a piece of advice, even though I probably shouldn’t, and even though I don’t understand everything that was shown to me during my journey.”

  Rika was silent for a moment, searching her mind for the right words. Apparently she couldn’t find them, because finally she just said:

  “Don’t die.”

  “What does that mean?” Vierra asked.

  “I mean, don’t die far from home. If you do that you’ll never see the fires of the underworld and meet your son and husband.”

  Normally Vierra might have been angered by such talk. Now after the journey, however, her mind was strangely light. The path ahead of her looked clearer and brighter, and the burden of the past felt less heavy.

  “We’ll see each other again,” Vierra said with a hint of a question in her voice.

  “Yes,” Rika answered. “We will see again before the end.”

  Vierra looked at her friend and then turned her eyes toward the south. She sang brightly toward the rising day.

  I can feel the air of south-lands

  Breeze so lovely on my face

  Restless are my legs under me

  Bid to vanish with no trace

  Winds of wonder carry whispers

  Sounds of spirits wild and free

  I will hear their call to wander

  See what fate they hold for me

  This time, she was ready to go.

  The Birth of Kainu

  Before a time, before a place

  Before the man and beast

  The endless sea, so dark and vast

  Reached round from west to east

  From the depths now grew a cliff

  A cliff so big and white

  Rising from the shoreless sea

  A shard in ocean’s might

  All alone were sea and stone

  Until the Seagull came

  A bird of sea, a bird of stone

  Without a home or name

  He found the stone, he found the cliff

  He laid his nest in peace

  At last he thought, the time has come

  The endless search will cease

  But bitter was the lonely sea

  Its hate flowed cold and dark

  It raised a wave from murky depths

  Destruction at its mark

  There was the rock, there was the nest

  All torn down with the wave

  It blew the nest and blew the bird

  Took eggs to watery grave

  The bird of sea, the bird of stone

  Rose high on wings of gold

  He opened up his beak and let

  His magic song unfold

  His golden eggs all torn and wet

  Transformed under his might

  To earth and sky he changed them all

  To shine he made sun bright

  All of this and so much more

  He built with words said true

  The land of life, the land of death

  All this his magic grew

  There was the world, so beautiful

  So beautiful but bare

  He took the last of golden eggs

  Caressed it with much care

  From it he drew the best of all

  His work of finest birth

  A beast, a bird, a fish in sea


  All beings on this earth

  Then he did it all again

  For we all need a mate

  But when he got to humankind

  Wise bird could see our fate

  “You shall walk this earth alone

  I shall not give a bride

  You’ll bring forth the great turmoil

  That lasts till all have died”

  So it was the bitter man

  Went on his way alone

  Fishing in the empty sea

  With endless wail and groan

  “Oh I am the poorest soul

  Without a love or care

  Fishes rotting in the sun

  And no one here to share”

  Suddenly from darkest sea

  An eerie voice did say

  “I can make a woman too

  But there’s a price to pay

  She will be fine, she will be fair

  She is what you have craved

  She has a mind of sharpened blade

  She has your soul enslaved

  She cooks your fish, she makes you strong

  She burns your love as fuel

  You shall do everything she wants

  Your people, she will rule

  Shall I give this woman then

  Creature of highest might

  To carry and give birth to you

  To be your brightest light?”

  Man was eager to respond

  “I want her as my own

  Unite us now, o eerie voice

  I loathe to live alone”

  In the sea the work was done

  Under the depths unknown

  Flesh was made from fishy hides

  Skin from grasses sown

  From the stream the blood was boiled

  Scales so tough to bone

  Girl of highest might was done

  To carry and give birth

  Quivers through man’s world would run

  She was her payment’s worth

  So begins the tale of the people known as the Kainu

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  Table of Contents

  End of Innocence

  Autumn Flames

  Of Fire and Stone

  The Roots of Evil

  Bloodsilver

  The Song of Wolf and Moose

  On Treacherous Ground

  Pathfinders

  The Birth of Kainu

 

 

 


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