There wasn’t anything much more unnerving than a young girl who wanted a tattoo to look cool or fit in, and although she made the appointment and payed for the service, she had in no way mentally committed to the idea of it all. Half way through the session, she would inevitably be squirming all around in the chair and whining about the pain, continuously asking when I was going to be finished. Having someone like Jackson sit and allow me to perform my work without question, complaint, or further suggestion was priceless.
I pressed the heel of my palm against the surface of his skin and watched as the needle followed the line of the devil’s head. After a few minutes, the outline of head was complete.
“Everything good?” I asked as I dipped the needle again.
“The only part I don’t like is when you stop,” he said.
I nodded my head once. “That’s what I like to hear.”
I traced the outline of each individual letter and then filled the letters with ink. The script Jackson had chosen, Almendra, was much different than the font Axton had used on his arm. I felt the script complimented the tattoo perfectly. The tattooing process with the script took roughly forty-five minutes.
“Still good?” I asked as soon as I was done with the script.
“Still Good,” he responded.
One thing about being a tattoo artist I had always found interesting was that if I didn’t take time to speak to my client, they seemed to feel talking wasn’t allowed during a tattoo. On the other hand, if I chose to speak to a client, all of a sudden I became their therapist, and was forced to listen to any and everything that happened to them from childhood to sitting in the chair.
Talking to Jackson was something I actually wanted to do. I had looked up to him while we were living together, and he was really the closest thing to a brother I had. Although he was six or eight years my senior, I lived with him for roughly five years, and at the time, we developed a bond similar to what two brothers would have developed.
It seemed the portions of my childhood I preferred to forget lingered, and the events I had expectation of retaining vivid memories of faded into faint recollections. The opposite of what I wished was true, but something I was forced to accept. One thing I did remember was the day Jackson left, I cried.
“You ever wonder what happened to Sharkey and that family?” I asked as I shaded the horns of the devil’s head.
“Found out they moved to Oklahoma,” he said.
I released the pedal and lifted the needle from his skin. My hands began to shake. The one thing that prevented me from acting on my urge to seek revenge for what he and his son had done to me was that I didn’t know where they had moved to.
After leaving the foster home, I wandered around the city, seeking a place to call home, but never living in anything more than a shitty apartment. Initially I perceived what had happened as simply a part of being an orphan, and not having siblings or parents. A price I had to pay, I supposed, for being different and not having a family to love me.
As I grew older, I grew angrier. My initial hope was to become a police officer and make a difference in the lives of all I was able. After the academy, a short stint as a patrol officer ended when I determined not all civilians are created equal in the eyes of the police.
Something I had always suspected was true. The color of a man’s skin, or the location of his residence made a huge difference in how calls were dispatched, who was arrested, and what charges were filed.
When I finally decided I needed to confront the preacher and his son, I found that they had moved, and although I tried to find them, found nothing. I soon gave up, deciding there was no real value in digging up the bones of my past.
Considering how mailing the letter caused me to feel, I now realized confronting them in any manner would be therapeutic for me.
“You alright?” he asked.
“Uhhm, yeah. I’m good. Hold on a minute,” I said as I pulled off my gloves.
“I uhhm. I need a quick break. A cigarette,” I said.
He nodded his head and looked down at his arm. “If I join you, this’ll be alright, wont it?”
“Sure, let me cover it real quick,” I said as I turned toward my box.
I stretched a piece of cellophane wrap over his arm and secured it to itself. After grabbing my cigarettes and rolling them into my sleeve, I shouted toward Riley, who was seated at the partition talking to a client.
“Going out for a smoke,” I shouted.
“Okay,” she said over her shoulder.
Jackson followed me outside, and stood quietly while I smoked the first half of the cigarette. As I leaned against the wall and wondered if I truly needed to know where Sharkey lived, he cleared his throat and spoke.
“You asked about the old man at the foster home. When I answered, I noticed you started shaking. You alright?” he asked.
I shrugged my shoulders. “You know where he is for sure?”
He nodded his head. “Found out during my court case. They had to find him for a presentence investigation. I have his address, why?”
“Might need to pay him a visit,” I said as I lifted the cigarette to my mouth.
“Guessing by how that hand’s still shaking you aren’t looking to shake the man’s hand. You want to talk about it?” he asked.
I shrugged again, took a long drag from the cigarette, and glanced at glowing end as I inhaled the smoke.
He was the closest thing to a brother I ever had. I felt I could talk to him, and even if I didn’t tell him everything, telling him something may allow him to give more sound advice. And, as far as I knew, he may have been abused as well.
I exhaled the smoke, tossed the butt in the alley, and lit another cigarette. After taking another long puff, I gazed blankly at my motorcycle and exhaled the smoke.
“Him and his son took me when I was eight and molested me. They did it more than once. I’m thinking I may want revenge or something, I don’t know,” I said.
He stared beyond my motorcycle and out into the alley. “Son-of-a-bitch. They never fucked with me, but I always wondered.”
I turned to face him. I don’t know if I felt he should provide answers, an offer to help, an apology for not providing me protection as a child, or just a willing ear, but I stood and gazed at him feeling as if I wanted something.
I just didn’t know what.
But Jackson seemed to.
“Cocksucker,” he said as he crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Don’t know what you got planned or what you’re going to plan, but I’m afraid I’m going to have to be involved in this.”
My mouth curled into a slight grin. “You think so?”
He shook his head from side-to-side, inhaled a deep breath, and gazed down at his boots.
“People that fuck with kids never stop. Never. I can’t really live knowing he did something to you and not go take care of it. Hell, it might even be better if you just stay here. I’ll take a couple of the fellas with me and we’ll take care of him,” he said.
I shrugged my shoulders and glared. “Why the hell would they want to go? They don’t know me?”
He turned his head to the side and widened his eyes. “Because they’re my brothers. And there isn’t one of them that wouldn’t volunteer to go take care of that piece of shit. Hell, they’ll be in a fucking fight to see who gets to go.”
“I need to do this,” I said. “I been fighting with this my whole life.”
“If it’s all the same to you, I’d rather not have you doing it alone,” he said.
I nodded my head. “Okay by me.”
He extended his hand.
As I shook his hand in mine, he pulled me into him and hugged me. Although it seemed strange at first, it was comforting. As he patted his hand against my back, I did the same. He released me from his arms and pointed down at my bike.
“Gets cold outside, how do you get to work?” he asked.
I nodded my head toward the motorcycle. “It’s all I got.�
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“Interesting,” he said.
He turned and pulled the door open to the shop and held it.
“After you,” I said as I motioned toward the door.
“You go first, little man. I’ve got your back,” he said with a laugh.
And, although he laughed, I knew he wasn’t joking.
RILEY
I felt slightly guilty having my mother to consult with for any and every problem, concern, idea, or situation I got myself into, knowing Blake had no one but me. I hoped since he and his old friend Jackson were reunited, he could possibly talk to him about his concerns and ideas concerning life.
“When you met dad, had you already had a boyfriend, or was he your first?” I asked.
“Why would you ask such a thing?” she said.
I shrugged my shoulders and pulled a container of pasta salad out of the refrigerator. “How old’s the pasta?”
“I made it yesterday,” she responded.
“Okay,” I said.
I grabbed two bowls, two forks, and walked to the table. “Just wondering, I guess,” I said as I pulled the chair from the table.
“I had a boyfriend before your father,” she said as I sat down.
I carefully flipped some of the pasta salad out of the container and into a bowl. “Did you think you were in love with the other guy?”
“I suppose so,” she responded.
I slid the bowl across the table. “Here.”
“And when you met dad, then what did you think? About the first guy?” I asked.
She poked her fork into the bowl of pasta salad, raised it to her mouth, and paused. “What’s this about?”
I scooped the remaining pasta salad into my bowl.
“I used to think I loved Stephen. And now that I’ve met Blake, I’m mad that I ever thought I loved him. I know I didn’t,” I said.
“It’s pretty common. Probably more so than you’d think,” she said.
“I want to take it back. Like go tell him ‘hey, asshole, I never loved you. I was mistaken, sorry’ or something. It makes me mad,” I said.
She chuckled and poked the fork of pasta into her mouth. “There’s very few people who find their true love the first time. But when we do find that person, I think we finally realize what love is. Your father was mine.”
“Blake’s mine,” I said.
She nodded her head and smiled. “I like him. He calls me ma’am. It’s cute.”
I wagged my fork in her direction. “And he bought me a helmet. Don’t forget that.”
“I won’t,” she said.
“I want to make a proposal,” she said.
“Huh?”
She drug the fork past her pursed lips and stared down at the tines. “A proposal. Or whatever you want to call it. I want something from you two, and I’m getting older by the minute, so don’t think about it too long.”
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“I want to start a tradition. I want you two to come here on Sunday nights and have dinner,” she said. “I’ve always wanted that.”
I shrugged my shoulders. “Is that it?”
She nodded her head as she stared down into her bowl. “Did you put all the shrimp in your half?”
“No,” I said as I poked a piece of pasta, and then a piece of shrimp.
She raised her eyebrows and glared at me. “Hmm.”
“So,” she said. “What do you think about my request.”
“I like it,” I said. “I’ll ask him.”
“I thought maybe you could cook one week, maybe me the next, or we could do it together,” she said.
“Blake likes to grill,” I said.
“I think that’s a man thing. Your father grilled the best chicken I’ve ever eaten,” she said.
“Well, I’ll talk to him and see what he thinks. I bet he’ll say okay. I can’t imagine what it’s like for him to have no family,” I said as I poked another piece of shrimp.
“I wonder if her ever had kids in the foster home who stole food from him” she said as she reached for my bowl.
“Hey,” I said as she pulled the bowl across the table.
She pushed her bowl to my side, glanced into her new bowl, and grinned.
“You’re a little shit,” she said.
I shrugged my shoulders and grinned.
Having Sunday dinner at my mother’s house was something I would have loved to adopt as tradition. I hoped Blake would agree, seeing some value in having a peaceful meal with a family of sorts. I realized nothing would be able to change his past, and no one could or would ever replace his parents, but my mother and I could sure provide him with as much love and good food as anyone would ever be able to accept.
“I want you to love Blake,” I said.
She gazed beyond the shrimp filled fork she was lifting to her mouth. “I already do.”
“Did you ever love Stephen?” I asked.
She poked the fork into her mouth, pulled the empty tines past her lips, and chewed the pasta. After a moment she took a drink of water, swallowed, and cleared her throat.
“Sorry, I didn’t want to choke on my food. No, honey, I hated Stephen. That’s why I never asked you to have him over. He disgusted me with the way he treated you. I’m so relieved you finally left him,” she said.
I widened my eyes. “Hated him? Like hated him?”
“More than a spider,” she said as she poked her fork into her bowl.
“I love you,” I said with a laugh.
“And I love the two of you. Now make this thing happen,” she said.
“I’ll do my best,” I said.
“That’s all you can do,” she said. “I sure hope he agrees.”
I sat, staring at my mother, realizing just how much she truly loved me. Children deserved to get unconditional love from their parents, and to be treated with care and respect at all times.
And, as much as I took her love of me for granted when I was young, I now appreciated it with all of my being.
And I loved her back.
Equally.
BLAKE
“It isn’t that I don’t like it,” I said. “It’s just that I don’t like it as much as this.”
“Ohhh….kay,” Riley grunted between thrusts.
We had been fucking for almost an hour, in every conceivable position imaginable. After trying almost everything once, we were back at what had become one of my favorites, doggy style.
I pulled her hair taught and pounded my cock in and out of her pussy, amazed the something didn’t break. As the sound of my hips slapping against her ass filled the small bedroom, I began to wonder if her neighbors could hear us.
I didn’t care. There was nothing or no one that would be able to stop me from fucking her. I was in love with her, and I was in love with fucking her. No differently than a kid who had received a new bicycle for Christmas, I was spending every spare moment I had riding it.
Or, riding her.
“You’re….going….to…pull…my…hair out,” she said in between breaths as I continued to pound away.
“Want me to let go?” I asked.
“No!” she bellowed.
I reached back with my left hand and slapped the side of her ass. As odd as it seemed at first, it was something I learned I enjoyed immensely, and as further proof Riley and I were meant to be together, it was something she enjoyed equally as well.
I reached around the left side of her waist, and with my finger still stinging from slapping her ass, began to rub her clit while I pushed myself as deep as I was able. As I held my hips tight to her ass and my swollen rod deep within her dripping wet pussy. I strummed a tune against her swollen love button.
“Blake!” she screamed. “Pah…Pah…Please staaahhhhp.”
Her cries went unanswered and I continued as if they didn’t pertain to me. Making her reach climax as many times as I could and as quickly as I was able had become my newfound pleasure. Pleasing her pleased me.
I rubbed the swollen nub, pulling her hair tight enough to cause her to arch her back in hope of a little relief. As I felt her begin to contract around my throbbing rod, I slid my finger inside of her and held it deeply, pressing my knuckle against the top of my cock. She wailed in pleasure as I began once again to pound myself in and out of her tight twat.
“I came,” she wailed. “Please….stop.”
“So you’re going to let some novice out-fuck you?” I asked as I repeatedly thrust myself in and out of her.
Her arms folded up and she collapsed onto the bed.
“Fine. But I’m going to get one more out of you,” I said flatly.
I slowly pulled myself from inside of her, gripped her waist in my hands, and raised her ass slightly. With her chest still pressed into the bed and her head buried in the comforter, I situated my face between her ass cheeks and buried my tongue inside of her dripping pussy.
“Blaaaaake!” she cried.
I worked my finger in and out of her wetness as I licked and slurped her juices. After what seemed like only a matter of minutes, she raised her head slightly and her breathing changed to short choppy breaths.
“I’m…”
I flicked the tip of my tongue across her clit and into her pussy. Over and over, I repeated to process of licking her clit and then forcing my tongue as deep as possible.
Her body began to shake in my hands. I buried my face deeper between her thighs.
As I felt her quivering in my hands I continued, until she cried out into the room expressing pleasure I was sure only I could provide.
After she collapsed onto the bed, she rolled to her side and stared.
“What?” I asked.
“I created a monster,” she said.
I grinned.
“Life was so peaceful before you fucked me the first time,” she said.
“You sad we started?” I asked.
“Don’t be stupid,” she said.
I gazed into her eyes and for a moment became lost, loving her looks, her beauty, her personality, and her wit. As my eyes came back into focus, I realized she was almost doing the same, staring at me blankly. In a short time she grinned.
She puckered her lips and raised her head slightly. “Kiss me.”.
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