by Mz. Lady P
About thirty minutes later, I was all packed and on my way out of the door. I opened it and he was on the way in.
"Where the fuck you going, Ta?" The tears started to fall before I could catch them. I fell into his arms and he hugged me so tightly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulders and I cried like a baby as I told him why I was leaving.
"I'm so sorry that I fucked your life up. I never meant to bring drama to your life. I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! Please Thug forgive me for everything." I was screaming at this point and my body just went limp. Thug got on the floor with me and just held me.
"It's cool, Ta-Baby. I love you; we'll get through this. Just please don't leave. The kids and me need you. You have not fucked up my life. We all good baby. I love you." Thug wiped my tears away and kissed me with so much force and accompanied with passion. He sucked on my lips and my tongue. His mouth felt so good on mine.
Thug pulled my pants and my panties off. He removed his Chicago Bulls Snapback and dived in my pussy tongue first. He pushed my legs as far back as they could go. He sucked on my clit with no mercy. I felt him fucking me with his tongue. I was crying the entire time he made love to me pussy. Thug was sucking the soul out my pussy and I was cumming in his mouth back to back.
"I love you so much, Thug." Thug stopped and laid flat on his back.
"Come on ride my face!" he commanded. I sat on his face backwards so that I could face his dick. I slowly grinded into his mouth. His massive dick was standing straight up. I reached down and sucked the head of it. The taste of his pre cum sent chills through my body. I craved to taste more of it. I placed his entire dick into my mouth and feasted on it.
At the same time, he feasted on my pussy as if it was his last meal. We made love to each other on our marble floor in the foyer of our home. After a while, Thug picked me up from the floor and carried me to our bedroom. After a couple more rounds of his famous Thug Passion, we were both spent as we lay in bed with our legs intertwined with one another.
Thug was snoring softly. I watched him as he slept and I placed soft kisses on his lips, one after the other. The last kiss I placed on him I held a little longer, mainly because I knew it might be a minute before I kissed him again. I slowly crept out of the bed and got dressed.
Before I walked out of the room, I turned around and looked at my husband. He was the love of my life and everything a girl like me could have ever wished for. I hoped and prayed that he would forgive me for my actions. A person with so many demons like me doesn't deserve a man like him.
"I love you Ka'Jaire "Thug" Kenneth," I said just above a whisper and I walked out the door and out on my marriage. I made sure to leave a letter so that he could better understand my actions.
Chapter 22- Thug
Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone
Thug,
If you're reading this letter that means that I am gone. I'm sorry I left you without saying goodbye. It just hurts too much to leave. You might not believe me, but this was the hardest thing that I ever had to do. I really had no choice. I'm not sure if you're aware but your phone dialed out and I heard the conversation between you and Malik. I hate that I brought so much drama to you and your family. You all have been nothing but good to me and I love them for accepting me when they knew nothing about me.
I don't doubt your love for me and I hope that you don't doubt my love for you. I met you at a time in my life when I needed you the most and you were there every step of the way. Love stepped in and took both of us to heights we never thought possible. But reality stepped in and fucked up everything. My life has been fucked up since the day Cassie brought me into the world. My life is a reminder of that reality.
Remember when we first met you always talked to me about fate and I didn't believe you. Well fate brought us together and love helped us create another life. I decided to keep the baby. Don't worry I'll keep you posted about the progress and the health of the baby. This is not goodbye it's see you later. Hopefully your life will be a lot smoother without me in the picture. Be safe out there in the streets.
Love always,
Your wife Tahari
P.S Tell the kids I love them very much
It'd been five months since Tahari left and I had been sick ever since. I hated myself for even letting those words come out my mouth. It wasn't entirely her fault. Whether she had been with me or not, Venom was still coming for me anyway. I couldn’t believe that my phone had dialed out. It killed me everyday to know that my wife thought she brought chaos to me life.
I hadn't heard from her, but she kept in touch with Barbie and Ta'Jay. I recently saw some sonogram pictures and I couldn't believe she was having twins—two boys at that. I made sure I still took care of all of her expenses. She was still my wife and my responsibility.
Since she had been gone, I had immersed myself in my drug operation trying to stay busy. Life wasn’t completely fucked up for me. We had a new addition to the family; Barbie recently gave birth to a beautiful babygirl she named, London Malikka Kenneth.
After five months of investigating my mother's case, the State found her not guilty of the charges that she was initially accused of and she was being released today. I couldn't wait for her to walk out of those gates. I sat outside for about another hour and finally I saw my OG coming out. She had gotten chunky as hell and her hair was long as hell.
"Hey baby. I missed you so much son."
"I missed you, too, Ma’. I never knew life would be so hard without you." I got teary-eyed just looking at her. It was true that no matter how old you get you will always need your mother. I needed her more than ever right now.
"Don't go getting all mushy on me muthafucka, you’re my Thug and I knew you held shit down while I was gone. I taught you well; them muthafuckas was coming at you from every angle and you laid their asses down, all the while running the business and keeping that cash flow steady. I'm proud of you. Now, let's get the fuck out here, I need some Patron and some Kush." I laughed because Peaches was back like she never left. She insisted on going shopping and getting her hair and nails did before we partied.
Once we arrived to my house, the party was in full swing. Once Ta'Jay and Malik saw Peaches, they took off running towards her and held her tightly. It was official we were like kids in a candy store when it came to our mother. Even Barbie was hugging and kissing on her. That surprised the shit out of me.
"I missed y’all, too. Now, go get my grandbabies, so I can spend some time with them before I get wasted. By the way, where is my daughter-in-law at Thug?" This was the question I was dreading for her to ask. I watched as the rest of the family hurried up and walked away because they knew it was about to be some shit when Peaches found out Tahari was gone.
"Hey, Momma Peaches." I turned around and Tahari was coming through the front door. Her stomach was huge as she wobbled inside the front door. She was so beautiful. The twins were giving her a glow that made her skin look radiant. We locked eyes and I couldn't help but smile at her. She walked in and gave Peaches a hug.
"I see y’all been fucking like rabbits around here since I have been gone." Peaches walked to the backyard and joined the rest of our family and friends.
Tahari and I both stared at each other in an awkward silence. I walked towards her and pulled her into me for a hug. She smelled so good. Her Love Spell body spray invaded my nose. I missed that smell on my sheets. I got on my knees and kissed her stomach. She rubbed my head and leaned my head on her stomach.
"I missed you so much, Ta-Baby, please come home."
"I missed you, too, Thug. Let's just enjoy this day with Momma Peaches. I promise we will talk about us coming home later." I stood up to my feet and I noticed she wasn't wearing her wedding ring.
"Where the fuck is your wedding ring at?"
"I had to take it off due to the swelling in my fingers. Don't worry as soon as I give birth to the babies I will put it back on my finger." She grabbed my hand and we walked out back to
enjoy my mother's coming home party. I was so glad my Aunt Gail had come; her and my mother was really enjoying themselves. It'd been years since they were in the same room and it was a beautiful sight to see them getting along. I was glad Markese and his crew came and showed Peaches some love, as well.
After a couple of hours, the party was winding down and all of our guests were slowly leaving. Peaches was drunk as hell and passed out on the couch. I was tipsy and tired as hell myself, so I decided to lay it on down. Tahari had already left about an hour ago and I was sick behind her leaving. I begged her to stay, but she flat out refused.
She was sticking to the fact that she didn't want to ruin my life. Her ass was ruining my life by not being in it. She had a doctor appointment the following Monday and wanted me to attend and I was happy she was letting me be a part of that at least.
I got undressed and got into bed. As soon as I laid my head on the pillow, I was out like a light, however; I woke up from my sleep to getting some fye ass head. I managed to open my eyes and looked down and it was Sabrina.
"What the fuck is you doing in here?" Sabrina stood up and pulled her dress up over her head. The way her titties and ass was looking had me horny as hell. It had been a minute since I had some pussy.
"Look at me in my eyes and tell me that you don't want to fuck me." I hesitated a minute, but said fuck it, I needed my wife and she didn't want to be there with me, so Sabrina was the next best thing. I grabbed a Magnum from the dresser and threw it at her. She opened it and placed the condom in her mouth. I watched as she placed the condom on my dick with her mouth. She straddled me and began to work that pussy. I grabbed her hips and held on to them tight as I grinded with her.
"Oh, my God, Thug! This dick is everything I thought it would be." I flipped her over on all fours and started to dig her back out. I wasn't trying to make love to this bitch I just wanted a nut and then I was going to kick her ass out. If I weren’t so horny and intoxicated I would have never fucked her.
Sabrina's pussy was whack as hell. I felt like I was getting ready to nut, so I pulled out and took off the condom and I squirted all over her ass. I had every intention on kicking her ass out, but I was exhausted.
The next morning, I regretted even giving the bitch the dick and most of all I regretted not kicking the bitch out afterwards.
"Excuse me, baby girl, it's check out time." I looked up and Peaches was standing over my bed waking Sabrina up.
"Really Ma?"
"Shut the fuck up, Ka'Jaire, and get this bitch out of my daughter-in-law’s house. You better make it snappy before I call her and let her know what's going on." I looked over at Sabrina and she was slowly getting dressed. I sat up on the side of the bed and put my head in hands. This was the most embarrassing shit ever. I felt like a teenager getting caught fucking in my mother's house.
"Sweetie, you need to move faster than that. I don't have time for all that stalling." Peaches were in rare form this morning. I really wanted to curse her out for disrespecting me in my shit. I knew better than that, though. Sabrina finally gathered all of her clothes. She had that look in her eye like she wanted to pop off, but she knew better than to test Peaches. I told her that I would get up with her later at the store.
Once she left, I went into the bathroom to handle my personal hygiene. I dreaded going downstairs to face Peaches. I knew that she was about to rip me a new asshole. I descended down the stairs and Peaches was sitting on the couch smoking on a blunt.
"Come over here and sit down, Ka'Jaire."
"I'm really not in the mood right now, Ma’."
"I didn't ask you if you were in the mood. Now sit the fuck down and listen to what the fuck I have to say." I sat down because the look in her eyes told me she was serious about what she had to say.
"What the fuck are you doing letting that sack chasing bitch lay up in the bed you share with your wife?"
"I fucked up. I was drunk and she knew that."
"One drunken night too many has the potential to fuck up your entire life. I know that shit first hand. Instead of fucking random bitches, go and get your wife. She needs you, but is waiting for you to make the first move."
"I begged Tahari not to leave. The next morning I woke up to a fucking letter and a empty fucking house." I was getting angry just thinking about it.
"Do you love her?"
"Of course I love her."
"Well get your head out of your ass and go get her. She’s having a rough time carrying your big head ass boys around. She just trying to stay away and not be a burden on you. Just go over to her house and bring her home where she belongs. Make that the last time you bring a female in the house where you lay your head. I don't trust that bitch looking at me and rolling her eyes. I wanted to Mayweather her ass." It was crazy how my mother always had a way of making things okay even when they were wrong.
One hour later, I was sitting in my car outside of Tahari's house. It was a shame I needed courage to tell my wife I wanted her to come home. As soon as I was about to get out, her front door opened and a nigga came walking out. I grabbed my hitter from the glove compartment and headed up to them ready to kill both of their asses on site.
Chapter 23- Tahari
My Heart Belongs to You
"Who the fuck is this nigga, Tahari?" Thug scared the shit out of me. He had the look of a mad man in his eyes. My eyes got big as he held his gun to his side as he approached us.
"Ka'Jaire, what are you doing over here?"
"Shut the fuck up. I asked who the fuck this nigga is coming out of your house. Is this the real reason you left a nigga. Are those really my kids you carrying?" This motherfucker had officially lost his mind accusing me of lying about these being his babies. I wished I had my gun on me right now I would pop the shit out of him for making a ridiculous ass accusation like that.
"I'm sorry I was just fixing the Air Conditioning system. I don't want no problems. I'll bill you, Ms. Monroe." The repairman held his hands up in front of him. I knew he was scared shitless and I was embarrassed as hell.
"Her name is Mrs. Kenneth muthafucka." Thug was fine as hell acting all jealous and shit. I wanted to fuck him right there on the front porch. I went inside the house and he followed me. He slammed the door so hard that he caused the windows to shake. I jumped at the vibration that went through my body.
"Get your shit and let's go home. I'm not about to keep playing these games with you." Thug put his gun in his waistband and went up the stairs, grabbed my suitcases, and just started stuffing anything he could find. I just stood in the doorway staring his ass down. On the inside, I was laughing like a motherfucker. Little did he know I was coming back home after my doctor appointment, but I guess I would let him think that he was laying down law.
"What if I'm not ready to go home just yet?" I asked just to fuck with him and get under his skin.
"You really don't have a choice in the matter. I miss you and I need you at home next to me." I looked in his eyes and I knew he really missed me. The feelings were mutual. I missed waking up to him and going to sleep with him every night. "Come on let's go home." Thug grabbed my hand and guided me out of the house. It made me feel good that Thug came and demanded that I go home. That shit turned me on, on so many levels. It'd been a minute since I felt him inside of me. I couldn't wait for him to give me some of that Thug Passion.
***
It felt so good to be back at home with Thug and the kids. He had a business meeting with some of his associates. I had already fed the kids, bathed them, and they were in the bed. I took a long hot bath and all I wanted to do was lie in bed and wait on Thug to come home. The babies were inside of me moving around like crazy.
It was like they waited until nighttime to turn up. Since there was nothing on TV, I decided to read A Scandalust Love 2 by Lexxi. My Kindle Fire needed to be charged, so I leaned over to grab it off the nightstand by the bed. I knocked it on the floor by mistake, so I had to get out of bed to get it. I kneeled down on the floor and
when I looked to get it I saw an empty Magnum wrapper.
I know this motherfucker didn't fuck a bitch in my bed; I thought. I was getting ready to get up when I noticed a State ID; my initial thought was that it was Thug's. I looked at it and it read Sabrina Santerelli, 2100 S. Taylor. It didn't take a rocket scientist to realize that Thug’s black ass had fucked this bitch in our bedroom.
I wasn't mad because I left him. I knew he was fucking somebody while I was gone. I'm just mad that it was this bitch. I was looking at her last name and noticed that it was some Italian shit. Sabrina did look like she was mixed with something. Her address was located in Little Italy.
The wheels in my head were turning. I wanted to call Thug and curse his ass out, but I had an even better plan. If Thug knew what I was up to he would have a fit, but at this point, I didn't even care. Sabrina has had several warnings about staying away from my husband. Yes, Thug was in the wrong because he knew how I felt about the bitch.
I gave her a personal warning and now she was about to feel my wrath. I got up from the bed and I put on my all black everything. I looked good as hell pregnant and all. I placed my hair in a ponytail and made sure Ms.Pearlie was locked and loaded. I made sure to grab my secret weapon. This shit was about to be epic. Thug would be gone for a couple of more hour and that gave me chance to do what I had to do and be back home in bed before he made it home.
Before I left, I made sure to tell Marta to tell Thug I went out to get something to eat just in case he came home before I made it back.