Roam
Roam Series, Book One
By
Kimberly Stedronsky
Roam (Roam Series, Book One)
Kimberly Stedronsky
Text copyright © 2012 Kimberly Stedronsky
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To my Sue
Table of Contents
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Prologue
July 14, 1995
West sailed past another mile marker on Route 77 as the sun set on a record hot day. REM was finishing up their song on his SUV radio about the end of the world. He exhaled, gripping the steering wheel as he sped past a cop. Glancing in the rearview mirror, he watched as the cruiser inched forward and flashed his lights. Warning. Slow down buddy. Ignoring the brake but lifting his foot up from the gas slightly, he saluted the officer through the mirror.
The end of the world. West sighed, trying to clear his head.
“We’re nowhere near the end if you ask me! The news today talked about a new invention- It’s called an MP3… a high-quality, digital recording of a song. Are you ready for your future?!” The DJ chortled. “Well, let’s hear what TLC has to say about that!” Waterfalls began for the ninth time that day, and he punched the radio dial to off.
The heat drugged his mind. He cranked the window down an inch more, and the instant vacuum pulled the scent of baby powder from his body. He recognized the smell, and his chest clenched involuntarily, sending bile into his throat. Violet. She’s better off not knowing me. He repeated this familiar mantra as he remembered the infant’s deep blue eyes, so like his own. Her tuft of blonde hair felt like silk against his cheek. When he nuzzled her bare belly, a kitten-like mew grew to a genuine giggle, a reward that occupied him for hours.
Resentment boiled for her, the one he was charged with finding again and again.
Growling, he reached between his shoulder blades and pulled his white tee shirt off in a fluid motion. West met Laurel last year in a coffee house just outside Charleston, West Virginia. Her blonde, spiral curls poured over her shoulders and met the center of her back, and he was caught gazing at them as she served coffee to another patron at the coffee house.
“Do you like my curls?” She had teased, winking at him. West was startled; he’d never been called out when ogling a woman.
Not in over six hundred years.
“I do,” he confirmed. Recovering, he employed his ageless charm. “Are they real?”
She chuckled smartly, settling the coffee pot back into the warmer. “Really real. My dad called me Shirl, for Shirley Temple, when I was growing up.”
“Oh yeah?” He grinned, crossing his arms over his broad chest. His arm muscles flexed naturally in this position, and the gesture created a challenging flirtation he was sure this girl would be unable to resist. “Do you sing and dance as well, Shirl?”
She quirked a dark blonde eyebrow and walked closer to his table. Eyes the color of early spring sky stared him down. “Depends on the audience, sir.”
Laurel became his wife within a month.
He built a cabin for them less than a mile from the main road in Jefferson, near the Kanawha River. She continued working at the coffee shop, and he was fixing cars for a local mechanic. Their time in the woods was a paradox in his mind. He had begun to rationalize his immortality; he had at least another five to ten years, depending on how fast she aged, before she’d realize. And if he told her, would she understand?
When Violet entered the world, West watched Laurel change in a way he’d never expected. She refused to hold the baby, and would cry for hours. West changed the infant, fed her, cared for her regularly until he lost his own job.
The cabin was paid for, but hospital bills and living expenses loomed before him. He begged her to see a doctor, but she refused. For five long months, Laurel existed in the cabin, barely able to care for herself.
One day, he found her standing by the crib, gazing down at the five-month-old daughter she’d never held.
West recalled the midmorning with revulsion. The sound of death had been in the air. West learned the sound long ago. It began with a whisper, and then the drumming of blood rushing through ear canals. He gathered Violet into his arms and shouted at Laurel to call for an ambulance. She did. He carefully tilted the infant’s head back and performed CPR.
When the ambulance arrived, Violet was breathing again.
Wrenching back to the present, he realized what was happening with the itch and tingle in his left forearm, just below his wrist. Soon the fiery pressure spanned about ten seconds, just long enough to register the pain. Every vein in his arm screamed with fire. Involuntarily the gas pedal hit the floor. He swerved off the gravel road just in time, vision blurred, panting. The numbers were coming.
When he regained consciousness, only seconds had passed, but his ’89 Blazer had already started drifting further into the woods to the right of the highway. He slammed the gear shift into park. Once the throbbing began to subside, black numbers stamped his skin in a precise line starting at his wrist, never quite reaching his inner elbow. They read in the traditional left-to-right English characters, each digit no more than a half-inch in height. He gasped for air, brushing the back of his damp forehead with his shoulder. Please let it be the United States, he thought, lifting his arm.
41.7724 -81.049576.
He knew immediately it was North America. He kissed his arm piously, welcoming the sting from his lips.
She was born.
Chapter One
“AP World History?” Morgan bit into a green apple, rolling her eyes. “Seriously?”
I flicked at a stray chunk of apple that fell out of my older sister’s mouth. It left a wet shadow on my freshly printed senior schedule. “You’re so classy.”
“Roam Camden. You already know you’re going to be valedictorian. Why not just ease up a little? It’s senior year. You’ll be holed up in a dorm next year like I am, studying your ass off. Take it easy, Socrates.”
I scowled at the godforsaken nickname and gathered my new binder to my chest. “You’re right. I should just quit school and search for everything on Wikipedia.”
Morgan laughed, pointing. “OhmyGod! You just sniffed that binder!”
I tried to slap her shoulder, but she jumped an inch to the left just in time. “I did not sniff my binder!”
“Ooh, the smell of fresh plastic the day before school starts,” she teased while tossing the remainder of the apple into the
open trash can. She continued to dash just out of my reach.
“Would you stand still so I can hit you?” I demanded, feigned anger breaking into giggles. Morgan obliged, and together we fell to the brown, microfiber couch in a fit of laughter.
“Aw, we’re like a Hallmark Channel movie.” She sighed and grabbed her car keys and cell phone from the coffee table. “Alright, sis. I’m going back to the campus. Tell Logan I said ‘happy birthday.’ Good luck tomorrow, and remember to bring your laser level for organizing your locker.”
“Shut up,” I responded with a sweet smile. She kissed my forehead before heading for the back door.
The evening sun lit the western window, and I settled back into the couch, watching the rosebush my mother and I had planted scrape against the glass. Logan Rush had been my best friend since our forced, diaper-clad play dates. When my mother died, we were both in fifth grade.
That was the first time he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was devastated by his request and explained- gently- that I didn’t feel that way about him. For boys, I had two strict categories: Family and Cooties. Logan had always been in the former.
He asked me again in eighth grade, after a particularly flirty evening watching fireworks on the street curb in our neighborhood. I promised to think about it, but the next day I pretended the conversation hadn’t taken place. We ignored each other for a week, but things were pretty much back to normal after that.
By our sophomore year, the tension was palpable between us. Logan was honest with me and said he wanted me as a girlfriend, but I was determined to keep our relationship what it was. Making the swim team gave me little time for anything other than homework, practice, and meets, and I was already exploring colleges.
On New Year’s Eve, Logan’s parents held their annual neighborhood game night. After Logan served me my first glass of champagne (ever), our Hollywood-style, almost-kiss as the big apple dropped left me in a fit of anxiety. Pretending to be sick, I ran one street away to my home, writing feverishly in my diary about the strange and unfamiliar emotions coursing through my mind about Logan Rush.
By Valentine’s Day, Logan was dating Abby Lawrence.
I couldn’t help but be devastated. I spent weekends in my bedroom crying and rationalizing. Suddenly, Logan wasn’t just plain old Logan. He was so handsome- dark, curly hair and matching dark eyes, chiseled jaw, muscled chest and abs from working out for baseball season. I told him I wasn’t interested in anything other than friendship, right? I had never had a boyfriend.
When boys asked me on dates (there were exactly four of these occurrences in my entire high school career) I couldn’t help but feel incredulous every time. What exactly did they see in me? My eyes were too big, my hair was a boring dark brown, and I rarely went to dances or football games. I lived in the pool as much of the year as possible, when I wasn’t reading or studying something. I didn’t want Logan as a boyfriend. But- I hated Abby Lawrence enough to defile my yearbook with obscenities across her petite, freckled face.
Finally, it was the B+ on my interim report in Calculus that jolted me back to my senses. I began spending as much time with Logan as possible, determined to make Abby jealous. Inevitably, she became a controlling freak, demanding Logan refuse to see me anymore. The fight lasted the entire week of Spring Break, which really was perfect timing on my part. Abby’s family owned a cabin in southern Ohio, and she had invited Logan to join her for the week. During the fight she had angrily un-invited him, just in time for me to arrange for a fun-filled day together for just the two of us at Cedar Point amusement park.
Karma followed me to the park. Logan spent the entire day depressed, talking about Abby non-stop. They got back together that weekend, and I was almost positive things got serious between them. Logan distanced himself from me immediately. As Morgan had said, the “prospect of booty will make a boy do crazy things.”
Morgan was no Socrates, but she turned out to be right.
When the summer after our sophomore year had arrived, Logan and I began working at the King Cone in our small town. In my tiny shorts and matching, tight V-neck uniform, I tried every way I could to drive Logan crazy. After about two weeks of my flirtatious counter-leaning and shelf-reaching, we finally fell into our comfortable camaraderie. The drama eased between us.
When Logan told me about his plans, we were sitting on the split-rail fence in his backyard, pulling leaves from the oak tree branches hanging overhead. This was an activity we’d done so often, I was surprised there were any leaves left by the end of the summer.
The sun harbored the exact same position in the sky as I gazed out the window, remembering almost a year ago today. Logan and I had spent the entire day at the lake, lounging in the sunshine. Lake Erie lined our Ohio town to the north, so we had plenty of public shore to choose from. Of course, we ended up at our favorite spot- a secluded part of the local park that required a dedicated mile’s hike to get to.
Abby was hundreds of miles away with her family on vacation in Myrtle Beach, so Logan had felt that there was no need to incite his girlfriend’s jealousy by telling her about spending the entire summer day with me. We talked, napped, and listened to music all day in the late summer sun, just content to be in each other’s company.
At the end of the day, we hurried back to Logan’s house to change and watch the sunset from our place on the fence. That was when he turned to me, leaned so close his lips touched my ear, and said, “I’m enlisting. After graduation- the Marines.”
I gripped his hand until my knuckles were white. The buzzing in my ears left a prickly sensation, and I desperately lost focus as Logan’s face disappeared within a tunnel of darkness. When I woke, he held my head up as I sprawled in the grass.
He looked down at me, his dark eyes narrowed. “You just kind of melted. I couldn’t catch you in time,” He helped me up, chuckling. “You do this too much. You’re like those fainting goats on Discovery.”
I broke into panic-stricken laughter, and we held each other while I finished crying. He began talking about the decisions he’d made over the past few months, and how he’d kept it all a secret, even from Abby.
We stared at a cardinal bobbing on the grass, our fingers intertwined. Finally, I turned to him and whispered, “Would your girlfriend mind if I kissed you?”
Logan looked at me, stunned. “Huh?”
I smirked at the grass, focusing on a sandy anthill. He always bought himself time to think with ‘huh.’
“I want to kiss you.”
He stood up, my hands still in his. He tugged me to my feet, checking my balance.
I met his eyes; hopeful, frightened. Pleading.
He swept me into his arms and dipped me so quickly that my natural instinct was to struggle. I resisted with the feeling of falling with nothing but his arms holding me.
“Alright, hold still, hold still. Let’s see, sunset… check,” he gestured to the sun behind us with a nod.
My heart clenched at the recognition of his words. We were only eight years old when I had told him the checklist of the requirements for my first kiss.
He remembered.
“Wearing a dress… well, this skirt will have to do. Check. Wait… hair blowing in the wind,” he recalled, and in a fluid motion he tugged my hair band, releasing my still-damp, coffee-colored hair from a pony tail. “Check. I guess you’re ready, Roam Camden. Here goes nothing.”
His kiss, and all his kisses since, made me wonder why I’d waited so long for us to be together. Things changed between us- for the better. He respected my boundaries; I allowed kissing and nothing more. I respected his decision for joining the military, though when I thought about him leaving, I dealt with it the way I often do- by ignoring it and diving into books to distract myself.
Logan would pick me up at eight, so I had less than fifteen minutes to change my clothes. He promised me that we were going somewhere “special” tonight to celebrate his birthday, which made me laugh; it couldn’t be far since he also
promised my dad he’d have me home before eleven. My closet was organized by color and style, so in less than a minute I had chosen a simple, white cotton boardwalk dress that stopped just above my knees. I slipped a thin white, elastic band on my head to hold my hair back. My hair fell pin-straight over my shoulders, stopping just past my shoulder blades. Logan loved my hair down. White flip-flops would have to do for where we were going.
“…boot camp at Parris Island. I’ll be leaving on August sixteenth of next year.”
He was talking to my dad, as I walked down the stairs. My father had served in the US Marine Corps for ten years, and was now Logan’s inspiration. My stomach knotted at his words- he hadn’t told me a date yet. How long had he known? I had spent weeks learning about the war in Afghanistan, trying to predict our role in 2013 and 2014. Everything I read indicated the United States would still be over there, waiting for Afghans to take control of their own security…
Unless the world ended in December. Fingers crossed.
I slipped into the kitchen quietly. My dad glanced at me and cleared his throat dramatically. His conspirator grinned, holding his arms out for me.
“Hey,” he hugged me, smoothing my hair with his palm as he always did. I squeezed him securely.
“Hey, happy birthday,” I replied, accepting his chaste kiss on the cheek.
“Ready to go?”
“Just need to grab my purse,” I winked at my dad, stealing him as my ally. He grinned. His eyes sparkled with fun, more hazel than my green, and his short haircut revealed flecks of gray throughout the dark brown.
“Yeah, get your purse, honey,” he said, drumming his fingers on the laminate countertop. He knew tickets for the Cleveland Indians game were in my purse, our birthday gift to Logan.
“You Camdens are the worst actors,” Logan teased, lifting a dark eyebrow at me. “What did you do?”
“Well… we could either do whatever you had planned for the evening… or… we could go here.” I handed him the tickets, and the flecks of gold in his dark eyes came alive.
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