Forgotten Kisses (SuperNatural Sharing Series Book 1)

by Rena Marks

  “Will you call me, sometime? If Leo’s all right with it?”

  Leo was nodding. “I’ll be returning to work soon. Anjelia will be doing whatever she wants during the day. And during her weeks with you, she will also call me, right?”

  Julian nodded. We were slowly working this out. However, there were bound to be problems in the future. Julian stood and we walked him to the front door. He shook Leo’s hand and then turned to kiss me. I watched him walk into the night, concern for him tightening my chest.

  Leo wrapped his arm around my waist. “It’s hard, isn’t it?”

  I nodded. “It’ll take some getting used to.”

  “Do you want to go after him?”

  “If I do, he’ll just send me back when I start to worry about you.”

  I shivered with the chill in the air, feeling suddenly lost. Leo kissed my temple and then I was all right again, for I loved him.

  Chapter Eighteen

  Leo and I walked back inside and sat on a loveseat.

  “Tonight is our monthly meeting. Will you attend or do you want to stay upstairs?” he asked.

  “What would you like?”

  “I’d like you to be there by my side. I’d also like you by my side when I change. Can you stand it?”

  “I’ve watched you change, remember? Of course I’ll be there for you.”

  “I want to introduce you to my wolves as my wolf-mate. They’ll want to see the ritual performed. I’d like to mate with you tonight. The actual ritual—I don’t want anything else to interfere this time.”

  “What exactly is the ritual?”

  “Normally, we would change to our wolf form and mate in front of the other wolves.”

  “But since I can’t change—”

  “Right. I’ll remain in my human form also.”

  Call me slow, but it finally dawned. I stared at him in horror. “And…mate?”

  A Wolf-howl. My very own.

  “Yes. I’ll cover you since you’ll be in human form. We’ll be quick. It’s more a ritual than anything else.” Leo was nonchalant, ignorant of my rising hysteria.

  “I’m supposed to have sex with you? In front of people? We haven’t even had it alone yet.” My voice squeaked.

  Leo raised an eyebrow. “We have. In your dream. It’s almost the same in real life.”

  “Oh, one more shock to the system.” I moaned dramatically. “I keep forgetting you were there.”

  “Of course I was there. Surely you realized—you didn’t realize, did you?” he asked gently. “I’ve been around wolves so long, I forget how to be human sometimes.”

  He drew me to him and I buried my flushed face in his warm neck.

  “Anjelia, my love. If you prefer, we won’t perform yet. But the wolves are asking. They know you’ve been here. They need resolution. I need to give them a date.”

  I took a deep breath. Did I dare put it off only to have the upcoming date cloud my happiness?

  “No, we’ll take care of it. I can’t stand to have it looming over me.”

  He tilted my head and kissed me gently. Then his lips nibbled on the corner of my lower lip.

  “I’m a lucky guy to have you. Not many human females would do it. What can I do to make it easier for you?”

  “Just keep me covered. And I never thought I’d say this but make it quick. I’ll skip any foreplay.” I smiled.

  “Are you really sure about this?”

  “Of course I’m sure, sweetie. You’re a lucky guy all right.” I teased. “Feel like getting luckier?”

  “What do you mean?”

  His golden brown eyes peered into mine. I took his hand and drew it up inside my blouse so he could cup my breast.

  “You’ve waited patiently for a very long time, haven’t you?” I whispered.

  His eyes darkened, the thick lashes sweeping down as he blinked slowly. His hand was hot, his body temperature so much warmer than Julian’s. His fingers settled on my nipple and pulled it gently, tweaking it between his thumb and forefinger. Spirals of heated pleasure coursed through my body. This was Leo, and I wanted him badly.

  “It’s too close to the full moon. I don’t trust myself. Not yet. I think we should wait until after it for our first time,” he said, pulling his hand away slowly.

  “Okay,” I agreed, drawing my blouse down. “I’ll go shower and change.”

  He raised his eyebrow. “I don’t see why we should suddenly stop showering together. I’ll come with you.”

  We walked up the stairs together, hands entwined. At my suite, Leo started the shower. He pulled me toward him and slowly began to undress me. When I was naked, he held me against him, his hands roaming over my naked buttocks. He growled deep, his chest vibrating with the sound.

  “Let's get you naked, too,” I softly whispered.

  He took a step back so he could strip. I stepped back to him. Heat pooled in my belly just by pressing to him, skin to skin.

  “I wish I could have you, Anjelia.”

  “I don’t suppose you have handcuffs?”

  “Why?” His voice was curious.

  “I’ll handcuff you. And then relieve you.”

  “You would do that for me?”

  “Oh, I’m sure I’ll find a little pleasure in it. Trust me, it won’t be a hardship on my part. And you’ve relieved me–in the dream, remember?”

  “Come with me.” Leo turned the shower off.

  We walked naked to another part of the house. I shivered, my body temperature was much lower than his. In a spare bedroom, Leo produced two sets of handcuffs. I raised my eyebrows, but didn’t ask.

  We took them to our bedroom. He lay down and I cuffed his hands together around a bedpost. Before I moved further down his body, I rubbed my breasts against his lightly furred chest. My nipples tingled.

  I handcuffed his left leg to the bottom post. A leather belt of mine hung in the closet, so I used it to buckle around his remaining ankle, fastening it to the other post.

  His cock stood at full attention.

  His body was tanned perfection, no discernible tan lines. He was smooth over his bulky muscles and felt feverish. My fingers traced over the muscles of his chest, slowly trailing over his abdomen. I moved further down one hip.

  His legs were spread, so I kneeled between them. I kissed his inner thigh. The strength of the columns of muscle that held up the rest of his muscular body amazed me. I kissed down the inside of his leg, exploring every inch of him. His taut muscle quivered beneath my touch.

  His calves fascinated me. They were perfectly sculpted. His feet were beautiful, even his ankles.

  Delicately, I licked around the handcuff that enclosed his ankle.

  His breathing deepened, steady and regular. I made my way back up and traced the crease in his hip that separated leg from torso with my tongue.

  His hipbones fascinated me. There’s nothing sexier than a pair of low-cut jeans, riding so low that the cut of a man’s hips are exposed. I licked inward from his hipbone and then I followed the spiral trail of hair in the middle of his body until I could ignore his erection no longer. I wrapped my hand around it, it was so full it looked ready to explode. His testicles were larger than most, and I cupped them, rolling them in my palm. He groaned.

  I leaned forward. My hair brushed against his cock. Just like my dreams, it pulsed with need.

  “I can’t take any foreplay, Anjelia. It's too close to the full moon,” he panted. He strained against the handcuffs.

  I wrapped my lips around his cock. His head fell back on the bed.

  I worked his cock, wetting it fully and alternately sucking the head. He moaned. Then I sucked the entire cock into my mouth, letting my head rock back and forth.

  His testicles tightened beneath my hand and throbbing began from inside the sac. He began to grow and I heard a strange voice that wasn’t quite Leo’s. Deeper, rumbling, fascinating.

  “Anjelia, pull away. Now.”

  I pulled my mouth from his cock and watched
it grow even harder. I wrapped my breasts around it and when he climaxed, he shouted out. The force of his liquid splashed hot and wet between my breasts, like molten lava.

  His orgasm lasted for several minutes as he panted. I continued massaging him, both of us slippery, until he finally quieted.

  “Wow,” I said, rising up to press my cum-slickened breasts against his chest. “You can come a long time.”

  He smiled weakly. “Wolf benefit. Orgasms last several minutes. Unfortunately, if we mate the usual way, I can’t pull out of you for a while. Or I’ll hurt you.”

  “Mate?” I teased.

  “Sorry. I meant love. If I make love to you the usual way.”

  “It sounds like fun.”

  “Never had any complaints. Untie me. I’ll love you now.”

  “No,” I said, glancing at the clock. “We’ll barely have time to get ready before your wolves arrive. Later will be fine.” I bent to kiss his lips.

  Reaching for the key, I unlocked him quickly. He immediately wrapped his arms around me.

  “I’m sorry you’re unfulfilled.”

  “Are you kidding?” I laughed. “I’ll need to be really in the mood for tonight’s ceremony, anyway. Otherwise I’ll have a really hard time with it.”

  He nodded. “I know. Thank you.”

  We showered together again, like usual. But he was calmer now, since his release. I dressed in a dress that Leo picked for me, a white Grecian-style dress. Gold, high heeled sandals matched wonderfully. I was slipping on a pair of panties when he spoke.

  “It might be easier if you skipped those.”

  “I’d be afraid your wolves would be sniffing me.”

  “They will be sniffing you, my love.” He kissed my nose.

  I held up the panties for him to look at. They were virginal white, but had a naughty surprise. Crotchless.

  I slipped them on with a smile.

  After I did my hair, we paused in the doorway of my suite. I could hear the commotion downstairs.

  “Are you ready?” Leo offered me his arm.

  I took a deep breath and gripped it tightly. I could barely wrap my fingers around his forearm. We began to descend the stairs.

  The room quieted as his pack became aware of our presence.

  One of the wolves moved forward to the bottom of the stairs. He breathed deeply. “She smells like you now. Is she your mate?”

  “She is. My wolf-mate.”

  “But she’s not wolf.” Someone called out.

  Voices began talking at once. “How can you mate if she isn’t wolf?”

  “She’s still vampire. She smells of them.”

  Leo held up his hand. “We have an alignment with the vampires. They offer their protection, we offer ours. Anjelia is vampire for two weeks of the month and wolf the other two. Her species is still human and that is what it will remain.”

  “How will you mate in tonight’s ceremony?”

  “I will only partially change to wolfman status. We will mate then.”

  “I think it’s a wonderful mating, Wolf King.” A female voice called out. Connie stood with Ajay. “It’s an alignment that got us out of a war with the vampires and into a partnership with the humans. Bravo, sir.”

  Clapping started as more and more wolves began to see the light of our unique situation. Rhett, my coffee-friend, was one of the clappers. Unfortunately, a few still looked sullen.

  “I’ll believe the mating when I see the ritual.” Someone muttered.

  “Then, my wolves,” Leo said. “Eat, drink and be merry. Before midnight we will perform the ritual in human form and then we will change and hunt.”

  He turned toward me and bent his head. He brushed his lips against mine. I wrapped my arms around his waist and opened my mouth. Passion flared between us and he pulled away slightly to smile at me.

  Connie and Ajay joined us, Connie bringing me a glass of wine. It was a full glass.

  “Ajay poured.” Connie said, as I eyed the amount of liquid.

  “Since you’re mating tonight, I figured you’d need the courage,” Ajay said, his lips curving.

  “You’re probably the only one here who remembers what it’s like to be human, Ajay.”

  “Not all of us have ever been human, Anjelia,” Leo reminded me.

  “Well, humans don’t usually have sex in front of a pack.”

  “We’re mating, not having sex.”

  “Is there a difference?”

  “Well, kind of.”

  Connie and I both turned toward Leo in surprise, wondering how he'd explain his way out of this. Ajay laughed and spoke for him.

  “Sex is a lot more detailed, more enjoyable. You get to do what you want, when you want, no pressure. Mating is just a perfunctory ritual, you don’t even need to umm, finish, Anjelia. As long as Leo does, it will be enough.”

  “Although, it would do a lot to earn the wolves trust if you did finish,” Connie spoke softly. “They will feel like it’s something you want, not something you’re forced into to align the werewolves and the vamps. And they need to know that you care enough for our wolf king to lose your inhibitions with him. Otherwise, they will always feel like you need to be wolf, too.”

  Leo hadn't told me this. It was definitely added pressure.

  “Anjelia, I can feel your nerves. Why wait and torture yourself? Let’s get it over with.” Leo's eyes softened.

  I nodded at Leo. My face was too tense to crack a genuine smile.

  He turned toward Connie. “Gather everyone to the ritual room.”

  He led me down the winding staircase, down below the surface of the mansion. The ritual room was a walk-out basement, but one whole wall was encased with an entire set of double-sized garage doors. With the touch of a button, they opened to the outside world. Just beyond us were a mass of trees. This room was where the wolves changed and roamed about freely afterward.

  “Come to me, Anjelia,” Leo whispered, pulling me outside. There was soft grass under a tree to our right. Leo removed his clothing and helped me with my dress. I stood with my arms wrapped around my breasts, even as the wolves descended from the doors. He quickly laid me on the grass and covered my body with his.

  “Do you want to leave your panties on?” Leo asked.

  “Silly, isn’t it? Not to want to be completely naked, even though everything’s showing.”

  “Nothing’s silly as far as you’re concerned. But if you do take them off now,” he kissed me, “then you can wear them to bed later,” he kissed me again, “and you can keep them on when I join you in the morning. Because those crotchless things are really hot.”

  He kissed me deeply then, his tongue swirling with mine. That’s all it took, and I reached between us to fling the little white panties off.

  Leo pressed his body gently against the center of mine. A deep tingle began, moisture pulsing between my thighs. I remembered how beautiful his erection had been, so close to my mouth earlier. How it looked when it grew right before he came, how that would feel inside me.

  The wolves began to gather around us, but I was safe and covered by Leo. He ground his pelvis against mine, while his tongue stroked my mouth.

  “Would you like me to start?” he whispered.

  I knew what he was thinking, that I couldn’t enjoy this, not with so many strangers watching. It was better to just complete the act and move on, rather than rouse me.

  I wrapped my arms around him. “You’ll have to change first, won’t you?”

  He nodded. “Would you rather I completed this in human form?”

  While touched that he’d be willing, I knew his wolves wouldn’t stand for it. That was how amazing he was. He was willing to go against his pack to save me from my squeamishness.

  “Leo, I love you,” I said. “Change for me and I’ll take that form into my body.”

  He looked into my eyes, relief on his face. He closed his eyes, and pain racked his features.

  The change was swift, but slight. His jaw lengthened
slightly, and his eyes darkened. His hands grew, the fingers lengthening. But his form was all human. He was still my Leo.

  When his change was complete, I reached down to cup his cock. I wrapped one leg around his hips as I led it to my body. A groan erupted from his throat.

  He entered, I moaned at the first contact. The wolves howled in the background. His movements became frenzied, his thrusting harried. His need fed mine.

  Leo’s orgasm hit and I threw my head back, so close to the edge. Leo howled as he climaxed and his cock doubled in size as he came. He filled me completely, the sensations triggering my own release. I moaned more quietly through mine, as he licked my exposed throat. The wolves howled again and I turned to watch them. They were all in various stages of change and suddenly the complete transformation hit them all at once. Leo held me close while we watched his pack alter forms. He whispered in my ear.

  “I can’t pull out yet.”

  I turned and kissed him. “It’s okay. Stay with me a while.”

  The wolves had finished the change and were starting to wander off.

  “Will they hunt without you?”

  “Yes. I’ll take you back to the mansion where you’ll be safe. I’ll need to shift fully tonight and then join you in the morning.”

  “Okay.”

  We lay quietly for a while, our breathing slowing. Finally, he pulled his body from mine. As soon as he did, his change finished completely, leaving a wolf to stand where my lover had lain. I gathered up our clothes, not bothering to put mine on. I turned toward his wolf form. He licked my hand as I scratched his head with the other. Then he nuzzled my neck, pointing me toward the direction of the house. I rose and padded across the soft grass and dirt, while he walked alongside me.

  A funny thought suddenly struck me.

  “It’s a good thing this is a secluded mansion,” I said aloud. “I’d hate to be caught walking naked with a wolf.”

  I swore Leo almost grinned.

  “Have fun. I’ll be in your bed when you get home in the morning.”

  I hugged his neck and his tongue swiped my cheek. I turned to head into the house and I felt him lick my rump.

  I turned around quickly and knew for a fact my wolf was grinning. I shook a finger at him and went inside.