Now he needed wisdom for his professional life. The Harper family had come to him in their hour of greatest need. He would not drop the ball.
He took a deep breath. This was not what he thought life would be at this point in his career. He thought he’d be at the pinnacle of his profession, able to coast along at a hardworking but smooth pace, with his wife and kids along for the ride.
Instead, he was tighter than a hangman’s rope and wondering if the American dream was imploding on him.
He didn’t need any more tasks or obligations, no matter how small. With a touch of his index finger he deleted Nicky Oberlin’s email.
He hoped Nicky wouldn’t take offense.
2.
Heather Trask wondered if he would be the one.
He had the right look. She liked long hair that hung down wavy, especially if it was blond. He had great style too, judging from the way he tapped the table with his hands. He played drums for a band called Route Eighteen.
And he clearly had his eye on her. Always gave her a half smile whenever their eyes met.
Would he be the one, her first time, so she could get it over with?
Roz, who was holding court as usual at an outdoor table at Star-bucks, was already well schooled in the guy department. She’d burned through three boyfriends in the last year. Heather hadn’t had even one yet. Roz was older than Heather by only two years but had a worldliness Heather could only admire.
Heather also loved the way Roz could cut and color her hair any which way, without a thought. Right now it was short and hot pink. Heather wasn’t quite ready to chop her shoulder-length tresses and go from brown to a more luminescent tone. Maybe she would once she got out of the house.
Maybe then she’d feel like she really fit the puzzle. The pieces at home were all jumbled. She wasn’t a piece there; she was a hole. The church thing wasn’t going to happen for her, and her parents’ disappointment made her feel like an alien presence in the home she grew up in.
Depression washed over her again. She’d been feeling so much of the dark side lately. She was using it in her songs, which Roz said were bordering on genius. Still, it was like a big, black weight on her, and she was sick of it.
Her mom and dad’s solution? God. Jesus. Church.
Why couldn’t she get into religion? It just didn’t click, the tumblers didn’t fall. Something was wrong with her brain. It wasn’t a Trask brain, and she could see that thought in her parents’ pained eyes with every new confrontation.
She needed to get out of there. They’d be much happier and she could finally see if there was something in this world that made sense. She could get on with things she should already have gotten to at seventeen.
So, she wondered, would her first time be with the drummer?
There were eight of them around the black iron table, crammed in and chattering away through a haze of cigarette smoke. Heather didn’t really like smoking that much but did it anyway. Image. The hard part was covering up the smell when she got home.
Big Red cinnamon gum was good for the breath part. As far as her hair and clothes, well, she just told her mom it was because she’d been at Starbucks at an outside table. You just couldn’t get away from the smoke out there.
She didn’t think her mom totally bought that, but at least she didn’t press the issue. Her dad was the one who would’ve made the big deal, but he was always so busy he never noticed.
“They could’ve taken the geek-rock crown from Weezer,” she heard Drummer Boy saying. “But they turned to slacker romanticism.”
Oh, no. Was he one of those pretentious, know-everything-about-music types? The kind who couldn’t shut it once you got them started?
“Their last CD was nothing but lo-fi jangle and lush fuzz.”
Yep.
“Detached and boring,” Drummer Boy concluded loudly.
Just like you, Heather thought.
Drummer Boy brought his chair over to her side. He smiled at her and said, “Are you Jamaican?”
“What?”
“’Cause j-makin’ me crazy.”
She closed her eyes.
No way he’d be the one.
Maybe she should just let it be random and hope for the best.
Or maybe there wasn’t going to be any best. What would she do then?
3.
“Don’t worry, I’m not one of those kind of wives, complaining up and down about how much time her husband spends at the office.”
Sam took a root beer from the refrigerator, turned to face his wife. “But a little complaining every now and again never hurt, right?”
“Is that what you think I do?”
“Not in so many words, but lately . . .”
“Lately what?” She put her hands on her hips.
Uh-oh. Sam called that the Gesture, but not to Linda’s face. The Gesture always raised his macho hackles. His wife was smart and insightful, and she could usually see through him. Drove him crazy sometimes. And when she was angry, and her hazel eyes caught the light, they sparked like flint on stone.
“Hints,” he said. “You drop hints.”
“What, would you rather I hit you right between the eyes?”
“Maybe a little more directness would be a good thing.”
“Maybe I don’t want to add to your stress, okay? Did you ever think of it that way?”
“Of course.” He stepped over to her to kiss her. She gave him her cheek. “Don’t pout,” he said.
“When you deserve these lips again, you’ll get them.”
“How about I bribe you with my stunning culinary skill?”
“I’m listening.”
“I’ll cook up some steaks.”
“You get one lip for that,” Linda said. “Both if the steaks come out right.”
“You drive a hard bargain.”
“Take it or leave it.”
“Take it. Now pay me on account.”
She kissed him. A short one.
“You have inspired me with visions of things to come,” Sam said. “I shall cook masterpieces.”
“For you, me, and Max.”
“Where’s Heather?”
Linda paused. “She’s out.”
“With who?”
“Let’s not.”
Dead giveaway. “Not that Roz girl.”
“Sam, I know — ”
“I thought we told her — ”
“Sam, please. We’ve been through it with her and it just leads to more anger.”
Indeed, his circuits were charged. They sizzled with a high current whenever the subject of Heather’s associations came up.
“Who’s in control around here? I don’t want her seeing that girl.”
“Heather is seventeen and pigheaded, like someone else I know.”
She said it in a lighthearted way, but Sam wasn’t into being light at the moment. “What if she wanted to go out with a serial killer?”
“Sam, Roz is hardly a serial killer.”
“She’s trouble, is what she is.”
“That’s a little harsh.”
“Is it? I saw her at Starbucks one day, hanging out with a bunch of lowlifes.”
“How did you know they were lowlifes?”
“Come on.”
“What happened to the presumption of innocence?”
He ignored the dig. “Where do they go, these two? They go to concerts — who knows what kind of music these bands are playing. The lyrics. Have you heard some of the lyrics out there?”
“Is this from the man who used to be a poet?”
“Hey, we didn’t write anything like they’re doing today.”
“You know who you sound like?”
“Who?”
“Our parents.”
“That’s depressing.” Sam went to the living room and plopped on the sofa.
“Don’t pick up the remote,” Linda said.
He picked up the remote. “I’m just going to check the news.”
Lind
a snatched the remote from his hand, sat next to him. “I’m just as concerned about our daughter as you are. So we need to talk about how to handle this. We need to be together when Heather gets home.”
“We have to rehearse? Is this a play or something?”
“It’s called parenting.”
Sam shook his head. “I think I’ve got it figured out.”
“What?”
“Parenting.”
“Oh, do you? Pray tell, what’s the secret?”
“Lowering your standards,” he said.
Linda hit him with a pillow.
Sam put his head back on the sofa. “You’re right.”
“Hm?”
“It is complicated, isn’t it? I mean, I’m in the delivery room one day and out comes this innocent little package.”
“Yes, I was there too.”
“Innocent and pure and it’s the greatest experience of my life. And I say to myself, I’m going to protect her and love her and be there for her, and when she’s little she can’t get enough of me. Then one day she turns thirteen and it’s like some mad scientist flips a switch in her brain.”
Linda stroked his arm. “It’s called growing up.”
“It’s called the pits on a platter, is what it’s called. I feel like an innocent bystander. I was standing there, trying to love her like always, and now I’m being shut out of her life.”
“As my mom used to say, this too shall pass.”
Sam felt the mild pressure of tears behind his eyes. “I just want her to be happy. I want her to make the right choices. I want — ”
“Sam?”
“What?”
“What you want is to make it all happen yourself.”
“No — ”
Linda sat up. “I know you. It’s good what you want for her, but you can’t make it happen. You have to let God in on this.”
“Like I don’t know that?”
“But do you?”
“Sure I do.”
She gave him the come on now look, but not the remote.
4.
In the study, Sam tried to get thoughts of Heather out of his head by preparing for tomorrow’s deposition. It would be the crucial moment in the Harper case. His questioning of the expert who would testify that the emergency-room doctor had not made a terribly wrong diagnosis would set the stage for everything to come.
In a medical malpractice case, the testimony of experts was the key to the trial, because juries looked upon them as the high priests. Most jurors, in a medical emergency, would be willing to entrust their lives even to an unknown doctor. They entertained a willing suspension of belief that a doctor might be subject to the imperfections of mere mortals.
Lawyers who sued doctors, on the other hand, were often seen as bottom-feeders, responsible for everything from higher insurance premiums to acute acne.
Sam knew he would have a double burden if the case went to trial. In his opening statement, he planned to face the issue head-on. He would be up front with the jurors about tort reform and frivolous lawsuits.
Last trial he had, in fact, he’d asked the jurors on voir dire if any of them disagreed with the proposition that most lawyers are greedy ambulance chasers. Only a seventy-year-old grandmother, whose son was the DA of Kern County, raised her hand. But Sam walked through that door to elicit pledges that the jurors would treat the case before them with an open mind.
And although he’d won that case, for a fifteen-year-old boy who broke his neck diving into a river at an unsafe resort, the experts from the other side almost swayed the jury the other way.
Which was why the deposition of the experts was so important. If they came off as credible and competent, the basis of liability could disappear like a dandelion in the wind.
So Sam went over his questions carefully, designing them to build in a solid, inexorable fashion. He’d have to be on every one of his toes, because Larry Cohen, the insurance company’s lawyer, would protect the doctor with every bit of legal firepower at his disposal.
Cohen was a near legend in the litigation community. At sixty-one, with a full head of silver hair and the frame of a football player — he’d been a standout linebacker at Colorado State —Cohen had not lost a case in twenty years.
It was Sam’s hope that by undermining Cohen’s expert in the depo, the Harper case could be settled for a fair amount. Then everyone would be happy — Lew, the Harpers, even Cohen himself, for it would be another file off his desk and wouldn’t count as a loss in court.
Two hours flew by like two minutes. The only interruption was Max, his twelve-year-old. Max still liked to give his old man hugs before going to bed, and Sam took every one. Who knew how long that would last? In a few months Max would turn thirteen, and then what? Would the same mad professor that got to Heather flip a switch in his son’s brain too?
How he prayed not.
Sam took a break at ten thirty and jumped online. He scanned the headlines at Google News, then made a quick stop at his email.
In the middle of the list he saw another message from Nicky Oberlin.
Hey man, just following up. Hope you got my email! We have GOT TO get together, my friend! Don’t let me down! Call me now!
A faint queasiness rolled through his stomach. A feeling, ever so slight, that he was being pushed. Sam never like being pushed.
He deleted the message, hoping this would be the last time he would hear from Nicky Oberlin.
Still, his eyes lingered on the screen for a long moment after the message vanished into the ether, as if another of its kind would suddenly appear, only this one not so friendly.
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