by Aria Ford
She moved back after a long, intense kiss.
“Okay,” she said. “Your turn.”
I felt myself tense. I was nervous, I realized. I hadn’t looked at the wound since we dressed it, and even then I had tried to avoid it. I had no idea how bad it actually was underneath there.
“Okay,” I said. I sat up.
“Here goes,” she said. Still naked, but dry now, she moved so that she stood before me and I was sitting on the edge of the bed. She carefully unwound the bandage.
I growled as she pulled the bandage loose, the dried blood sticking it to the edge of the wound. It burned and tore and I wanted to scream as she finally pulled it loose.
“I…it’s not as bad as I recalled,” she said. Her voice was trembling, though, and she didn’t sound confident. I breathed in. I could smell it. The bandage was a twisted mass of blackened cotton, stiff with dried blood. I felt sick.
“Can I see?” I asked.
She frowned, her brow wrinkling with doubt. “I would like it if you did,” she ventured. “I need a second opinion about this.”
I made a face. “I’ll look in the mirror,” I said. I could see the side of it right now, the way the edge of the wound was black with dry blood, an unpleasant smell drifting up on the air from over it.
“Good idea,” she said.
She stood and followed me into the bathroom. Looked as I did.
I felt ill. In the mirror I could see a gouge out of my left bicep, the edges dark and the inner section pink and red and raw. I turned away. I was grateful, then that my muscle was quite dense, or it might have actually gone down to the bone.
“It’s quite worrying,” I said, putting it as mildly as I could. I could feel a new, aching sensation in it and I had the thought that if we left it like it was, it might get infected. Blood poisoning, by all accounts, was not a nice thing.
“It is,” Kerry agreed. “You know what?”
“What?”
“You are going to shower—don’t get it wet—and then I am going to take you to the doctor. No arguments! Yes?”
I sighed. “What about breakfast?” I suggested.
“I’ll eat at work. Or we can get something on the way there.”
“Good idea,” I said.
I tried to shower without getting water on my right arm. That was tricky, but I managed it. It was burning in a very unpleasant way by the time I finished.
Out of the shower, I dressed and watched Kerry dress, walking casually around the room, picking things up, tidying the place, setting the bedcovers in a tidier manner.
When she was dressed—in her smart black uniform—she put on stockings and I tried not to watch for fear of being aroused all day. I focused on myself.
Fumbling with the sleeve of my shirt, I tried to get it on without having to lift my arm too high—I had discovered when I undressed that it really hurt, and the pain was worse this morning.
When I was dressed, Kerry looked at me.
“We have time for coffee before we go,” she said.
“Thanks,” I sighed.
We went to the car after a quick coffee. I sat beside her, feeling the first twinge of guilt. Here she was, making sure I got medical care, when it was risking making her late for work, and she didn’t even know my story.
“Now, my doctor lives nice and close,” she was saying. “He’s a good sort and he doesn’t charge too much. And he won’t ask any questions if we ask him not to. But that thing needs treatment.”
“I agree,” I said. “Kerry?”
“Brett?”
I smiled to hear my name on her lips, even now. “Sorry,” I said, still smiling. “Just wanted to say thanks.”
She smiled. “It’s the least I can do,” she said. “I couldn’t very well let you sit here and get blood poisoning, now, could I? Imagine what I’d think if you died in my bed!”
She laughed, and I laughed too, but it wasn’t a relaxed laughter. There was still the deep, sinister worry that someone had tried to end my life. I was scared. I needed to do something about that soon. I didn’t need them coming back to get the job done.
“Here we are.”
Kerry went in with me to talk to the secretary, then left me there.
“Call me when you’re done. I want to know you’re okay. Please?”
I kissed her hand. “I promise.”
She beamed and left. Her doctor turned out to be a solidly built, white-haired gentleman in his sixties. I instantly liked him. When we shook hands his dark eyes—almost black, they were so dark—lit up.
“You must have had a sporting career.”
“Yes,” I said, impressed.
He examined my arm without question, then looked up. “So,” he said as he looked at the arm. “I won’t ask how you got this, but I will ask how long ago it happened.”
“Yesterday, doctor.”
“Mm.”
He didn’t look at me. I could see on his face that he was trying to figure out whether or not to ask me anymore about why and how. He also looked worried.
“You need some stitches in this,” he said after a moment. “And antibiotic. The last thing you need is infection in here, right?”
“Right,” I nodded firmly.
He swabbed my arm, gave me a local injection, and then started stitching. I looked away while he did it. I really can’t take medical stuff. I couldn’t feel what he was doing—not really—but the thought of seeing it made me feel sick.
“Okay,” he said as he worked. “Now, I’m going to give an injection of penicillin into the site, but if you get any heat or burning, and there’s redness around it, come back immediately. You need to keep the site clean and bandaged at all times. I’m going to prescribe you a painkiller, just in case you can’t sleep. You need sleep if that’s going to heal up quickly.”
“Thanks, Doctor.” I nodded.
“Come back to me next week,” he said. “I need to see that and check how it’s going. And, son?”
“Yes?” I asked as I took the prescription, “and thanks, by the way,” I added. “I appreciate it.”
“Well, be that as it may,” he said stiffly. “Stay out of fights, okay? Let the policemen do that.”
I sighed. “Yes, doctor.”
I texted Kerry, settled the bill—even though he wasn’t the most expensive doctor I’d ever had, I still almost passed out at the bill, though I could luckily pay it on the day—and left.
I was just planning a route home—take the bus to the end of my street, walk back—when I had the horrible thought that the guy who did this might still be there.
“Come on, Brett,” I sighed. Think of something.” Not that there was, I reflected grimly, much I could do about that. Either he was or he wasn’t. Either he shot me, or he didn’t. I still wasn’t sure what would happen if I did as the doctor suggested and risked the police.
“I’ve got to just risk it.”
I got on the bus, my heart thumping like a locomotive engine. I had no idea what to do. I might be walking into certain death.
Call the police, my reasonable brain said.
I sighed. I would just walk to the end of my street and see if I could spot him. I knew where he must have been standing—on the edge of the yard round the apartment block, aiming over the fence—when he fired. I would just check if there was anyone odd round there and if there was I’d walk to the park and regroup.
The name of my street flashed up on the bus’s lit-up sign. I pressed the button and swung off into the street when it stopped.
My mouth was dry. My heart thumped. I felt frozen to the sidewalk.
“Brett, go,” I told myself firmly. “One step, then another. Then another.”
I felt my body move one slow pace at a time up the street toward my building.
I stopped dead about twenty paces along. I was standing by a particularly nice garden, the smell of damp soil rich and warm in my nostrils from the rain yesterday. I concealed myself by the wall and sighted down the str
eet. Nothing.
There was no one by the fence. No one where the sniper had been.
I made myself walk forward, trying to convince myself that, if anyone was there, they would be in the same place.
I went at a slow pace. My back was straight and tall and every step I waited to feel the inevitable punch of a bullet in the back.
I felt strangely lightheaded. I thought that I might die at any moment, and that thought brought with it a strange abandon. I had found Kerry and we knew we loved each other. It was a beautiful morning, the street shining under a slate-dark sky, the sun striking silver off the rain-puddles in the street.
If I died now, I would die happy. My soul would go up into the cloudy, painted sky, merging with the rain mist, and I would have no regrets.
I walked, step by slow step.
No one shot me.
I reached my apartment block feeling a sort of wild amazement. I turned the key in the lock, raced inside, slammed the door and leaned against the wall.
I was still leaning there, when Mrs. Schulz, my next-door neighbor, came past. She raised a pale brow at me, merging with her curly white hair.
“You are okay, son?”
I let out a long breath, shooting her an adrenalin-heady smile.
“Sure, Mrs. Schulz. Just fine.”
“Good,” she said. She frowned. “Have a nice day, then.”
“You too, Mrs. Schulz. A good day.”
She was still looking very concerned as she went out and I had to hide a smile, sure she thought I was completely mad. I laughed as I went up to the stairs.
I probably was completely mad.
What were the chances, I thought, laughing, that they would really have shot me? Maybe this whole thing was some kind of misunderstanding.
I went into my apartment and looked around. Nothing had moved or shifted. The windows were shut as I had left them. There was nothing out of place.
I sighed and collapsed onto my seat. I was being too paranoid.
I let out a long shaky breath and looked up at the ceiling. Whew.
The rest of the day I divided between setting my place into some semblance of tidiness, packing a case—I might need to leave in some haste—texting Kerry and my agent.
I was going to sell that old beach house.
By the late afternoon, after a good meal and a chat with Kerry, I was feeling better.
I decided it would be no bad thing to go for a walk. I was going to risk it.
“Damn these people and making me feel constrained.”
I went downstairs and out onto the street.
A brisk walk in the park lifted my spirits and I was smiling by the time I came back. I unlocked the door and went in. Sat down.
It was then that I noticed that someone had broken the window.
CHAPTER 12: KERRY
I was about to leave work when Brett texted me. I read the message with a small frown.
Might be late for dinner.
That was odd.
I took my things from by the door—I left at six on Saturdays—and headed out, my phone in my hand.
Sure, are you okay?
I was halfway home when I started worrying. Why hadn’t he replied?
On an impulse, I decided I wasn’t going to go straight home. I was going past his apartment block. Something was wrong.
I drove up his street, my heart thudding hard inside me. I wondered if maybe the wound was infected and he had a fever or something? I didn’t know if it could happen in such a short time-span, but I wasn’t about to leave it up to random chance.
I scanned the street, looking for his apartment block. I remembered which street it was from the fact that it was quite close to my work. But I didn’t know which number the building was.
“It’s not that one, it was a darker color,” I said aloud. “Not that one, it has too few floors. Oh. There we are…”
I spotted the tall, dark-painted building in the middle of the other houses. It was an old apartment block but a surprisingly nice neighborhood, with big gardens and tall, spreading green trees on the sidewalk. I looked up at the building. One of the windows was broken, I noticed, the jagged edge of the glass winking in the setting sun.
I felt a tremor of worry. That was odd. It stood out, here in this place, to have a broken window just left like that. Why was it broken?
I stopped and got out, feeling suddenly scared. I walked across the street and pressed the button with the name “Randell”. I waited.
“Brett?” I called into the intercom.
No answer.
I pressed again.
“Brett?” I called. “It’s me!”
“Kerry?” he sounded incredulous. Then the door clicked and I walked in. I slammed it behind me—I wasn’t quite sure why, but I felt scared, maybe because of how taut Brett sounded—and walked in.
I wasn’t sure which number his room was, but I soon heard the lift open and Brett appeared. He was wild-eyed and frightened.
“Kerry!” he said. “You shouldn’t be here. Please! It’s crazy.”
“What is?” I said. I looked at his drawn, frightened face. He was pale, eyes tense at the edge.
“Kerry, they’ve broken my window. They know which apartment is mine. If they can break one window, they could get in. They could shoot me. Or you. Please. They might see you with me. I don’t want them to know about you. What would I do if they hurt you? Please? You can’t come in here. You should go.”
“Brett?” I felt suddenly scared. I wasn’t going to go, not with them out there! And I wasn’t leaving him either. Was he mad, that he thought I would walk away and leave him to get shot? “Look, I’m calling the cops. This is silly.”
His eyes went white round the edge, a sign of frantic fear. “No,” he said. “Please! No. We can’t.”
I blinked in surprise. “Brett, we have to! In fact, we should have called them ages ago. Please! Let me?”
He still looked scared. I saw him think about it, about to make a denial. About to say something. Then he shrugged.
“Okay,” he said.
I frowned. “Okay?” I said. What was going on here? He should have called them yesterday. Then these people, whoever they were, would probably be gone by now. Even if the police hadn’t found them, it would be a deterrent. I dialed the number.
“Hello?”
“Hello, this is Ms. Highgate. I’m calling from…” I frowned at Brett. He said the address under his breath. I repeated it. “Listen, I have to report a break-in attempt.”
Brett frowned. He was on the fourth floor. How anyone was trying to break in there by breaking the window remained something of a mystery. But we had to try.
“A break in?”
“Well, someone broke the window. Please,” I said, letting my terror show in my voice now, “please, just send someone round here, please? They might still be out there.”
I heard the guy cave in. He clearly thought I was overreacting, but he agreed to send them round anyway.
I sighed. When I had finally hung up I leaned against the wall, the energy draining out of me.
“They’re coming,” I said.
I looked at Brett and he looked at me. I wasn’t sure if he looked calmer or more panicked, quite frankly. There was a drawn, gaunt look on his face and his eyes were tight in the corners.
We waited together until the siren blared up the street. We didn’t think it made sense for us to be in the apartment where we could be spotted at the window. When the police arrived, I went out to talk to them.
“You’re Mrs. Highgate?” the man asked me.
“I am,” I said.
I looked round and Brett was there behind me, his face chalk-pale, his hand shivering. I had no idea why he was so scared, but he was. I faced the officers and tried to give an explanation of what happened.
“So,” he said, “You were at home when it happened?”
“No,” I explained. “Neither of us were.” Brett had told me that in the interim wh
ile we waited.
“You don’t think maybe it was a kid, playing pranks?” the officer asked. His colleague was in the apartment, looking around for whatever projectile had broken the window.
“A kid threw a stone up four flights of stairs with force enough to break the window pane?” I tried not to sound too ironic, but it dripped from my voice like ice.
The officer glared at me. “You have to think of everything, ma’am,” he said, patronizingly.
I felt Brett stiffen beside me and I rested a gentle hand at his wrist. Don’t get mad at them, I wanted to convey. Let them do their job.
“Hey, Nielsen?” the other officer shouted.
“Yeah?”
“I found something.”
“Okay, great,” the man said. He went in with a long-suffering air. I stayed where I was with Brett. All the time he was getting more and more nervous. I couldn’t understand why.
“What is it?” I called.