by S. M. Reine
GRAY MOON RISING
Seasons of the Moon, Book 4
SM Reine
Copyright © 2012 SM Reine
Published by Red Iris Books
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Full Moon
The Gun
Peaks and Valleys
Open House
The Plan
Hunters
Cheeseburgers
Yasir
Midnight
Collisions
Expert Advice
The Shores of Golden Lake
Outpost
Advent of Wolves
The Ruined Church
Pack
Extermination
Licking Wounds
The Cabin
Reunited
Counterattack
Jealousy
Destiny
Alpha
Home Sweet Home
A Note from the Author
PRELUDE
Full Moon
A swollen moon crested over Gray Mountain. It was so huge and clear that Rylie thought she could reach out and brush its rocky face with her fingertips. Hazy silver halos radiated into the velvet sky. She stretched her hands toward it.
The moon called to her, telling her to change, and its song swelled in her heart. Her toes hung over the ledge. An inch forward, and she would fly away… or fall down the mountain.
“Rylie! Don’t do it!”
Seth scrambled over icy rocks, struggling to reach her at the peak.
A crack rang out as a rifle connected with the back of his skull. He collapsed at his mother’s feet. Eleanor shouldered her gun again and aimed.
Dozens of gold eyes stared at them, reflecting the light of the full moon. Werewolves watched, waiting for Rylie to act, but a ring of hunters armed with silver bullets blocked them from reaching her.
“Do it,” Eleanor hissed. Sweat beaded her upper lip. “Call them!”
It was all too much: the rushing river, the wind through the trees, the howls of the wolves, and the call of the moon. Rylie had to act. Her time was up, and she needed to decide.
“Sorry, Seth,” she whispered.
She stepped over the edge of the rocks.
ONE
The Gun
Sometimes, when Rylie was alone, she practiced shooting the gun.
That was how she thought of it. Not “a gun,” or “that pistol she stole from Abel,” but the gun. Special emphasis on the first word.
It was a revolver. She knew this because the word was stamped on the side, along with the name of a manufacturer she didn’t recognize. Rylie had never fired a gun before, but she had seen people get shot. After hours of turning it over in her hands, probing its parts with her fingertips, and pointing it at the wall, she thought she had it figured out.
She knew the business end and the trigger. Those were the important parts. Though not as important as the single bullet in the chamber.
Rylie sat on the edge of her mattress, popped the revolver open again, and tipped the bullet out onto her bedside table. It was the same lonely silver bullet she had been hiding in her room for weeks. It had been in the pistol when she stole it from Abel’s duffel bag.
She warmed the metal of the gun in her hands, thinking about all the times she had seen Seth shoot empty cans and the way he stood to stabilize his arm. Rylie lifted the unloaded gun and aimed it at her wall. Pulled the trigger. Heard the click, watched the barrel rotate, imagined the resounding bang.
It wasn’t cold in her room, but she shivered.
Her bedroom at the werewolf sanctuary was meant to be cozy. The walls were painted an inviting shade of blue, the bay window let her look down on the gardens, and her bed always had a fresh duvet filled with fluffy down feathers. But there was no hiding the fact that her window was barred from the inside, or that the paint was scored by claw marks. Her mattress had been replaced six times already, and she had only been there for four months.
Rylie aimed the gun at the claw marks on her wall. Those were from the last transformation, so Scott hadn’t had time to repaint. He kept several buckets of that blue in the closet just for her.
Beyond the reinforced wall, Abel was waiting for the same thing that she was: a new moon. He changed later in the night than she did, so he might have been resting in anticipation. He would run with the other werewolves when the time came. They had acres of empty, fenced land to enjoy, where no human would be in danger.
Rylie wouldn’t join them.
She pressed the barrel of the gun against her temple and closed her eyes.
Click.
Someone knocked on her door. Rylie shoved the gun under her pillow. “Come in,” she said without raising her voice. Anyone visiting on the night of a new moon would have hearing as good as hers, and she could hear the mice playing in the field outside her window.
Abel entered. He was tall, dark-skinned, and broad-shouldered. He filled the room like shadows filled the night.
“What are you doing?” he asked. He wore nothing but loose linen pants, which were designed to fall apart when his body grew and changed. It bared the scars that ran from his temple to his hip.
“Same thing as you. I’m waiting.”
His eyes narrowed. He sniffed. “What’s that smell?”
The bullet was still on her table.
Rylie grabbed it when he peered out the window and tried not to wince at the way it burned in her hand. She sat on her fist. “I don’t know. Did you bust into my bedroom to ask stupid questions, or is something going on?”
“Me and Bekah and Levi are leaving. We’re taking the new kid out for her first run, so we thought you might want to come.” He didn’t manage to sound even slightly enthusiastic about the idea.
The “new kid” was Tyas, a thirteen year old who had fallen into their sanctuary after a family vacation to the Rockies ended in a werewolf attack. Her parents went home. She stayed. She had recently finished transitioning to a full werewolf, spoke very little English, and cried all the time. Rylie had been avoiding her. Actually, she had been avoiding everyone, but Tyas more than the others.
“No thanks,” she said.
Abel glared. “You’re changing in here again?”
“So what if I am?”
“We’ve got two hundred acres out there, and you haven’t seen more than the front yard. I know you’re still being all whiny about that thing that happened at Christmas—”
“Whiny?” Rylie’s voice went up an octave. She couldn’t hold it back. “You think being upset about killing eight people is whiny?”
He shrugged. “I’ve killed more than that.”
“You’ve killed werewolves. Not farmers. Not fathers. Not—”
“Whatever. Look, you can stay in here if you want. I don’t care if you want to mope in your gloomy pit of a room. But Bekah’s getting worried that you won’t leave, and that means Scott’s getting worried, too. You’re going to have a whole coven of witches on you if you don’t act like you’re getting better.”
She bit her bottom lip. “But I’m not getting better.”
“Like I said. Whatever.” Abel paused halfway out her door, and something flitted across his face that might have been sympathy. “You and me could go on our own. You know, let Bekah and Levi babysit Tyas. There’s plenty of space.”
“No,” Rylie said forcefully.
Any hint of kindness vanished from his expression. Abel’s mouth opened like he was going to say something else, then clapped shut again. He slammed the door behind him. It was reinforced with silver and steel, so it clanged in the frame.
Rylie peeled her fingers open. The bullet had burned a red divot into her palm. She gri
maced as she slid it into the chamber of the revolver, then blew on the injury and shook out her hand.
She wasn’t whining or moping, no matter what Abel said. She was more dangerous than the other werewolves at the sanctuary. It was better to hide.
Rylie tucked the gun into a drawer on her bedside table. Her blood grew cold as she closed it, and her gaze was drawn to the window. The new moon was invisible in the black sky, but she knew it was peeking over the hill. She could always feel the moon.
The change tugged at her, like the moon was connected to her breastbone by a silver thread. Rylie stood and grabbed the bars as she gazed out at the clear night sky. Her heart worked twice as hard to beat. Her blood grew thick and sluggish.
Almost time.
She fastened the bar on her door—not that werewolves were any good at operating doorknobs—and undressed. She folded her clothes and stuck them in the drawer with the revolver. Her hands shook as she pushed her furniture against the walls.
“Maybe it won’t hurt this time,” she whispered.
The stars blurred as the moon rose. Her eyes burned with tears. Her skin itched with fever.
Figures darted past the window. Four other werewolves, still in human form, fled for the trees. The wolf inside of Rylie longed to join them. She wanted to run, to feel the dirt between her toes, to be enveloped in the chilly spring breeze.
Someone gave a sad cry that sounded like a howl. They wanted her to come, too.
No. I can’t.
The last time she ran loose, she’d almost killed her aunt.
Painful memories were enough to kick the change into high gear. The power of the moon buckled her knees. Rylie sank to the floor and her forehead bumped against the carpet.
Her jaw and cheekbones popped. Her skull cracked like ocean ice as her muzzle grew, and the skin stretched to the point of tearing. Rylie’s nose extended in front of her eyes as teeth erupted in her gums with flares of pain. Blond hair pooled around her hands.
It shouldn’t have hurt. After so many months of shifting shapes, she should have been used to it. But it was like taking a sledgehammer to the face every time.
She cried out as her lower back snapped, flinging her onto her side. Her kneecaps dislodged. Her anklebones strained as her feet rearranged.
The room blurred. She couldn’t focus on anything but the carpet two inches from her face. Where was the wolf? She prayed for it to sweep her human mind away and release her from the pain.
Let me go… let me forget…
The tail ripped free of her back. New muscles knit together as fire swept down her spine.
The mind of the wolf pressed into her, and Rylie surrendered. The pain became distant. It kept her from having to think about murders, revolvers, or monsters. And she definitely didn’t have to think about everything she had left behind when the werewolf destroyed her life.
All she knew was the cold peace of a predator’s mind. It was better that way.
TWO
Peaks and Valleys
At some point, Rylie fell asleep. And she had that dream again.
She stood on the shore of a wide, glistening lake. The sun was gold with the haze of summer, mosquitoes clouded the glistening water, and something moved on the opposite shore. If Rylie turned, there would be cabins behind her, and giggling girls running to the next activity. It would be archery again. It was always archery on Wednesday afternoons.
But she couldn’t turn from the mountain. She squinted at the peak, trying to see it through the ring of clouds and sunshine. There was something moving through the rocks up there. It was waiting for her.
A cold wind almost knocked her into the water. Rylie staggered. Her foot connected with something soft and wet.
There was a body face down in the sand. She didn’t have to roll it over to recognize those long silver braids and frail shoulders.
No. It can’t be.
The gale pushed again. She raised a hand to shield her face from the showering pine needles as her hair was blasted back from her face.
There weren’t any cabins or laughing girls behind her. Instead, there was a line of trees that had grown so close together that the sun couldn’t pierce the canopy of branches. It was always night in the forest, even on the warmest and sunniest of days.
Wolves howled. They were deeper in the woods, and they wanted her to join them.
Water lapped at her ankles. The tree branches bent toward her.
She spun in a circle, searching for an escape, but the mountain was everywhere. It was everything.
And it wanted her.
Shock jolted Rylie awake. Her eyes flew open, and her heart pounded in her chest. Her body was drenched in sweat.
She was also on the floor.
The carpet was spotted with drying blood. Fistfuls of white-gold hair were clumped by the wall. Nobody had come in to clean yet.
Rylie grimaced at the window. The sun was high in the sky, and Abel leaned against the bars. That could only mean one thing: it was the morning after the new moon. He always visited her when she woke up.
“Took you long enough,” he said.
Squinting through the sunlight, she could see that Abel looked way too awake and refreshed for the morning after a moon. He smelled like shampoo. Even though his eyes were rimmed with circles, he was actually standing up and fully clothed, which was more than Rylie could say. His beard was even trimmed.
He was also chewing a huge, barely-cooked steak. Her empty stomach gnawed beneath her ribs. “Ugh,” she groaned.
“Yeah. Good morning to you, too. I brought a present.” He pointed to the floor, and she noticed a second plate next to the shredded remains of her bed. She was going to need a new mattress again.
She fell on her breakfast, ripping into it with dull human teeth. “How long have you been up?” she asked around a juicy bite of meat.
“Since dawn. It’s almost three now.” Abel swallowed the last of his steak and sucked the juice off of his fingers. Rylie was afraid to ask how much of that time she had spent furry. It was normal for werewolves to change back at sunrise, but she hadn’t been normal for months. “You turned back at noon. I know you’re wondering.”
No wonder she was so tired. Judging by her furniture, the wolf must have been trying to escape all day.
“Thanks,” she said.
“Uh huh. Food’s not the only thing I have for you. I’ll be back in a minute.”
Abel left, and Rylie took the chance to hurriedly dress in shorts and a t-shirt before finishing breakfast. Even though he had given her a hunk of cow that weighed at least two pounds, she was still starving when the bone was bare.
She contemplated her dream as she sucked on the remaining rib. It wasn’t the first time she had dreamed about Gray Mountain. That was where she had been bitten almost a year earlier, so it was serious nightmare fuel. But Rylie had stopped dreaming completely since she got silver poisoning. The wolf occupied her sleeping mind.
Did that mean that the beast was the one having nightmares?
Voices crossed outside her window. She dropped the bone on her plate and peeked through the bars.
Levi and Scott were conversing down the hill. She could have made out their words if she focused, but considering how upset they looked, Levi was probably complaining about Rylie’s behavior again. She didn’t want to hear about how much she needed drastic intervention for the twelfth or thirteenth time. It was like a popular song on the radio: kind of entertaining at first, but it got on her nerves after a few weeks.
Her stomach grumbled. She checked the time. Three o’clock, like Abel said. There was always a witch in the building to keep an eye on the kids—usually Scott, when he wasn’t pulling the traveling psychiatrist routine—and they prepared food at the same time every day. Three o’clock was between meals. She could steal another steak from the kitchen without seeing anyone.
Abel met her outside the door to his room. “Going somewhere?”
“Food.”
; “Sounds good. I’ll come.”
He matched her pace, and Rylie noticed he had something in one of his hands. Her heart sped. “Is that…?”
He held up an envelope. The sharp handwriting spelled out her name. “What, this little letter? You’re not excited about it, are you?”
“Give me that,” she said, holding out a hand.
“Hmm.” He tapped the corner against his chin. “I don’t know…”
Rylie shoved him against the wall and snatched it from his hand. Being the older werewolf gave her the advantage in strength, even though she was a foot shorter. He didn’t try to fight back.
She hugged the letter to her chest. It smelled faintly of gunpowder and leather.
Abel gave an exaggerated eye roll. “You two make me sick. Are you ever going to write back to him?”
Rylie bit her bottom lip. Her boyfriend, Seth, had sent a letter every week since she moved into the sanctuary. Sometimes two a week. It wasn’t always a long note, since his life had become boring after all the werewolves left, so sometimes he included drawings or pressed leaves from the orchard instead.
It made her heartsick to think of him. She only read the letters in her bedroom, just in case the emotions were too strong to control and she transformed. It had happened twice already.
She couldn’t imagine writing back. She hadn’t even said goodbye.
Cheeks burning and lips sealed, Rylie focused her eyes on her feet and didn’t reply. Abel ghosted behind her through the halls without trying to provoke her again. It was rare for him. He loved to annoy her. But he could also be very quiet, for such a big guy.
Probably from all those years he spent hunting werewolves.
The house was empty after the moon. Their footsteps echoed off the stairs as they headed through the archway into the kitchen. Everything was red tile and glossy marble countertops. The witches had hung a big pentacle on one wall and put fresh herbs in the window to dry. Passing the icon made her skin crawl. Scott had told her a dozen times that it had nothing to do with Satanism, but she still didn’t like it.
Abel was eyeballing the pentacle, too. “Want to take that thing out back and set it on fire?”