by J. L. Beck
“You should’ve never even opened that, man!” Micah says in exasperation.
“Yeah?” Jake replies. “Well then, I suppose you don’t want to know what’s in the chapter about you, right?”
“Fuck him!” Trevor pipes in. “Read the one about me.”
“You need to put it back!” Micah says again.
I feel as if I might just die. They have my journal! It would all be over now. Then Micah would be turned off if he hears what I’ve written about his brothers. God, I feel like I’m going to die.
Then there’s silence and I strain to hear anything. What are they doing?
Jake clears his throat. “Umm, yeah. Maybe we shouldn’t have gotten this. We should put it back—”
I can hear a scuffle.
“Give it to me!” Trevor seethes.
Again, silence.
“Oh fuckkk,” Trevor mutters. “This is fucking hot.” Then he begins to read aloud, “Jake is the one who really unnerves me. He acts like he could care less. Except for that look in his eyes. The way his eyes heat up when he looks at me. I just want to drop to my knees and grab his cock out of those tight dress pants he wears and devour him while he fucks my mouth…”
Silence again.
I cannot breathe. They know! The Maxwell men all know now!
I hear pages flipping.
What do I do? I can’t just burst in there and yank it from their hands!
“Wait… wait,” Trevor says. “I think we are getting ahead of the story.
I bite my lip and my body is shaking.
“I’m going to read from the start.”
“You do not have any right!” Micah explodes.
“Listen kid. You said it yourself, we have to be careful,” Jake says.
I furrow my brows at this.
“Yeah, for once, the old man is right. If we have a chance with her, we need all the info we can get,” Trevor adds.
I feel like the breath just whooshed out of me, like I got gut punched. If WE have a chance with her? My head pops up. The beginning? It—oh, god. It might just be the most damming.
Trevor starts to read aloud, “First off, will be Trevor as I met him first. With startling blue eyes, a rich laugh and he likes to joke. I bet in bed, he likes just about anything too. I wonder what kind of things, he does like? OH! I bet he loves to go down on women. Yes, I can just see his face and that velvety tongue lapping me up. I also bet he has the hottest mouth a woman ever felt. With a twinkle in those baby blues as he drives me wild while fucking me hard with his tongue. I end up coming so hard and when I do, he shimmies his muscled body up and plunges his thick, hard cock into me. I come and my pussy squeezes him so hard, he comes.” Trevor stops speaking and his voice actually shook at the last part.
Hearing him saying aloud what I wrote about him? I am wet, but I am a shivering mess.
I am going to die!
Again, there is silence.
“Here kid,” Trevor says.
I hear shuffling.
Micah? Oh, god, oh god.
“You know that you want to know, Micah,” Jake urges. “Come on we have already read parts of it. We will all have to admit it to her. You are here and I don’t see you leaving.”
After a long moment, I hear Micah’s voice, “Next, I met Micah. Sweet, sensual Micah. His deep green eyes locking with mine as he fucks me slowly, and so sweetly. I bet he lasts a long time as he draws out the heat while making me soaking wet and begging for it, hitting me deep with every long thrust. All while rubbing his satiny skin against me in a whole body caress. Watching my face as I come. Then kissing my breath from my body as I do come.” His voice trembles and fades away.
“FUCK!” Trevor swears. “How can this girl be a virgin?”
“She’s a natural is why,” Jake replies. “Micah said she was special and perfect and he was right. Dammit. We cannot mess this up.”
“What if by doing this, we have already?” Micah asks sounding upset.
There’s silence.
Again, my heart is pounding. I am wet, trembling and terrified all at the same time. This cannot be happening!
Now, Jake’s deep voice starts reading, “Finally, Jake. Jake Maxwell. Oh, wow. Such power. I bet he takes over and controls a woman’s body to such a point that they can barely whimper. Takes you by storm until you do not even know who the hell you are. Stretches it out, demands what he wants, making you obey as you literally drip your own juices down your legs in reaction to his commands and love every god dammed minute of it. Telling you, he owns your pussy and pumping you full without mercy, all while locking his deep dark eyes onto yours, pinning you…”
There’s a pause.
“How in the fuck does she know all of that?” Trevor asks.
“I told you guys, this woman is different, she read you both and me. Then even Jake! She sees deep inside you. God, and now, we have fucked it up!”
“Stop panicking, Micah. She won’t know.”
“The hell she won’t! I don’t lie to women Trev.”
There’s silence again.
Gulping, I slide down the wall. It is all out in the open now and I cannot stay working here. No, certainly not after what they all just read. A sob escapes my throat.
“What was that?” Jake asks.
My eyes round. I can’t move. I’m frozen in pure panic.
“Jenna?”
Swiping at my tears, I am afraid to look up.
Hands grab me and pull me up.
Jake is looking into my eyes.
I sniffle and tears are pouring down my cheeks.
His eyes soften. “Look. We…” His voice fades away.
I yank away from his hands. “I’m leaving,” I hiccup.
He grabs me again. “Oh, no. you’re not.”
I gasp as he hefts me up and plops me over his shoulder, carrying me into his office.
“Put me down! I need to clear out my desk!”
“Jenna?” Micah asks concerned.
“I raise my head and stare at him.
He looks rather pale. “Dammit! I am so sorry!” he says.
Jake leans over and slams his office door, then locks it.
“What the hell are you doing?” Trevor asks in a panicked voice.
Jake sets me down in a chair and steps back. “I’m making sure, as you both said before. To not let her get away.” He looks upset.
I hiccup and start to cry.
The three of them look ashen.
Micah gasps. “Shit! She’s crying!” He drops to his knees in front of me.
I look down at him wide eyed.
Trevor comes over and looks at me with such tenderness in his blue orbs. He does the same—drops right to his knees.
I am flabbergasted, stunned, speechless. I let out a small hiccup.
They both place their hands on my knees.
I glance from them to look up at Jake.
He is clenching his fists and moves forward.
My eyes widen. No, this man wouldn’t!
He slowly sinks to his knees and lays his dark head on my knee.
I can’t swallow. I cannot move.
“Please forgive us, Jenna?” Micah speaks.
I cannot answer. These three sexy men are at my feet and pleading?
“We…we want to be with you,” Trevor admits.
“You already know I do,” Micah adds.
Jake raises his head. “Please don’t leave?”
I blink my eyes. “B-but after what you read…I-I can’t just…”
They are all three looking at me with a plea in their eyes.
“I promise we will make it up to you,” Jake says.
“But I what I wrote—you must think…” I cannot finish.
Jake caresses my thigh. “We do not think anything except that you are the perfect woman for us.”
“Us?” I ask. “As in all three of you?”
He nods and his brothers do too.
“Three men?” I exclaim.
Jake chuckles.
“You wrote about all three of us. So why is that a surprise?”
“I-it is crazy is why!”
They all nod.
“You all decided this already?” I ask in a small voice.
They again, nod.
“B-but we know it might be scary for you,” Micah adds.
I do not know what to say. Though it makes sense now, how they’ve been acting and the things I noticed before—the change in their behavior recently. “But you are my bosses!” I try to get up.
Their hands are pinning me down.
Jake laughs. “I think you have that wrong little girl. You seem to be the one in control of us.” His dark eyes are full of admiration.
“B-but I’m nothing special. I…”
They all smile.
“The hell you aren’t!” Trevor speaks up. He shivers. “You pegged us all with what you wrote. I mean you’ve known us only a week. Damn!”
I bite at my lip. “I wrote that the first day.”
They all gape at me.
“See?” Micah says.
“Special,” they all three state at the same time.
My body jumps at the chorus.
Jake laughs. “You are so fucking adorable.”
I look at all three of them. “But what about…My virginity?”
Their smiles drop.
“Yeah, that’s the thing,” Trevor responds to this. “You have saved it for someone special. You must have.”
I nod.
“So, would you consider that to be us?” Micah asks.
I’m breathless. This cannot be real. I’m dreaming again. Anytime now, my alarm clock will ring and I will wake up with my panties soaking wet while feeling entirely unsatisfied.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Jake
We all three wait.
I am actually on my knees at a woman’s feet. This is a first except if I’m eating a female out. Yes, I want to with this one too. But she looks so upset. I think we might have fucked this up.
I fucked it up.
When we got back to the office, it was to regroup after what happened today. Who would have thought she wouldn’t eat with us if she couldn’t pay for it herself? I have never met a woman like her. She stunned me. She has stunned me from day one and this is something that hasn’t ever happened before.
I phoned Micah earlier, because he’s the only one with some recent intel. Yes, we are all three plotting this, within an inch of our lives.
When I saw her briefcase open and peeking out of it was a book, I picked it up, knowing I shouldn’t but my curiosity got the better of me. I mean what if it was some novel? Like one of those hot romances. We could maybe use of what she is interested in to get here closer to being with us. I know it sounds stupid but I’m willing to try just about anything to have her.
Once I opened it…I was floored. I took it into my office and that is where we got busted.
Dammit!
Now here we are on the edge of something wonderful or the edge of disaster. We all don’t know. It will be up to Jenna and I’m not sure if she can handle any of it.
But what she wrote about me? I have to admit, no woman has ever figured me out so well. I became so hard when I read it, I almost doubled over.
I’m still hard. I don’t want to rush her either but I want her so badly and I’m not good at waiting, never have been, so this is killing me.
“Okay,” she whispers.
I raise my head up. We all do and stare at her.
“Y-you are saying yes?” Micah asks.
She bites at her lip. “Look. It’s like this. My mother said to me once. ‘Don’t give it away to some boy. To someone that doesn’t make your heart skidder.’ I listened to her. I watched all my girlfriends in high school and college, just give themselves over and then get dumped. The wrong guy every time. So, my standards rose really high the more time that went by. Losers that was all I saw. Or guys that were nice enough but they didn’t turn me on or make my heart…” She chuckles. “…skidder.”
We sit rapt to her every word. Is she saying yes? I think she is.
“Then the very first day here…” Jenna looks at all three of us. “You all made mine skip beats, made me breathless…”
“Mine stopped in my chest when I saw you,” Micah whispers.
Trevor nods. “Mine was thundering in my chest and I wanted to trap you in the elevator.”
I laugh. “Hard. I got hard the first time you spoke.”
Jenna giggles.
The sound of it is like…I cannot describe it. I mean I have rolled my eyes a hundred times when I hear guys go on and on about some female, their laugh or smile taking their breath away. I thought it was fucking ridiculous. Now? I am breathless with just that small sound.
We all just stare up at her. I think we’re afraid to spook her. Even I am. I always just take my women, no hesitation. This time and for the first time in my disreputable life—I cannot seem to make the move I have always made.
She bites at her lip and looks nervous.
“It’s up to you and only you, Jenna,” I tell her.
Trevor nods.
Micah does as well.
“So, h-how do we…?” she asks.
“We leave it entirely up to you,” I answer. “It has to be what you want.” I tilt my head as I get an idea that might save this or progress it to where I get my hands on her a least. “You wrote fantasies in that book. Have us make them come true for you.”
She gasps and stares at me.
“Yes,” Trevor adds. “You direct us.”
She seems to gulp heavily.
We need her to make the first move and the waiting is killing me. I don’t know about my brothers, but my palms are even sweating and my breathing is rapid.
Her eyes start to sparkle. She looks at each one of us as she covers her mouth and laughs.
We all smile, it is so god dammed cute.
I know I need to push a little more though. “So, what just came to mind?”
She drops her shaky hands and looks embarrassed.
“Come on Jenna, we saw a little of what was in that book,” I add.
“Yes, fucking hot!” Trevor adds.
Micah elbows him.
“Oww! What? It was!”
She is laughing. “Okay, god! I cannot believe…” Her eyes seem to deepen in color.
We watch. Oh, shit. I’ve never seen them do that before and if I was hard already, now I could probably cut diamonds.
She sits up a bit. “You asked about art the other night.” She looks at me. “When you did, I imagined…”
We wait.
“Come on, Jenna, don’t get shy now,” Trevor pleads. “I’m dying of blue balls here!”
Again, Micah gives him an elbow.
“Dammit, kid!” he seethes at him.
She is laughing.
I ignore them. “What about art?” I prompt.
She stares into my eyes.
Okay, challenge time. I am allowing a woman to actually direct me! FUCK!
“I imagined you all as Greek gods, like statues, only…” She bites her lip.
Micah chuckles.
Trevor and I turn to look at him.
He stands up.
Jenna puts her hand over her mouth in excitement.
So, as usual, he has it figured out.
We both stand up and look over at him.
Micah is tugging his shirt off.
Trevor starts to laugh as he gets it and he tugs his shirt off.
I roll my eyes, but whatever she wants. I unbutton my shirt.
Her eyes are widening as she sits forward in anticipation.
I am harder than I think I’ve been in my life, my cock is already straining at the bit. I am going to do a strip tease for a woman and hope to win her. This is a concept that never even entered my male brain before.
We all slowly take off a piece of clothing at a time, zippers sound in the room.
Jenna is staring and her cheeks are so p
ink. Her breathing is accelerated.
We are all tugging down our pants. My eyes are on her, and her alone.
We are down to our briefs, at least I am.
“Oh, m-my god,” she whispers.
I smile. I have nothing to be ashamed of, I also am glad now that I am hard, full length. I tug my black briefs down and step out of them. My cock stands straight out, all 9 inches.
Jenna gasps.
It’s the only sound in the room.
Her eyes nearly roll back in her head. “I-I always…” She is utterly breathless. “Dreamed but…” She’s gasping like she might pass out. “You are all so beautiful!”
“Steady, Jenna, steady,” I advise.
She gulps and swipes at her lip.
FUCK! My dick just wept.
“Instruct us, Jenna,” Micah urges in a strangled tone.
The woman has three grown men at her beck and call. She finally gets up and steps down to the carpet on shaky legs as she steps up to me.
I gaze into her eyes. “Hard. Like I said.”
She again, swallows and reaches out to caress my standing at attention erection.
I actually tremble at her soft touch like a fucking teen. My cock throbs and aches. I want more, but again, we are restrained. We don’t want her to bolt.
She grabs a hold of me and my body goes rigid. I think I might go out of my mind now. It is so fucking hot. I feel like I might come by just her softest touch. My mind is blown. After all these months of trying, looking, failing…
She gets down on her knees.
Holy fuck! My gaze drops.
Opening her sweet pink lips, she sticks her tongue out and swipes at my tip.
I gasp. I actually fucking suck in a huge breath.
She puts her entire mouth over me.
This was the fantasy I first read in that journal and she goes for it. Licking and sucking.
I might just…NO! I cannot come so fast. I hold steady. I use all of my strong will.
Next she deep throats me and I cannot stop myself I grab her head, pull the ponytail holder off and sink my fingers into the silkiest mane I have ever felt. Now…she is making my fantasy come true. I release the beast that I barely kept at bay and I fuck her mouth with my fists wrapped in those ashen locks of hers. I know I shouldn’t be aggressive but I am a true beast and she has unleashed it.
I forget that there is anyone else in this room and I fuck her mouth thoroughly. Her mouth rubs along the ridges of my cock perfectly. I’m fairly big but she takes me like a champ. No gagging and no hesitation. My breathing is rapid and I am turned on like never before with any sub that has ever blown me.