by S L Farrell
Niente forced himself to look into his son’s eyes. “Then you misread the vision,” he said, but Atl was already shaking his head in denial.
“No, Taat, it was very clear to me. There was no army waiting for us along the road, as you told Tecuhtli. They expect us to attack from the river, and that’s where they’ve put their strength. I saw them surprised and in disarray. I saw another quick victory for us. I saw us moving toward their great city with all our strength intact.”
“You saw incorrectly,” Niente persisted, “or you misunderstood what it was you saw.”
Atl was shaking his head. “It was clear, Taat. The mists cleared and I saw the path, as if I were there. Perhaps . . .” He bit his lower lip quickly, though Niente knew what he wanted to say. Perhaps you were the one who was mistaken.
Niente knew that Atl had seen correctly. Niente’s own vision had the same clarity as Atl’s, and had been no different. But he could not admit that now. For the Long Path to be gained, the Tehuantin forces had to be pared down here or they would overwhelm both Nessantico and the Long Path—if it still existed. Axat, please show me that I’m not wrong in this. Let me see it again, as clearly as I once did. And please, show me that Atl can be spared, as he once was . . . Niente would still seek to follow the Long Path, but he wasn’t sure if he could sacrifice his son for it. If Axat required that . . .
“Perhaps?” Niente repeated, making the word a mocking retort. “Do you wish to accuse the Nahual of being unable to read Axat’s visions? Do you believe that you can see what I cannot? Is that what you’re saying, Atl? Do you want to go back to Tecuhtli Citlali and tell him that you, after a bare few days learning the scrying skill, are now my superior, that the decades I have spent poring over the waters are nothing compared to the great power of Atl? Do you wish to tell him to abandon my counsel and take yours? Are you so proud and arrogant?” The words lashed the young man like the snap of a whip. Atl’s eyes narrowed, his lips pressed together in a tight line.
“No,” Atl said at last, though the word was grudging, a mere grunt. “But you should look into the bowl again, Taat. Tonight, before we reach this city.”
“Why?” Niente snapped. “Do you think I’ll see your vision and not my own?”
A shrug.
“I will look,” Niente told him, “but I know what I will see. I’ve already been shown. Go—fetch me the bowl and the powder. I will do this now.”
Atl nodded and hurried off. I know what I will see. He would see what Atl had seen, and he would lie again.
Sergei ca’Rudka
AGRAY MOOD HAD CLOAKED SERGEI at the Bastida, as he rolled up his leather packet of torture devices and left behind the bleeding, moaning wreck of the war-téni ci’Stani. It had wrapped around him tighter that evening, as he prepared for his departure to Brezno. It had pressed down upon him as he’d slept, and his night had been filled with nightmares and horrific visions. In the red visions, it had been his body laying chained in the Bastida, and the cell door had opened, and it was himself who stood before him, who knelt there and crooned a false sympathy and who advanced on him with the instruments of pain. He had screamed himself awake three times, his bedclothes drenched with sweat and wound tightly around him, his heart slamming against the cage of his chest and his lungs heaving. During the last dream, his thrashing had torn the nose from his face; he’d found it lying in the bedding, gleaming in the dim grayness of false dawn.
He’d not been able to go back to sleep. The mood, the sense of despair, had stayed with him. He wasn’t even certain why he went to see Varina again, this time at her house. There was no reason to do so; he’d said what he’d needed to say to her already. But he found that he could not walk into the temple and pray to Cénzi; that somehow seemed wrong. And he had no desire to confess to any of the téni what he had done: the day before, or for years and years now.
It was enough that he knew. It was enough that others suspected.
The mood darkened. It surrounded him. He imagined as he walked that he was pooled in an eternal night, even as the sun glared down on him.
“I talked to Talbot,” Sergei told Varina, pretending nonchalance as he sat in the chair across from her in the sunroom of her house. “He told me that you’ve refused to leave the city, despite his agreeing with my advice.” He tsked as he gazed at Varina, shaking his head. “A’Morce, I am disappointed in you.”
She laughed. “Don’t you go lying to me, Sergei. I’ve known you for far too long now. You never expected me to leave; you just wanted it off your conscience that you’d given me fair warning so you could say ‘I told her so.’ Well, you’ve done that. Your conscience can rest easily.”
His conscience . . . The words speared him, as if a knife twisted in his gut.
But he ignored the burning. Sergei spread his hands as if he’d been caught stealing a roll from the kitchen. “Obviously, I am entirely transparent to you, Varina. But that doesn’t mean my advice wasn’t sound. And it’s not too late. I’m leaving in just a few turns of the glass myself, and we expect that the Tehuantin may attack Villembouchure at any moment. If Commandant ca’Talin can’t stop their advance there—and I don’t believe that he has the troops or the support to do so, especially since A’Téni ca’Paim had difficulty finding war-téni willing to join him—then the Westlanders will be advancing on Nessantico within the week.”
Varina sighed at that. “I know. I’ve already given my house staff leave and told them to make arrangements to stay with friends or family far to the north or south.” She gestured at the table in front of them on which a pot of tea steeped, surrounded by a small pile of stale cookies. “That’s why my hospitality is so poor, I’m afraid. I scrounged what I could from the kitchen. I’m moving into the Numetodo House for the duration this evening.”
Sergei’s head shook again. He rubbed at his nose, making certain that the glue he’d applied this morning was still holding the metal form tightly to his face. “We’re old, Varina, and we’ve gone through enough trials in our lives. This shouldn’t be our battle any longer.”
“Says the man leaving for Brezno in a few turns.”
The darkness deepened around him. He could not laugh. “I’m required to go—it’s my duty to the Kraljica,” he said. “You don’t have to stay.”
Varina leaned forward, pouring herself more tea. She blew over the hot liquid, her lips pursed so that all the fine lines of her face gathered there. Old . . . “There’s something else troubling you, Sergei,” she said, sitting back in her chair again and taking a sip. “We’ve already discussed my leaving and we both know the answer. So what is it you really want to say?”
He wondered if he’d been hoping she would notice, that she would ask. And he wondered if he dared answer. “All right. I have a question for you: I want to know what you hold onto. If you don’t believe in Cénzi or any other god, if you don’t believe there’s some higher purpose to things, what do you look to for solace and guidance?”
“That’s a conversation that would take far longer than a few turns of the glass, Sergei,” she answered. “And it’s a strange question for you to ask—or is it that you’re doubting your own faith?”
“I don’t know,” he told her honestly. “I’m . . . I’m not what the Faith would call a good man, Varina. I have done things . . .”
She shook her head and set down her cup. Leaning forward, her hand grazed his and fell away again. “Sergei, none of us are perfect. None. We’ve all done things of which we’re ashamed. I have seen you do things that are heroic and brave, also. That should offset a few character flaws.”
He laughed, bitter and dark. “You don’t know,” he told her. “You don’t know what I—” He stopped, taking a deep breath. “I’m sorry,” he said finally. “I should be going . . .”
“Sergei,” Varina said, and he halted in the midst of reaching for the cane leaning against his chair. “The Numetodo don’t have a single creed or set of beliefs. There are some of us who still believe in gods—ev
en Cénzi, if not the Cénzi of the Faith, but a more absent and uncaring deity. There are others who think there may be some ‘guidance’ to this world, some intelligence that is part of the Second World itself, which gives power to the Ilmodo or Scáth Cumhacht or whatever you want to call that energy. But . . . both Karl and I believed that there were other, and better, explanations for why things are as they are—a truth that the Faith couldn’t offer. Both of us believed that death is final, that there was nothing beyond that—I’ve never seen any compelling proof for me to think otherwise, even when—since Karl died—I might have reason to hope for that. I believe in no gods, no afterlife. But . . . I understand the solace that someone can find in believing there is something greater than us, something that tries to direct us. My parents believed; I was brought up to believe.”
“What changed that for you?”
Varina shrugged. “None of the mythology made sense to me—or, rather, I kept stumbling over the contradictions in the texts. But I continued going to temple for years, more from habit than anything else. Then I heard Karl speak, and I started talking to Mika ci’Gillan, who was A’Morce Numetodo here at that point, and what they were saying fit together for me. It made sense. All those tales from the Toustour were just attempts to explain the way the world was, but here were people saying ‘No, there’s another explanation that doesn’t require divine intervention, only nature itself, and that somehow felt right to me. I found they were right about the Ilmodo, for instance: The Faith insisted that it was only through Cénzi that one could perform magic, yet I could do that—me, who had no training at all from the téni and who no longer believed in Cénzi . . .”
She paused, and he sat there. He’d heard her words, he could even recall them if he tried, but they didn’t penetrate. They rolled from his body like water. “Sergei,” she continued after a moment, “how can I help you, my friend?”
“You can’t,” he told her. “It’s something only I can do for myself.”
“I don’t believe that.”
He smiled toward her and lifted himself from the chair, pushing hard on the cane’s head. “I glad you don’t. It’s good to know that someone cares.”
“You were always a great friend to both Karl and me, Sergei. That’s something I will never forget. I will always be there if you need me.”
It was difficult to maintain the smile, knowing that had he ever needed to betray her or Karl’s friendship to save himself, he would have done so without hesitation. But he managed it. “I will never forget either,” he told her. “And I will come to you first, if I need help.”
“Good,” she said, rising with him. She embraced him, and he closed his eyes, trying to feel her affection and her trust. But there was nothing. Everything was empty and cold. There was no heat, even in the glare of the sun. “Stay safe,” she told him. “You are one of the few true friends I have left. I can’t afford to lose you. I’ll worry about you the entire time you’re gone.”
“And I will worry for you,” he told her, “because you’re here.”
Bowing his head to her, he shuffled from the sunroom.
He wanted her to call after him: to stop him from leaving, to force him to confess it all, to spill out the poison inside him so that perhaps, having to confront it, he could come to understand it.
But she did not.
Nico Morel
THE CROWD BEGAN TO GATHER well before First Call, as if the day were one of the High Days where attendance at temple was required of all the Faithful. In the cold hours before dawn, they came to the plaza outside the Old Temple on the Isle a’Kralji: a few hands of people at first, milling near the temple entrance, then small groups of others. They were young and old, many of them—from the tattered and worn appearance of their dress and the state of their hair and teeth—the ce’-and-ci’ or even the unranked dregs of Oldtown, though there were a few better-dressed folk scattered among them, and the occasional green flash of téni-robes.
They gathered as the eastern sky began to turn pale mist-gray and then a tentative orange. By the time the sky beyond the black silhouette of cu’Brunelli’s famous dome had gone to golden hues and the téni responsible for sounding the wind-horns had clambered up the long stairs to their station, gaping in surprise at the crowded, shadowed plaza far below, the crowd had grown to a few hundred.
That was when Nico arrived, huddled in the midst of his close Morelli companions. Liana held to him as if she were afraid she might lose him in the crush, her arm around his waist—she had insisted on coming, even though Nico had urged her to remain behind. He knew that by now someone must have alerted A’Téni ca’Paim about the odd gathering outside the temple, but none of the higher téni appeared to be watching from the doors or windows of the OldTemple. In fact, except for the gathering of the Morellis and their sympathizers, everything seemed strangely, almost eerily quiet. Those of the Faith who were coming into the plaza for the regular First Call service stopped, puzzled at the gathering and uncertain whether they should continue forward or not.
Nico grinned. Cénzi had told him it would be like this. He had prayed; he had spent turn after turn of the glass on his knees asking for insight before he had met with those of the Faith who believed in him, and finally the vision had come: Cénzi had told Nico that they would be betrayed, that a confession would be wrung from one of them too weak to resist, that the Garde Kralji and A’Téni ca’Paim would know what had been planned.
And that knowledge was enough. It was enough.
Liana pressed close to Nico, and now Ancel also approached him. “We’re ready?” Nico asked, and Ancel nodded, tight-lipped. He could feel their trepidation as they walked out into the square: twenty or so of his disciples—those closest to Nico, those who had been with him since the early days in Brezno when the Faith had first embraced, then rejected him. Around them, a buzz of excitement was growing as people recognized him. Nico could hear the whispers: “Look, it’s the Absolute . . . It’s him . . .” Then the chant began to rise: “Nico! Nico! Nico!” It was a pulse, a beat, a rhythm. Even the wind-horns, beginning their mournful announcement of First Call could not drown out that call. “Nico! Nico! Nico!” It pounded against the walls of the Old Temple and rebounded from the gilded dome, spearing into the dawn sky.
As if summoned by the call, the Garde Kralji appeared, emerging from the temple and from the buildings attached to it, squads appearing at the street entrances, surrounding the crowds: the gardai in their uniforms, their pikes ready; the utilino, with their cudgels and—undoubtedly—spells prepared to control the crowd. Those of the Faithful who had come for the service realized that something violent was about to happen—most of them scrambled through the lines of the gardai and away. Commandant cu’Ingres and A’Téni ca’Paim appeared at the balcony above the main doors of the temple: at cu’Ingres’ gesture, an aide sounded a trumpet, shrill and high above the continuing drone of the wind-horns, while two gardai on the balcony waved signal flags.
The Garde Kralji began to advance, closing the circle around the Morellis. Nico nodded to one of the téni with them: the woman gestured and chanted, and light burst high over the plaza, sending long shadows scurrying over the stone flags and over the people there. The gardai and utilino paused. Even the wind-horns’ moaning sagged and failed.
From around the plaza, outside the ring of the Garde Kralji, several people now emerged from the street entrances or the buildings, most of them green-robed: téni of the Faith, yes, but téni who knew Nico for what he was: Cénzi’s prophet, Cénzi’s Absolute. Many of them were war-téni, the war-téni who had vanished at the time of A’Teni ca’Paim’s call to join Commandant ca’Talin and the Garde Civile to defend Villembouchure. Nico could see—above the columned entrance to the temple—A’Téni ca’Paim pointing and gesturing to Commandant cu’Ingres as she realized what was happening. Cu’Ingres turned desperately to his aides, and the trumpet sounded a new, frenzied call as the signal flags waved frantically.
They were too
late. The war-téni of the Morellis had already begun their chants, and now they gestured. Fire and smoke bloomed in the dawn light, arcing up and then falling into the ranks of the gardai, exploding as if the wrath of Cénzi Himself was falling on the wretched Moitidi who had disobeyed Him. There were screams and shouts from everywhere around the plaza as gelatinous flame fell among the gardai, clinging to their clothes and skin as it burned: téni-fire of the worst kind. The Garde Kralji normally dealt with crowd control and small groups; unlike the Garde Civile, they were unused to large-scale organized battles, and now their ranks fell apart entirely as they scrambled for safety away from the flames. “Now!” Nico shouted, and again the téni sent a spear of white light to explode above the plaza. “To the temple!” Nico shouted, and his voice was louder than the screams, louder than the trumpet, louder than than the wind-horns. His voice echoed like booming thunder from the buildings around the plaza. “We will take back what belongs to the true Faithful!”
His disciples surged forward toward the main gates, and the others who had come at his summons moved with them. The gardai at the temple entrance lowered their pikes, but the attackers were too many: the crowd slipped past them or struck down their weapons. The gates were wrenched open with a metallic shriek. Inside, Nico could glimpse the gilded-and-frescoed walls; the ornately-carved columns bearing the immense weight of the arched, distant roof; the rows and rows of burnished pews; the brazier burning with the scent of strong incense; the massive, impossible dome, painted with the images of Cénzi struggling with the Moitidi, the quire and High Lectern far underneath, seemingly tiny against the massive space. Nico breathed it in—this holy space, this reverent palais built to honor Cénzi which not even the heathen fire of the Westlanders could entirely destroy.
This place was sacred. This place was history incarnate, and here he would begin to make his own history.
His disciples had moved aside, none of them entering yet. The crowd stood at his back. Out in the plaza, the soldiers writhed in pain or lay dead or had fled.