by Susan Wiggs
Praise for the novels of #1 New York Times bestselling author
SUSAN WIGGS
“Wiggs is one of our best observers of stories of the heart. Maybe that is because she knows how to capture emotion on virtually every page of every book.”
—Salem Statesman-Journal
“Susan Wiggs is a rare talent! Boisterous, passionate, exciting! The characters leap off the page and into your heart!”
—Literary Times
“[A] lovely, moving novel with an engaging heroine…Readers who like Nora Roberts and Susan Elizabeth Phillips will enjoy Wiggs’s latest. Highly recommended.”
—Library Journal on Just Breathe (starred review)
“Tender and heartbreaking…a beautiful novel.”
—Luanne Rice on Just Breathe
“Another excellent title to [in] her already outstanding body of work.”
—Booklist on Table for Five (starred review)
“With the ease of a master, Wiggs introduces complicated, flesh-and-blood characters into her idyllic but identifiable small-town setting.”
—Publishers Weekly on The Winter Lodge
(starred review, a PW Best Book of 2007)
Also by SUSAN WIGGS
Historical Romances
THE LIGHTKEEPER
THE DRIFTER
The Tudor Rose Trilogy
AT THE KING’S COMMAND
THE MAIDEN’S HAND
AT THE QUEEN’S SUMMONS
Chicago Fire Trilogy
THE HOSTAGE
THE MISTRESS
THE FIREBRAND
Calhoun Chronicles
THE CHARM SCHOOL
THE HORSEMASTER’S DAUGHTER
HALFWAY TO HEAVEN
ENCHANTED AFTERNOON
A SUMMER AFFAIR
Contemporary Romances
HOME BEFORE DARK
THE OCEAN BETWEEN US
SUMMER BY THE SEA
TABLE FOR FIVE
LAKESIDE COTTAGE
JUST BREATHE
The Lakeshore Chronicles
SUMMER AT WILLOW LAKE
THE WINTER LODGE
DOCKSIDE
SNOWFALL AT WILLOW LAKE
FIRESIDE
SUSAN WIGGS
THE MAIDEN’S HAND
THE TUDOR ROSE TRILOGY
BOOK TWO
To my fellow writer
Barbara Dawson Smith,
with love and gratitude for all the years of friendship.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I wish to thank Joyce Bell, Betty Gyenes and Barbara Dawson Smith for generously giving their time and support. Also, thanks to the many members of the GEnie® Romance Exchange, an electronic bulletin board, for so many interesting discussions.
Special thanks to Trish Jensen and Kathryn van der Pol for their proofreading skills.
I am falser than vows made in wine.
—William Shakespeare
As You Like It, Act III, Scene v
Contents
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Epilogue
Prologue
Oliver de Lacey had died badly. He had gone blubbering and pleading to the hangman’s noose, and his last act as a mortal man had been to piss himself.
That morning, he had arisen in his dank cell in Newgate, begged one last time to sire a child on the warden’s daughter, lied through his teeth to the priest who came to grant him absolution, and vomited up his last breakfast.
Now he was paying the ultimate price for his many sins.
After the hanging, Oliver’s descent into hell was not what he expected. Indeed, it bordered on the peculiar. Darkness, aye, but what were those evil slits of gray light and that creaky, lumbering sound? And if he had left his mortal body behind, why did he feel this damnable pain in his neck? Why did he smell fresh-cut wood?
It was new and particularly awful for a man who had not expected to die by execution as a common criminal, of all things. He had always known he would die young. But he had worked hard to ensure himself a glorious demise. He had dreamed of perishing while fighting a duel, racing horses, perhaps even while bedding another man’s wife.
Not—God forbid—swinging by the neck while a bloodthirsty crowd jeered at him.
At least no one knew it was Lord Oliver de Lacey, Baron Wimberleigh, who had died at dawn. He had been arrested, tried and sentenced in his guise of Oliver Lackey—a bearded, common rapscallion who had incited one riot too many.
Thank heaven for small favors. He had spared his family a great shame. They had all gone abroad until the spring; they would come back to find that Oliver had vanished without a trace.
Ah, what a waste, he thought in disgust as his strange conveyance transported him to eternal damnation. He had wanted to make his mark in his short time on earth. In pursuit of this, he had loved every woman he could find, fought every battle he could join, sampled every delicacy, read every book, embarked on every adventure available to an affable young lord. He had lived fast and hard and voraciously with the knowledge that his illness would one day conquer him.
And this morn, an hour before cock crow, he had died a coward’s death.
“They say he died badly.” The voice penetrated Oliver’s hell-bound chariot. “Did you see?”
God’s light, but it was a horrid, unholy voice.
“I saw.” This voice, in contrast, was as sweet as the trill of a lark at dawn. “He showed no dignity whatsoever. I can’t think why Spencer was so insistent about taking this one.”
Spencer? The devil was called Spencer?
“Spencer,” said the ugly voice, “like the Lord above, works in mysterious ways. Does he know you have come?”
“Of course not,” said the woman. “He thinks I only help with the ciphering. He must never know.”
“Well, pox and pestilence, I don’t like it. Not one bit.”
Amen, thought Oliver. Death was getting stranger by the moment. Descending into hell was an odd business indeed.
The creaking and jangling ceased abruptly.
Now what? Oliver wondered. He braced himself for an onslaught of fire and brimstone.
“Careful, now. Is anyone about?” the man asked.
“Just the chief grave digger in his hut yonder. You did give him plenty of fortified wine?”
“Oh, aye. He won’t stir his bones.”
“But I see a light in the window,” the woman said.
“Right. We’d best put on a good show, then. Move the cart just to the edge of the pit. Let’s get this one out.” The chariot lurched. “Easy now. Easy! Frigging slump-backed nag. Almost backed into the pit. Hand me that chisel. I’ll just pry open this panel.”
A screeching sound rent the air, followed by an equine whinny.
“Shrouds and shambles!” the man hissed. “Mind the box! You’ll spill it.”
A square of light opened at Oliver’s lifeless feet. He began tilting, sliding, until his remains poured down a steep incline. He landed on something dusty and infinitely more noxious than anything he had done inside his canions.
“Oh, no,” whispered the female voice. “Dr. Snipes, what have we done?”
What indeed, Oliver wondered.
“He’s fallen into the pit,”
she said as if she’d heard his question.
Ah, thought Oliver. At last it begins to make sense. Hell was a pit, exactly as Messer Dante had described. Except this place was cold. Bone-chillingly cold.
“We’ve got to get him out,” said the man called Snipes.
Yes, yes, please. Oliver tried to speak, but no sound emerged from his brutalized throat.
“Dr. Snipes, look! He’s come around. Sweet mercy, he is saved!”
Saved?
Oliver saw a pair of shadows looming above him, the sky a cloudy dark gray behind them.
“Mr. Lackey? Can you hear me?” the woman called out.
“Yes.” The word came out as a thin wheeze.
“He speaks! God be praised!”
Why did this instrument of the Devil praise God? And why did she address him as Lackey? Surely the Devil knew his true identity.
“Mr. Lackey, we must get you out of there,” Snipes said.
“Where am I?” There. He had spoken. A horrible rasp, to be sure, but his speech was intelligible.
“I, er, that is, you’re near the City ditch across from Greyfriars,” Snipes said. “In a, er, in a pauper’s grave.”
“This isn’t hell?” Oliver asked stupidly.
“Some would say aye,” the woman murmured.
God, he loved her voice. It was particularly the sort of voice he adored in a woman—sweet but not shrill, crisp and precise as a well-tuned gittern.
“Surely it’s not heaven,” he said. “Purgatory, then?”
“Oh, Dr. Snipes,” the woman whispered, “he thinks he is dead.”
“I am dead,” Oliver stated in his raspy voice. The dust and straw stirred as he lifted his fist. He sneezed. “I died badly. You said so yourself.”
He could have sworn he heard stifled mirth. “Sir, you were hanged, but you did not die.”
“Why not?” Oliver felt slightly miffed.
“Because we would not let you. We bribed the hangman to shorten the rope and saw to it you were cut down, pronounced dead and nailed into your box before you died.”
“Oh.” Oliver thought about this for a moment. “Thank you.” Then he groaned. “You mean I begged and humbled and pis—er, disgraced myself for naught?”
“It would seem so.”
A distant cock crowed.
“Come, time is short. We must get you out of there. Can you move?”
Oliver tried to sit up. Jesu, but his limbs were weak! He managed to prop himself up. “This place is all lumpy,” he complained. “What sort of hellhole do I find myself in?”
“Lark told you,” Snipes said. “’Tis a pauper’s grave.”
Lark. Her name was as lovely as her voice.
“You might wish to make haste,” she called. “You could catch a disease from them.”
“From what?” Oliver asked.
“From the corpses. ’Tis a pauper’s grave, sir. There’s a heap of them down there, covered with straw and lime dust. When the grave is full, it will be covered over.”
“All that lime makes for excellent grazing once the grass starts,” Snipes remarked helpfully.
“You mean…?” Bile rose in Oliver’s stomach. He lurched to his feet. “You mean you dumped me into a heap of…of corpses?”
“A most regrettable accident,” said Lark.
Oliver had spent weeks in Newgate, enduring poor food and putrid air. He had been hanged nearly to death. There was no way he should have had the strength to sink his hands into the damp earth and scramble out of the grave.
But he did.
In mere seconds he was sprawled, gasping for breath, on the cold and dewy grass.
“God’s shield, that’s foul.” Wheezing, he rolled over. His saviors bent to peer at him. Snipes wore the black cloak and tunic of an undertaker, and in the uncertain light Oliver could see a withered, twisted arm, a prominent nose and chin, and wispy white hair beneath a flat cap.
“I’ll just go and tell the gravedigger we’ve buried the poor sinner.” Snipes lumbered off into the shadows toward a wattled hut in the distance.
“Have you the strength to rise?” asked Lark.
Oliver looked at her. “My God,” he said, staring at the pale oval of her face, its delicate, dawn-limned features framed by a nimbus of glossy raven hair escaping a plain coif. “My God, you are an angel.”
Her full red lips quirked at the corners. “Hardly.”
“Tis true. I am dead. I have died and gone to heaven, and you are an angel, and I am going to spend eternity with you. Hallelujah!”
“Nonsense.” Her manner became brisk as she stuck out her hand. “Here, I’ll help you up. We must get you to the safe hold.”
She tugged at his hand, and her touch infused him with miraculous strength. When he stood upright, he saw that he towered over her. Just for a moment he felt a sense of deep connection with her. He could not tell if she felt it, too, or if she always wore that wide-eyed, startled expression.
“A safe hold?” he whispered.
“Aye.” She surreptitiously wiped her hand on her apron. “You’ll stay there until your throat is healed.”
“Very well. I have only one more question for you, mistress.”
“Yes?”
He gave her his best smile. The one that women of good breeding said could dim the stars.
She tilted her head to one side, clearly lacking the breeding to be properly dazzled.
“Yes?” she said again.
“Mistress Lark, will you have my baby?”
One
“Spencer, you would not countenance what that yea-forsooth knave said to me.” Lark paced the huge bedchamber of Blackrose Priory. “Of all the effrontery!”
“Said to you?” Spencer Merrifield, earl of Hardstaff, had the most endearing way of lifting one eyebrow so that it resembled a gray question mark. Sitting in his grand tester bed, his thin frame propped against pillows and bolsters, he was bathed in the early-evening light that streamed through the oriel window. “You spoke to him?”
“Yes. I—at the safe hold.” She cringed inwardly at the small lie and studied the pattern of lozenge shapes that tiled the floor. Spencer would object to her being present for the hanging. But the safe hold was run by godly folk whose goals matched Spencer’s own.
“I see. Well, then. What did Oliver de Lacey say to you?”
She frowned and plopped down onto a stool by the bed, tucking her soft, kerseymere skirts between her knees. “I thought his name was Oliver Lackey.”
“That is one of his names. In sooth he is Lord Oliver de Lacey, Baron Wimberleigh, son and heir to the earl of Lynley.”
“He? A noble?” The man had been wearing a stained shirt and plain fustian jerkin over torn and ragged canions and hose. No shoes; those were always appropriated by prison wardens. He had looked as common as a mongrel dog—until he had smiled at her.
Spencer watched her closely as if seeking to peer into her mind. She was familiar with the look. When she was very small, she used to liken Spencer to the Almighty Himself, with all the powers of His station.
“Betimes he goes about incognito,” Spencer explained, “I suppose to spare his family from embarrassment. Now. What did the young lord say to you?”
Will you have my baby?
Lark’s face burned scarlet at the memory. Her response had been a drop-jawed look of astonishment. Then, humiliated to the depths of her prayer-fed soul, she had flounced away, instructing him to hide in the cart until Dr. Snipes joined them and they reached the safe hold.
“I shall lie low,” Oliver had said, “but I should be more content if you were lying beneath me.”
Thank heavens Dr. Snipes had returned and spared her from having to respond.
Now she looked at Spencer and felt such a wave of horror and guilt that her hands trembled. She buried them deep in the folds of her skirts.
“I do not recall his precise words,” she said, lying again. “But he had a most insolent manner.”
“Perhaps h
is brush with death put him in a foul mood.”
It was an unusually tolerant observation from a man of little tolerance. Lark blinked in surprise. She tried to will her flushed cheeks to cool. “He could use a lesson in manners.”
“Be he rapscallion or man of honor, did he deserve to die?”
“No,” she whispered, instantly contrite. She took Spencer’s hand; his was cool and dry with age and infirmity. “Forgive me. I lack your generosity of spirit.”
His fingers squeezed hers briefly. “A woman cannot be expected to comprehend the matters that move a man to courage.”
She felt a sudden urge to snatch her hand away, then just as quickly buried the impulse. She owed all that she was to Spencer Merrifield. If from time to time his well-meaning comments grated, she should ignore them with good grace.
“And what lofty purpose do you have in mind for Oliver de Lacey?” she asked.
She could see the flame of the dying sun reflected in Spencer’s cloudy gray eyes, which peered all the way through to her soul. Sometimes she feared his wisdom, for he seemed to know her better than she knew herself.
“Spencer?” She touched her stiff gray bodice, wondering if her partlet or coif had come askew.
“I’ve a purpose in mind for the lad. My dear,” he said, “I am sick and getting sicker.”
A lump of dread rose in her throat. “Then we shall seek a new physician, consult—”
He waved her silent. “Death is part of the circle of life, Lark. It’s all around us. I have no fear of the hereafter. But I must make provisions for you. The manor of Evensong is already yours, of course. I intend to leave you all my worldly goods, all my monies. You’ll want for nothing.”
She did take her hand away then and tucked it between her knees, seeking warmth as an unbearable chill swept over her. He spoke so matter-of-factly, when in truth his death would change her life irrevocably.