He realized that David Napier was looking at him, and had asked him something. He tried again, but all he could hear were the flag-lieutenant’s words.
He said quietly, “We must look to a new horizon together.”
They began to climb the stairs. Jago waited until some seamen ran down to collect the baggage and the captain’s sea-chest. Only then did he turn his back on the sea. And the ship.
2 THEIR LORDSHIPS’ COMMAND
NANCY, Lady Roxby, stood very still by the open door of the study, wanting to go to him, but afraid to move or touch him.
She had forgotten how long it had been since the coach had rattled around the drive, the horses steaming after their journey from Plymouth. Now the coach stood as if abandoned in the stable yard, the horses gone to the comfort of their stalls. It was raining, the sky beyond the familiar line of bare trees dull and threatening. And yet her nephew was still wearing his coat, the shoulders black with rain, his boots muddy. He was even still holding his hat, as if he were unprepared to stay, to accept what had happened.
She waited while he strode to the portrait, which was hanging in its new place by the window opposite the broad staircase. It would catch the light there, but be sheltered from glare and damp. She doubted if he had seen it.
He said suddenly, “Tell me again, Aunt Nancy. I had no news, no letters at all except yours. You never forget, no matter how it may damage your peace of mind.”
Then she saw him reach up and touch the portrait, his fingers gently tracing the single yellow rose which the painter had added after the girl, Lowenna, had pinned it on his coat. She moved closer and studied him. The same restlessness, which her brother Richard had likened to that of a young colt. The youth was still there, the ghost of the midshipman, and the young sea officer who had gained his first command, a brig, at the age of twenty-three. But there were lines, too. Strain, authority, danger, perhaps fear also. Nancy was a sailor’s daughter, and the sister of one of England’s most famous. Loved. Without turning or breaking this precious contact, she could feel all the familiar faces, paintings, watching from the stairwell and the dark landing. As if to judge this latest portrait of the last Bolitho.
She said, “It was a month ago, Adam. I wrote to you when I had found out all I could. We all knew what had happened, Algiers, and before that. I wanted everything to be better for you.”
He turned and looked at her, his eyes very dark. Pleading. “There was a fire at the Old Glebe House. Was she . . . ?”
She held up her hand. “I saw her. I had already told her that I wanted her to come to me whenever she felt she needed . . . a friend.” She calmed herself. “Sir Gregory had ordered some work done on the old building, and the roof over his studios. It was a foul day, a squall off the bay . . . They were melting lead, for the guttering, I was told. Then the fire started. In that wind it spread like a wildfire in summer.”
Adam imagined it yet again. The Old Glebe House had been abandoned, then sold by the church authority at Truro; most of the locals had thought Sir Gregory Montagu mad when he had bought it. He had visited the place only occasionally, having property in both London and Winchester. Adam could see it as if it were yesterday: the famous painter guiding him through one of the many gaunt, littered rooms to avoid another visitor, his nephew. When he had seen the girl, poised and motionless, her naked body chained to an improvised rock constructed of crumpled sheets draped over a trestle. Andromeda, held captive as sacrifice to the sea monster. Like a perfect statue, she had not even appeared to be breathing. Her eyes had met his, then dismissed him.
Lowenna.
He had written to her, hoping the letters would find her. That she would feel something, some emotion or memory, the yellow rose, or the time he had been thrown from his horse and his wound had burst open. She had come to him, and something had broken down the barrier. Perhaps she had written; it was common for letters to go astray, ships missing one another, others wrongly directed.
He’d laughed at himself for keeping the fragment of paper she had sent over to Unrivalled when they had sailed from Plymouth to join Lord Exmouth’s squadron.
I was here. I saw you. God be with you.
Nancy was saying, “Sir Gregory was a stubborn man. None more so. You saw that for yourself. He insisted on being taken to London.”
“Was he badly injured?”
“He was burned, trying to help Lowenna. There was a lot of smoke. She did not stay for long. She wanted to be with him for the journey to London.”
Adam put his arms around her, moved by the familiar way she had used the girl’s name. All those years, since the day he had walked from Penzance armed only with Nancy’s address and a letter written by his dying mother. All those years, and Nancy was still like a haven.
They walked arm in arm into the study, where there was a good fire blazing, making the shadows dance across the paintings and the floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. She noticed that everything was clean and polished, even the ranks of old books, shining from some housemaid’s duster rather than use. But a room so well-known to her, and lovingly remembered, in this house where she and her two brothers and sister had first drawn breath.
She heard the rain, louder now, pattering against the windows.
She often thought of this room, and the women who had stood here and waited for a ship, the ship, which one day would not return.
The grave, watching faces lining the stairway told the full story.
Adam took her hands in his. “You see, Aunt Nancy, I am in love with that girl.”
She waited, her inner voice whispering, Don’t be hurt again, Adam.
There were sounds on the stairs now. The youth, David Napier, who had come with Adam as on his previous visit, excited despite the loss of Unrivalled. His hero worship had moved her more than anything. Especially when the portly Daniel Yovell had whispered like a conspirator when Adam had gone out of the house, striding almost blindly, as if he had been searching, unable to accept what she had told him.
It had been before the Bolitho coach, with Young Matthew on the box, had even left Plymouth.
Yovell had described it, squinting, his gold-rimmed spectacles pushed up on to his forehead as she had seen them so often. “It was a tailor’s shop in Fore Street, for naval and military gentlemen. Captain Adam bought that fine coat for the boy . . . Sir Richard had an account there also.” He had overcome a sudden, poignant sadness. “The tailor comes out, rubbing his hands, m’ lady, sharp as you please, and asks, ‘What will you be wanting this time, Captain Bolitho?’ And then the Captain puts a hand on the lad’s shoulder and says calmly, ‘Your services for this young gentleman. Measure him for a midshipman’s uniform.’ And the lad staring at him, eyes filling his face, unable to believe what the Captain had done, been scheming, indeed, for months.”
Nancy had understood immediately but had said nothing to Napier. Adam had acted despite what had awaited Unrivalled’s return. It was what Richard might have done. The very thought made her eyes fill with tears.
She asked quickly, “When will you hear about a new appointment?”
Adam smiled, glad to break the uncertainty. “I was told that word will be sent from the Admiralty, direct to this house.” He looked around the study again, and at the portrait near the window. All the Bolithos, except Hugh, his own father.
He put it from his thoughts. “It means there will be a ship.”
“A frigate?”
“I am a frigate captain.”
She turned away and adjusted a small vase of primroses. Dear Grace always managed to brighten the house with some sort of blossom, even in March, when a Bolitho was coming home from the sea.
She hung on Adam’s words. They were what Richard had said when he had returned from the Great South Sea with the fever which had almost killed him.
And Their Lordships had given him, not a frigate, but the old Hyperion.
Adam picked up a sketch from the desk, a mermaid and a passing ship. He felt a chill, like the
whispered betrayal of a secret. Zenoria, who had flung herself to her death from the cliffs . . . like the little sketch his cousin Elizabeth had sent him. Richard’s daughter. Tragic even to think of what had happened. The love and the hatred, a child in the middle of it.
He asked abruptly, “How is Elizabeth? Happy enough with you, I’ll wager.”
Nancy did not answer. Adam and the young daughter of the country’s hero, my admiral of England, as Catherine had called him, had one thing in common: they were quite alone.
On the opposite side of the house, by the stable yard, Bryan Ferguson stood at the window and watched Daniel Yovell finishing a bowl of soup which Grace had prepared.
“That should keep the cold out, my friend. There’s a good fire in your cottage, too . . . we’ve kept an eye on things for you since you ‘volunteered’ for service!”
Yovell put down the spoon. “That was a goodly welcome, Bryan.” He nodded toward a pile of estate ledgers. “Perhaps I can give you some help with that?”
Ferguson sighed. “I’d not say no to that.” He changed the subject. “We knew you were on your way home some days ago. The courier brig brought word. News travels fast around here.”
Yovell loosened his coat and felt for his watch.
“We saw her leave when we were still at Gibraltar.” He frowned. “She was bringing the reports of Unrivalled’s damage to Plymouth. I think the captain knew then, in his heart. He tried to shut it from his mind. Unrivalled meant so much to him. In my poor way I strive to understand, but a captain of any ship must see things quite differently.”
Ferguson looked at the ledgers. As steward of the estate he tried to be meticulous, to miss nothing. But he was not a young man any more. He did not even glance at his pinned-up sleeve, nor consciously recall the Battle of the Saintes, where he had lost his arm thirty-five years ago. Grace had nursed him back to health and Captain Richard Bolitho had offered him the post of steward.
As if reading his thoughts, Yovell said, “D’you still see much of John Allday?”
“He comes over from Fallowfield for a wet every week. We go down to the harbour sometimes. He likes to watch the ships. He still feels it, very badly.” He walked to the fire and poked it; it was spitting in the rain lancing down the squat chimney.
He paused to pat the cat, dozing as usual by the hob, and added, “Captain Adam’s coxswain . . . he looks a hard one.” It was a question.
Yovell smiled, his glasses slipping down again. “Chalk and cheese, some might say, but they hit it off from the start. Not another Allday, though!”
They both laughed.
Outside, sheltering beneath the overhanging stable roof, David Napier turned his head to listen. It was getting dark already. He knew he should be tired after the drive from Plymouth. Drained. But he could not throw off the feeling of confused dis-belief. The welcome had been genuine and overwhelming. Grace Ferguson had almost smothered him, demanding to know about his wounded leg; she had shown even more concern than on the occasion of his previous visit. At the request of his captain. He had gone over it again and again. Like the second operation on his leg, which the Irish surgeon O’Beirne had carried out at sea just before the bloody battle at Algiers. The wound had become poisoned, and the alternative was death. He could not believe that he had not been afraid. The sudden agony of the knife, hands pinning him down on the table, the pain mounting to match the screams he knew had been his own; he had nearly choked on the strap between his teeth until merciful darkness had saved him.
And then, through it all, he had remembered the captain’s arm on his bare, sweat-soaked shoulder. And his voice, saying something about a pony ride. He turned and peered into the stable at Jupiter, the pony, high-spirited and contemptuous of his untrained efforts to ride him on that first visit to this great house, which he dared now to think of as a home.
Jupiter snorted and stamped, and Napier withdrew his hand. The coachman they all called Young Matthew, although he must be years older than the captain, had told him about the pony’s habit of biting whenever he saw the opportunity. What would his mother think if she could see him here? He shut his mind. She would not care.
The rain was stopping. He would find the kitchen and see if he could help the cook with something.
He licked his lips. It would not go away. That moment when the coach had swayed to a halt outside a shop and the captain had said, almost sharply, “Come with me. This won’t take long.”
Even then he had believed the captain was in distress about the ship, still suffering those last moments which he had endured alone, with the final handshake and the gig bearing off from the jetty. He would have understood that well enough.
But when the captain had said to the beaming tailor with his gaudy waistcoat and dangling tape measure, for this young gentleman, he had not been joking. He had known that, seeing Yovell’s obvious delight. A midshipman’s uniform.
Part of a dream. Unreal. He might change his mind. This young gentleman.
And why did he believe he could rise to the incredible offer of a new life?
“You there—is anybody about today?”
Napier swung round, shading his eyes with his wrist in a shaft of watery sunshine. He had not even heard the approaching horse, he had been so deep in his thoughts.
It was a young woman, riding side-saddle and dressed all in red, the habit the colour of some of the wine he sometimes served his captain. She had dark hair, tied back with a scarf, and was soaked with rain.
She tossed her head. “Are you going to help me, or are you just going to stare?”
A door banged open and old Jeb Trinnick, who, Napier had been told, had been in charge of the stables since anyone could remember, limped onto the cobbles. A giant of a man, his appearance was made more fiercesome by his solitary eye, the other having been lost in a carriage accident so long ago that the story had grown into legend.
He glared at the mounted girl and said, “Lady Roxby won’t be none too pleased about you comin’ ’ere all alone, Missy. What’s become of young ’Arry?”
Again the scornful toss of the head. “He couldn’t keep up.” She gestured to a mounting block. “Help me down, will you?”
Napier reached up as she slid from the saddle, and old Jeb Trinnick led the horse away, still muttering to himself.
She stepped down to the ground and glanced at him. “New here, aren’t you?”
Not a woman after all. No more than a girl. Napier was not a good judge of ages, especially of her sex, but he guessed she was, like himself, fifteen or close enough. She was very pretty, and her hair, which he had thought dark, was drying to the colour of chestnuts in the fading light.
“I’m with Captain Bolitho, miss.”
He noticed the way she stood and moved, confident, impatient. He did not see her start at the sound of the captain’s name.
“His servant.” She nodded. “Yes, I think I heard something about a visit. Last year? You fell off a donkey.”
“I can take you to him, if you wish, miss?”
She watched the stalls being opened.
“I think I can find my way.” But she was staring at the nearest loose box, at the powerful horse shaking its head in the direction of an approaching stable boy.
She was about to leave. Napier said, “A fine mare, miss. She’s called Tamara.”
The girl stopped on the steps and looked directly into his face. It was the first time he had seen her eyes. Grey-blue, like the sea.
She said, “I know. It killed my mother.”
Old Jeb Trinnick came past and watched her walk up to the house.
“Stay clear of that one, my son. Too good for the likes of us, or so she thinks, I daresay.”
Napier was looking at the big mare, which was watching the boy with the bucket.
“Was that true about her mother?”
“Her fault.” The eye swivelled round to another boy forking scattered straw. “Lady Bolitho, Sir Richard’s widow, she was.” His rugged featu
res creased into a smile. “Good to have the young cap’n here again. But I suppose you’ll be off soon? The way of sailormen?” He turned away as someone called his name.
It was then that it hit Napier, like opening a door and coming face to face with a nightmare. On board Unrivalled he had seen several midshipmen join for the first time. Young, eager, some completely inexperienced. He had heard them meeting the captain. He gripped the stable door tightly.
If he was to become a midshipman, he would be facing it alone.
They would not be sailing together. Not this time. Perhaps never.
His own words came back to mock him. We take care of each other.
“Still on yer feet, then? I’d have thought you’d be tucked up in a nice soft cot somewheres, while you’ve still got the chance!”
Napier swung round guiltily, wondering if he had spoken his thoughts aloud.
But it was Luke Jago, a heavy chest over one shoulder as if it weighed nothing, and in contrast holding a long, delicate clay pipe in his other hand.
Jago did not wait for an answer. “They’ve fixed me up with a room in Bryan Ferguson’s cottage. Grace is goin’ to bake some-thin’ special tonight, just for me.”
Napier was always surprised that Jago could accept or overcome almost anything. He spoke of the steward and his wife as if he had known them for years. A hard man, dangerous if crossed, but always fair. A man without fear, and, he thought, a man you would never really know.
Napier said, “I’m looking at the horses.”
Jago peered at his pipe. “Bryan an’ me will take a walk down to a little inn he’s told me about. Might get Mr Yovell to toddle along too.” It seemed to amuse him. “Though the Bible’s probably more to his taste!”
They both turned as another horse was led out of the stables.
Jago remarked, “Dirty weather for somebody to be on the roads.”
Napier saw the groom adjust the reins and test the girth straps while the horse stamped impatiently on the cobbles. Even in the dying light he could see the dark blue saddle cloth, the gold wire crest in one corner.
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