Chapter 24
FOR A CHANGE, BUCK FELT AS IF HE’D SAID SOMETHING right to Charity. As if he’d said something that pleased her. He hoped he could repeat it.
He would be the first to admit that he didn’t always understand women. He liked them and they seemed to like him. But liking didn’t mean understanding. Until Charity, he hadn’t felt much of a desire to improve his understanding. It had seemed too much of an investment of time for the short-term relationships he’d preferred. Now things were different. He wanted to know Charity. Really know her.
Their Cobb salads arrived. Charity invited him to bless the food, and he obliged. As they began eating, Buck asked about her parents. She seemed to enjoy relating the news of what they’d seen and done. And since he liked to hear it, it was a good way to pass the meal.
When they finished eating, Buck paid the bill and they went outside to her car.
“We’ll get to the house before the contractor,” she said, “but I can show you around while we wait for him.”
“I’d like that.” As he’d told her earlier, he was curious to see her home, to see her in it.
They drove along city streets and through shaded neighborhoods. Buck knew the main thoroughfares of Boise, but he had no idea where they were by the time Charity slowed her Lexus, except that they were somewhere near the river.
“There it is,” she said, pointing with her right hand.
Buck saw the large Victorian home up ahead. Painted in two tones of gray, it had a porch that wrapped around the sides and front. Peaks and turrets accented the second and third stories and the roof. “It’s got character,” he said.
A smile could be heard in her voice. “You see it too?”
“Yeah. It fits you.”
She laughed. “That’s what I thought the instant the Realtor showed it to me. It looks like my house. Feels like my house. I’ll be glad when the renovations are done. I have no idea what we’ll find inside.”
A big white truck was parked in the driveway, so Charity pulled to the curb and turned off the engine. Once they were both out of the car, she led the way to the front door. It was unlocked.
“Hello? Mr. Tompkins? Are you here?”
No one answered.
“Everyone must be at lunch,” Charity said. “Come on. I’ll give you the grand tour.”
She didn’t exaggerate. It was a grand tour, as far as Buck was concerned, despite the construction still in progress on the main floor and the sheets that covered most of the furniture. It was a home built for the large families that had been common in the 1800s. Many bedrooms. Several sitting areas. A wood-paneled library. The old-world charm of the house remained, despite the improvements and modernizations.
“I converted the top floor into my office when I first bought the place,” Charity said as she led the way to the third story. “There were quite a few smaller rooms up here. Servants’ quarters when the house was built.”
Buck turned a corner in the narrow staircase, and suddenly he was facing a large, open room with a bank of ceiling-to-floor windows. A wooden desk and credenza, their surfaces also covered in white sheets, were at the far right-hand corner of the room. Bookcases lined the wall to his left.
He walked to the windows. “Wow.” The southern-exposed room looked out upon an emerald-green lawn, tall trees, and a clear view of the river flowing by.
“I lost most of my flower gardens in the flood.” Charity stepped up beside him. “But the lawn came back better than I expected, and I didn’t lose any trees. And before long, the house will be back in order too.”
It’s beautiful, but it’s . . . sterile. Was that the word he wanted? He’d said a house told something about the person who lived in it. This one spoke volumes to him about Charity. Despite its beauty and all of her considerable efforts, it didn’t feel like a home.
“I hear someone downstairs,” Charity said, intruding on his thoughts. “It must be Mr. Tompkins. Feel free to look around some more while I talk to him.” She left the office.
Buck continued to stare out the window.
He knew something about trying to avoid pain by avoiding love. It seemed to him Charity had tried to do the same. But at least he had people around him, close friends and neighbors. Charity had taken herself away from the community she’d known as a girl and, from what he could tell, hadn’t tried to make a new one here.
He would like to be the first member of her new community. He would like to be the man who helped her make this house—or any other she might choose—into a home.
BY THE TIME CHARITY FINISHED TALKING TO HER contractor, the workmen had returned from lunch. Machines buzzed. Hammers pounded. It wouldn’t take long before a headache developed from the noise. Which reminded her to be thankful she had a quiet place to retreat to for these final weeks of renovating and remodeling.
She found Buck at the edge of her property, watching the Boise River flow by. Shaded by the trees, he had removed his hat and was twirling it with the fingers of his right hand. More people in rafts and tubes bobbed past him. Even a small dog in a miniature raft of its own—clad in a doggie life jacket with a kind of handle on its back—floated down the center of the river, tied to the owner’s larger raft.
When she stopped at Buck’s side, he said, amusement in his voice, “Does Cocoa have a special raft and life jacket?”
The question made her laugh with him. “No.”
“People are kind of entertaining to watch, aren’t they?”
“Usually.”
“Not exactly whitewater rafting. Not like our river up home.”
Our river. The words sounded sweet. Up home.
“No,” she said again with a shake of her head. “This section of the Boise River is too peaceful for that. Two or three short falls to go over and a few spots of minor rapids. But nothing scary. Unless you let yourself get caught in branches along the banks. That can be dangerous.”
“Maybe I should try it sometime.”
Now why did that cause her heart to flutter? “Maybe you should.”
“Will you go with me?” He looked at her, the curves at the corners of his mouth hinting at a smile.
“Sure.” Her heart did more than flutter this time. It raced, making her breathless and dizzy. “If the weather’s still hot enough when I finish my book, we could go then.”
“Count on it, Charity.” He grinned in earnest.
Ka-thump-ka-thump-ka-thump.
He tipped his head slightly to one side as he studied her with his eyes. Finally, he asked, “Are you finished inside?”
“Yes. I’m finished.”
“Maybe we should start for home.”
There was that word again. Home. His home in Kings Meadow. Her home in Boise. Her gaze slipped to the back of the house, and she suddenly felt frightened. Frightened over a choice she might have to make.
And even more frightened that a choice might never be needed.
Buck’s hand lightly cupped her elbow, and they fell into step, crossing the lawn to the side gate, then walking out to the curb where Charity had parked the car. As before, he accompanied her to the driver’s side and held the door for her. Before she slid into her seat, she looked up at him and, for a moment, wondered if he might lean down and kiss her. But he didn’t.
Just as well, she told herself, though she didn’t believe it.
Neither of them spoke as they drove away from her house and through town. But once they were on the highway headed north, Buck broke the silence.
“So tell me. Besides writing books, playing with Cocoa, and watching rafters on the river, what do you do with yourself in Boise? No horseback riding. You already told me that.”
She thought about it before answering. “I love to cook. I’m really looking forward to getting into my new kitchen. I like to bike along the Greenbelt in the summer. I love to attend the theater and ballet. Mom taught me to knit, but I’m not very good at it. Dad taught me to love old movies, and that’s what I usually watch on television. Oh, and I en
joy fishing.” She glanced over at him. “What about you?”
“Horses and dogs and pretty much anything in nature. Spending time with family and friends. Helping them out when they need it. Studying the Bible with the men’s group I’m part of.” He paused for a few moments, then added, “I like to dance when I get the chance.”
It struck her that almost everything she’d mentioned was an activity she did alone. The things he’d mentioned were activities he did with others.
“You like to dance,” he added softly.
“How do you know that?”
“I watched you dancing on the Fourth. You were having a great time.”
He watches me. No. More than that. He sees me.
The pleasure that cascaded through her was undeniable, as well as surprising. Surprising because she’d spent the last decade trying to hide the girl inside, and yet happiness had come when someone looked beneath the surface. Buck had looked and seen.
He sees me. He doesn’t know my secrets, but somehow he still sees me.
As Charity drove toward Kings Meadow, she felt God heal another broken piece inside her heart.
SKYE FOSTER GRINNED AS SHE TURNED AWAY FROM the CD player, the studio silent once again. “You are definitely ready for the reunion,” she said to Buck. “The gals will be fighting to dance with you there.”
“Not exactly what I’m after.”
Her smile broadened. “I know that. You’re doing this for Charity, and I think that’s real romantic. If you two get married, I want to give both of you lessons for your first dance as husband and wife. Deal?”
Marriage to Charity. He liked the sound of it—and that continued to surprise him when he thought of it—but it could be a long shot. Despite the way today had turned out, despite the good time they’d had down in Boise and the things they’d talked about during the drive down and back, she still didn’t seem ready to open up and let Buck all the way into her life. He might love her. She might even care for him. But he wanted more than to win her love. He needed her to trust him. Trust him with everything. He needed answers that only she could give him. Why had she become so upset at the hospital the day Sara gave birth to Eddy? Why had she gone so pale at the sight of the Riverton mansion on the day of their ride? Why could she be so warm and approachable one moment, then cool and untouchable the next?
“Hey, Buck. Are you all right?”
He blinked, bringing Skye back into focus. “Sorry. Yeah, I’m good.” He motioned with his head toward the door. “Guess it’s time for me to get on home.”
“Wait. Before you go. I hear you’re working out at the Leonard Ranch now. How’re you liking that?”
“Like it fine. Why?”
“I was thinking about offering line dance lessons to their Ultimate Adventures guests. Think anybody’d be interested?”
“Might be. Couldn’t hurt to ask. The Leonards give out all kinds of flyers and brochures to their guests. Whitewater rafting. Horseback riding. Mountain biking. Why not line dancing?” He shrugged.
“I’ll do it. I’ll put together a brochure as soon as I get home tonight. Thanks.”
With a touch of his fingers to his hat brim, Buck turned and left the studio. As he walked to his pickup truck, he wondered if his advice to Skye wasn’t what he needed to hear himself: couldn’t hurt to ask.
It was time he asked the right sort of questions and gave Charity a chance to answer.
Chapter 25
THE FRIENDLY BEAN HAD OPENED EARLIER IN THE summer in a converted house a half block off Main Street. From what Charity had heard, the new coffee shop had become one of the most popular places in town. Judging by how busy it was on a weekday morning, that was obviously true.
There were a half dozen tables with umbrellas on the side patio outside the coffee shop. All but one of them was occupied. Charity bought herself a latte and carried it to the available table.
Why haven’t I done this before?
She glanced around, and when her gaze met with others she knew, she smiled and nodded.
That’s why. I was hiding from people who would know me.
Odd, wasn’t it? How that desire to isolate had taken over her life. Even when she’d been at parties or in other small groups, she’d kept herself hidden behind a carefully constructed façade. Her public persona as a novelist was as great a fiction as anything she’d written in her books.
Hiding her true self was easy in Boise. It wasn’t as easy in Kings Meadow. Which was, perhaps, the real reason she’d spent most of her time this summer alone in her parents’ house. But not today.
Buck would be proud of me if he knew.
Midge Foster walked over to her table. “Morning, Charity. Haven’t seen you here before.”
“This is my first time.” She lifted her cup a little higher. “They make great coffee. I should have come sooner.”
“We’ll see you at the reunion, won’t we?”
“Yes, I’ll be there.”
Midge glanced at her wristwatch. “Oh, heavens. I’ve got to run. My first appointment is in ten minutes.” She fluttered her fingers in farewell and walked away at a brisk pace.
Charity took a few sips of her latte. Then Mayor Abbott came to say hello. He asked about her parents, said he was looking forward to her next book, then hurried off in the direction of his office. She smiled as she watched him go. Ollie Abbott would make a colorful character in a book. One of those secondary characters who tried to steal the show from the protagonists.
“Charity?”
She glanced toward the voice. It belonged to Ashley Holloway.
“Mind if I join you? It’s the only available chair outside.”
“Be my guest.”
Ashley sat down, then swept her free-flowing hair over her shoulder. Unlike Charity, she had never tried to hide herself away. Ashley exuded self-confidence and accepted her popularity as her due. She looked around at the other tables, waved and smiled at people she knew, then finally returned her eyes to Charity.
“I can’t believe how much work this reunion has been,” she said. “This morning my husband asked me if we needed to buy a second home here.” She laughed, the sound light and airy.
Charity smiled. “It’ll be over soon. Only another week.”
“You know the best part, Charity? Talking to everybody, especially those who don’t live here anymore. Did you know one of our old classmates is on a long-term mission in Africa? Something to do with doctors or surgeons or something.”
Charity shook her head.
“And yesterday you’ll never guess who I managed to track down?”
She responded as she was expected to. “Who?”
“Jon Riverton. And I may have convinced him to come to the reunion. At least he said he’d think about it. Can you believe it?”
Ashley kept talking, but Charity had stopped listening, her smile frozen in place. Her pulse raced. Her mind buzzed. Her lungs were sucked dry of oxygen. She hadn’t expected this reaction. Not again. Not after she’d told her secret to Terri. Not after she’d been working so hard to understand her emotions, to discover why she’d allowed one night to shape her whole life. She’d thought she was making progress.
She stood. “Ashley, I’m sorry. I remembered something I must do, and I’m late. Please forgive me.”
Cut off in mid-sentence, Ashley looked at her with a surprised expression, but Charity didn’t wait to hear a reply. She spun away from the table and hurried toward the parking lot across the street.
BUCK HELD UP A LEVEL TO THE FOUR-BY-FOUR POST that stood in a hole Ken had dug for it. “Where’d you say Sara got the plans for this swing set?”
“On Pinterest, I think. Or maybe it was on one of those home-improvement shows she likes to watch.”
“Did she choose the color?”
“Uh-huh.”
“Pilots will be able to pick out your house from thirty thousand feet. It’s like a beacon.”
The brothers laughed.
Sara’s
voice intruded. “If you’re making fun of the fluorescent-orange paint, you’re not going to like what I fix you for lunch.”
Buck and Ken stopped laughing at once, then turned sheepish looks in Sara’s direction. But she couldn’t hold back her own laughter, and soon the men lost control again.
“I don’t care what you say,” Sara said when she caught her breath. “I like the color, and the kids are going to love it.” She held out two large plastic glasses of ice water. “Here. Drink this before you expire from dehydration.”
It seemed as good an excuse as any to sit on the grass in the shade of the tree. So that’s what Buck did. Ken and Sara joined him there.
Sara tipped her head back and gazed at the sky. “Buck, did I hear that you’re taking dance lessons from Sky Foster?”
Buck hadn’t tried to keep that bit of news a secret, but he hadn’t planned to broadcast it either. “Don’t know what you heard.”
“Ha!” She looked at him. “So it’s true?”
He shrugged. “Yeah, it’s true.”
“Do you have a date you’re taking to the reunion, by any chance?”
“No.”
“Mmm.” Sara gave him a searching look. “I thought maybe you would have asked someone by now.”
It was his turn to look at the sky. “To be honest, I’ve wanted to. I just . . . I haven’t found the right opportunity.” He glanced back at Sara.
She grinned. “How hard can it be? She’s staying next door to you.”
“How’d you guess it was Charity I wanted to ask?”
“Woman’s intuition.”
“Hmm.”
Ken placed a hand on Buck’s shoulder, his expression sympathetic. “It’s true, bro. Woman’s intuition trumps anything else you can think of. Just accept it and move on.”
“Buck.”
He looked at his sister-in-law again.
“Stop waiting for the right opportunity. Make the opportunity.”
Ken cleared his throat. “Maybe I’m a little slow on the uptake today, but since when have you had trouble asking a gal out? That’s been second nature to you since you were a teenager. When you’ve wanted female companionship, you’ve had it.”
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