We lay in silence, watching the corners of the room dance and shift in the glow of the embers. Ceri rolled over and looked at us.
‘What do you reckon it’s like?’ she said. ‘Heaven. Or … the afterlife, whatever. Wherever it is you go when you die.’
No one answered her. She rolled onto her back again, looking at the ceiling and smiling.
‘I reckon,’ she said, ‘you can do whatever you want. Like, you think of something and it just happens. And you can go anywhere– nothing can stop you. You just lift off the air and fly, like a bird.’
She scratched at the blisters on her braces. We all lay there, thinking about it.
‘And there’s no pain either,’ said Pete. ‘No one dies or gets ill. If you fall, the ground turns soft and you bounce back up again.’
The room was silent. In the glow of the fire it was as if the house was expanding around us, like it was growing bigger, or we were growing smaller. I smiled.
‘I think you get to see your whole life again,’ I said. ‘You can choose the best part of your life, the moment you were most happy, and you live in it. Forever. And it never stops or gets old or dies or feels any different.’
There was a pause.
‘The happiest moment of your life?’ said Orlaith, her voice sounding further away now. ‘Like what?’
I thought about it.
‘In Skirting,’ I said, ‘Dad used to work late. And some nights – I don’t know why, it wasn’t always – Mum would let me stay up. I’d make Lego with her, in front of the TV. And then when we heard Dad’s car on the drive she’d grab me in her arms and sneak me up to bed and hide me under the duvet, laughing. Because it was our secret. And it felt dangerous, but it was safe at the same time.’ I smiled. ‘That’s where I’d go. That’d never happen now. They’re both so – terrified. Of everything. They’re like a bomb, ready to go off.’
Callum lay back, his hands behind his head.
‘You’re all wrong,’ he said. ‘I reckon when you die, you get to live other lives. You know, better lives than your own. So you get to do things you’d never done before, and be people other than you. Or you could go back to your own life, and try it all over again.’
I looked at him. ‘Why?’
Callum sighed. ‘Duh – so if you did stuff wrong the first time, you can get it right the second time! Think about it – if you kept trying something over and over, eventually you’d end up, like, a millionaire.’ He smiled. ‘But for me, it’s no competition. I’d go back and watch Miss Pewlish somersault backwards into that bin – every time.’
We snorted with laughter. Ceri turned to Orlaith.
‘What about you, Orlaith?’ she said. ‘What do you think Heaven is like?’
Orlaith paused. She looked at the ceiling.
‘I don’t know,’ she said, flatly. ‘I don’t know if anywhere like that even exists.’ She sighed. ‘But wherever it is, it’s got to be better than Barrow – right?’
Orlaith laughed bitterly, pulling at her hair.
‘All I ever wanted was to get to the Valley Academy,’ she said quietly. ‘It was my only way out of there. Out of Barrow. Away from my dad. To go to university – to be like my mum.’ She fell silent. ‘And now, I’ve screwed it all up. Being here, in this house – it’s probably the furthest I’ll ever get in my life. This is the best it’s ever going to be.’
We stared at the ceiling. It danced with light, wrapping around us, casting our shadows across the walls like monuments.
‘I don’t know,’ I said. ‘I think this is quite nice.’
No one spoke. I lay back, thinking of my grandparents, and my mum and my dad. I thought about the others, and their parents too. I wondered who had lived in this house before, and what they’d been like, and if they ever could have guessed what would happen inside this room after they were long gone.
‘Do you think we’ll make it?’ said a voice.
I don’t know who asked it. I was falling asleep, and I wasn’t really listening any more. I was lost to the sounds of the house, to the wind and the rain and the crackle of dying embers in the fire. I gazed at the ceiling and the walls. The room grew and grew around us, like a balloon that could never burst.
20
The North Caves
Orlaith stood ahead of us, staring up at the jet-black storm clouds in the distance.
‘No,’ she whispered.
The North Caves loomed before us. They were hundreds of feet high for miles in either direction, a vertical white wall of raw gouges and crumbling scars that cut through the valley like it had simply fallen from the sky long ago.
There was no tornado in sight.
I looked to the sky above the Caves. The storm clouds lay far in the distance, throwing the shadow of the mountain onto us and casting us into darkness. Orlaith shook her head.
‘It … it can’t have done,’ she begged. ‘It’s not possible. It … it can’t have …’
I didn’t dare to look at the others. Instead, I kept my eyes fixed on the back of Orlaith’s head as she lifted the stormtrap to her face, the certainty of what had happened slowly rising up inside me.
‘I … I thought the traps would be this side,’ said Orlaith. ‘I never thought that …’
She turned to face us, her shoulders swamped in the enormous jacket that hung down over her arms, and I finally saw the look in her eyes. I turned to the others, and sure enough, in every face I saw the same expression, the look of disbelief slowly stained by the terrible understanding of what had happened.
The tornado should have been right in front of us. But it wasn’t. We had misread the map. The stormtraps lay on the other side of the North Caves. There was no way we could possibly get to them now.
‘You’re … you’re joking, aren’t you?’
Callum stepped forwards, his eyes wide and confused.
‘I mean, it doesn’t matter if the tornado’s over there,’ he said. ‘We can – we can still get to it, right?’
We looked at the enormous cliff wall ahead. It looked hopeless. I stared at the dead earth around me. Where we stood was supposed to be the heartland of all the bears in the valleys. But it was hard to imagine anything could live out here, in a place like this. The whole landscape was white as death. There was not a plant, not a tree, not a blade of grass in sight.
And there it was again – the question that had been on my mind all last night, and all this morning. Something that had been buried deep down inside me, since the first day my parents told me about the bears.
I looked to the darkness of the Caves. It was time to find out the answer for myself.
I marched straight up to a hole that lay in the cliff face ahead of us. The others jumped back in shock.
‘Owen, careful!’ Ceri shouted.
I ignored her, and stood before the cave entrance. It gaped like a jagged open mouth before me, groaning with the weight of the wind drawn through it, roaring as if in pain or hunger, swallowing everything into the darkness. I turned to the others.
‘We can still make it,’ I said, ‘if we go through the mountain. And out the other side. Right now, while we still have time.’
The others stood, rooted to the spot.
‘Owen,’ said Ceri, ‘we can’t go in there …’
‘Why not?’ I said suddenly, cutting her off. ‘We’ve done everything else they told us we couldn’t do, haven’t we? Why not this?’
The wind howled out of the Caves behind me. I breathed it in, filling my lungs with the power of it.
‘They keep us frightened,’ I said. ‘They tell us we can’t do anything. And we’ve listened to them.’ I pointed a finger behind them. ‘Well, you saw those people in Skirting – they didn’t look frightened to me. They were getting on with their lives.’ I held out my hands angrily. ‘Why can’t we be like that? What’s the alternative – be like Miss Pewlish? Or like our parents? Frightened until we die?’
The others looked at me, their faces unreadable.
‘Not me,’ I said. ‘Not any more. I’m sick of being afraid.’ I turned to face the cave entrance. ‘I’m going to find out what everyone’s so frightened of.’
The mouth of the cave roared in front of me, fluttering the baggy suit at my shoulders, sucking me in. I stepped forwards.
‘He … he’s insane!’ came Callum’s voice from behind me. ‘We can’t let him go in there! The bears’ll come for us once they’re done with him! We have to …’
Callum trailed off. I suddenly felt a warm hand take mine, wrapping entirely around it. I looked up. Pete stood alongside me. Next to him was Ceri. Orlaith appeared beside them, her hair whipping to a frenzy in the breeze.
‘You’re not going in there on your own,’ she said.
We smiled, and together we walked towards the mouth of the Caves. There was not a single shaft of sunlight beyond its jagged mouth. It sucked in the valley air hungrily, moaning and moaning, a low and constant warning.
‘You idiots!’ came Callum’s voice. ‘Don’t go in there! You – you’ll die!’
We stepped inside the Caves. The cold and the damp closed around us, and the sunlight went out as if it had never been there at all.
And suddenly I felt another hand grab mine in the dark, furtive and desperate. I didn’t startle. I knew exactly who it was.
‘Please,’ came Callum’s voice at my ear. ‘Don’t leave me out there.’
I squeezed his hand, and together the Tornado Chasers made their way into the darkness.
It was a different world inside. The wind blasted against us one moment and sucked us in the next, a freezing tide that carried with it the scent of deepest, oldest stone. The rocks were clammy underfoot, and the sides jagged, the ceiling wet and dripping. We crept on, step by step, our ears pricked and heartbeats thumping. Soon we felt the sides fall away entirely, and we were walled only in darkness.
There was a sudden click beside me, and a red light flashed on. Orlaith held the stormtrap high above her. The light blinked on and off, casting the Caves around us in a dull red glow. We were standing in the centre of a great cavern, the roof clustered with ancient stalactites, the walls knotted with twisting white ropes of water. Along the walls lay dozens of stone passageways, tunnelling sideways and downwards and all different directions into the mountain. There was no way of knowing which one was right.
‘Everyone, listen,’ came Orlaith’s voice beside me. ‘Listen to the wind. Wherever it’s coming from, that’s the way out.’
We clenched hands, and listened. The wind bellowed all around us like it came from every direction. It echoed and thrummed on the walls as it was sucked through the cavern, a single reverberating low note. We listened past our own breathing, fast and frightened. We listened past the hammering of our heartbeats in our chests, in our necks, everywhere. The red blinked on and off, on and off.
And then, I heard it.
‘That one,’ I cried. ‘It’s coming from that one! There!’
I pointed down a tunnel on the far wall. The inside trembled and echoed like the throat of a great monster, and at the very end we could see it now – a trickle of light from outside. I grabbed the other’s hands and ran forwards.
‘Let’s get out of here, quick!’ I said. ‘Before …’
Scrape.
I whipped my head round.
‘What was that?’
A movement. A scuff on rock. I squeezed the hands either side of me. They squeezed back – they had heard it too. We stood, heads held high, eyes open, ears searching. The Caves held still. Water trickled down ancient rocks. The wind howled.
Scrape.
Ceri thrust out a hand. ‘From down there! That tunnel! It …’
She trailed off, and the skin of her palm immediately turned ice-cold in my grip. I looked down the tunnel, and my stomach heaved.
It was the tunnel we had just come from.
Scrape.
Something was coming after us.
‘It’s … it’s the bears!’ cried Callum, shaking from head to foot. ‘They’ve found us!’
I didn’t even think – I took their hands and charged blindly across the cavern, towards the tunnel of faint light that lay on the other side.
‘Down here!’ I cried. ‘Quick!’
We flung ourselves into the tunnel and wound away from the darkness, running against the wind, the stormtrap flashing the tunnel red and black around us. Our feet stumbled and snagged on the slimy floor, and our fingers scrabbled feebly against the wet and jagged rocks.
‘It’s behind us!’ cried Ceri. ‘Owen, I can hear it, it’s catching up …’
And then all of a sudden there it was – the shaft of light, ahead of us, spilling around the end of the tunnel. The way out.
‘Keep going!’ I cried. ‘It’s right here, the exit’s right …’
I charged around the corner and stopped. The tunnel ended right there, dead. There was nothing but a stone wall.
I looked up, and my blood ran cold. Far above us, a hundred feet at least, lay a hole in the ceiling. The wind roared and howled down the stone tower that led to it, the single note it struck now even more hollow and helpless than before. It was the only way out. And there was no way we could ever reach it.
Orlaith flew out of the darkness behind me, and then Callum, the look on his face one of pure, open fear. He scrambled at the rock walls hopelessly.
‘Oh God no, please!’ he begged. ‘Please, not the bears, please!’
Pete charged out after him, his eyes wide and full of terror, Ceri slung over his shoulder.
‘It’s right behind us!’ she screamed.
Scrape.
The sound was close – closer than any of us could have guessed. We threw ourselves to the stone wall and pressed up against it. There was nothing we could do now – nowhere left to run. It was right behind us. We looked at each other.
‘Don’t be afraid of it!’ I cried.
I took their hands, and gripped them tight.
‘Don’t let it know you’re frightened!’
The tunnel ahead was still. The wind whined above us, growing and dying. We waited in silence, our hands clenched. And then, from the darkness ahead, came a single voice.
‘That’s enough now, children.’
A light flashed on – a torch, held below the face of a man. For a moment, it was impossible to see who it was. All we saw were the black orbs of his glasses, and the pale head that floated alone in the air like a ghost. And then he stepped forwards, and the black suit became clear, and the man emerged fully into the light.
The Warden switched off the torch, and looked at us.
‘Time to go home,’ he said.
21
The Truth
The wind groaned down the stone drop against us, louder now, keener, trembling the stones. The tornado outside was creeping closer. The Warden stood and stared at us, taking each of us into his black gaze, one by one. His eyes stopped on Pete.
‘Put her down,’ he said, his voice a blank.
Pete carefully lowered Ceri to the ground. The Warden looked at us. He was tall and pale, a shop-front mannequin.
And then suddenly his face changed. He stood up straight, and his jaw clenched.
‘Do you have any idea how much you’ve frightened everyone?’
His voice was furious. The wind howled down against us.
‘I’ve got two County officers outside, combing the valley for you,’ said the Warden. ‘They’re both standing within a few hundred feet of a tornado right now – because of you.’
He faced us, half cast in shadow. I looked at the man I had been taught to be frightened of. Behind the dark orbs of his eyes it was impossible to see what he was looking at, or what he saw when he looked at us. All I could see was myself, reflected back in his glasses. I looked so much smaller than him.
‘We’re getting out of here now,’ said the Warden. ‘Before …’
‘Before what?’ I said suddenly, cutting him off.
The War
den looked at me, taken aback. I stepped forwards, and stared into his glasses. It was strange to see myself without my helmet. My eyes unafraid.
‘Before the bears get us, you mean?’
We faced each other. The Warden stayed looking at me, his face saying nothing.
‘Yes,’ he said after a pause. ‘Yes, exactly. Before the bears …’
‘We left Barrow three days ago,’ I said, cutting him off again. ‘Do you know how many bears we’ve seen in that time? None. No tracks. No fur. No sounds … nothing.’ I stared at him. ‘I lived in Skirting for ten years without once seeing one. Without even hearing anyone talk about them.’ I glared at him. ‘How is that possible?’
The Warden held still, his gaze resting on me, as if deciding what to do.
‘So what’s the truth?’
The Warden stepped back a pace. He took us in.
‘Alright,’ he said. ‘You win. There are no bears in the valleys.’
The others stared at him in shocked silence. Callum stepped forwards, his head shaking.
‘B-but … there must be,’ he stuttered. ‘When the tornado hit the bear sanctuary in High Folly, they …’
‘There is no village called High Folly,’ said the Warden. ‘No bear sanctuary either. They were all made up. Just a story.’
Orlaith stepped forwards, looking him in the eye.
‘You lied to us?’ she asked.
The Warden waited for a moment, thinking this over. Then, very slowly, he nodded.
‘Yes,’ he said. ‘We did.’
He fell silent. The wind roared above us again, and the tunnel walls trembled. The tornado was getting closer. Ceri suddenly flew forwards.
‘Well, you won’t get away with this!’ she cried. ‘Not any more! If you think I’m going to let my little sister grow up like that, thinking there’s something out there to be afraid of …’ She punched the air triumphantly. ‘When we get back to Barrow, I’m telling everyone! The parents, the press, the teachers … everyone! They’ll all know about what you’ve said, before …’
‘Ceri.’
Ceri stopped. Orlaith had put a hand on her shoulder.
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