by Lora Leigh
His hips jerked beneath her, his cock plunging heatedly inside her, just once. Just once when she needed so much more.
“Easy, fancy-face,” he groaned, allowing her to move by the smallest degree, to work herself on the thick, stiff flesh impaling her with the smallest strokes.
“Dawg, please. I need—” She wasn’t certain what she needed. Wild. Hard. God yes, she needed hard. “Hard. Fuck me hard. I can’t stand this.”
His hips jerked at her shattered plea. Dawg could feel his balls drawing tight, his dick flexing, jerking inside her with the need to come. And a part of him needed to savor. To hold her back, to draw out the exquisite torment to the point that when the explosion came, she would know, to the depths of her soul, exactly who she belonged to.
One hand moved from her hip as the other restrained her, forcing her to the slower pace he wanted. To the long, gentle thrusts that forced her to feel every inch of his cock taking her, possessing her.
Just for a moment longer.
His free hand snagged in her hair, pulling her head up as he moved into position for her kiss.
“Come here, Crista,” he whispered. “Kiss me, darlin’. Show me how you need me.”
She didn’t hesitate. Passion and hunger darkened her chocolate eyes and flushed her cheeks. Her head lowered, her lips meeting his eagerly as he rolled her to her back, moving between her thighs, feeling her pussy tighten on him as he retreated, then clench again with need as he thrust inside her once more.
Sweat slicked both their bodies as her legs twined around his hips and his tongue sought the heated depths of her mouth.
He was lost inside her.
Dawg groaned, growled, slanted his lips over hers and gave his cock the freedom to take her as he needed to. Deep. Hard. He began rocking inside her, fighting for the control to hold back, fighting to torment them both just a little while longer.
But the pleasure was too deep, too hard. Within seconds he was fucking her with a primal hunger that should have made him wary. As though he had never fucked before, never known a woman’s touch before.
Crista could feel herself screaming into his kiss. Her hands stroked over his shoulders, his upper back. Her nails scraped and raked, her palms begging for the touch of his skin.
His kiss was like wildfire.
The feel of his cock shafting hard and deep inside her added to the surfeit of sensation. Each plunging stroke, each forceful thrust threw her higher, drew her deeper into the vortex sweeping through her.
Until finally, her senses exploded beneath the impact.
Her orgasm tore through her, swept through her mind and left chaos in its wake, detonated through her flesh and spasmed through her womb until her broken screams were joined by Dawg’s hard, male cry of release.
She felt the fiery blasts of his semen filling her, sparking another explosion, another wash of ecstasy. It lasted forever; it didn’t last long enough.
She collapsed beneath him, fighting for breath, certain she could never draw in enough air, when he began moving again.
“Dawg.” Her voice was small, not really a protest, perhaps a question of sanity.
He was still hard, still hungry, and within seconds, she could feel her own pleasure building again. This time, when he rolled to his back and drew her above him, she didn’t have the strength to fight the slow, languorous thrusts he demanded. She needed hard and fast, but her muscles were lax, too worn and drained to draw the energy for it.
She lifted herself above him, her hands braced on his chest, feeling his palms stroking over her back, her hips, and moved on him with building pleasure.
“How pretty.” His voice was tight, hungry. “That’s the way, sweetheart. Ride my cock. Ride it like you love it.”
Like she loved it? She had loved him all her life, and he hadn’t known it. He couldn’t know it. And her body ached for him. Lonely nights curled into a ball because the ache was so bad. Dreams and fantasies had sustained her. Until now.
Her back arched as she lifted, her hands gripped his powerful arms now, using them to steady herself as she began to raise and lower herself, feeling him sink into her, rasping delicate nerve endings, stretching tender tissue until the world was spinning around her, and she knew nothing but his touch, but the feel of him invading her body. Her soul.
Her vagina pulsed around him, tighter for the orgasm that had filled it minutes before, swelling the muscles that surrounded his shuttling flesh and sending an agony of pleasure to wash through her system.
The release that overtook her long, long minutes later was lazier, slower, but no less intense.
And after that, long into the night, each release slammed harder inside her soul. This wasn’t like the first time. He had been drunk, a little clumsier, and had taken her with haste rather than finesse.
Dawg didn’t have that problem tonight. There was no hesitancy, no clumsiness; there was only hunger, intensity, and strength. Eroticism filled each touch, and his voice, guttural and rasping, explicit and dominant, filled her head.
By the time he collapsed beside her and dragged her against his chest, she was soaked with sweat, immersed in the scent of their lust, and on the verge of complete exhaustion.
His hand curled around a breast as his chest heaved for breath behind her.
“Mine,” he reminded her, his voice hoarse, exhausted. “Remember that, Crista. You’re mine.”
Mine. Not theirs. Not one of the Nauti playmates. Just Dawg’s.
FOURTEEN
“So tell me about your lovers?”
Crista’s gaze jerked from the last of the full breakfast she had made while Dawg was in the shower the next morning to his icy light green gaze. She had really hoped he was going to forget about that.
“I didn’t say they were my lovers. You did,” she pointed out as she laid her fork on the plate and finished the last of her coffee.
He didn’t deserve explanations, and Mark and Ty’s relationship was their own. She wasn’t going to make him feel better or ease his little mind by giving him explanations he should never be asking for.
“You slept with them. You admitted it.” He scowled back at her.
“So?” She rose from the table, collected their plates and cups, and paced to the sink. “Do I ask you about your past lovers, Dawg? How many you shared? How many you didn’t? Have I asked you to explain those choices to me?”
She turned back to face him, bracing her back against the counter and watching as his jaw bunched with angry tension.
“I didn’t walk away from you because of the sharing,” he said harshly. “You did.”
“Mark and Ty never, at any time brought another woman to their bed, or another man. Would Rowdy and Natches have loved me enough to give up other women? I don’t think so.”
Mark and Ty had never been her lovers. They were each other’s lovers. Sometimes though, when the nights were too dark and the pain followed too closely, they would draw her to their bed much as parents would a child. There, they sheltered her between them and gave her the warmth she needed to hold on to at the time.
His eyes narrowed as his expression turned stony.
“I’m not going to argue with you over this.” She finally shook her head as she glanced at her watch. “The lumber store will be open in half an hour. We should go.”
“I never open.” He shrugged.
“Which is a lousy way to promote a locally owned business,” she informed him. “And I know you know better than that, Dawg. You’re more of a businessman than this. Besides, I have work to do, and I do my best work in the morning.”
“My business.” His smile was tight and hard. “Not yours.”
“As long as I’m getting paid to organize and manage that hellhole of an office, then I have a vested interest in your business,” she told him sweetly. “And holding me hostage here because you don’t like my answers is not going to get you what you want.”
He uncoiled from the table. Despite his size and the obvious power in
his body, he moved silently, gracefully. Like a panther on the prowl, his predatory green eyes narrowed and glittering behind pitch-black lashes, his body tense but prepared. As though she would attempt to run from him.
Crista stood her ground instead, her arms crossing over her breasts as she stared back at him guardedly.
“That store could burn down around its foundations for all I give a fuck,” he sneered, shocking her with the latent fury in his voice. “I keep it to piss off the holier-than-thou relatives who tried so damned hard to take it away from me, period. Its success is due to nothing more than luck.”
And she didn’t believe that. She knew better. He wanted to pretend he hated it, but the stories related to her the day before by the employees showed something totally different.
Dawg did care about that business, but for some reason he refused to admit it.
“It was your father’s business.” She tested the waters gently. “I know your relationship with him wasn’t close, but surely you don’t hate him enough to let the store suffer.”
“I bet he’s spinning in his grave.” Dawg’s smile was tight and vicious. “I’ve hired people from the families he hated the most, and I’ve made certain people he would never give credit to, have it. The fact that that damned place makes money never fails to amaze me.” He shook his head as though he truly couldn’t make sense of it.
Yet, when he had fired the manager that had been cheating him, the current floor manager had told Crista that Dawg practically lived in his office until he had the books and the store straightened out.
He had an instinct for what people needed and what they wanted, and he hired people who could provide it. And every employee hired had been hired by him personally.
“Well, I need your help anyway,” she told him firmly. “Your manager, Layla Matcher, has a pretty good handle on things, but I was going through some of the more recent catalogs gathering dust in the office and noticed you hadn’t ordered for the Christmas season yet. You need to get that in.”
“It’s in.” His lip curled in disgust, self-disgust. She could tell by his expression that admitting it didn’t set well with him.
“Then I need the order log.” She turned and rinsed their dishes. “We also need to get a stack of files taller than I am filed. The stock boy I sent for the file cabinets yesterday hadn’t arrived by time I left.”
“They’re waiting in the office.” If his voice could have become shorter, it did.
Crista hid her smile as she stacked the dishes in the dishwasher.
“Good; then you check the problem Layla told me was building in the lumberyard behind the store. For some reason, orders were missed with surprising regularlity last week. Several of your best contractors have threatened to use the chain lumberyard rather than Mackay’s because of the mess-up.”
She turned in time to catch the narrowing of his eyes.
“Why didn’t Layla report this when it began?” His lips flattened in irritation.
“Check your cell phone messages.” She shrugged. “She left several texts.”
A heavy grimace tightened his expression then. “I had a problem with the phone last week.”
“There you go then.” She moved across the kitchen where her purse sat on the far counter.
Before she could make it halfway across the room, Dawg caught her arm and turned her firmly back to face him.
“Don’t start trying to run my life, Crista. You’re the one being blackmailed here, not me. There’s only so much I’ll let you get away with.”
She restrained her smile; gloating wasn’t the best way to handle Dawg.
“Keep telling yourself that,” she told him instead. “And while you’re at it, ask yourself the same question I had to answer sometime last night when I was still trying to catch my breath. You wouldn’t blackmail someone you believed was a criminal, Dawg, and we both know it. No more than you would see an innocent person imprisoned. No matter the cost. So what are you doing in this relationship?”
“Getting the fuck of my life,” he snarled.
Her lips did twitch then. “So you are,” she agreed, pulling her arm from his grip before moving back to her purse, then turning and glancing at him over her shoulder. “Now, the question is, what do you really intend to do with it? Or me, as the case may be. Because we’re both smart enough to know that the thing you’re not going to do is turn me over to Homeland Security. Fuck me to death maybe, but you wouldn’t turn me in.”
“Are you betting your life on it?”
“Yeah.” She nodded slowly. “I’m betting my life on it.”
It was a damned good thing her brother had raised her, Crista thought later as they pulled into the parking lot behind the lumber store marked Employees Only. Because Dawg was snarling and growling and being a general pain in the butt just for the hell of it. From her experience with Alex, she could tell the male irritability factor was in full swing here.
But he hadn’t called his agent-in-charge, and she was fairly certain there were no agents en route to slap restraints on her. She might get lucky, and the worst she would have to deal with was a snarling Dawg.
Not that answering her own question in the middle of the night had been easy. Because Crista had known from that first night that Dawg wouldn’t arrest her, and he wouldn’t see her arrested. He knew she wasn’t involved.
So why was she letting him blackmail her?
She had to fight to keep from laying her palm against her abdomen as they drove from the houseboat to the store. That was why she was letting him blackmail her. Because nothing had been finished when she had left Somerset eight years before. But everything had been lost.
Her dreams. The man she had loved for what seemed most of her life. And the child she had carried from that night.
The miscarriage had destroyed something inside her, something she hadn’t been able to recapture after leaving town. And she had never forgotten Dawg: his touch, his kiss, or the pleasure that had filled every cell of her body.
“You’re making me look bad,” he snapped as he jerked the vehicle into park and turned his head to stare at her over the top of the dark glasses he wore. “I never open.”
“You never hire one of your lovers to work here, either.” She shrugged.
“For a woman who was supposed to stay locked in the office, you managed to filter through a lot of gossip.”
“I’m good at that.” She nodded benignly as she opened the truck door and stepped out of the vehicle, leaving him to snarl and curse behind her as she slammed the door closed.
She was moving around the edge of the building when he finally drew up beside her.
“You’re working on a spanking,” he warned her.
Unfortunately, the idea of that shouldn’t have been titillating.
“Am I?” she asked sweetly. “I hear you’re particularly good at that little disciplinary act. Before I left Somerset, all the girls were talking about it.”
She had to force those words past her lips. Just as she’d had to force back the jealousy at the time.
He grunted. An irritated sound of male displeasure.
Crista shrugged. “You and your cousins aren’t exactly good at hiding your lights under a barrel, so to speak,” she told him, casting him a disapproving glare. “Really, Dawg, it’s a little late to worry about gossip.”
She should have known better than to dare him. She really should have.
Before she could do more than gasp, he had pushed her against the chain-link fence and stole her lips in a kiss that had her system rioting with conflicting emotions.
They weren’t on the houseboat, in his bed. They were in full view, and she was very well aware of what he was doing. Marking her as his. As another woman in the very long line of women who had shared his bed.
“Stop, Dawg.” She tore her lips from his, panting with the effort it cost her.
His hands were on her back, holding her against him, the length of his erection pressing into her lowe
r stomach, as his big body seemed to surround her.
“Don’t push me, Crista.” He stared down at her, his light green eyes practically glowing with an anger held closely in check. “I’ve never given a damn about gossip or others’ opinions of me, and I won’t care about it now. Remember that when you’re twitching that tight little ass around me and trying to convince yourself what a good guy I might really be underneath it all. I’m a son of a bitch, darlin’, and one you really don’t want to cross.”
No, he was one she wanted to soothe, because she could see the pain in his eyes, in the mockery of his expression. She could see it in the anger he was holding back, despite his words.
“Are you going to hurt me, Dawg?” she asked him then, reaching up to touch his jaw before he jerked away from her.
“Get your ass in the store, goddamn it,” he cursed, stepping back and gripping her arm to lead her to the front doors where Layla was unlocking the employees’ entrance.
She cast them a curious glance, her dark hazel eyes concerned as Dawg approached.
“Good morning, Mr. Mackay. Crista,” she greeted them with an attempt at brightness, despite Dawg’s heavy scowl.
“If you can call me Mr. Mackay, then you can call her Miss Jansen,” Dawg told the manager brusquely as Crista sighed behind him.
“Call him Dawg, Layla. Maybe he’ll stop snarling at us because he had to come in so soon.” Crista tugged at his grip. “And he’s really not dragging me along behind him like a recalcitrant child. I get off on dominance.”
Layla coughed as she turned her back on them quickly, and Dawg stopped and stared back at her in surprise.
She lifted one brow curiously. “What? I wasn’t supposed to tell?”
They both knew she hated being dragged around like a favorite puppy, and she was certain that was exactly why he made a habit of doing it.
Spanked. He mouthed back at her before turning back to Layla.
Crista smiled serenely back at the other woman as she finished unlocking the door.
“Layla, follow us to the office, I want to know what the hell is going on with the lumberyard. I thought Bedsford had a handle on that?”