by Julian Bloom
Alex let out a deep sigh after this new connection, heaven! His tongue sought his, firstly wanting more, then gradually demanding even more. It reminded him of the first time they had kissed and the raw passion that had flown through his body. He wanted this man to be his, and if he didn’t know Ethan wanted him too, he may have had to check into the psyche ward for obsession. His feelings for this man were that intense.
Ethan seemed to let go, as he slipped his hands into Alex’s hair, he could feel him deepening the kiss, his fingers digging into his scalp taking all that he could. Alex gripped his forearm, as he felt Ethan’s hands find their way into his jeans and massage his hot throbbing cock. Their kissing grew more intense as their tongues seemed to partake in a duel dance.
Alex needed to breath yet he couldn’t stop the kiss. They were practically in full public view but they both felt like they were the only ones in the world. It felt exhilarating.
Ethan couldn’t believe how amazing this felt, just kissing Alex, he was already horny as fuck. He had to stop, fearing his mother might come looking for him at any minute. If she saw him like this, he feared how she might react, but he just couldn’t stop, not when Alex was so willing, so pliable. He tried anyways…
"Alex, we have to stop." He whispered against his lips, “Someone might see.” But instead of obliging him, Alex moved his hand that was already grabbing onto his cock and squeezed it harder, stroking it faster at the same time.
He inhaled sharply. He needed to be strong, one last time and he was going to give up.
"We have to," he shuddered “we have to stop." But he didn’t comply, instead he kissed his neck, his jaws, his ear lobe and all around his lip before settling on his mouth.
“No we don’t.” Alex said. “It has been a long time since I made you cum.”
Oh hell! That was it, no more trying to stop something that was long overdue. This feeling was great and he wouldn’t have done this with any other person except Alex. He was generous in his intensity, giving more and more. He felt so good against him, and tasted even better. He had deprived himself of this for so long. It was almost four months since he’d had sex and he longed for the feeling of Alex cumming in his ass.
Why did he always have to be the good guy? For once, he was going to take what he wanted, take what Alex was so desperate to give him, family and responsibility be damned.
He turned Alex around, drawing down his pants. Alex slipped the lock for the booth and rested both hands high up the wall knowing what was coming next. He felt cool breeze on his ass as Ethan drew down his jeans exposing him to his now pawing and probing hands.
“I have missed this.” Ethan said, “Missed your sweet ass against my cock.” Ethan thumbed his asshole as he said it, pushing his hands in and testing his readiness. “I’m going to fuck you until you are begging me to stop.” He continued.
“Then what are you waiting for?” Alex asked frustrated. He was already horny and needed to feel Ethan’s hard cock in him right now, but Alex insisted on this foreplay of words that did nothing but make his dick strain for release in the most painful way. He placed his hands on his cock and started to massage it, but Ethan slapped his hands away.
“Mine he said.” Before replacing it with his hands and giving Alex the best feeling of his life.
“Oh God!” Alex exclaimed as he felt Ethan’s hands jolting and squeezing his dick, his palm roughly stroking the engorged tip and making him speak in tongues. He worked Alex’s dick in such a way that he was clawing and digging into the wood in front of him, trying to grasp support, trying to get release from the sweet pain building up at the tip of his dick.
But then Ethan stopped.
“What the hell man?” he asked before Ethan turned him around and took him in his hungry mouth. Working it from a different angle, he sucked at his dick like he was trying to suck the life out of him, using his tongue, his teeth and his whole mouth. He was doing to Alex what he hadn’t let anyone else do to him since the breakup.
He was in heaven! He released a groan, as Ethan scraped his now very sensitive length with his teeth, and then he pulled him out, turning him around and doing the same thing to his asshole, sucking at it till Alex was whimpering in pleasure.
“Fucking Fuck me babe!” Alex cried out when he couldn’t take it anymore. It felt like Ethan was punishing and tormenting him for all the stress he had put him through these last few days, bringing him to the edge of completion and then leaving him stranded, trying to figure out what was going on.
Alex writhed against the wall of the booth, as Ethan pinned him in place, making him more frustrated and just a little bit crazy.
His lips were working some kind of magic on him, magic that had him lost for words and hard to breath.
And then he was inside him, deeply rooted and making Alex wonder if it was possible for a cock to get bigger in the expanse of four months. He felt so full, so used and so raw and yet Ethan hadn’t even started to move yet. He licked his lips in expectation as the throbbing in his dick became more pronounced at the thought of what it would feel like to have Ethan moving deep within him.
Ethan shook for a bit, giving Alex the impression that he was going to cum right then and there, for just being inside him. He groaned.
“You are so tight babe.” Ethan said, “Exactly how I remember you.” That made Alex feel hot and sexy, that he still had the power to please this god-like man that he loved so much. And then Ethan gripped his hips. And then started moving in and out, ramming into Alex’s ass, eliminating any previous thoughts he had before. His cock filled his asshole, making Alex pant at the sheer effort it was taking for him to be quiet and take the dick instead of screaming in ecstasy.
He felt Ethan grip his waist tighter as he rammed in again and again, reminding him just how much he had missed this, just how much their sex was mind blowing.
Ethan reached one hand to the front of their conjoined bodies and started massaging Alex’s throbbing cock like he had done before, only this time with less control or decorum, his hands were all over it, as he tugged, stroked, squeezed at the same time ramming into Alex’s asshole again and again, increasing his tempo with each thrust.
"Don't move, don't move, don't move," Alex managed to croak out from the fog of pleasure he was stuck in.
“Cum for me baby.” He heard Ethan whisper against his ear as he bit his earlobe. That was his undoing, he hoped Ethan was close, or at least coming because he knew that nothing could stop what was about to happen, he didn’t expect the turmoil of pleasure that came busting out of his cock, hard and fast like they had been waiting for so long. Nothing could stand in their way.
Finger nails dug into his flesh as he heard Ethan cum right along with him. He had tried to hold back for a little while, but couldn’t with Alex making such delicious noises as he came next to him. He could officially say that he had been mind fucked and he had loved every last bit of it. His cum had shot through him like nothing he had ever felt before, tearing through all the self-control he thought he possessed. Alex was teaching him that when involved, the rules that had bound his life for so long were no longer true, he was powerless where he was concerned.
He expected to hate it, to lament and have an internal warfare with himself about it, but instead he felt good, to truly belong to someone, love someone so much that they mattered enough for you to change a few rules, and for that person to truly love you back.
“Damn gurl!” Alex teased in a fake southern accent making him laugh out loud, not bothered about who may be passing by.
When they were done and decent, Ethan looked around the booth and said. “We have some major cleaning to do,” causing Alex to laugh and hug him. He felt lighter, felt free. He felt like a major weight had been lifted from his shoulder, maybe it was the fact that he had just received a good fuck that was making him giddy in all the right places. But Ethan didn’t want this feeling to ever stop. For too long he had been looking at his problem with only one solution. Maybe th
ere was a way to make both his mother and his boyfriend happy, there had to be a way, he was sure of it and if it turned out that there wasn’t, he was going to create one.
Chapter Five
"If by the time you are to get married and you haven't come out yet, I will leave you be.” Alex said. They were lying on the king size bed in Ethan’s room but there was no space between their bodies as they cuddled together.
"That's unfair!” Ethan replied. He was so comfortable in this spot that he never wanted to leave. He had found a way to have his cake and eat it, but something told him that Alex would not go for it so he was taking his precious time bringing up the suggestion.
"No, what's unfair is doing what you did with me yesterday and today toying with my emotions like yesterday never happened.” Alex sounded like he was sulking which Ethan thought was very cute. He laughed.
"It was the weakness of the moment.” He joked, really toying now with Alex’s emotions because he knew how he would react, and he didn’t fail to disappoint him.
"You know it wasn't, you care about me, and you love me.” Alex said, catching on as he playfully tickled Ethan. "Why don’t you accept that?”
"Because...” Ethan became serious. No matter how much he cared for Alex, there was still the major obstacle present, an obstacle he couldn’t understand or see because he didn’t come from the same family Alex came from. Not that he could blame him, in fact he envied him but he had to take responsibility for this.
"Because?" Alex probed.
"Because I have a family name to represent, and this— being gay— is not acceptable to my family.” It had never been, and he knew in his heart of hearts that his mother would never accept him if she found out the truth, but was he ready to live a lie?
Alex voiced his fears out."If your family can't take you for who you really are, are they really the right fit for you?"
He didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it. Alex seemed to sense his internal turmoil and leaned in closer, kissing the corner of his mouth.
"Don't.” Ethan whispered turning away. Why did this man love him so much? Why did he care about him so much? He was almost positive that if he had treated any other person the way he had treated Alex, if he had dumped them without so much as an explanation, they wouldn’t have stuck around to find out what had gone wrong. Their pride and their self-respect would have stopped them and they would have been onto the next fresh thing that caught their fancy.
But Alex had not only stuck around, he was trying to save him, trying to save him from himself, from making the biggest mistake of his life. He loved this man.
"Why not?" Alex’s hands moved down his trousers, running up and down the already visible bulge that was forming in his jeans before moving to unzip it. Alex now had full access to Ethans dick.
He stroked it, loving the heaviness of Ethan’s breathing, loving the fact that he had his hands in his hair, tugging it, bringing him closer and kissing him with reckless abandon.
Sucking his tongue, his mouth enveloped his lips, claiming them as his as heat intensified between them.
He broke the kiss.
"I want to feel me inside your mouth.” Alex whispered roughly as he unzipped his pants and took out his bulging erection. "I want to cum inside your mouth as you suck me.” He continued. Ethan gave a lazy smile and got down on his knees. With both hands he took Alex's engorged cock into his mouth and started to suck it off. Pre-cum already lined the tip of his cock, giving off a salty taste in Ethan's mouth that made him all the hornier.
He lapped at the tip, running his tongue down the hardened length and then taking it in his mouth once again, using his hands, his mouth, his teeth, he brought Alex to the surface and stopped again, again and again he repeated the act, his dick sensitive to how turned on he was making Alex.
"Stop toying with me you bastard and make me cum.” Alex whispered in frustration. It was a good thing that they were behind closed doors this time, because Ethan was determined to not stop until he had Alex screaming in a foreign language.
He sucked, taking it in, deeper than he had ever taken it before, as he felt it at the back of his throat. Alex's breathing became harder, the fact that he was seriously turned on was evident, and he couldn't take it anymore, he came, using his hands to stop the scream that nearly escaped his lips.
"Fuck!" He said, making Ethan smile, he had done this to his man, he had given him an orgasm so explosive that he was going to need a minute getting up.
Chapter Six
Ethan’s wedding was still scheduled to happen and was fast approaching, but he and Alex were still having stolen moments at any chance available. From the church to the hotel, they hadn't been able to keep their hands off each other no matter how hard they tried. It was obvious that a few of the wedding party were noticing how close the two of them were with each other. The rumors were about to start flying.
“Maybe they will think you guys are best friends.” Maggie—the only person that knew their real status— had joked one afternoon.
But Ethan didn't care, and Alex loved it! For once Ethan was care free and playful. He was not over thinking everything or carrying the weight of the whole world on his shoulders. He had let go of every reservation he had when Alex had first come to Dubai and was making sure to treat Alex like this was a mini vacation between them. Alex could almost be happy, almost, except for the fact that Ethan had still refused to call off the wedding.
He remembered what had transpired between them the night before, what had brought him to the staggering realization that he needed to start taking care of himself now. He had done the bulk of the work to save their relationship. The other man had to meet him half way this time and prove that he really mattered to him. He needed to stop confusing him. The ultimate sacrifice as far as Alex was concerned, was that Ethan should call off the wedding, but it looked like that was never going to happen.
"I don't have to call it off" he said, "she's just my cover-up, to give my mom and the family what they want," as he rolled over to look Alex in his eyes. "You are the one I want, the one I'm with and the one I love.”
"That's not enough Ethan," Alex had replied. "I refuse to be anyone's dirty little secret” He had said.
"But don't you see Alex?" This is a way to make everyone happy.” Ethan had tried to reason with him but he was having none of that hog wash sob story this time.
"I'm not happy.” He said. He would never be happy being someone else’s dirty little secret, no one could ever be happy that way.
"C'mon love, don't be like this.” Ethan chided. “You know I love you right.” Yes, Alex knew that, but he was beginning to wonder if love was really enough to keep their relationship afloat.
"I'm serious, we might as well have the best break up sex right now because if you marry that girl on Sunday, that would be the last you will see of me.” He wondered if he even cared enough for the threat to take hold, but even that thought was quickly forgotten as Ethan made him pay in different wicked ways for making that statement.
But now he was going. Sunday was tomorrow and Ethan was still holding the wedding. He had packed his bags and was ready to leave for the airport. Maggie had insisted she go with him but he knew she had to be at the wedding, representing her family, so he had refused. He needed to go alone, be alone.
As he dragged the bag from the bed and turned, he saw the hotel door slide open, saw Ethan’s mother enter the room, closely followed by Ethan.
Alex was surprised to see them together, what fresh hell was coming his way now? He hadn’t told Ethan he was leaving, what was he doing here?
Ethan’s mother carefully accessed him like he had stolen her Botox or something like that. “Is this him?” she asked, sparing a glance behind her.
“Yes mother.” Ethan said. “This is the man I love and I want to marry.”
What? Hold up….say what? He hadn’t heard that right, had he? Ethan walked towards him.
“What’s going on?” Alex asked
, the look on his face one of total cluelessness.
“I did it babe.” Ethan replied. “I came through for us.” The next thing was a haze of emotions, crying, hugging and a whole lot of dramatics.
“Mother not only accepts, she actually approves! And by the way…I love you.” Ethan whispered against their conjoined lips. “And I want is you to be happy.”
“I love you more.” Alex conceded. “You just made this the happiest day of my life."
The End
CRUISING ON LOVE
Vacation Romance
By: Julian Bloom
Prologue:
Reggie’s wealthy socialite background is the complete opposite of his partner Jake, who was once a destitute street person. Reggie rescued him from the cruel streets but soon an unexpected relationship developed and they fell in love. They are now married and look forward to embarking on a sumptuous honeymoon cruise.
But during the cruise, their brief wedding bliss will be dearly tested.
In the end, will Jake’s love for his mentor triumph?
Chapter 1 The Consumation
When the steward smilingly opened the door to their grand suite, Reggie turned to Jake, lifted him into his arms and carried him over the threshold inside. “This won’t be our last home as a married couple,” he said, “but it is our first, so this is appropriate.” Then without putting him down, he kissed him long and deep.
“My name is Juan. Shall I show you around your suite?” asked the steward, when they came up for breath, his face expressionless.
“Let us enjoy a few minutes alone,” Reggie replied. “Come back in an hour.”
‘Very good, Sir.” The steward backed out of the room and shut the door.
“Wow!” said Jake. “This is fabulous. More like a hotel than a ship. I was imagining bunk beds and portholes.”