by Love Journey
“Damn Jae. You’re in trouble!” Ro-MiHo says as he slapped me on the shoulder.
He’s not wrong. I can’t take my eyes off of her. Right then, her expression did me in. Lyric nips at her bottom lip and dips her hips to the beat. With her head thrown slightly back, she is feeling the music, and it shows. Her beautiful black hair is caressing her back, and her arms are resting on top of her head with her face slightly turned towards us. With one flick of her hips, her eyes open seductively and lock right onto mine. She doesn’t even skip a beat or stop when she knows I’m watching her.
“Jae!” I hear my name being yelled at me.
“Hmm?” I break eye contact to see who is yelling at me and find the guys all staring at me as if I had lost my damn mind.
“You’re drooling man. Literally. Close your mouth,” No-Ah laughed.
I quickly swipe my mouth to see if I’m really drooling. “She is amazing,” I can barely whisper as I turn back in her direction.
“Uh-oh. I know that look man, and no. You can’t.” Ro-MiHo turns me to face him with his hands on both my shoulders. “There are too many people here with cell phones, and we can’t get caught in any scandals. Management would crucify us. Keep it in your pants and stay away from her! It’s for your own good, and ours.”
I know he has a point. Though this is a private after party, there are still rules of engagement in order to maintain the group’s “good boy” image and avoid scandals. But, I’m not so sure I can trust myself to hold back. This woman has me hook, line and sinker.
Shit.
“Look, man, you can talk to her later. You just can’t do it here.” Young is absolutely right. I can do this. I can stay away from her. Maybe.
I find her once again, and she is still lost in the song. Her body seems to be connected to the music, and it is intoxicating. How can any man watch this woman dance and not think of her in bed? Yet again, she looks up and locks eyes on me while her mouth moves with the words to the song. She licks her lips and tucks her bottom lip in between her teeth. Man, how I want to kiss those lips.
That was all I could take. I never wanted to dance with someone so bad in my life.
Before I can stop myself, I’m walking toward her. I vaguely hear voices calling me, but I shut them out.
The song is ending, and I can feel eyes on me all around, but I don’t care. As if the DJ knew what I had in mind, he starts another song that someone can make love to just as I make it to her. To my surprise, it is one of our songs, and she is glowing with excitement.
“I love this song!” She squeals as I greet her.
Oh man, that smile! I’m in so much trouble.
Lyric
As if this night wasn’t already amazing, I see him walking straight towards me. As if he planned it, one of my favorite songs by his band plays, and I’m elated. He has a grin that is sexy as hell with his hands out toward me beckoning me to take them. Our eyes lock, and I place my hand in his with a smile. He leads us in a slow sway with the song. He moves in a little closer while rolling his hips, adding a little more to the dance. Of course, I follow suit and put my hand on his shoulder as I match him move for move. Before I know it, he has his hands on my hips and closes the gap between us. We aren’t breaking eye contact, and as we move in perfect sync, he gently rests his forehead on mine. He smells so good! I’m lost, and everything else faded away. It is just Jae and I on the floor locked in the sexiest dance of my life.
The heat of his skin is branding me for life, and I’m welcoming it. His hands leave a trail from my hips slowly down my thighs and back up again. He gives me a devilish grin, and I see his eyes dart to my mouth as I involuntarily bite my lip. This is so hot! Not wanting to give up this opportunity, I decided to play his game and trace small, light feathered circles on the back of his neck with my fingertips. I watch his eyes close at this moment and his lips part. Inside I’m on fire, and his reaction gains an instant response from between my legs. His eyes open slowly to meet mine, and I just smile and wink. I’m in trouble.
The song’s beat slows down a touch for a brief change, and I take this moment to turn in his arms and place my back against his chest and press my butt against him. His hands instantly wrap around me, and his lips are resting on the side of my neck. As the beat picks up again, so do we - in perfect unison. My body fits with his in such a perfect way, I never want to part from him. He surprises me as he slowly starts to run his hands down my side and dips his body lower and lower until his hands touch my ankles and his face is on my lower back. I’m so stunned; all I can do is stand still. He makes his way back up, and his hands wrap around my hips pulling me into him. I can feel his arousal, and I’m instantly wet and panting.
Da-umn!
Jae then steps back slightly and turns me back to face him. He rests his forehead against mine again, and I notice that he, too, is a little short of breath and his eyes are closed. We stand this way for a few seconds to catch our bearings, though it feels like an eternity. Before either of us becomes lost in the moment again, I lean into his ear and whisper, “I think we have an audience.”
Jae
Damn this woman just put it on me on the dance floor.
Perfect.
I didn’t want to open my eyes. The way she moved against me made me want to wrap my arms around her and get lost in a kiss. Her body felt so soft and that sweet scent she wore made me forget that we were in the middle of a dance floor. Shit. I do not want to think about the repercussions right now. I know there are eyes all around us right now, along with phones and cameras. I don’t want to think about that. All I want is to feel her lips on mine. But I can’t. I’m already in a heap of trouble. We step away from each other slowly as a more fast-paced song starts to play. Glancing around I try to slyly put my hand in my pocket to hide the bulge in my pants and run my other hand through my hair as I watch her walk away.
I have to get out of here.
I notice her gesture to my friends as she walks away. With a wink and a nod of her head, my bandmates were heading my way. They knew exactly what to do and surrounded me as they started to dance with an amazing amount of energy. I took one last glance toward the woman of my dreams and went against my desire to follow her and start dancing with the guys.
It’s not over.
Lyric
I decided pretty quickly that I should probably help him out. These people would never see me again, but the internet would be on fire about him tomorrow. So I take a step back, bow and shake his hand. “That was fun,” I say nervously. I turn toward the VIP area and wave to the other group members and wave for them to come to the dance floor to join us. They recognize the sensitive moment and come out to rescue their friend with major dance energy.
I take one last glance back to the dance floor as I get to the door. Jae is with his friends and the crowd dancing, laughing and having fun. I want to remember him just like this. So, I leave the room and walk toward the elevator with an amazingly hot memory and a smile.
I guess it’s over.
CHAPTER 5
Lyric
I’m lost in thought in the elevator back to my floor of the hotel. He smelled so good! An instant smile takes over my face. And the way his body felt against mine!? That man can dance! I can’t remember the last time I felt that much electricity with someone, if ever. Damn, I wish we didn’t have an audience! I feel myself heating up again and start fanning myself the best I can with my hand as I lean against the wall for support. The elevator dings, signaling me I’m on my floor, so I reluctantly push off to leave the elevator and head to my room. I’m suddenly overcome with sadness that I was not expecting. I will never see him again. To have felt his lips on mine, just once, would have been heaven! Ugh, stop it Lyric! The entire trip has been amazing. Trying to kill the monologue in my head, I push through my room door and head straight to the shower.
No regrets, right?
I’m still lost in thought as I let the water heat up and I undress. Not even thinking abou
t what I’m doing, I slowly take my pants off with my palms running against my own skin, imagining his hands sliding down my legs when we’re on the dance floor. I shake my head clear of thought and methodically finish undressing and throw my hair up on top of my head, so it doesn’t get wet. I get into the stream of hot water and welcome the short sting, as it hits my neck and streams down my breasts. I let my head fall back and roll it side to side as the waterfalls on me. My hands are on my belly, the same place his were when we were dancing with my back to his front. I start to sway as I hear the music in my head and can feel his hands on me all over again. I trace my hands slowly down to where his are right at my apex, but slowly follow the line down between my thighs and a burst of electricity goes through me. I’m so sensitive from being so turned on by just thinking about him. Instead of following my body’s desire, I quickly finish showering and get out. I have to stop thinking about him. This is not going to be easy though. Just the friction of walking out of the bathroom is sending a current through me.
I take my hair down, and there is a loud knock on the door, startling me back to reality. I hear another knock on the door.
“One moment please!” I wonder who is it?
I quickly wrap the hotel robe around me and walk to the door. Not thinking, I just swing the door open and there he is, standing in front of me with one hand up, ready to knock again. Stunned, I just stare at him a moment and he at me. In the silence, my brain comes back online.
“Hey.” One side of his mouth lifts into a sexy, shy smile and I just melt.
“Hey,” is all I can get out.
He takes one step toward me, places his hands on either side of my face, and his lips are on mine. My arms automatically wrapped around his neck, my fingers digging into his hair. He walks us into the room and kicks the door to shut. Without breaking our connection, he spins us and presses my back against the door with his body.
He buries a hand in my hair at the back of the neck and pulls slightly so my neck is exposed, sending electricity down my body and I’m instantly wet. He breaks our kiss, and his lips make a trail down my neck and back up to my lips. Once he has my mouth again, he gently sucks my bottom lip in his mouth and nibbles at it. When he palms my breast my back arches into him. He finds the sash to my robe and unties it and breaks our kiss momentarily to look down as he opens my robe admiring my curvy figure. When he looks back at me, his eyes have turned a dark exotic shade of fire. Oh man, he wants me. Our lips meet again, with no abandon, and he trails his fingers down my sides and hips. He then bends slightly to wrap his hands around my ass until they found my sex from behind. He feels my wetness and inhales sharply. Quickly, he lifts my legs around him and presses his jean covered manhood against my nakedness. “Ahhhhh” is my only reply as electric volts shoot through my body. The only thing between us is the fabric of his pants, and all I want is his skin against mine. I’m so lost I don’t even know where I end and he begins. All I know is that his mouth is my anchor.
With one long kiss, Jae lets my feet back down to the ground and breaks our connection. He leans his forehead to mine and rests each hand on the door beside me. Our breathing is heavy but matched, and my hands are on his chest, aching to take off his shirt. Finally, we look at each other, and he can barely get the words out.
“I need to be with you tonight, Lyric. I can’t help myself.” He is still breathing heavily, but his look is so intense. “Tell me to leave right now, and I’ll go. But, I hope you don’t because I want you so bad.”
Without hesitations, I answer. “Stay.”
He just stares at me, as if making sure he heard me correctly. Blinking, he closes his eyes and rests his forehead against mine again. “I don’t want to hurt you Lyric. I can’t promise you anything past tonight.”
I gently grab each side of his face so he will look at me. “I know who you are Jae. I’m not expecting anything. I know that we may never see each other again. I want you, in the worst kind of wa…”
He instantly ravages my mouth before I can even finish and pulls me into him. I quickly unbutton his shirt while he unbuckled his pants as fast as possible. He lets them fall to the floor, as I pull his shirt off him. As he steps out of his pants, he pulls me into him again and slides the robe off my shoulders, letting it fall behind me to the floor. We each take a moment to admire the other.
God, he is beautiful.
He pulls me back to him and slowly walks us to the bed. His hands are everywhere and so are mine. I leave a trail with my fingers from his collarbone, down his chest, slowly over his abs and then inside the band of his boxer briefs. I follow the band around to his back and then back up his spine. His sharp intake of breath lets me know where he is sensitive, and I make a mental note as I lick and kiss each and every one. When he can’t take it anymore, he growls slightly and gently pushes me to the bed. I open myself to him.
“Lyric, you’re so beautiful. It’s killing me.”
He lowers himself between my legs and leaves feather light kisses on the inside of my left thigh, followed by small circles with his tongue.
“Ahhhhhh” I exhale loudly.
My body arches toward him. He looks up at me as he lightly blows on my sex and when my eyes lock onto his, he winks, and his mouth is on me. I throw my head back as I clench my fists into the comforter. Yes!
Jae
I can’t stop thinking about her. Our dance was seared into my mind, and frankly, into my body. I’m so turned on, I can’t relax no matter what I try. I can’t remember the last time someone made me forget where I am, or who I am. I wanted so badly to kiss her on the dance floor, but I knew I couldn’t, and she knew it too. The fact that she took it upon herself to leave and call my bandmates to the dance floor meant a lot. She wasn’t the usual groupie that just wanted fifteen minutes of fame, regardless of the repercussions.
I decide to exit the party as quietly as possible, stop by her room and thank her for her discretion. Plus, I just want to see her again.
When I knock on her door, she surprises me by appearing in a robe, fresh out of the shower. Her cheeks are slightly flushed, and all the blood in my body rushes south. Her look. Her scent. I’m on fire just looking at her. When she licks her bottom lip, I come undone.
Just one kiss.
I go into autopilot and close the distance between us. I have to have a taste of her. Just once. When her arms wrap around me in just as much urgency, I’m lost.
As much as I want to make love to Lyric, I need to be honest with her. I can’t promise anything, and she deserves the choice. Most people don’t realize that my life as an entertainer is complicated and the music industry is fickle. I’m not into one night stands, but this is different. This feels like it can be more, but I have to be completely honest with her. I’m under contract for the next two years and have no time for relationships. So I want to make things clear before we go any further and I’m very happy when she whispers “Stay.”
Now, here I am, about to bury my face between her legs and she smells so damn good! She is an exotic aphrodisiac made specifically for me, and all I want is to get lost in her. Lyric tastes like strawberries as I work my tongue between her legs.
God, how am I going to let her go after tonight?
Lyric
Yes! Yes! Yes! I’ve never felt so turned on in my entire life.
“Yes! Please don’t stop!” I manage through moans.
Jae works me over with his mouth until I’m transported to another place, surrounded by white light as I explode in climax. As I lay there unable to move and trying to breathe, Jae makes his way up my body until we’re face to face. The look in his eye is that of a barely restrained thirsty man. He rests his arms on either side of my head, and I can feel he is rock hard as he rests himself between my legs. He must have taken his boxers off while he was pleasuring me, as I felt his flesh against mine. He slightly grinds into me, letting me know his intentions. In response, I lift my head and devour his essence glazed lips, granting him entrance to
where I need him most. With a fierce urge to give this man exactly what he had so freely given me, I open myself to him as he pushes the tip of his manhood at my entrance. Beyond my control, I feel my wetness squeeze around him while slowly taking him in. He pushes forward so slowly I think my sanity will disappear.
Desperately needing him inside of me, I nibble on his ear and whisper, “Take me, Jae.”
His response is a sharp intake of air, and he covers my mouth with his and pushes forward again. I can’t take it. I need more.
“Please.” I plead as I thrust my hips for him to go deeper.
He looks me straight in the eyes as he strains to keep his pace slow. He pulls back slowly and then goes in deeper. This time he stays there and traces my face with his eyes. “No Lyric. I want to savor every moment. If I move any faster, this will be over too soon.” He places his forehead against mine, closing his eyes, and bites his bottom lip.
With each thrust, I hear five muffled words. “But. You. Feel. So. Good.”
Everything about this moment becomes mindless; pure instinct. Our bodies are on autopilot. Each of us recognizing our mate in the other - a deep sensual craving to come together as one.
I’m so taken with this man, all I can do is match him thrust for thrust and take it all in. The electricity between us is so intense and nonstop, I can feel him in every inch of my body. I’ve never felt so intense during sex in all of my life. If this man stops touching me, I might die. We move in unison as if made for each other.
Our pace quickens, and I know he is feeling the same as I do. A rush of Korean comes out as he rests his head against mine. “Nan niga pilyohae (I need you).” He then slides his hands under my shoulders and grips me tight as he digs deeper and deeper with every thrust. I pull my knees up further to give him more access. All I can do is let out a moan. He then pulls himself out so that only the tip is resting inside and as soon as we make eye contact, he thrusts deep into me, and hard.