by Tina J.
“Giselle, if that ever happens again, we are going to have to let you go. I’m all for husbands visiting their wives at work, and hell, if you want to fuck him in your office, that’s your business, but coming in here doing shit like that won’t be tolerated.”
“I understand, and it won’t happen again.” She left the office, and Spring and I burst out laughing.
“Girl, let’s go out for drinks.”
“You know I can’t drink.”
“Yea, but I can.”
“Fine, but I’m out by nine. That new show with J-Lo in it comes on at ten. I want to be in my bed and comfortable to watch it.”
“Ok, damn.”
“See you later.” She walked out the office, and my phone rang.
“What’s up Monty?”
“Nothing. I was just thinking about you.”
“Let me find out you loving me hard after making love this morning.”
“Shut up. I’m going to bring you some lunch. What do you want?” He brought me Popeye’s, and him and I chilled out in my office. He fell asleep on the couch. I grabbed the throw blanket I kept in there and put it over him. I had a meeting in the conference room with the staff. I closed the door and left a sticky note by his keys in case he woke up. After the meeting, he was gone, which I knew since we were in it for over two hours. He left a sticky on the TV.
I enjoyed spending time with you even though you left me. (JK) I was thinking about what Chase said about his baby living in two households, and I think we should discuss what we’re going to do when my daughter gets here. Yes, my daughter. You’re only carrying her. Call me when you get home.
Love you M.
I smiled at the note and got my stuff together to go out with my sister. I intended on calling Monty when I got home.
Spring
I talked Burgundy into coming out with me after that shit with Chase this morning. It was Thursday and ladies’ night, and I planned on finding me a new man because pining away for Chase is a waste of time. We were sitting at the bar when the dude from the BBQ came in. He never text me, and I didn’t send him one either. He came in with a few dudes and went to the VIP section. A few chicks headed up there, but I wasn’t thirsty, and if he wanted me, he would find me. It was almost nine, and B was ready to go. I grabbed my stuff and walked to my car with B.
“You’re just going to leave without speaking?” I heard a voice say. I glanced around the parking lot, and he was walking out.
“You were busy.”
“Never too busy for you.” He had his hands on my waist.
“Oh, yea. Why is that?”
“I’m trying to get to know you shorty, but you never hit me up.”
“The phone and text work both ways, boo. How about you hit me when you get home and settled in, and we can discuss seeing each other again.” I told him and got in my truck.
“Ok, shorty. Just make sure you answer when I call.” He kissed my cheek and closed the door for me.
“Hello.” I looked at my clock, and it was three in the damn morning.
“That’s what I like to hear.” It was the dude from the bbq.
“All I said was hello.”
“Yea, but you answered and didn’t sound pissed about the time.” He and I stayed on the phone for a good hour. He said he was going out of town and wanted to link up when he came back. Now, here it is, two weeks later, and I’m standing in the middle of his bedroom naked as the day I was born. I know Chase was probably fucking Tamika, so why would I sit at home by myself when I had this sexy ass man in front of me with his heads between my legs trying to suck my soul out.
“Shit, Boo you’re about to make me cum.” My legs were over his shoulder, while he snaked in and out of my pussy.
“Cum for me, Ma.” I released my juices in his mouth. He stood up wiping his mouth. I was mad, because I’m used to Chase giving me so many that I always had to tap out. He picked me up and laid me on the bed. I unbuckled his jeans while we kissed, and he stepped out of them and his boxers. He climbed on top of me, and I could feel the tip around my entrance door. I didn’t get to see what he was working with which was fine, because I’m sure I would feel it. I felt him getting ready to push himself inside, and I pushed him up.
“Ugh, here you go.” I passed him one of the condoms out the box. He had Magnums on the nightstand, and I loved a big dick, so the anticipation was killing me waiting for him to enter.
“You ready, baby.” Damn, I’m his baby already?
“Hell, yea.” I felt him going in, and I thought my hole was too big or something, because I only felt half full. He was going fast and pumping hard.”
“Shit, Spring, you got some good pussy.” He was panting in my ear. This nigga was drowning in my pussy, and I was getting no satisfaction whatsoever.
“Let me get on top.” I was disgusted when I felt the condom was a little saggy, because he couldn’t fit it. I slid down to ride him to give him the benefit of the doubt. I love big dicks, but if a man could work a smaller one, I was good with that, too. I clenched my pussy muscles together, and the nigga came right away.
“Sorry about that, baby. Why don’t you get him up again so we could go for another round?” I know he didn’t think I was sucking his dick.
“Ok.” I took the condom off and started jerking him off.
“Nah, put your mouth on it.”
“Ugh, not. I don’t know you like that.”
“Oh, but I could eat your pussy?”
“I didn’t ask you to. I was ok with just fucking you.”
“Fuck it. Let me hit it from the back.” His dick was back up, and I was still in need of release. He put that too big condom on and slid himself inside. I wasn’t as wet as I was in the beginning, so it felt a little tight. I was able to think of Chase making love to me and came hard all over him. He followed right behind me a few seconds later. I pulled the condom off and took it to the bathroom to check to make sure nothing was dripping out since we all know it was too big for him.
“Spring, I want you to be mine. That pussy is too good to leave wondering for another dude to get up in it.”
“Russell,” that was his name but he wanted people to call him Boo. “We just met, and you’re already talking about me being your girlfriend.” He pulled me close and kissed me. Now, he definitely could kiss and eat some pussy; it was his dick game that needed some work. I told him that I would be exclusive to him and only him, but that putting a title on us was not going to happen yet.
He and I were together a lot the next few weeks. I showed him how to please me with his dick and made sure to get the right size condoms. He wasn’t real small, but he was nowhere in the Magnum size range. After a few more sessions, and some douches to make my pussy tighter, he started satisfying me better. I guess my pussy got used to his dick, because it was now curving to it. Now, when I rode him, I could feel it better.
“Hello Spring.” Tamika said. Russell and I were out at Joe’s Crab Shack having drinks and appetizers.
“What Tamika?”
“What’s all the hostility for?” I saw Russell looking at my facial expressions.
“You know damn well we don’t speak, so what do you want?” He pulled me closer to him when he saw how I aggravated I was getting.
“You want me to make her leave?” He whispered in my ear and stuck his tongue inside it. I loved when he did that. He may not have been, Chase but he was growing on me.
“No, baby. It’s ok.” I kissed his lips and turned back to her.
“I just wanted to tell you Chase and I are expecting.”
“That’s good, Tamika. Tell Chase I said Congratulations.”
“Oh, I don’t have to, you can tell him.” He was coming in with Monty and some chick. I already knew the relationship my sister and Monty had, and I’m sure she was aware of where he was and who he was with. They told each other everything.
“What up sis? Who is this?” I introduced Monty to Russell. They shook hands, and Monty walk
ed away.
“Hello Spring.”
“Hi, Chase. Oh, congratulations on the baby. Tamika couldn’t wait to tell me the good news.” I said, sarcastically, before I excused myself to use the bathroom. I kissed Russell on the lips to be smart. I saw the steam coming out of Chase’s ears.
“Who the fuck is that Spring?” Chase had my back against the wall when I came out the bathroom.
“That’s my man. Now, if you’ll excuse me.”
“That’s how you doing it?”
“That’s how I’m doing what Chase? You want me to sit around waiting for you to decide what you want when it’s clear as day. Then, expect me not to move on with my life?”
“I never said that Spring.”
“Then, why do you have me backed in a corner when your girl is over there waiting for you?”
“I never meant to hurt you.”
“Yea right, Chase. You never do; yet, here we are again with your chick rubbing her fake baby in my face.”
“Stop saying my kid is fake.”
“Have you gone to the doctors with her yet?”
“No, why?”
“Maybe, you need to ask her when the next appointment is and go. Better yet, buy her a test and make her take it in front of you. Let me know what you find out.” I went to leave, and he snatched my arm back.
“I still love you.”
“Fuck you, Chase.” I yanked my arm away and went back to sit with Russell. I could see Monty shaking his head when Chase got back to the table.
“Can we go?”
“Sure.” He paid for the food, and we went back to his place. I wasn’t comfortable with him at my house yet. Plus, when I wanted to be alone, I didn’t need him coming over anyway. I left after he and I had sex. There were so many thoughts going through my mind with Chase, and I was wondering if my feelings towards Russell were real or not.
“I wish I could’ve saw Chase’s face when he saw you with your new boo.” B said when she came in my room. I knew Monty would tell her.
“That shit was funny Spring.” Monty said, walking past my room eating an apple.
“I didn’t know he was here.”
“Yea. He came to tell me what happened after he dropped some chick off.”
“I don’t know what I want to do B. I still love Chase, and I’m trying to respect the choice he made. I even found someone else, but the minute I move on or find some peace, he pops up, and my feelings come back to the forefront.”
“Spring, you’re still in love with him; that’s why. Russell is just there to pass the time, but Chase has your heart, and until you get it back, you’re never going to move on.”
“I don’t know how to get it back.” I wiped the tears that were falling.
“Me neither. All I can say is I’m here for you. I love you sis.”
“I love you too.”
“I hope you’re not about to sleep with Monty. I know he’s my brother, but you know he was with some chick he probably slept with.”
“Hell no. I love him, but he knows what time it is.”
“How do you do it?”
“Girl, I’ve had a wall up since I’ve been with him. He was able to knock it halfway down. Monty and I love the arrangement we have. No one will ever come in between us because of our bond. I respect what he does and vice versa; as long as he keeps his bitches in check, we won’t have a problem.”
“I have to get like that.”
“Sis, you’re stronger than you think. You just have to toughen up and stop thinking that Chase is the only man in the world. If you don’t open up, you’re never going to get over him.”
“Thanks B.”
“Burgundy, come on.” I heard Monty shouting.
“Let me go. He wants to watch Straight out of Compton since he never saw it.”
“Alright. I’m going to bed.” She shut my door. I was about to do some serious soul searching tonight.
Chase
The day I told Spring I was going to stick it out with Tamika, I knew I hurt her. I also knew I was still in love with her, and vice versa, however, what kind of man would I be leaving her pregnant like that? I may not love Tamika, but it was my fault for slipping up and putting us both in the situation. I can’t say I was happy when she told me, because I really wanted Spring to have my kids. My plan was to break it off with Tamika and make a life with the woman I really wanted to be with; and that was Spring. I planned on getting her pregnant and talking her into keeping it. All that went down the drain when I got home.
I ran into her at the restaurant, and she threw in my face that Tamika wasn’t pregnant again. I admit, the first time she said it, she pissed me off, but to hear her say it again had me thinking about buying that test and making her pee on it. What if she wasn’t? Would I be mad? I had to get with my boy to see what he thought since he had three more months before his daughter came.
“Yo, what you think about Spring saying that Tamika isn’t pregnant?” Monty took a sip of his beer and put it back on the coffee table. We were sitting at his house playing Madden.
“I’m not trying to tell you what to do, but B told me about how Tamika was in the store talking about how she was going to say she was pregnant and have you take care of her. She didn’t know Spring was in the next aisle over.”
“FUCK!” I should’ve listened to her when she tried to tell me.”
“Let me ask you this. Have you raw dogged her since she told you?”
“Believe it or not, I haven’t even slept with her since she told me. She’s been trying, but I’ve been sleeping in the other room.”
“Well, it’s a good thing, because if she wasn’t, and you did, she sure would’ve got your ass.”
“Yo, do you think that’s what she was trying to do?”
“Who knows? You know chicks are scandalous as hell.” He passed me the blunt and picked the remote backup to play.
“Take this ride with me Monty.”
“Hold on; let me lock up.”
“I’ll meet you outside.” I sat in the car with him. I went by CVS since that was the closest and picked up a test. When we got to the house, Yolanda was sitting on the couch. She was eight months pregnant and still partying like a rock star.
“Where’s Tamika?”
“In the back.” I stepped in the back, and Tamika was putting on her pajamas.
“Hey, Baby.” She kissed me and tried to wrap her arms around my neck but I backed up.
“Tamika, are you pregnant?” I wasn’t wasting any more time; I needed to know.
“Yes, why would you ask me that?”
“I haven’t seen any ultrasound pictures, nor have you told me about any doctor’s appointments.”
“Chase, you weren’t home when I went, and I gave you and ultrasound photo. They don’t take one at every appointment.”
“You don’t look five months.”
“I know. The doctor said I was carrying small.”
“Tamika, tell me the truth right now. Are you pregnant?”
“Yes, Chase. Don’t ask me again.”
“Ok, come take this test.” The shock on her face was evident.
“I’m not about to take no test to prove I’m pregnant.”
“Ok, then when is your next appointment?”
“I haven’t made one yet.”
“Either, you’re going to take this test or you got to go.” She snatched the test and went in the bathroom. I gave her a few minutes then I remembered Spring telling me to watch her take it. I opened the door, and her back was turned. She had a small vial of what looked like piss, and she was pouring it on the test. I shut the door back and shook my head. I went back to the front, and Yolanda was giving Monty head. Bitches had no respect for themselves.
“Here” She handed me the test with two pink lines.
“Was there enough in the tube for you to use?” Her mouth dropped open. “Get your shit and get the fuck out.”
“Chase wait. I can explain.”
“N
ah, there’s no explanation for trying to trap a nigga.”
“I love you, Chase.”
“No you don’t. If you did, tricking me to think I was about to be a father would’ve never crossed your mind. You got that though.”
“Monty, you bust in her mouth yet?” I yelled out to the front.
“Nope, almost there. Give me two minutes.” Monty gave zero fucks about ho’s, and I was about to be on the same shit.
“Pack your shit.” She stomped off like a kid having a tantrum. I made sure to stay in the back so she only took her shit.
“Let me guess; you’re going back to that stuck up bitch.”
“What or who I do is no longer your concern. But for the record, I did go back and planned on staying there until you told me you were pregnant. I was willing to work it out and be with you. I left her alone to be with you, and this the shit you pulled.”
“Well, since you’re being honest, let me do the same. The dude she with is trying to get her pregnant. He wants her to put him on his payroll and have her do money laundering for him.”
“What does him getting her pregnant have to do with her working for him?”
“She’ll be tied to him forever if they have a kid, and he’s a woman beater so when she has his kid, she’ll be stuck because he won’t allow her to leave him. Shit, he may be whooping on her already.”
“How do you know all this?”
“Because my sister has a son by him and had to disappear just to get away from him. The last time, he beat her so bad she had amnesia for a few weeks.”
“Why are you telling me all this?”
“Chase, that day in the store I tried to get a rise out of her by mentioning I was pregnant, and all she did was sing your praises about how good of a man you were, and how I needed to be good to you. I know she loves you, and I can see you feel the same way about her. I’m sorry for tricking you, but I really do love you, too. Unfortunately, you never got over her; therefore, never being able to give me all of you. Go get your woman.”
“Thanks, Tamika, but that’s not going to happen. She tried to tell me, but I didn’t believe her. She told me once I found out the truth not to come back, because she wouldn’t be there waiting for me, so even though you and I didn’t work out, she doesn’t want me either.”