The Precipice: A Novel

by Paul Doiron

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  For my friend and teacher, Ron Joseph

  Outside are the dogs and sorcerers and the sexually immoral and murderers and idolaters, and everyone who loves and practices falsehood.

  —The Book of Revelation

  PROLOGUE

  There is a sign at the southern entrance to the Hundred Mile Wilderness. It is made out of rust brown wood and painted with white letters, and it sends a stern and unmistakable warning to all who enter:

  Caution. There are no places to obtain supplies or help until Abol Bridge 100 miles north. Do not attempt this section unless you have a minimum of 10 days’ supplies and are fully equipped. This is the longest wilderness section of the entire Appalachian Trail and its difficulty should not be underestimated.

  The last photograph we have of the two women shows them posed beside this sign with their arms around each other, looking more like sisters than college friends who have hiked together from Georgia to Maine. Their faces are deeply tanned from months in the sun, and they are dressed in well-used backpacking gear—bright synthetic shorts, patterned bandanas rolled around their necks, and heavily scuffed boots. Samantha Boggs is wearing a tie-dyed shirt: a wannabe hippie. Missy Montgomery has on a pink tee with the words MONSON: BY THE SHORES OF LAKE HEBRON. They are both smiling like bridesmaids at a wedding.

  We know that the photograph was sent at 11:33 A.M. on Sunday, September 7, by a Samsung Galaxy smartphone. It traveled via cell tower and satellite down the eastern seaboard to their parents, who lived less than five miles from one another in the wealthy community of Buckhead, in the North Atlanta suburbs. Samantha and Missy had e-mailed home many similar pictures since they’d set off on their journey seven months earlier. This one just happens to be the last we have of the two women before they vanished. And we will probably never know who took it.

  The accompanying message said they would be in touch when they arrived at Abol Bridge, on the West Branch of the Penobscot River. Cell service is spotty throughout the Maine Highlands, but the Thru-Hikers’ Companion (the bible of the AT) said there was a pay phone at the campground store from which they could reliably call home. Samantha and Missy told their parents not to worry; the so-called wilderness was not as dangerous as it sounded. The path crossed logging roads that had been built since the Appalachian Trail was first blazed in 1937. And besides, they were sure to encounter other hikers along the way, including friends who were following the same rugged route from Springer Mountain to Baxter Peak—a journey of roughly 2,200 miles, which the young women intended to finish before the last week of September.

  Samantha and Missy said it would take ten days to cross the Hundred Mile Wilderness. They told their parents to expect a call on September 17. The families waited—and waited—and now three more days had passed since the hikers should have arrived at Abol Campground. But still there was no call. Finally, on September 20, the parents gave in to their growing fears. They used the Montgomerys’ political connections to mobilize a massive search on their behalf in the distant Maine woods.

  Which was how I came to be involved in the case.

  In my four years as a Maine game warden, I had practiced search-and-rescue drills in all seasons and in all weather, and I had taken my skills into the field on more occasions than I could count. There was no aspect of my job that was as rewarding as finding a living person. And there was no experience as heartbreaking as following the calls of ravens to a flyblown corpse that had once been someone’s daughter or son, father or mother.

  At the Advanced Warden Academy, my search instructor told me, “You will experience strong emotions. Do your best to ignore them.”

  What he meant, I have come to believe, is that passion blinds you to the truth before your eyes. It causes you to miss important evidence. In the rush to find a missing child, you step on the bent blades of grass she left while wandering away from home. If you hope to find a lost person, you need to set aside your emotions. But how do you remain calm when a toddler is lost near a raging river? Or when two hikers vanish without a trace on the most heavily traveled trail in the country?

  The truth is, no training exercise ever prepares you for the mood swings you go through when you are hunting in a remote place for actual human beings who might or might not be alive, and you realize that their fate is entirely in your hands.

  At the start of a search, best-case scenarios still seem possible. Maybe one of the women twisted an ankle, you think, and they are hobbling back to civilization. Or they simply wandered off a moose path that they mistook for the main trail and ended up mired in an alder swamp, from which you can still rescue them. They might not be in the woods at all. You’d be amazed how many “lost” people are found drinking in bars, eating in restaurants, and sleeping in motel beds, unaware that the state has mobilized a massive search on their behalf because they didn’t have the self-awareness to check in with worried friends and family members. In those early hours, you tell yourself that any crazy thing might yet happen.

  1

  I got the call about the lost hikers at the start of what was supposed to be a romantic weekend with my girlfriend.

  Stacey Stevens and I had been dating for only four months and hadn’t yet gone away together to the sort of place where a man takes a woman in the hope of impressing her. But I had rented a small, outrageously expensive cottage on Popham Beach, down at the mouth of the Kennebec River. There was a fisherman’s co-op nearby where we could buy lobsters and clams to steam on the propane stove, and a fancy inn farther down the road where we could have a dress-up dinner if we got tired of cooking. The screen door of the cottage opened onto a sandy path that led through dune grass to a mile-long beach with views of Seguin Island in the hazy blue distance. I had visions of sunbathing and skinny-dipping.

  Things hadn’t started well. As I was carrying in the luggage, I was bitten on the arm by a greenhead. Then we discovered that the plumbing didn’t work, and I had to wait for the property manager to come while Stacey took a book down to the beach to read.

  “You sure you don’t want me to wait with you?” she asked.

  “No, you should go ahead. What are you reading, by the way?”

  She held up a hardcover volume with the title Chronic Wasting Disease in White-Tailed Deer.

  “I’ve heard it’s a real page-turner,” I said.

  “Ha, ha, ha,” she said with a smile. She put on her sunglasses and went barefoot down to the beach.

  Stacey was a biologist with the Maine Department of Inland Fisheries and Wildlife, the umbrella organization for the Warden Service. She lived and worked near the New Brunswick border, where I had once had a patrol district. Over the summer, I’d been transferred to Division A, near Sebago Lake, in the southern part of the state, which had turned our relationship into a long-distance affair before it had really even begun. It was now a five-hour drive for us, door to door, although Stacey happened to be a pilot and
had borrowed her old man’s floatplane to come visit me.

  She was a couple of years older than I was, almost thirty, with hair the color of mahogany and eyes the lightest shade of green I’d ever seen. She had high cheekbones, which she’d inherited from her mother, and a strong jaw, which she’d gotten from her father. She was thin, but not in an unhealthy way, not to my eyes at least. Her natural expression seemed to be one of guarded suspicion, but on the rare occasions when she laughed, her whole body shook. It was as if she worked so hard at repressing her enthusiasm that it came out with the force of an earthquake. I wished I could hear her laugh more. Her parents were such cheerful and optimistic human beings, I knew that she must be one, too. If I worked hard enough at loving Stacey, I was certain she would open up in time.

  Her father, Charley, was a retired Warden Service pilot who still volunteered whenever we needed another pair of eyes in the sky. He and his beautiful wife, Ora, had practically adopted me when I was a rookie warden in desperate need of personal and professional guidance.

  I’d been infatuated with their youngest daughter from the moment we’d met, but she’d been engaged to another man, the heir to a multimillion-dollar lumbering concern. When I’d revealed that he was tangled up in some bad business, Stacey had called off the engagement. The experience had soured her on men in general and me in particular. Finally, in June, I had mustered up my confidence and asked her out, secretly believing I had no chance in the world. To my surprise, she’d said yes.

  Four months later, I was still praying that she would recognize we were soul mates. Stacey Stevens was everything I had ever wanted in a woman. We both loved the woods, and we shared the same disregard for authority, especially when it came unearned. She was smart and capable and feisty as hell. But there seemed to be a chasm between us I could find no way across. The beach house was my best effort to bridge it, and already I could see that I might need a new plan. We’d driven separate vehicles to our romantic getaway, so we hadn’t even had that carefree time in the car together.

  When she returned from the beach an hour later, her skin was browner than before, she smelled pleasantly of coconut suntan lotion, and I was still waiting for the property manager to fix the pipes.

  “How much is this place costing you for the weekend?” she asked.

  “You don’t want to know.”

  “I don’t think you’re getting your money’s worth here, Bowditch. I hope you’re not bankrupting yourself.”

  I half-smiled and looked at my bare feet.

  “What?” she said.

  “I have a confession to make. It’s kind of embarrassing.” I gulped down a mouthful of air to prepare myself. “I have a trust fund.”

  “No way!”

  “My stepfather set it up for me after my mom died last year. I didn’t want to take the money, but Kathy Frost convinced me. She said, ‘You’re such a Catholic martyr. Give half to charity if you’re feeling so guilty about it.’”

  “I’m going to guess which charity you gave it to. PeTA?”

  “Very funny.” Stacey and I were both hunters. “I gave it to the Wounded Warrior Project.”

  “Because of your friend who was wounded in Afghanistan?”

  I didn’t like to think about Jimmy Gammon, who had come home from war disfigured beyond recognition and in constant agony, or the way he had chosen to die. “The way this country treats its veterans is a disgrace.”

  She came over, grabbed the back of my head with both hands, and slipped her tongue into my ear. Her breath was hot against my neck. “Have I ever told you how sexy your righteous indignation is?”

  I cocked an eyebrow. “Are you teasing me, Stacey?”

  “No, but I’m about to. Come with me.”

  That moment, as if on cue, the manager appeared at the screen door. He was a slow-moving and seemingly unapologetic character, and he banged around in the crawl space beneath the building for ten minutes before emerging with a wrench in his hand and a head wispy with spiderwebs.

  “You’re all set here,” he said in a heavy Maine accent.

  “So how about knocking a couple hundred dollars off the rent for the inconvenience?” said Stacey.

  “Do you want me to leave the wrench?” the man replied.

  “I’m serious, champ,” she said. “How about a discount?”

  “Enjoy your stay.”

  “Gotta love the customer service in this place,” Stacey said with a full-body laugh after the manager had driven off in his minivan. “Now, where were we?”

  She took my hand and pulled me into the little bedroom. It was wallpapered in seashell patterns and painted in soft beach colors.

  I sat down on the mattress, and the springs made a rusty, complaining sound. “At least the bed isn’t broken.”

  She tugged her T-shirt over her shoulders and head. “Not yet,” she said.

  * * *

  The first time Stacey and I had slept together was the most intense sexual experience I’d ever had. The second time was even more exciting. By this point in our relationship, however, I’d begun to realize that our physical intimacy was fast outpacing our emotional intimacy.

  I tried to make a joke out of it as we lay together now, listening to the pounding waves through the open window.

  “You know, Stacey, sometimes I wonder if you’re just using me for sex.”

  She ran a hand through my crew cut. “Oh, poor you.”

  “I’m not complaining!”

  “You’d be the first man in history who ever did, Bowditch.”

  Before I could say another word, she slid off the mattress and disappeared into the shower.

  I lay on my back, watching the breeze ruffle the thin cotton curtain. The midday sun angled in through the window and touched my groin and bare legs with its warmth. I could taste the salt air on my lips.

  I was so positive that she was the love of my life, that the two of us were meant to be together, and yet she seemed content that we remain intimate strangers. Even her playful habit of calling me by my last name seemed like an attempt to hold me at bay.

  My cell phone rang in the living room. I grabbed my jeans from the floor and pulled them on.

  It was my new sergeant, Jason Ouellette, apologizing for interrupting my weekend. He said that two hikers had gone missing on the Appalachian Trail and asked if I could make myself available to assist with the search. The Hundred Mile Wilderness was a solid three hours’ drive north of Popham Beach, in the remote Moosehead Lake region. While it wasn’t unusual for wardens to be summoned to far-flung locales, the sergeant’s request suggested a need for extra manpower that went well beyond the ordinary.

  I heard the shower stop in the bathroom and felt a pang, not so much at the thought of losing hundreds of dollars on the beach-house rental as for the missed opportunity to make inroads with Stacey.

  “Can you come?” asked Ouellete.

  “Of course,” I said.

  Stacey stepped out of the bathroom with a terry-cloth towel wrapped around her body. I signed off with the sergeant and tucked the phone in the back pocket of my jeans.

  “What’s wrong?” she asked.

  “Two women disappeared in the Hundred Mile Wilderness. They’re thru-hiking the AT, and they were supposed to talk to their parents in Georgia three days ago. It doesn’t sound good.”

  Some of the color seemed to drain from Stacey’s suntanned face and she sat down, almost as if her legs had given way, on the edge of the pale sofa.

  “They just graduated from Pentecost University,” I said. “Have you heard of it? I never have.”

  “It’s a Christian school down south. How old are they?”

  “Twenty-one and twenty-two.”

  Her hair was dripping in her face, but her almond-shaped eyes had glazed over, as if she had fallen into a trance.

  “What is it?” I asked. “Are you OK?”

  “I was twenty-one when we hiked the Long Trail in Vermont, my friends and me.”

  I ha
d a feeling that she was referring to the three women I’d met earlier that spring in the village of Grand Lake Stream, including her former girlfriend, Kendra. “Did something happen to you?”

  Her pupils tightened into focus, but she still seemed shaken. “No.”

  “Then what is it?”

  “We met some creepy men that week. But there were four of us. I can’t imagine what would have happened if it had just been me and Kendra.”

  Stacey was a pilot and a scuba diver, a crack shot with a rifle or a pistol, and she could track the blood trail of a dying moose through an impenetrable swamp. As a wildlife biologist, she went alone into all sorts of dark places, and it had never occurred to me to worry about her. But her wavering tone made me wonder if something bad really had happened to her on the Long Trail and that for some reason she was unwilling to admit it. The thought that she might be keeping a secret troubled me.

  “I don’t have to volunteer for this,” I said. “I can stay here with you.”

  She frowned, as if I’d just uttered some drunken nonsense. “You have to go, and you know it.”

  I glanced at our luggage, which was sitting where we’d left it beside the door. At least we hadn’t unpacked. “I’ve already paid for the cottage. You can stay if you want.”

  “Not while those girls are missing.”

  “Maybe they’ll show up tonight and I’ll be able to turn right around and come back here.”

  She pushed the wet strands of hair out of her eyes and stood up, clutching the towel tightly above her breasts so it wouldn’t drop. She returned to the bedroom without meeting my gaze again.

  “I wouldn’t bet on it,” she said, her voice hard with certainty.

  2

  About five hundred people are reported missing in Maine each year. Most of them are found somewhere between twenty-four and forty-eight hours later. The Bible students—as the media ended up referring to them—had been missing for nearly two weeks when we got the call.