Circle of Friends: Love, Lust & Destruction

by Rain, Renee

  Saturday’s sunrise woke Sabrina up with a smile. Partly because she was excited about seeing Henry and possibly getting rid of her debt with some extra work. And the other part was because she fell asleep with her favorite vibrator between her legs and her stress levels were decreased. For her, pleasuring herself had become better than any therapy she could imagine. As long as the stores kept batteries in stock and her friend Kim kept selling toys through her home party plan, she was sure to be relaxed and happy. She fixed a cup of coffee, opened the living room blinds and relaxed on her favorite chair in front of the television until it was time to get ready to meet Henry. Being self-conscious about her wider hips, she decided to wear a long maxi style dress and a shrug.

  When she got to the coffee shop, she saw Henry’s car already parked. She couldn’t tell if he was in the car because of the dark tint until he flashed his lights at her letting her know that he was in there. He didn’t appear to be getting out, so she walked over to him. He admired her as she slowly walked towards him and leaned over to open the passenger door for her. As she got in, they greeted each other at the same time and then laughed.

  “So what’s really been going on?” She crossed her arms as she waited for a response. He shared with her that the past few months have been hard. “I’m in court fighting Rachel ’s parents over my girls. Right now I get them two weeks out of the month and they stay with them the other two.” He took a sip from a cup that smelled like it had liquor in it. “They are telling the courts that I’m unfit and are trying to use my businesses against me.” She sat quietly as he continued. “You know I would never put them in harm’s way or in wrong’s way. All those kids know is that daddy owns some buildings that different businesses rent to use and they don’t need to know anymore than that.”

  She nodded her head as he went on to tell her that they insisted on DNA to prove paternity. “They don’t have my blood. But they are mine.” He laughed when she re-stated that they weren’t his children in a questioning tone. “Hell no. I knew they weren’t mine the moment they came out. Skyy’s hair is damned near blond and Dawn’s skin is lighter than Rachel. Those are Carl’s, Scott’s or some other yellow or white dude’s kids. But I’m the only daddy they know and I’m going to be daddy regardless.” He took another sip of his drink. “We were married when they were born, but I wasn’t about to trip out because we were living that life.” He looked at Sabrina as he shook his head. “This is just Rachel ’s way of fucking over me from the grave. Then this chick was supposed to be keeping up my accounts and she was cleaning me out.” Sabrina was at a loss for words. “Do you want to get a cup of coffee?” He leaned back and took a deep breath as he waited on her answer. She could tell that he didn’t have coffee on his mind, but she told him that she could use a cup just to get out of the car.

  They sat at a corner table and both ordered coffee. When Henry pulled a small bottle of Patron XO Café out of his jacket pocket and poured into his coffee, Sabrina realized he may really have problems beyond what she could help him with. He reviewed with her what he needed her to do as far as his businesses were concerned.

  “The Dinner Club will probably have the least to get together because it’s only been open three months.” They agreed on a flat rate to catch up all the books and an on-going rate for weekly work. They sat and talked about general issues and watched the different people going in and out. “Would I be wrong to ask you to come see me?” He tucked his lips in and swallowed as he waited for an answer. You mean see me-see me?” He nodded his head ‘yes’. “You can’t be serious.” she laughed.

  “Are you still getting tested regularly?” This caused her to stop laughing. “My testing is current. I have the papers in my glove box.” He sipped his coffee. “ I still have the suite at the hotel, or you can come to my place, or I can come to yours. It really doesn’t matter as long as I can see you.” She knew he was serious. “Why do you still have that suite? Who have you been taking there?” She wasn’t sure if she should believe him when he said he hadn’t been with anyone since her, but she wanted to.

  “Um, no that might not be a good idea today.” She nodded her head. “I mean I haven’t shaved or anything in some time.” She crossed her legs. He looked at her with his mouth open. He couldn’t believe that this was her excuse, but found it amusing.

  “The last time I checked, you were a grown woman.” He tilted his head slightly downward. She loved the way he pulled his lips in and slowly released them. “So how about if I follow you to the hotel and we can release some stress. You know- break this tension?” He leaned in towards her, kissed her ear. “I don’t mind getting lost in the woods.” She was hesitant, but replied to him in a low- almost mouthed tone- “O.K.”

  As they walked in the lobby, Tearny was coming off of the elevator. For just a moment, Sabrina forgot that she was staying there and was surprised that they crossed paths at that time. “Hey girl.” Tearny greeted her with an enthusiastic tone. Sabrina looked like she had been caught with her hand in a cookie jar and she re-introduced her to Henry. Tearny smiled as she replied that she did remember him. “I don’t mean to hold you two up, but Henry do you know a guy name Jimmy in Atlanta? He used to date a lady named Heather?” She felt her heart sinking as he smiled and spoke.

  “Yea, as a matter of fact I have a few frat brothers who live around Atlanta. How do you know Big Jim?” He asked with his charming smile. “Oh. He worked with my late husband and we are friends online. I saw a Henry on his friends list and just wondered if you were the same Henry.” Tearny started feeling sorry for Sabrina and wondered if she knew how this circle of friends really was. She stared the two up and down and immediately knew what they were there for.

  “I’m about to do some sightseeing. But Sabrina, call me tonight or sometime tomorrow.” Tearny smiled at Sabrina as she continued to the door. She was a little confused that Henry really didn’t look at her other than to acknowledge her presence. She was used to men looking even if they were with another woman. Even if the other woman was a friend, their men always looked at her. “Maybe I need to get some weight gain,” she said to herself as she thought about her body compared to Sabrina’s. She got into her car and headed towards downtown.

  When Sabrina and Henry got to the room, they could both feel each other’s hearts pounding. The door was barely closed before he had her against the wall kissing down her neck. Feeling his breath against her skin as she took in his scent mixed with alcohol reminded her of the first night he fucked her. She remembered him telling her that there would be no emotions. “You know I’ve been missing you,” he said as he placed his mouth on hers. She missed him to but couldn’t bring herself to say it.

  “Will you just fuck me?” These words coming out of her mouth caused him to pull back and look at her. “I want you to look me in my eyes and just…fuck…me.” He wondered what all changed about her to go along with this apparently assertive new attitude, but he knew it wasn’t the time to ask.

  With one of her but cheeks in each hand, he picked her up and carried her to the bed. He could feel his mouth watering as he pulled her dress up and her panties down. While she lay on the bed naked, he leaned back and looked over her. “Your body looks so good to me. Like a goddess that I need too…” He cut his own sentence short as he plummeted face first in between her thighs. Her hair lay smooth against her, even along her lips. Despite the hair, her scent was faint and he loved it. Feeling him separate her lips and run his tongue up and down her clit made her moan. But then his tongue lost its way and ventured to the opening of her pussy and began licking her clear sweet juices as if he were quenching his thirst. Feeling his wet velvet pleaser run across her ass and deeper between her cheeks caused her to slowly climb towards the headboard. When he returned to her clit, he knew she was where he needed her to be.

  He pulled his pants down, laid next to her and ran his finger up and down her stomach. “How about you fuck me.” He slowly pulled her to get on top of him. As she straddled him,
she slowly inserted his dick a little at a time by sliding down, then coming back up and advancing a little more each time. Once he was completely in, she began to thrust her pelvis back and forth. He placed his thumb on her clit and rubbed it in rhythm to her movement until he felt her legs lock. Her walls pulsated and the dam that held back her flood waters burst. Her body was near limp when he put his arms around her. He rolled her over onto her back while keeping himself in her.

  He slowly began to dig into her garden with his stiff shovel like dick. As he began to go in and out at a faster pace, he started apologizing. Feeling her slippery walls clinching around him caused him to lose what little control he had. The last time she tightened her walls, she held it. This caused him to cum much sooner than he would have liked. He gave a couple of hard final pumps and held himself in her. “Damn. I’m about to cum.” He moaned. “I’m sorry baby.” She couldn’t make out what else he said as he put his face into a pillow.

  As he softly bit the side of her neck, Sabrina started counting days in her minds. “Shit.” She slowly pushed him off of her and turned her back towards him. He asked her what was wrong while he kissed her shoulder and tried to pull her closer to him. “Nothing, I’m just going to have to go to the pharmacy and get some Plan B later.” She pulled the sheets over her. “So are you saying you’re not on the pill or anything?” He had a curious tone to his voice. “No. I’ve been trying to get this weight off and figured the hormones could be eliminated since I wasn’t sleeping with anyone.” She felt his hand rub across her stomach.

  “You mean you wouldn’t want to keep it if something did happen today?” She looked at him then looked away from him. “Bri, I know what we’ve discussed in the past, but you’re not just a fuck for me. I mean my heart wouldn’t be right if I knew you destroyed something of me that could grow and be as beautiful as you.” He turned her face to him and began to kiss her. She told him between the kisses that she didn’t want children out of wed-lock. “Then marry me.” He spoke with a sureness in his voice. “I’m not going to marry you. Especially not because I may have gotten pregnant. Besides, there’s a big chance that nothing happened in there and we don’t even know each other like that.”

  “Okay, so you don’t feel like you know me well enough to marry me, but well enough to ride my dick raw- drunk and sober?” He saw the offended look in her eyes and tried apologizing and kissing her, but she wasn’t receptive. “Would you consider seriously seeing me to get to know me? I promise if it doesn’t work, it won’t interfere with you managing my accounts.” She thought about what he said for just a few seconds. She knew that in her heart that she had feelings for him that were beyond sexual and was sure he did as well. She began kissing him back and soon they were ready for a more intense round two.

  As they lay covered in sweat, Henry told her that he meant what he said. She hated when he told her that he was in love with her. But what she hated even more was that she couldn’t admit to him that she had some serious feelings about him too. They stayed in bed for a little while talking before they decided to get up.

  After they both showered and got dressed, Sabrina asked him where his business files were kept. “I keep them at my home office now, but I can bring them to the office at The Dinner Club if that will be easier for you.” He never took his eyes off of hers as she asked if he was keeping them at home when the last accountant was ripping him off. “No babe. I wasn’t.” He walked over to her as he finished buttoning his shirt and whispered to her. “And I wasn’t fucking her either.” He figured that would have been the next question.

  “So what’s up with your friend- Tearny is it? I mean I’ve heard you talk about Tamera, but this one is new to me. Are you two messing around or something?” He smiled as he pulled at her sweater shrug to let her know he was playing.

  “She’s going to stay with me for a little while, but you know I ain’t like that.” Sabrina playfully pulled away. “I know you ain’t, but if she knows Jimmy- I bet she is.” He laughed as he tucked his shirt into his pants. She nudged him in the waist with her elbow as she walked to the other side of the room to pick up her purse. They agreed that she would meet him at his house Monday evening and that she would work for four hours every evening through the week and for six hours every Saturdays until everything got caught up. Then she would work every Saturday ongoing. They walked to the door and he opened it for her to go out ahead of him.

  Tearny spent the whole day giving herself a personal tour of Charlotte. She loved the downtown area and how it seemed to stay alive even after night fall. She stopped by a frozen yogurt stand before heading back to the hotel. There was an older man standing behind her who insisted on paying for her order as well.

  “No strings attached. I just appreciate beauty when I see it.” His words caused her to blush just a little. She thanked him as she was handed her cup and he ordered his. “My name is Will.” She told him her name and thanked him again. The server handed him a bag and he asked if he could have two spoons. “One is for my wife.” He smiled at Tearny who had a suddenly sinking smile. She watched him walk out. get in his car and drive away. The female server laughed as she told her that Will comes in every weekend and always pays for someone else’s order.

  As she slowly walked to her car enjoying her frozen treat, a not so deep male voice caught her attention. “Not sure which looks sweeter, you or the ice cream.” A medium build man with dread locks pulled to the back of his head stated as she walked closer towards him. Her car was parked next to his SUV. She smiled as she told him, “the frozen yogurt IS pretty sweet”. He asked her what her name was and shared that his was Justice. She liked that he had a rough look about him, but spoke so properly. He asked if she was single and she quickly responded that she was a widow. “I just moved here from Atlanta. You know- trying to get a fresh start.” He smiled and made a joke about Atlanta having some of the freakiest women on the East Coast.

  “Well, they say you never know how sweet a peach is until you take a bite.” She winked her eye and unlocked her car. She laughed to herself as she couldn’t believe that she replied in such a manner.

  “I want to take a bite.” He laughed as he reached his phone out to her. He asked her to put her number in his phone. She called herself with it to show him it was her number.

  “Since we’re talking about eating, how big is your appetite?” She looked him up and down as she waited for an answer. He was surprised that a seemly proper lady would be so extroverted. “Hell I’m starving right now.” He licked his lips as he gestured for her to come to him. He asked her if there was any place she wanted to go. She told him “no”. He looked around the parking lot. It was dark enough for him. He reached into his armrest and took two condoms out. He left his driver side door open and told her to open her driver door since they were parked with his car facing in and her car was facing out. He turned the lights out of each car and backed her towards his seat.

  He unbuttoned her pants and reached his hand into the front of her panties. He felt that she was completely shaved and then felt that she was extremely wet. He pulled her pants down, kissed her neck, and then told her to bend over. He rolled a condom on his erect penis and began to slowly penetrate her. Feeling her slippery walls made him take deep breaths and he sounded like he was hissing as he pumped in and out. He slid his hand up the back of her shirt then brought it down to pull her hips closer to him. With each thrust of this stranger’s dick, Tearny felt that some of her stress and anxiety was being taken away. She couldn’t remember what this man’s name was, but it didn’t matter to her. She couldn’t remember the names of all of Keith’s friends either. Soon she found herself climaxing at the hands of this perfect stranger. When he was satisfied, he pulled out. He took the condom off and tied it in a knot before tossing it in an old carry out bag he had in his car. “Can we maybe meet up for dinner or lunch next week.” He was still out of breath as he straightened out his clothes.

  “No. But thank you. How about if I call you w
hen I need to be fucked?” She spoke in a matter of fact tone as she pulled her hair up in a ponytail. He was lost for words as she got into her car and drove off. She headed to the hotel. Having been on the go all day and being able to relieve some sexual tension, she had no problem showering and going to sleep.

  When Sabrina started working at Henry’s house, she stayed in the office as much as possible since his daughters were there. “Sabrina these are my daughters- Skyy and Dawn.” They waved to each other silently. “I’m taking the girls to get dinner. Can I get you something?” She had a delayed answer as she looked at the exotic features that both of the girls possessed. Dawn, the older one, was definitely lighter than Rachel. She had light brown eyes with dark, silky hair that barely curled and her skin was almost milk white. And Skyy was truly near blonde with grey or green eyes. Obviously not his biological children, but she admired his love for them. She declined anything to eat and asked if he would pick her up a bottle of lemonade.