He vaulted the chain-link fence, then sank down beneath the tree he planned to build a tree house.
Someplace in his head, he’d known that meeting Hannah would be an incredible mix of pleasure and pain. What he hadn’t anticipated was the attractiveness of Hannah’s mother.
A bit prickly, yes. Skittish, indeed, and yet he found himself drawn to her. He sensed sadness in her…a sadness that had its roots in something other than her daughter’s health…. a sadness that somehow called to the same emotion inside him.
What had happened to Hannah’s father? Was Erica Clemmons a divorced woman or a widow? As the single parent of a terminally ill child, she must have gone through hell in the past several years.
He stood and walked around to the front of his house. The work crew should be arriving at any moment, ready to start the renovations that were too big for Caleb to tackle on his own.
And while the workmen did what needed to be done, Caleb would build a tree house.
He frowned as he thought of the little house he’d just left. Apparently the landlord was none too eager to provide the repairs it so desperately needed. Caleb knew without question that Erica Clemmons would eschew any help he might personally offer, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t arrange something with Mr. Stanley Brown to get the work done.
For Hannah, he told himself, although in truth he knew he would be doing it for Katie. And for the woman with the lovely blue eyes who seemed to be working so hard to provide for herself and her daughter.
As a pickup and a panel truck pulled up to the curb in front of his house, Caleb went out to meet the workers, his mind already racing with plans for the very special tree house he’d build for a very special little girl.
“No, Keith, I don’t think it’s a good idea. Maybe another time.” Erica twisted the phone cord around her thumb as she spoke to her brother.
“That’s what you always say,” Keith protested. “It would be good for Hannah to come over and spend some time with her cousins. We never get a chance to spend any time with her.”
“Her birthday is in a couple of weeks, and I’m planning a big party. Of course you and Amy and the kids are invited. We can all visit then,” Erica replied.
“Erica…” Keith sighed. “Never mind. Just let Amy know what time the party is and we’ll be there.”
Erica said goodbye to her brother, then hung up the phone with a frown. Every so often Keith or Amy called and invited Hannah over to play, or to spend the night, or to go to the movies with them, and each time Erica declined on behalf of her daughter.
Erica feared that Hannah wasn’t strong enough yet to spend time with Keith’s three rambunctious children. Accidents happened, illnesses were passed from one child to another. It was simply too big a risk for Hannah.
She moved to the kitchen window and looked out to the backyard.
Hannah was there, digging in the little patch of her garden. She’d come in earlier, eaten an apple, then carefully picked out the seeds and run back out to plant them. Stretched out on the ground next to Hannah, Peaches watched her mistress with interest.
The evening sun was still unusually warm. Although it was only the first of June, it had already become unseasonably hot.
Beyond where Hannah was digging in the garden, Erica could see the huge tree in Caleb McMann’s backyard. Yesterday Caleb had worked to build a plat form in the perfect cradle of branches. Today a wall had been erected, much to Hannah’s delight and Erica’s consternation.
For the past two days, the air had been filled with the banging of hammers and the buzz of saws, both from inside the big house and outside where Caleb worked. She still couldn’t believe he was actually building a tree house for Hannah. It just didn’t make any sense.
She finished washing the last of their supper dishes, then stepped outside the back door. “Hey munchkin, how are you doing?”
“Okay,” Hannah replied, waving the child-size hoe in the air. “I’m getting all the weeds away so everything will grow big and strong.”
Erica nodded and eased down on the multicolored chaise longue. The evening warmth instantly produced a pleasant lethargy and she closed her eyes, able to hear the sweet music of Hannah’s voice as she talked to her growing vegetables.
Erica sighed, for the moment at peace with the world. With the approach of sunset, a tiny breeze had kicked up, alleviating the intense heat of the day.
Hannah’s voice became lulling white noise as sleep teased at the edges of Erica’s consciousness. It had been a long day and talking to her brother always unsettled her.
Her relationship with Keith had been strained for so long. Erica sighed and gave in to the healing warmth of the sun. She didn’t want to think about Keith now. She didn’t want to think about anything.
“Hey, neighbor.”
The familiar deep male voice jarred her out of her drowsy state. She kept her eyes firmly closed, tension instantly tightening relaxed muscles. Maybe if she pretended to be asleep, he’d go away.
“Mommy, look who came to visit.” With little fingers, Hannah pried open one of Erica’s eyelids. “See, Mr. Man is here.”
Caleb McMann, her own personal version of Mr. Rogers in the neighborhood, stood holding a tray with three tall glasses of what appeared to be pink lemonade.
However, Mr. Rogers would never appear shirtless, nor would he look as good as Caleb did at the moment. Caleb, with his expanse of tanned, muscled chest and a smattering of dark chest hair, banished all sleepiness, all pretense of relaxation.
This man is dangerous, a tiny voice whispered in the back of her head. He was temptation to all the things Erica had put behind her, all the emotions she’d sworn she’d never feel again. He was a man to be avoided at all costs, a man who could make her remember things better left forgotten.
What was he doing here? Why did he seem so intent on being friendly with her? What was he doing popping in and out of her house, fixing sinks, building tree houses, bearing donuts, then lemonade? What did he want from her?
She sat up, deciding it was definitely time to explain to Mr. Rogers in no uncertain terms that she wanted him out of her neighborhood.
Chapter 3
“Mr. McMann,” Erica began as she sat up in her chair. She was acutely conscious of the fact that her denim cutoffs were almost indecently short and her T-shirt was far too tight. She hadn’t exactly been expecting company.
“Please…make it Caleb.” He grinned boyishly as he set the tray of refreshments on the nearby picnic table, then carried one of the glasses back to where she was seated. “It’s so warm this evening that lemonade seemed to be in order.”
Reluctantly Erica took the glass from him.
“I love lemonade,” Hannah said, reaching for the smallest of the glasses left on the tray.
Erica looked at her daughter in surprise. Hannah had never professed to loving lemonade before. It seemed Caleb McMann was a hit with at least one of the Clemmons ladies.
She frowned, watching as Caleb grabbed the last glass and sat down on the picnic bench. Hannah perched beside him and smiled up at him.
Erica had a feeling her daughter didn’t love lemonade as much as she was growing fond of Mr. Caleb McMann. Daddy eyes, that’s what Hannah had said about the man the first day she’d met him.
Daddy eyes, indeed! Erica needed to nip this in the bud somehow. The last thing she wanted was for her daughter to get any ideas about Caleb having any special place in their lives. She intended to protect her daughter from any hurt.
“People in this neighborhood don’t usually do much casual socializing,” Erica said, her voice cool and holding a slight note of censure.
Caleb shrugged and leaned over to scratch Peaches behind her ears. “I guess that makes me one of three odd ducks in town.” He grinned at Hannah and winked. “Quack,” he said.
Hannah giggled and Erica sighed, realizing her attempt to make a point had drifted away with the warm evening breeze.
“Where I come from,
neighbors are neighborly,” he said. “That’s the way it should be in the world.”
“And where are you from Mr., uh, Caleb?” Erica asked.
“Originally, a little tiny town in Illinois. More recently, Chicago.”
“I can’t imagine Chicago being so very different from St. Louis,” she said dryly.
“True,” he agreed. “But both Chicago and St. Louis are very different from Shady Bluff, Illinois. In that little town folks knew how to be friendly.”
Erica had never heard of Shady Bluff, Illinois. “And what brings you to St. Louis?”
He paused a moment to take a sip of his drink. “Sort of a working vacation.”
The answer was vague and Erica eyed him curiously. “A working vacation?”
“Yeah, you know…you go on vacation but you accomplish a little work at the same time.” He smiled at her, but the smile did nothing to alleviate the whisper of distrust that swept through Erica. His answer hadn’t really been an answer at all.
Before she had a chance to ask him more questions, he turned and smiled at Hannah.
“So, little Miss Muffet who sat on a tuffet. How does your garden grow?”
Hannah giggled once again. “That’s not right. It’s Mary, Mary, quite contrary. And it grows just fine. Wanna see?”
“Sure,” he agreed. He set his drink down and stood as Hannah jumped up and eagerly danced toward her garden. He smiled at Erica. “I’ll be right back.”
“Don’t hurry on my account,” she muttered, watching as he walked with long strides behind Hannah.
It irritated her that he looked just as good going as he did coming. His broad, bare back gleamed a hon eyed brown and muscles rippled beneath the bronzed skin. A wave of heat swept through her, heat that had nothing to do with the day’s temperature.
Despite her desire to the contrary, curiosity niggled at her. She wondered what exactly he did for a living, why he’d left Chicago for St. Louis. What exactly was “a working vacation”? Sounded like a sinful indulgence to her.
It was obvious from the work going on at his house that money didn’t seem to be a problem for him. During the several days since he’d moved in, she hadn’t seen him leave the house for any extended period of time. So, what kind of work did he do?
The questions fluttered through her mind. What had brought him to St. Louis? And more importantly, what had brought him to the house next door to theirs? He appeared to have lots of money yet no visible means of support. Again an edge of distrust sliced through her. Who was Caleb McMann and why did he seem to be going out of his way to spend time with her and Hannah?
She shoved the question from her mind.
She didn’t care to know about his personal life. Sharing personal information bred familiarity, and familiarity was definitely what Erica intended to avoid at all costs.
She sipped the cool drink and eyed Caleb, who was now crouched beside Hannah as the little girl pointed out the vegetables that had begun to peek out of the earth.
He appeared to be listening intently to whatever Hannah was telling him. The little girl seemed to have his complete, undivided attention.
Okay, Erica mentally conceded. So the man made delicious lemonade, looked sinfully terrific without his shirt, and showed an inordinate amount of patience with small children. That didn’t mean she was interested. Curious, yes. Interested, no.
She tensed as Caleb and Hannah stood, then Caleb walked back to where she sat. “That’s some little garden she’s got growing,” Caleb exclaimed as he once again sat down on the picnic bench.
Erica nodded. “She’s been very good at weeding and watering every evening. She’s always liked working outside, even when she was very small.”
Erica relaxed as memories swept through her. Even when Hannah was at her sickest, the thing she’d minded most wasn’t the shots or the medicines but being cooped up inside. “She’s more than a little bit of a tomboy.”
“Nothing wrong with that,” Caleb replied. He focused intently on her. “What about you? Are you a tomboy? In your spare time do you like to work outside and participate in sports, or do you prefer candle-lit dinners and going to the theater?”
“I have very little free time and what little I do have, I spend with my daughter.” Sherry would have called Erica’s tone her ice-maiden voice, and Erica offered him a small smile to temper it.
“That’s commendable,” he said, apparently not put off by her momentary burst of attitude. “But doesn’t it also result in a rather lonely kind of life?”
She felt the blush that warmed her cheeks. “I like being alone. I tried it the other way—the happily-ever-after, soul-mates-forever route—and discovered it wasn’t exactly what the hype promised.” She shut her mouth with an audible click of her teeth, irritated that she’d said more than she’d intended.
“Divorced, huh?”
She nodded. “What about you?”
“Widower.” He said the word softly, and in his silvery gaze Erica saw the dark shadows of loss, like an eclipse momentarily stealing away the light.
“I’ve gardened enough,” Hannah exclaimed as she rejoined them. She sat down next to Caleb and picked up her drink. She drank deeply, then grinned at them both. “I think I got all the weeds. My best friend says I should plant some flowers with the vegetables. Pretty pink and red flowers.”
“Your best friend?” Erica looked at her daughter curiously.
Hannah nodded. “My dream friend.” Hannah took another sip of her lemonade, then continued. “I don’t know her name, but sometimes she comes in my dreams and we have fun and play together.”
A dream friend. Erica smiled at her daughter. “I used to have a dream friend when I was little, only mine was a big, fat, furry teddy bear.”
“And mine was a bald-headed cowboy named Curly,” Caleb said.
For a brief moment Erica felt the unity that suddenly joined the three of them, a fellowship created by the crazy sharing of imaginary friends.
“My friend plays hopscotch and jumps rope with me,” Hannah said.
“Teddy used to have tea parties with me,” Erica returned.
“Cowboy Curly used to let me chew tobacco.”
Both Erica and Hannah made sounds of disgust as Caleb laughed. “Trust me…as I recall, dream chewing tobacco tasted like bubble gum.”
“Speaking of dreams….” Erica looked at Hannah. “I’m dreaming of a little girl in her pajamas and ready for bed.”
Hannah sighed. “I think she’s talking about me,” she said to Caleb.
He laughed again. “I think you’re right.”
Hannah slid off the bench and looked beseechingly at Erica. “Maybe you dreamed about a little girl putting on her pajamas and going to bed later tonight?” she asked hopefully.
Erica shook her head. “Nope. Hurry along now, it’s getting late.”
Hannah sighed once again, then touched the top of Peaches’ head. “Come on, Peaches. We gotta go get ready for bed.”
“And make sure you wash your face and hands and brush your teeth,” Erica called after her. “When you’re finished, come get me and I’ll tuck you in.”
Hannah and Peaches disappeared into the house and for a moment the only sound was the noise of nocturnal insects coming awake and filling the air with their songs.
Dusk painted the western sky in vivid shades of plum and although Erica knew she should get up, go inside and encourage Caleb McMann to go home, she didn’t move.
“Dusk has always been my favorite time of day,” she said. She remembered the days of Hannah’s illness. Each evening as twilight approached, she’d take a moment to say a prayer of thanks for the fact that they’d gotten through another day together.
“It is nice,” Caleb agreed. He took a sip of his lemonade, then looked in the direction of his backyard. “In another week or two we can all watch the sunset from the tree house.”
Erica frowned. “You shouldn’t be building a tree house just because Hannah wanted one.”
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He looked at her in mock innocence. “But I’ve always wanted a tree house,” he protested.
She eyed him with a dry smile. “With real windows?”
He nodded soberly, although his eyes twinkled with merriment. “And pink curtains. It’s been a long, unrealized dream of mine.”
Erica laughed and shook her head ruefully. It still didn’t make sense to her. But if Caleb had his heart set on building Hannah a tree house who was she to put up a fight?
Besides, the man really did have a charming appeal.
And just because he was drop-dead handsome and charismatic, that didn’t mean he had to be anything more to her than a pleasant neighbor, she told herself.
“So, what sort of work do you do?” she asked curiously.
“I own a construction company.”
“You build houses?” she asked.
He shook his head. “Commercial. Shopping malls and office buildings, that sort of thing.”
“You mentioned a working vacation. Is your company building here in St. Louis?”
“No.” He sighed and raked a hand through his thick hair. “I worked pretty hard over the last year and I suddenly realized I’d gotten far afield from what I truly loved doing…working with my hands.” He pointed toward his place. “I decided to find a handyman special and get back to some basic carpentry.”
“Why here? In St. Louis?”
He shrugged. “Why not?”
Erica frowned. It didn’t make sense. “Had you visited here before?”
He studied her for a moment, then quickly nodded. “Yeah…uh…when I was younger, my family went on vacations here in St. Louis and so when I decided to take a little time off, this seemed to be the place to come to.”
“You have family back in Chicago?”
“No. They’re all back in Shady Bluff. My sister Sarah teaches fifth grade and my brother John is the sheriff.”
“Are you close to them?” It irritated her, the slight yearning she heard in her own voice.
“John and I are fairly close, but there are days I’d swear I’ve got ten sisters. She has enough maternal instinct to parent forty children.”
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