by Unknown
The chairman rose and announced that the. Rev. Mr. —— would open the proceedings with prayer. The Rev. Mr. —— rose to pray in a loud voice for the waifs in the body of the hall. At the same moment rose Tommy, and began to pray in a squeaky voice for the people on the platform.
He had many Biblical phrases, mostly picked up in Thrums Street, and what he said was distinctly heard in the stillness, the clergyman being suddenly bereft of speech. “Oh,” he cried, “look down on them ones there, for, oh, they are unworthy of Thy mercy, and, oh, the worst sinner is her ladyship, her sitting there so brazen in the black frock with yellow stripes, and the worse I said I were the better pleased were she. Oh, make her think shame for tempting of a poor boy, for getting suffer little children, oh, why cumbereth she the ground, oh—”
He was in full swing before any one could act. Shovel having failed to hold him in his seat, had done what was perhaps the next best thing, got beneath it himself. The arm of the petrified clergyman was still extended, as if blessing his brother’s remarks; the chairman seemed to be trying to fling his right hand at the culprit; but her ladyship, after the first stab, never moved a muscle. Thus for nearly half a minute, when the officials woke up, and squeezing past many knees, seized Tommy by the neck and ran him out of the building. All down the aisle he prayed hysterically, and for some time afterwards, to Shovel, who had been cast forth along with him.
At an hour of that night when their mother was asleep, and it is to be hoped they were the only two children awake in London, Tommy sat up softly in the wardrobe to discover whether Elspeth was still praying for him. He knew that she was on the floor in a nightgown some twelve sizes too large for her, but the room was as silent and black as the world he had just left by taking his fingers from his ears and the blankets off his face.
“I see you,” he said mendaciously, and in a guarded voice, so as not to waken his mother, from whom he had kept his escapade. This had not the desired effect of drawing a reply from Elspeth, and he tried bluster.
“You needna think as I’ll repent, you brat, so there! What?
“I wish I hadna told you about it!” Indeed, he had endeavored not to do so, but pride in his achievement had eventually conquered prudence.
“Reddy would have laughed, she would, and said as I was a wonder. Reddy was the kind I like. What?
“You ate up the oranges quick, and the plum-duff too, so you should pray for yoursel’ as well as for me. It’s easy to say as you didna know how I got them till after you eated them, but you should have found out. What?
“Do you think it was for my own self as I done it? I jest done it to get the oranges and plum-duff to you, I did, and the threepence too. Eh? Speak, you little besom.
“I tell you as I did repent in the hall. I was greeting, and I never knowed I put up that prayer till Shovel told me on it. We was sitting in the street by that time.”
This was true. On leaving the hall Tommy had soon dropped to the cold ground and squatted there till he came to, when he remembered nothing of what had led to his expulsion. Like a stream that has run into a pond and only finds itself again when it gets out, he was but a continuation of the boy who when last conscious of himself was in the corner crying remorsefully over his misdeed; and in this humility he would have returned to Elspeth had no one told him of his prayer. Shovel, however, was at hand, not only to tell him all about it, but to applaud, and home strutted Tommy chuckling.
“I am sleeping,” he next said to Elspeth, “so you may as well come to your bed.”
He imitated the breathing of a sleeper, but it was the only sound to be heard in London, and he desisted fearfully. “Come away, Elspeth,” he said, coaxingly, for he was very fond of her and could not sleep while she was cold and miserable.
Still getting no response he pulled his body inch by inch out of the bedclothes, and holding his breath, found the floor with his feet stealthily, as if to cheat the wardrobe into thinking that he was still in it. But his reason was to discover whether Elspeth had fallen asleep on her knees without her learning that he cared to know. Almost noiselessly he worked himself along the floor, but when he stopped to bring his face nearer hers, there was such a creaking of his joints that if Elspeth did not hear it she — she must be dead! His knees played whack on the floor.
Elspeth only gasped once, but he heard, and remained beside her for a minute, so that she might hug him if such was her desire; and she put out her hand in the darkness so that his should not have far to travel alone if it chanced to be on the way to her. Thus they sat on their knees, each aghast at the hardheartedness of the other.
Tommy put the blankets over the kneeling figure, and presently announced from the wardrobe that if he died of cold before repenting the blame of keeping him out of heaven would be Elspeth’s. But the last word was muffled, for the blankets were tucked about him as he spoke, and two motherly little arms gave him the embrace they wanted to withhold. Foiled again, he kicked off the bedclothes and said: “I tell yer I wants to die!”
This terrified both of them, and he added, quickly:
“Oh, God, if I was sure I were to die tonight I would repent at once.” It is the commonest prayer in all languages, but down on her knees slipped Elspeth again, and Tommy, who felt that it had done him good, said indignantly: “Surely that is religion. What?”
He lay on his face until he was frightened by a noise louder than thunder in the daytime — the scraping of his eyelashes on the pillow. Then he sat up in the wardrobe and fired his three last shots.
“Elspeth Sandys, I’m done with yer forever, I am. I’ll take care on yer, but I’ll never kiss yer no more.
“When yer boasts as I’m your brother I’ll say you ain’t. I’ll tell my mother about Reddy the morn, and syne she’ll put you to the door smart.
“When you are a grown woman I’ll buy a house to yer, but you’ll have jest to bide in it by your lonely self, and I’ll come once a year to speir how you are, but I won’t come in, I won’t — I’ll jest cry up the stair.”
The effect of this was even greater than he had expected, for now two were in tears instead of one, and Tommy’s grief was the more heartrending, he was so much better at everything than Elspeth. He jumped out of the wardrobe and ran to her, calling her name, and he put his arms round her cold body, and the dear mite, forgetting how cruelly he had used her, cried, “Oh, tighter, Tommy, tighter; you didn’t not mean it, did yer? Oh, you is terrible fond on me, ain’t yer? And you won’t not tell my mother ‘bout Reddy, will yer, and you is no done wi’ me forever, is yer? and you won’t not put me in a house by myself, will yer? Oh, Tommy, is that the tightest you can do?”
And Tommy made it tighter, vowing, “I never meant it; I was a bad un to say it. If Reddy were to come back wanting for to squeeze you out, I would send her packing quick, I would. I tell yer what, I’ll kiss you with folk looking on, I will, and no be ashamed to do it, and if Shovel is one of them what sees me, and he puts his finger to his nose, I’ll blood the mouth of him, I will, dagont!”
Then he prayed for forgiveness, and he could always pray more beautifully than Elspeth. Even she was satisfied with the way he did it, and so, alack, was he.
“But you forgot to tell,” she said fondly, when once more they were in the wardrobe together—”you forgot to tell as you filled your pockets wif things to me.”
“I didn’t forget,” Tommy replied modestly. “I missed it out, on purpose, I did, ‘cos I was sure God knows on it without my telling him, and I thought he would be pleased if I didn’t let on as I knowed it was good of me.”
“Oh, Tommy,” cried Elspeth, worshipping him, “I couldn’t have doned that, I couldn’t!” She was barely six, and easily taken in, but she would save him from himself if she could.
CHAPTER IX
AULD LANG SYNE
What to do with her ladyship’s threepence? Tommy finally decided to drop it into the charity-box that had once contained his penny. They held it over the slit together, Elspeth a
lmost in tears because it was such a large sum to give away, but Tommy looking noble he was so proud of himself; and when he said “Three!” they let go.
There followed days of excitement centred round their money-box. Shovel introduced Tommy to a boy what said as after a bit you forget how much money was in your box, and then when you opened it, oh, Lor’! there is more than you thought, so he and Elspeth gave this plan a week’s trial, affecting not to know how much they had gathered, but when they unlocked it, the sum was still only eightpence; so then Tommy told the liar to come on, and they fought while the horrified Elspeth prayed, and Tommy licked him, a result due to one of the famous Thrums left-handers then on exhibition in that street for the first time, as taught the victor by Petey Whamond the younger, late of Tillyloss.
The money did come in, once in spate (twopence from Bob in twenty-four hours), but usually so slowly that they saw it resting on the way, and then, when they listened intently, they could hear the thud of Hogmanay. The last halfpenny was a special aggravation, strolling about, just out of reach, with all the swagger of sixpence, but at last Elspeth had it, and after that, the sooner Hogmanay came the better.
They concealed their excitement under too many wrappings, but their mother suspected nothing. When she was dressing on the morning of Hogmanay, her stockings happened to be at the other side of the room, and they were such a long way off that she rested on the way to them. At the meagre breakfast she said what a heavy teapot that was, and Tommy thought this funny, but the salt had gone from the joke when he remembered it afterwards. And when she was ready to go off to her work she hesitated at the door, looking at her bed and from it to her children as if in two minds, and then went quietly downstairs.
The distance seems greater than ever to-day, poor woman, and you stop longer at the corners, where rude men jeer at you. Scarcely can you push open the door of the dancing-school or lift the pail; the fire has gone out, you must again go on your knees before it, and again the smoke makes you cough. Gaunt slattern, fighting to bring up the phlegm, was it really you for whom another woman gave her life, and thought it a rich reward to get dressing you once in your long clothes, when she called you her beautiful, and smiled, and smiling, died? Well, well; but take courage, Jean Myles. The long road still lies straight up hill, but your climbing is near an end. Shrink from the rude men no more, they are soon to forget you, so soon! It is a heavy door, but soon you will have pushed it open for the last time. The girls will babble still, but not to you, not of you. Cheer up, the work is nearly done. Her beautiful! Come, beautiful, strength for a few more days, and then you can leave the key of the leaden door behind you, and on your way home you may kiss your hand joyously to the weary streets, for you are going to die.
Tommy and Elspeth had been to the foot of the stair many times to look for her before their mother came back that evening, yet when she re-entered her home, behold, they were sitting calmly on the fender as if this were a day like yesterday or tomorrow, as if Tommy had not been on a business visit to Thrums Street, as if the hump on the bed did not mean that a glorious something was hidden under the coverlet. True, Elspeth would look at Tommy imploringly every few minutes, meaning that she could not keep it in much longer, and then Tommy would mutter the one word “Bell” to remind her that it was against the rules to begin before the Thrums eight-o’clock bell rang. They also wiled away the time of waiting by inviting each other to conferences at the window where these whispers passed —
“She ain’t got a notion, Tommy.”
“Dinna look so often at the bed.”
“If I could jest get one more peep at it!”
“No, no; but you can put your hand on the top of it as you go by.”
The artfulness of Tommy lured his unsuspecting mother into telling how they would be holding Hogmanay in Thrums tonight, how cartloads of kebbock cheeses had been rolling into the town all the livelong day (“Do you hear them, Elspeth?”), and in dark closes the children were already gathering, with smeared faces and in eccentric dress, to sally forth as guisers at the clap of eight, when the ringing of a bell lets Hogmanay loose. (“You see, Elspeth?”) Inside the houses men and women were preparing (though not by fasting, which would have been such a good way that it is surprising no one ever thought of it) for a series of visits, at every one of which they would be offered a dram and kebbock and bannock, and in the grander houses “bridies,” which are a sublime kind of pie.
Tommy had the audacity to ask what bridies were like. And he could not dress up and be a guiser, could he, mother, for the guisers sang a song, and he did not know the words? What a pity they could not get bridies to buy in London, and learn the song and sing it. But of course they could not! (“Elspeth, if you tumble off the fender again, she’ll guess.”)
Such is a sample of Tommy, but Elspeth was sly also, if in a smaller
way, and it was she who said: “There ain’t nothin’ in the bed, is there,
Tommy!” This duplicity made her uneasy, and she added, behind her teeth,
“Maybe there is,” and then, “O God, I knows as there is.”
But as the great moment drew near there were no more questions; two children were staring at the clock and listening intently for the peal of a bell nearly five hundred miles away.
The clock struck. “Whisht! It’s time, Elspeth! They’ve begun! Come on!”
A few minutes afterwards Mrs. Sandys was roused by a knock at the door, followed by the entrance of two mysterious figures. The female wore a boy’s jacket turned outside in, the male a woman’s bonnet and a shawl, and to make his disguise the more impenetrable he carried a poker in his right hand. They stopped in the middle of the floor and began to recite, rather tremulously,
Get up, good wife, and binna sweir,
And deal your bread to them that’s here.
For the time will come when you’ll be dead,
And then you’ll need neither ale nor bread.
Mrs. Sandys had started, and then turned piteously from them; but when they were done she tried to smile, and said, with forced gayety, that she saw they were guisers, and it was a fine night, and would they take a chair. The male stranger did so at once, but the female said, rather anxiously: “You are sure as you don’t know who we is?” Their hostess shook her head, and then he of the poker offered her three guesses, a daring thing to do, but all went well, for her first guess was Shovel and his old girl; second guess, Before and After; third guess, Napoleon Buonaparte and the Auld Licht minister. At each guess the smaller of the intruders clapped her hands gleefully, but when, with the third, she was unmuzzled, she putted with her head at Mrs. Sandys and hugged her, screaming, “It ain’t none on them; it’s jest me, mother, it’s Elspeth!” and even while their astounded hostess was asking could it be true, the male conspirator dropped his poker noisily (to draw attention to himself) and stood revealed as Thomas Sandys.
Wasn’t it just like Thrums, wasn’t it just the very, very same? Ah, it was wonderful, their mother said, but, alas, there was one thing wanting: she had no Hogmanay to give the guisers.
Had she not? What a pity, Elspeth! What a pity, Tommy! What might that be in the bed, Elspeth? It couldn’t not be their Hogmanay, could it, Tommy? If Tommy was his mother he would look and see. If Elspeth was her mother she would look and see.
Her curiosity thus cunningly aroused, Mrs. Sandys raised the coverlet of the bed and — there were three bridies, an oatmeal cake, and a hunk of kebbock. “And they comed from Thrums!” cried Elspeth, while Tommy cried, “Petey and the others got a lot sent from Thrums, and I bought the bridies from them, and they gave me the bannock and the kebbock for nuthin’!” Their mother did not utter the cry of rapture which Tommy expected so confidently that he could have done it for her; instead, she pulled her two children toward her, and the great moment was like to be a tearful rather than an ecstatic one, for Elspeth had begun to whimper, and even Tommy — but by a supreme effort he shouldered reality to the door.
“Is thi
s my Hogmanay, guidwife?” he asked in the nick of time, and the situation thus being saved, the luscious feast was partaken of, the guisers listening solemnly as each bite went down. They also took care to address their hostess as “guidwife” or “mistress,” affecting not to have met her lately, and inquiring genially after the health of herself and family. “How many have you?” was Tommy’s masterpiece, and she answered in the proper spirit, but all the time she was hiding great part of her bridie beneath her apron, Hogmanay having come too late for her.
Everything was to be done exactly as they were doing it in Thrums Street, and so presently Tommy made a speech; it was the speech of old Petey, who had rehearsed it several times before him. “Here’s a toast,” said Tommy, standing up and waving his arms, “here’s a toast that we’ll drink in silence, one that maun have sad thoughts at the back o’t to some of us, but one, my friends, that keeps the hearts of Thrums folk green and ties us all thegither, like as it were wi’ twine. It’s to all them, wherever they may be the night, wha’ have sat as lads and lasses at the Cuttle Well.”
To one of the listeners it was such an unexpected ending that a faint cry broke from her, which startled the children, and they sat in silence looking at her. She had turned her face from them, but her arm was extended as if entreating Tommy to stop.
“That was the end,” he said, at length, in a tone of expostulation; “it’s auld Petey’s speech.”
“Are you sure,” his mother asked wistfully, “that Petey was to say all them as have sat at the Cuttle Well? He made no exception, did he?”
Tommy did not know what exception was, but he assured her that he had repeated the speech, word for word. For the remainder of the evening she sat apart by the fire, while her children gambled for cracknuts, young Petey having made a teetotum for Tommy and taught him what the letters on it meant. Their mirth rang faintly in her ear, and they scarcely heard her fits of coughing; she was as much engrossed in her own thoughts as they in theirs, but hers were sad and theirs were jocund — Hogmanay, like all festivals, being but a bank from which we can only draw what we put in. So an hour or more passed, after which Tommy whispered to Elspeth: “Now’s the time; they’re at it now,” and each took a hand of their mother, and she woke from her reverie to find that they had pulled her from her chair and were jumping up and down, shouting, excitedly, “For Auld Lang Syne, my dear, for Auld Lang Syne, Auld Lang Syne, my dear, Auld Lang Syne.” She tried to sing the words with her children, tried to dance round with them, tried to smile, but —