For Paul, who still loves a great adventure story
Title Page
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Glossary of Terms
Brief History of World War II
Time Line of WWII in England
Time Line of the Evacuation of Dunkirk
Bibliography
Preview of The Bicycle Spy
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Copyright
Aidan looks up. The sky that had been blue and cloudless only minutes ago is now dark and menacing. If it starts to rain, and it looks like it will, he’ll be soaked because his yellow mackintosh is at home, on the hook by the door, and not here in the dory with him.
The wind picks up, rocking the small boat from side to side and blowing a fine, cold spray in his face. Aidan holds on tightly, but the angry, churning sea and its foam-capped waves are tossing the poor little dory mercilessly. A big wave smacks up and over the side, and in an instant, Aidan is soaked. Water pools on the dory’s deck, making the boat even less seaworthy than it had been.
With a rush, the rain that has been threatening suddenly floods from the sky. The waves grow stronger and Aidan’s stomach lurches as the next big swell capsizes the small vessel and he is plunged, sputtering and kicking, into the cold gray sea. He tries to reach for the overturned dory but another wave yanks it away. He is alone here in the dark, roiling ocean. He tries to scream, to cry for help, but the words seem jammed in his throat and when he opens his mouth nothing comes out. With horror, he looks up to a wall of water, a wave larger and more ferocious than any that have come before. In seconds it will break, and when it does, it will engulf him completely, and pull him down, down, down—
With a start, Aidan bolts upright in bed. His pajama top is soaked in sweat, and his heart is throbbing. It was the dream—again. He takes three deep breaths, exhaling slowly after each one. He’s found that counting the breaths helps him calm down. Then he hears a thud and he jumps a little before he realizes that it’s just Maude, the ginger cat, landing on the floor. She seems to sense his distress, because she leaps up onto the bed, plants herself under Aidan’s outstretched hand, and begins to purr.
“Good kitty,” he murmurs. His heart slows and he settles back into bed, glancing at the window. The sky is still dark and he wonders if he’ll be able to get back to sleep. The cat’s continued purring calms him though, and he settles back into the pillow. He prays the dream won’t come again—at least not tonight.
Several hours later, Aidan wakes again. The cottage is quiet, so he decides he’s probably the first one up. He dresses quickly, then reaches for his cap, his jacket, and his fishing rod. He eases the door open, careful not to let the hinges squeak. Once he’s outside the cottage, he sets out down the road, toward the dock. It’s early on a morning in late May and the sky is just beginning to lighten. He can hear the birds gently chattering in the trees, and he sees a streak of brown—a small brown rabbit darting across his path.
Aidan’s been taking this walk since he was a little kid. He can remember walking hand in hand with his dad through the dawn, the smell of the sea so fresh, so bracing, and growing stronger as they approached the water. His older brothers, Trevor and George, would be walking up ahead, chasing each other and laughing as they went. Dad would tell them to settle down, but he was always smiling when he said it. He smiled a lot back then. But that was before the war. Before Trevor’s navy boat exploded and he was drowned in the Atlantic Ocean. Before George went off to fight in France.
Aidan tries not to think about the day the telegram came, but he knows he’ll never be able to forget it either. Mum went white even before she read it; she thrust it into Dad’s hands, as if she were unable to be the first to know. Dad’s eyes filled with tears and he made strange, huffing sounds like he was having trouble breathing. Aidan knew something terrible had happened even before the awful details were revealed. Trevor’s boat had been struck by a U-boat one night while most of the men were sleeping. They’d been caught by surprise, and later Aidan’s parents learned that all but one of the crew had been killed. Now, Dad walks around with a tight, grim expression all the time, and Mum’s eyes look haunted, even when she smiles, which is hardly ever. And Aidan is haunted each night in his dreams.
Soon, Aidan reaches the dock, where he can see his family’s wooden dory bobbing gently on the waves alongside a couple of rowboats, the blue-and-white boat owned by Mr. Potts, and the smart yellow boat that belongs to Mr. Aspern, who hardly ever takes it out. The dory is eighteen feet long, painted red, and has the name Margaret in white script along the side. Margaret’s his mum’s name, though Dad always calls her Peggy.
No one else is here at the water yet. Aidan gets into the dory, unties the rope, lifts the anchor, and turns on the engine. He’s shivering a little—even for England, it’s been an unusually wet, cold spring—and he wishes he’d put a sweater on under his light jacket. As he guides the wheel, the heaviness in his chest begins to ease. The ocean’s always been his friend. The pull of the tides, the cries of the gulls overhead, the sunlight glinting on the foam-tipped waves—all these things have been a part of him forever.
But ever since Trevor was killed, Aidan’s felt afraid of the ocean. Afraid of its depth. Its power. The ocean is his brother’s grave—his body was never recovered. And though Aidan doesn’t like to admit his fear, he’s been secretly afraid that the ocean will claim him too. He thinks that must be why he has those terrible dreams—because of his fear.
He has to stop thinking like this. He continues to steer the boat and when he’s out far enough, he turns off the engine, picks up the rod, and reaches into the bait barrel. It’s nearly empty. Usually, Dad sees to getting it filled but clearly he’s forgotten, so Aidan reminds himself to take care of refilling the barrel once he’s back on shore. When he’s baited the hook, he casts his line out into the sea. Dad usually uses nets to catch fish, but Aidan’s not planning to be out here for very long and he doesn’t want to bother.
For a long while, there is nothing—not a tug, not a pull, not a nibble. Aidan’s not worried though. His father taught him that a good fisherman needs patience. “The ocean has its own rhythms,” he said. “The fish bite when they bite.” Only, Dad’s not doing much fishing these days. Instead, he’s spending time at the local pub, hunched over a glass of ale that he nurses for hours. Last night he didn’t even come home for dinner, and Aidan sat across from Mum in sorrowful silence, the empty chairs at the table a reproach and a wound.
Still, Aidan is out here today, even if his father isn’t. Someone in this family needs to catch some fish, and it looks like he’s the one. When he feels the line go taut, his instincts, honed from years of experience, instantly kick in. He knows just when to let the line go slack, and just when to pull. And he’s rewarded, a few minutes later, with a flat white flounder flopping around the bottom of the boat. Gutted and deboned, it would make a delicious meal of Dover sole. But Aidan knows Mum’s not likely to make such a meal anytime soon. Ever since Trevor died, Mum seems like a sleepwalker. She spends hours in front of the window, just looking out. He thinks regretfully of the fish dinners she used to prepare. Then there were the scones, the jam tarts, and, on special occasions, the trifles piled high with custard, cream, and berries. His stomach rumbles just thinking about it, and he realizes that he forgot to take any breakfast before he
left.
Aidan remains on the water for another hour or so, but the fish are sluggish, and he only manages to catch three more. One is so puny that he tosses it back in disgust. If Trevor had caught a fish this small, he’d make a big show of pretending he was going to take it home and turn it into a pet. That was Trevor, all right—he could make a joke of anything. George was always the serious, studious one. Before the war, their parents had talked of his going to university, where he wanted to pursue chemistry. Not so for Trevor, who didn’t care much for studying, books, or classrooms. But he was always so merry, so good-natured and full of fun that his teachers loved him anyway. Everyone did.
Trevor honed his skills for doing card tricks and juggling. He rode his bicycle on a single wheel, whirled their mum around the kitchen in a silly dance, sang loudly at any chance he got, always had the lead in the school play and the Christmas pageant. And now he’s gone, his energy, wit, and spirit extinguished like a blown-out candle. Some days, Aidan believes he’ll be able to accept his brother’s death. Other days, he fears he never will.
Dejected and hungry, Aidan decides to head back to shore. He looks at the first flounder he caught, the largest of the catch, and thinks again of the tasty meal it would make. But if he brings it home, it may well go to waste—best not to bother.
At the dock, Aidan stops at the shack run by Mr. Deards. “Not biting today, are they, lad?” says Mr. Deards.
“No, sir,” replies Aidan.
“That’s all right. Tomorrow will be better.”
Will it? Aidan wants to say. But he keeps quiet while Mr. Deards weighs his catch and hands him a few coins in exchange. Aidan uses one of them to buy bait for the barrel. Then he deposits the slimy, smelly fish heads in the bait bucket and heads back down the road, coins jingling softly in his pocket. The sun is higher in the sky now and the day is actually warm, so he takes off his jacket and ties it around his waist. Soon he’s back home again. But the cottage looks dark and unwelcoming, and he continues on beyond it, down the road to the cottage of his best friend, Sally.
The door to the Sparks cottage is wide open when he arrives, and out front he sees Sally’s mum, beating a rug with a wire beater in the spring sunshine.
“Morning, Aidan!” she calls out. “Have you eaten yet?”
“No, ma’am,” he says.
“You must be starved. Go inside and help yourself to a bun. Or two. And some tea.”
Tea and buns sound just about right, and he’s thinking about how good those buns will taste as he walks in the cottage door. Stepping inside, he nearly collides with Sally. She’s almost a head taller than he is, with a friendly, freckled face and wild golden hair that resists any attempt to tame it. They were born within a week of each other and have been friends forever.
“There you are!” she exclaims. “I’ve been looking all over.”
“For me?” Aidan snags a bun from the table and takes a big bite—it’s delicious, and still warm from the oven.
“Are you daft? Who else? I’ve got news.”
“What is it?” He’s hungry, all right, but he’s more interested in what Sally has to tell him.
“I heard—” Her gaze moves to the door, which is still open. “Let’s go to the lighthouse. No one will bother us there.” Sally’s dad is the lighthouse keeper and she’s allowed inside whenever she wants. And because Aidan is her best friend, he’s allowed to go with her.
“Okay.” He crams a second bun into his mouth. Tea will have to wait. Then he’s following Sally outside, down the road and back toward the pebbled beach, where the red-and-white lighthouse stands proudly against the sky. Together they climb the narrow, winding stairs until they reach the top, a light-filled room with windows all around. There’s a desk, a couple of wooden chairs, a coal stove, and a table. But Aidan doesn’t care about any of that. His eyes go straight for the radio he and Sally have managed to assemble.
Sally had helped Mrs. Leeds clean out her cellar, and Mrs. Leeds let Sally take the broken radio that had been collecting dust on one of the shelves. Over a period of weeks, Sally and Aidan have managed to get it working again, even if it’s a makeshift thing, held together with tape, assorted wires, some tubes Sally scrounged, and even a little bit of chewing gum. Amazingly enough, it works, and on a clear night, it can pick up signals all the way from Dover.
“Did you hear something?”
She nods. “That’s why I came looking for you.”
“Well, what is it?”
“It was in code, so I couldn’t be entirely sure. But I kept hearing this word dynamo. What do you suppose that is?”
“I haven’t a clue,” says Aidan.
“Me neither.”
“And they kept talking about the coast too. Like it was important.”
They are silent for a moment, and Aidan thinks back to the last letter that came from George. I’ve got to be brave, he’d written. We all do. My mates think the worst is yet to come.
His mum had looked positively ill when she read those words aloud but his dad tried to minimize the danger they suggested. “The trouble’s mainly up north, in London,” he’d said. “And in Paris too. Georgie says he’s somewhere in the French countryside. He’ll be all right.”
Maybe his dad was wrong though. Maybe the coded message Sally heard is saying something else.
“… so stay over tonight, can you?” Sally was saying. “We’ll come down to the lighthouse and listen again. Then we can figure out what it all means.”
Aidan takes in her wide, frightened blue eyes, and the serious set of her mouth. “Not just what it means,” he says grimly. “We have to figure out what we can do.
Aidan leaves Sally’s place and heads home, where he finds his mum with her arms elbow-deep in sudsy water, doing the washing up. His dad has already left—for the dockside or the pub, Aidan doesn’t know.
“Your father was looking for you,” says his mum. “He’s gone out on the boat.”
Well, that’s an improvement, Aidan thinks. He’s relieved that his dad is fishing again and is sorry he didn’t wait so they could have gone together. That would have been nice. “I was out earlier,” he says. “Here’s the money from what I caught. It wasn’t much.” He puts the coins on the table.
“Every bit helps.” His mum smiles and ruffles his hair with her hand, something she hasn’t done in a while. The gesture used to annoy him because he thought she was treating him like a baby. Now he’s just glad that she’s acting more like her old self. She fixes him a cup of tea, and even though he had those buns at Sally’s, he eats the porridge she spoons into a bowl. Then he heads back down to the water and waits anxiously for the dory to return.
The dock is more active now, with a handful of boats out on the water and others coming in, their nets filled with wriggling, gleaming fish. He sees Ned Blarry and Herb Whitson, men who have fished with his father for years. Ned carries a big coil of rope on his shoulder and Herb’s got a bait bucket, battered and scarred by decades of use. “Hey, Aidan,” Ned calls. “What’s the news from George?”
“Not so good.” Aidan walks over to join the men. “We had a letter from him. He thinks the worst is yet to come.”
Ned and Herb exchange looks.
“Your dad wouldn’t say but we see it in his eyes,” Herb says. “He’s already lost a boy and he’s worried sick about Georgie. So are we—he’s one of our own.”
“That’s how it is with all you boys,” says Ned. “We’ve seen you born and watched you grow—you too, lad. And then sometimes, we have to watch you die, like Trevor, may he rest in peace.”
Aidan is shocked for a moment. People don’t usually bring up the subject quite so plainly. Then he realizes he’s grateful that Ned has said his brother’s name. It’s not only a way to remember and honor him. It’s a way to keep his spirit alive.
“… and if there’s anything we can do,” Herb is saying. “You’ll let us know, won’t you?”
“I will,” says Aidan. “And thank you
kindly.” Aidan’s grateful for their concern but really, what can they do? What can anyone, for that matter? Except that he and Sally are going to try to do … something, though it’s not clear what.
A short while later, the Margaret pulls up to the dock. Aidan waves and watches as his dad switches off the engine and ties the boat to the wooden piling. Then Aidan hops aboard. He and his dad spend the rest of the afternoon making a few small repairs. His dad doesn’t say much while they work, but Aidan’s glad to be in his company, and to have something useful to do. It helps make the time until this evening go faster.
They finish up around six o’clock and when they get back to the cottage, Aidan is surprised to find that his mum has prepared fish stew for dinner. When she takes the cover off the pot, the rich, enticing aroma fills the room. And after he’s washed up and they all sit down to eat, he’s even more pleased to find she’s baked rolls to go with it.
“This is delicious, Mum,” Aidan says, helping himself to another serving.
“Thank you,” says his mother. “I know it’s one of your favorites.”
It was Trevor’s favorite too. Aidan doesn’t want to say that. If he does, he’ll ruin everyone’s mood. So instead, he says, “I was going to spend the night at Sally’s. Her mum says it’s all right.” He bites into the roll.
“Just be back in time for church tomorrow,” his mum says. “We’re all going to go together—we need to pray for George.”
“It’s going to take more than prayers, Peggy,” says his dad.
“Well, prayers can’t hurt.” His mum gets up from the table abruptly. Aidan sighs. So the mood is ruined after all, even if he wasn’t the one to ruin it. He continues eating, but somehow the food has lost a bit of its savor, and he guesses that if he looks at his mum’s face, he’ll see there are tears coating it.
It’s still light when he heads down to Sally’s house. She’s waiting for him outside, and they walk down to the lighthouse, which is in the opposite direction from the dock and just a short distance from her place. The wind has picked up and the white-foamed waves, though small, break with surprising force against the rocks. The friends go into the lighthouse and climb the circular stairs up to the top. “My dad will be here soon,” Sally says as they climb. “I don’t want him to know what we’re up to. So we can’t stay that long.”
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