Pioneer Desire
The O’Rourke Family Montana Saga, Book Two
Ramona Flightner
Grizzly Damsel Publishing
Copyright © 2020 by Ramona Flightner
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Mum,
Since I was a girl, you’ve
understood my love of reading,
always encouraging me to
read “just one more page.”
Now, your love and faith in me
encourage me to create
the stories I love to write.
Thank you.
Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
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About the Author
Chapter 1
Fort Benton, Montana Territory; July 1865
Ardan O’Rourke walked down the boardwalk in Fort Benton, Montana Territory, his smooth gait hitching at the sight of a beautiful woman sitting alone at a window seat inside the café. Although he never ate the inedible food on offer at Buford Hunt’s establishment, today Ardan was tempted to skip the noontime family meal and meet this woman. He forced his gaze away from the café, glancing across the street at the sun shimmering off the Missouri River.
Most who arrived in the frontier town of Fort Benton ventured farther into the Territory to towns such as Helena or Virginia City, in search of gold or other riches. As his gaze returned to the attractive woman sitting next to Buford’s café window, he wondered if she would stay in town or soon leave Fort Benton. Curiosity won out, and he approached the café.
Hesitating at the entrance to the café, Ardan once again questioned his desire to meet the mysterious newcomer. He grimaced as the owner of the café, Buford Hunt, approached him, beaming and bellowing his hello.
“Ardan,” Buford said in his carrying voice. “How wonderful you’ve finally decided to sample the café’s delicious fare.” His hand clamped onto Ardan’s, pulling him toward the newcomers inside the café. After greeting a few of the newly arrived, Buford led him to the beautiful woman with red-gold hair and a cautious gaze.
“Hello, ma’am,” Ardan said in a deferential tone.
The small slip of a woman stared at Ardan as though he were an apparition, and he couldn’t determine if she wished for him to disappear or to remain. He rubbed at the back of his neck and gave her an encouraging nod, hoping she would speak. He couldn’t help from noticing the pretty flush on her cheeks or the warmth in her cognac-colored eyes. At least he hoped it was warmth and not dread he saw.
When she still didn’t reply to his polite greeting, Ardan flushed as Buford Hunt watched him with a speculative gleam in his eyes. The last thing Ardan needed was for the gossiping café owner to wander over to his family’s warehouse for a chat about how Ardan had appeared flummoxed by this unknown woman.
He took a step back and nodded at her again as Buford was called away by another patron. “I’m Ardan O’Rourke, and I hope you feel welcome in town,” he said, while doffing his hat this time.
“One of the famous O’Rourkes,” she said in a deep smoky voice, as she brushed at her gold-colored skirt, her voice filled with derision. “I should have recognized you,” she said, looking him up and down.
He stood tall, any warmth he had felt for her leeching away at her implied criticism of his family and especially his father. After all, Ardan was the spitting image of Seamus O’Rourke. Tall, with broad shoulders, black hair, and piercing blue eyes. “Da is a good man.” Like his father, his voice held a hint of the Ireland of his youth.
“If you deem him so, then you must be as deceitful as he is,” she said with a roll of her eyes, as she turned to stare out the window and ignore him.
He leaned forward, gently gripping her arm, preventing her from brushing him off as though he were a gnat. “Remember, ma’am,” he said in a low voice laced with warning. “You’re the newcomer here. My family is respected and admired in this town. Don’t make enemies where you don’t have to.” His gaze was filled with caution. “And don’t go spreadin’ your lies.”
“A successful business doesn’t make you respected, no matter what you believe.”
He stiffened beside her before releasing her arm. “Our business is successful, aye. And you will find we are not delusional, nor deceitful. And we are respectable.” He spoke in a clipped monotone, unwelcoming of her implied criticism of his family or their store. The O’Rourke and Sons General Store supplied needed goods to the year-round townsfolk, and the store also outfitted the thousands of transient men who traveled to the Territory in search of gold. As his father, Seamus, often said, the real riches came from tending to the dreamers. “Good day, ma’am.”
Ardan walked past her and out of the café. He no longer wished to face Buford Hunt’s questions or the inquisitive stares of other patrons if he were to eat there. Although he had thought a meal away from his family would soothe his restlessness, he reconciled with returning home for the midday meal. Kevin would be there, his closest brother and best friend. However, Kevin would be occupied with flirting with his new wife.
Ardan kicked at a piece of dried horse dung, battling impatience with himself. He would never begrudge Kevin his hard-won happiness. After all Kevin and Aileen had suffered in their struggle to finally marry, Ardan rejoiced in their triumph. However, as the eldest O’Rourke, Ardan had always shared his concerns, fears, and deepest thoughts with his brother Kevin. Now he felt out of sorts because Kevin had Aileen—although Ardan had no wish to intrude on their time together, especially not during their first month as newlyweds.
With a deepening respect for the third O’Rourke brother, Declan, Ardan turned for home. Declan had confessed last month that he had always felt alone among his large family. Ardan and Kevin were best friends. Eamon and Finn were so alike—in appearance, thought, and action—that they were referred to as the twins. Niall, Oran, and Bryan formed another close unit. Only Niamh and Declan had been the odd ones out. Now Ardan felt like one too.
He paused, staring at the cliffs standing like sentries over the Missouri River. Fort Benton was a burgeoning town on the banks of the large river and was the innermost port in the world, nearly 2,300 river miles from Saint Louis. Steamboats carried passengers and freight up the river in a two-month-long journey fraught with the constant peril
of fire, Indian attack, or becoming stranded on a sandbar. Now that the river ran low, ships no longer made the journey all the way to Fort Benton and had to dock farther downriver, with stagecoaches and oxen carts ferrying passengers and freight to the town. No boats would arrive to town again until next summer.
Ardan recalled his recent journey up the river with his brother Kevin from Saint Louis. They had spent the winter in the large city, stockpiling supplies for their family store. Although he knew they would need new supplies to be delivered next summer from Saint Louis, his mother had informed his father that she didn’t want her sons to be away for months at a time.
Thus, Ardan knew his father frantically worked on a list of all merchandise to be sent to them the following year by their employee and friend who worked in their warehouse there. Ardan shied away from thinking about his mother and her sudden reappearance in their lives after a nearly eighteen-year-long absence. Although he rejoiced at her return, he continued to fear her eventual abandonment again.
Instead he thought about the recent two-month trip up the Missouri River with his brother. He had thought he would spend the time telling tall tales with Kevin and getting to know some of the men traveling to the Territory in search of gold. However, Kevin’s world had been upended. Although the long journey had been tedious, Kevin had met Aileen O’Keefe on the steamboat. Ardan had entertained her miserable aunt so Kevin and Aileen could have time alone and their affection and love had blossomed during the two month journey. Ardan knew he would always be thankful that Kevin found such happiness with such a wonderful woman. Ardan turned from studying the river, walking at a brisk pace toward home and a meal.
Ardan knew he’d missed the usual time for his family’s midday meal during his interaction with the frustrating woman at the café and his time spent ruminating by the river. However, his mother always kept food ready, in case any of them arrived hungry and in search of something to eat.
His parents’ house was large, with a kitchen built on the back of it. Da said, in case of fire, it would better protect the house. Ardan believed it was because Da realized, after the house was in construction, that they needed more space and added it on. Ardan walked past the chicken coop, the small vegetable garden, and approached the back stoop with the entrance to the kitchen.
After cleaning his boots on a rug outside, he doffed his hat, hung it on a peg inside the back door to the kitchen, and entered the comfortable room—his favorite space in the house. A large table, barely big enough for all the O’Rourkes to eat together, hugged one wall when not in use. Along the wall with the doorway stood the stove, set on a brick platform with bricks lining the back wall. On the other wall, across from the table, was the sink and counter space area, with shelves over part of it and a window in the middle. A hutch with plates stood in the corner.
“Hello, Mum,” he murmured, as he nodded to his mother.
“Ardan,” she exclaimed, her hands in soapy water as she washed dishes. “I hadn’t thought you’d come home today. You’ve missed the family meal, but there’s always food.” She dried her hands and pulled out a bowl, ladled it full of stew, and set a few pieces of bread by him as he sat.
He stared at the bread a long moment and then glanced at his mother. “Brown bread,” he whispered.
“Yes,” she said with a satisfied smile, as she swiped back her auburn hair with streaks of gray. “It’s taken me a while to find the proper mix of ingredients here, but I think it tastes quite good.” She waited with an expectant expression for him to taste it.
He stared from her to the bread and back again. “What are we celebratin’?” he asked, his voice thick with the Irish accent of his youth. Unconsciously he leaned forward, smelling it. He closed his eyes as a groan of appreciation leaked out at the scent. As a boy in Ireland, they only ever had bread for a celebration. A birthday, a holiday, or if the crop was a tremendous success.
“What’s the matter, Ardan?” Mary O’Rourke asked, her delight fading as she watched her eldest son with concern and confusion.
“It reminds me of home,” Ardan whispered, his eyes closed once more as he pictured the small stone cottage he had shared with his parents and five siblings near Limerick, Ireland, before they were evicted in 1847 during the potato famine. He saw the large room with the stone fireplace, a peat fire always burning, either to heat the room or to cook their simple meals. His mother, a bundle of purposeful energy as she cooked, knitted, and cared for them. His father, always with a ready smile and a tall tale to enliven their evenings before they went to bed. The sense of home that had been missing here until she had returned to them last month. He cleared his throat as he was perilously close to tears.
“Oh, my boy,” Mary said, as she took a step closer to him.
He opened the startling cobalt-blue eyes he’d inherited from his father and watched as his mother reached a hand out, as though to grip his shoulder. To comfort him in some way. Rather than touch him, her hand dropped to her side, and she stared at him with a soul-deep yearning. Instead of confronting the multitude of emotions battering him, Ardan reached for the crock of butter with a shaky hand and spread a liberal amount over the bread. His eyes closed again at the first bite. “Thank you, Mum,” he said in a near-reverent tone.
“I’m glad you like it,” she said, as she turned away to face the stove, her shoulders back and her head held high, as though marshaling her emotions. “Your brothers can’t remember a time when we had bread in Ireland.”
He swallowed his bite of bread and took a swig of black tea. “Eamon and Finn would have been too young,” he said. “Was Kevin not home for the midday meal?”
She looked over her shoulder with a tranquil expression, as though she had not experienced a great emotional maelstrom. “No, he returned to see Aileen for his midday break. As he should.” She smiled with satisfaction at her second-oldest son’s marriage. “’Tis a joy to know he’s so happy.”
“Aye,” Ardan said. “I’ve never seen him so content. Although I’ve never known him to miss a meal.” He flushed as his mother battled a wry expression. He cleared his throat and dropped his gaze, belatedly realizing another reason his brother was so eager for time alone with his wife. “I met a woman today who’s taken an instant dislike to us,” he said.
Mary poured herself a cup of tea and joined him at the table. “Oh, that seems unlikely.” Her hazel eyes shone with bewilderment. “How do you know you don’t like someone if you don’t know them?”
Ardan shrugged. “I don’t know, Mum, but I must say that I didn’t like her much either. We won’t be missing that lass’s company at any family dinners.”
Deirdre Finnegan sat at the table in the café near the window. She hated eating alone and wanted the distraction of looking outside. She also detested the appreciative looks cast her way by nearly all the men she had encountered and wanted to appear engaged so that none greeted her after Ardan O’Rourke’s hasty departure. She feared her strategy wouldn’t be successful, but it was worth a try. She had learned men loved a challenge, attempting to succeed where another had failed.
She smiled in her practiced, impersonal manner as the café owner approached her. After deflecting his impertinent prying questions, she ordered the daily special. She knew it would never compare with what she was accustomed to eating, but she hoped it would be edible, as this was the only café in town.
Her unfocused gaze stared outside as her mind raced with questions, and she fought panic. Why was she always so rash? Why hadn’t she thought things through better? She gripped her hands together on her lap, as she took deep calming breaths. When would she stop looking over her shoulder in fear?
She jumped in her seat when the bowl of congealed food was set in front her. As the proprietor was about to walk away, she called out, “Excuse me, Mr. Hunt?” When he looked at her with a raised eyebrow, she asked, “What is this?” She nodded to the food in front of her.
“Some sort of hash. My cook wouldn’t say.”
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sp; She blanched as she looked at what she hoped was food in the chipped ceramic bowl, but it looked worse than the dried horse dung found in the street. “Do you mean to tell me that you paid someone to create this travesty?”
“You tell me, ma’am, where I’m supposed to find me a cook when all anyone can think about is gold. Gold!” he proclaimed, the hint of the South still in his voice. “Ain’t no one willin’ to spend time in town when they’re fixin’ to strike it rich in Helena or Virginia City.”
She pushed away the bowl without taking a bite. She glanced around at the half-empty tables. “Do you have more customers when you have a better cook?”
“Of course, ma’am,” he snapped. “I might be slow, but I ain’t stupid.”
She frowned at his response and shook her head. “I meant no offense.” She pasted on her friendliest smile, although it remained impersonal. “Might I have a look at your kitchen?” she asked. When he balked, she said, “I know my way around a café kitchen, Mr. Hunt, and I believe we could aid each other.” She waited, her gaze steady as she watched him consider her.
“Come,” he said. He led her through the dining room area to the kitchen, separated by a swinging door on a hinge, like she’d seen at saloon entrances. She stopped short after stepping inside.
“This is worse than I could have imagined,” she breathed. The kitchen was a disaster. Dirty pots and pans were everywhere; the sink overflowed with dirty dishes, and nothing was prepared for the evening meal. “Where is your cook now?”
Buford scratched at his head. In his early forties, his brown hair was thinning, and he combed it over his head to conceal a growing bald spot. “I’m uncertain. He has a tendency to disappear at the most inopportune moments.”
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