by Kaylee Ryan
His body shudders with aftershocks before he pulls out and falls onto the bed next to me. His arms wrap around me and he kisses me sweetly. A complete contrast to what just happened. “You’re trying to kill me on our wedding night,” he says as he sucks in air, trying to even out his breathing.
“Wh-When can we do it again?” I ask, making him laugh.
“Give me a minute to recover, then we’re going to shower, and I’m going to make love to you like I was supposed to.”
“Oh, yeah?” I ask, rolling over to climb on top of him. My hips straddle his waist, and his cock that’s still half hard twitches at my touch. “What if I wanted to make love to you?” I ask, stroking him.
“Baby, I’m yours. You can do with me as you wish.” He sits up and kisses me, fusing his mouth to mine. “But first, we shower.” He moves to the edge of the bed, me still in his lap, and places his feet on the floor. Never missing a beat, he carries us to the shower.
We take our time cleaning up and exploring each other’s bodies. Which sets the tone for the rest of the night. Sex, shower, repeat. Not that a shower was necessary, but ours is huge with a bench that we’ve been meaning to get more use out of. I’m happy to report that tonight, we gave it a workout.
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Mark
Married life is fucking fantastic. I’m not sure why that is. All that has really changed is her last name, the title we have in the eyes of the law, and the rings on our fingers, but it’s bliss. I love her more today than I did yesterday, and to me, that’s all that matters.
“You ready for today?” I ask my wife.
It’s our annual Friendsgiving and we have some big news. Not just that, but it’s the one-year anniversary of her parents’ death. The actual date was yesterday. We drove to Mason to put flowers on the grave, and drove past the house. It finally sold a week after we were married. A younger couple with two small girls. Dawn cried and said it was perfect. I happen to agree with her. Give the house life again and a new family to build memories within the walls.
“Yes. Besides, it’s about celebrating life, theirs and Miss Everly’s. I can’t believe that she’s two already.”
“And this one,” I say, bouncing Daisy in my arms. “Six months,” I say, and she giggles when I make a funny face. “You can stop growing any day now,” I tell my daughter.
“You can’t stop it.” Dawn laughs.
“I know.” I sigh. “However, we can make another one.” I shoot her a wink.
“We can do that.” She smiles.
“So, does that mean we’re going to?” I ask.
“Let’s let her get a little older before we start adding to our brood.”
“I want them to be close in age.”
“Fifteen months is too close,” she counters.
“Fine,” I say, tickling Daisy’s belly. “Mommy says we have to wait,” I say theatrically.
“Oh, hush. Did you load the Pack ’n Play?” she asks.
“Yes, and the diaper bag is all packed and ready to go. All we need is the dish you made.”
“I was on desserts this year. I made cookies for the kids, and then three pumpkin pies.”
“Um, make that two pumpkin pies.”
“What did you do?” she asks.
“I was hungry and they smelled so good,” I confess.
“When?”
“I got up with Daisy in the middle of the night.”
“When?” Her voice turns suspicious. “I didn’t hear her.”
“Okay, I got up to check on her, and I had to walk past the kitchen, and I couldn’t resist. I just ate one piece. We can still take it.”
“How big of a piece?” she asks.
My wife knows me so well. “Umm, a big piece,” I say, not wanting to tell her it was half the pie. I very easily could have eaten the entire thing. I had to tap into my self-control. She should be proud.
“Lucky for you I made four.” She grins.
“What?”
“I know you and pumpkin pie. I just hid the one I made for you. I was going to give it to you when we got home.”
“Damn, I could have eaten the entire thing,” I mutter, and she throws her head back laughing. Daisy laughs too just because her momma is.
“I’ll grab the other pie and the cookies. You get the munchkin strapped in,” she tells me.
“Did you know about the fourth pie?” I ask my daughter as I carry her out to the garage. I lifted the door and started the engine earlier, so the car would be warm and ready for us. “You have to let Daddy in on this kind of information.” By the time I have her strapped into her seat, Dawn has the pies and the cookies loaded, and we’re off. This year, even though it’s Everly’s birthday, Tyler and Reagan are hosting.
“Everly is going to be so excited,” Dawn says once we’re on the road. “We turned Ty and Reagan’s place into a princess fairy tale.”
I chuckle. “I’m sure Ty and the boys loved that.”
“The boys actually did, much to Ty’s dismay. It was pretty comical actually. He kept telling them that the men needed to stay together and that they couldn’t let the women rule. The twins laughed so hard they had us all smiling. He’s really good with them.”
“Is that a dig at my daddy skills?” I tease.
“Never, you know better,” she says adamantly.
“I know. I was just giving you shit,” I tell her.
“You need to watch what you say. Our daughter is going to be the little girl who cusses like a sailor if you don’t.”
I shrug. “There are worse things she could do.” I don’t say anymore. I know that we’re both thinking the same thing. She could turn out like Destiny. Her birth mother.
“This is true,” she agrees, and the rest of the ride we chat about Christmas shopping and what to get my parents this year. We like to get them bigger gifts because no matter how many times we offer, they refuse to let us pay them for watching Daisy.
We’re all sitting around the many foldout tables at Tyler and Reagan’s, getting ready to dive into our plates that are overflowing with delicious food when Reagan stands. “This year, we thought”—she glances over at Ty—“that it would be a good idea as a family to say what we’re thankful for. I tried to convince Ty we could do it individually, but he said that would take too long and the food would get cold.”
“My man,” Seth says, and we all laugh.
“So, we’ll start. Ty and I are thankful for our boys. They’re happy and healthy and that’s all we could ever ask for.”
“We’ll go next,” Kendall says, standing. “We didn’t plan for this.” She looks down at Ridge. “But without discussing it, I know Ridge would agree that we’re thankful for our support system. Life is messy and unplanned, but having all of you in our corner, it makes things easier. So we’re thankful for each of you.”
“I’m thankful for the women in our lives that feed us like they do,” Seth says, not bothering to stand. I swear if I looked hard enough, there would be drool on his chin as he eyes his plate.
Kent stands and clears his throat. “Pumpkin pie,” he says, and I hold my fist out for him.
“My man,” I say.
“I guess it’s my turn,” Amelia says, standing. “All the moments. I’m thankful for every single one of them. I’ve missed you all, and I cherish all we’ve had and those we will have,” she says, looking around the room at all of us.
I look over at Dawn and she nods, so I stand. “The list is too long,” I say, looking around at our family. “We’d be here all day, and for the sake of my stomach and yours, Dawn and I would like to narrow it down this year.” I look down at my wife and her smile is blinding. “This year, Dawn and I are thankful for our daughter. Daisy Elizabeth Adams,” I say, not sure if they’ll get it, but I should have known better.
“It’s official?” Kendall asks.
“She’s yours?” Reagan questions.
“Did you get the final word?” Amelia asks.
“Y
esterday.” I nod. “We had our court hearing, signed the papers, and it’s official. We’re her parents,” I say proudly. I thought when we got the letter that our application was approved and that was the end. However, it wasn’t. We still had court hearings and classes we had to take. That letter basically just told us they were willing to let us adopt her. Regardless, it made the day special.
Chairs are pushed back, and full plates temporarily forgotten as we accept hugs of congratulations. My face hurts from smiling. I was pretty sure that the adoption was going to go through with Dawn being the only living relative, but in the back of my mind, there was always this fear the sperm donor, whoever he may be, might find out and fight us for her. Unlikely, I knew this, but it didn’t keep me from worrying about it. She’s my little girl after all. I suppose there will always be worry when it comes to her. That’s what dads do.
“I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t bring this up, but you found out yesterday? On the anniversary…,” Kendall asks, letting the anniversary hang there for interpretation. We all know what she means.
“Yeah.” Dawn nods. “I know it sounds crazy, but could it be possible?” she asks.
“I say you believe what you feel,” Reagan says.
“It’s them,” Amelia adds. “I’m not super religious, but….” She shrugs.
“Daddy, I’m so hungry my belly’s mad at me,” Knox says, breaking the tension and making us all laugh.
“Dig in,” Tyler tells him. He picks up a piece of ham and shoves it into his mouth. Ben, Beck, and Everly, wanting to be like their big cousin and brother, mock him.
The adults follow suit as we enjoy the food, but more so the company. Me, I enjoy my wife and my daughter. I soak up every moment of each day, locking those memories up tight.
“What’s the plan for New Year’s?” Ridge asks. “Kendall’s parents offered to keep the kids.”
“Mom and Dad offered to keep the boys,” Reagan tells him, and he nods.
“Your mom offered to keep Daisy the other day too.”
“I think the grandparents are up to something.” I laugh.
“Yeah, stealing our kids,” Tyler retorts.
“I think it’s sweet,” Amelia says. “They just want to give you all time to be married couples without the kiddos.” She raises her hands in defense. “And before you say it, I know you don’t mind your kids being around. Trust me, I know this, I don’t mind it either, but you have to admit being able to cut loose a little sounds enticing,” she says.
“You did this,” Reagan says.
Amelia shrugs. “Maybe. I just thought we could all hang and wanted everyone to have a carefree night.”
“Where is this going down?” Kent asks.
“We can do it at our place,” I offer before thinking twice about it. “We have three extra bedrooms, and the basement,” I say as reasoning. When in reality, it’s because I want my wife in our bed. I’m a greedy bastard when it comes to her.
“Sure,” Dawn says. “We have plenty of space. If you drink you have to stay,” she says.
“We’re all drinking,” Amelia informs us. “Wait, unless one of you is knocked up again, then the entire plan is shot to hell.” She grins, not meaning it in the least.
“Not me,” Dawn says, much to my disappointment.
“Not me. The boys need to be out of diapers first. I can’t imagine three in diapers at once,” Reagan says.
“Watch it, sister,” Ridge warns. “You might get triplets next time.”
“Bite your tongue.” She points at him, giving him the evil-eye.
“I don’t know, Reags. My swimmers seem to get the job done. I wouldn’t rule it out,” Tyler boasts.
“I want to go swimming,” Knox says.
“It’s too cold, buddy,” Kendall tells him. “Uncle Tyler was talking about the summer.”
“Oh.” His little shoulders deflate. “That’s okay. Grandma lets me swim in the bathtub,” he says, and goes back to playing with the others.
“Mark and Dawn’s place. The ladies can take care of the food, because let’s face it, we’d starve otherwise,” Kent says.
“Hey,” Ridge argues. “I can cook.”
“Yeah, but not like they can.” He points to Kendall. “Ladies, you take care of the food. Gentlemen, we’ll take care of the booze.”
“We have the sectional downstairs, and then a queen in two of the spare bedrooms.”
“I say the couples take the beds. I’ll take an air mattress in the basement bedroom, or even in Daisy’s room. I’m not picky,” Amelia says. “Seth and Kent can duke it out for the chaise on the sectional and the recliner.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Dawn says.
“Who wants dessert?” Reagan asks. The women groan. The kids raise their hands and so do the big kids, meaning us guys.
“Don’t hog all the pie. You have some at home,” Dawn scolds playfully.
“Yes, ma’am.”
I grab me a piece of pumpkin and share it with Daisy. She loves every bite. “That’s my girl,” I say when she opens her little mouth for more.
“Spoiled,” Dawn says, taking the seat next to mine with two cookies on a napkin.
“So are you,” I say, pointing to her cookies.
“You going to feed them to me?” she asks sweetly.
“You ready to go?” I ask her, and she throws her head back and laughs.
“No, she’s not,” Kendall says, her hands on her hips. “You’re just going to have to wait.”
I pretend to be put out, but I’m not and we all know it. I wouldn’t trade this time with our family for anything.
Epilogue
Dawn
“How much time do we have?” Mark asks. His parents just left with Daisy for the night.
“Like thirty minutes if that.”
“Let’s go.” He grabs my hand and starts leading me toward our bedroom.
“What are you doing?” I laugh.
“You said I had thirty minutes. I only need fifteen.” He puts his hands on the button of his jeans.
“Slow down there, crazy man. If that. I said if that. We’re not getting caught with our pants down, literally,” I say, trying to hide my laughter.
“Pixie, we have no baby. It’s go time,” he says, and this time I lose the battle as I sputter with laughter just as the doorbell rings.
“I told you. That’s probably Kendall. You know she’s always early.”
“Damn,” he grumbles, kissing me quickly before leaving the room. I follow along behind him as he opens the door for Kendall and Ridge. “Hey, let me help.” He takes a crockpot from Kendall’s hands.
“Sorry if it took a minute to answer the door. My wife can’t keep her hands off me,” he says.
“You’ve been spending too much time with Seth,” Kendall jokes, knowing damn well he would be the one causing us to delay in opening the door. Not that I don’t ravish him, because I do when I know that we’re alone. I would be mortified if they caught us, married or not. My best friend knows me all too well.
“I’m going to take our bags back to the room. Does it matter which one?” Ridge asks.
“Nope. Make yourself at home,” I tell him.
Kendall and I are in the kitchen setting up the food when Reagan and Amelia join us. The four of us work together to get everything set up. “Ladies, we have way too much food,” I say, looking at the spread.
“Nah, the guys will graze all night. They’ll put a dent in it,” Reagan says.
“Speaking of the guys, it’s way too quiet. We better go see what’s up,” Kendall says.
“I thought this was a kid-free night,” Reagan quips, and they both laugh.
I hang back with Amelia. “Hey, you okay?”
“Yeah.” She plasters on a fake smile. “You know New Year, lots to think about. I’m good.”
“All right, well, you know I’m here if you need anything.”
“I know.” She wraps her arms around me in a hug. “I’m glad he has you.
Mark has always been the one who stays to himself more than the others. He needed a strong woman to bring him out of his shell.”
“I don’t know about strong, but I like to think we complement each other. And don’t for a second think I didn’t notice you changing the subject.”
“I’m fine. Now, let’s go. Kendall and Reagan might need backup.”
I drop it for now, but even more so I feel as though something is up with her. I wish she would share the burden and let me be there for her. She helped me so much when Daisy was in the hospital. I make a mental note to reach out to her next week and invite her to lunch or even dinner. Something in me tells me she needs a friend. What’s worse is she’s surrounded by them and not willing to let us in.
She’s being stubborn, but that’s okay. I’ve learned to not give up that easy. I’ll be here when she’s ready.
Epilogue
Mark
My wife is drunk. She’s drunk and cute as hell. I can’t keep the smile off my face as I watch her dance around our basement as if she hasn’t a care in the world. We’ve been through hell and back, so seeing her like this makes me happy.
“You know when we talked about this at Friendsgiving, I was thinking a night without the boys, some uninterrupted sexy times with my wife,” Tyler says from his seat beside me. “Looks like that won’t be happening unless I cut her off, and I can’t seem to find it in me to do that.”
“They’re having a good time,” I agree.
“I’ve had maybe four beers,” he says. He tips his bottle up and drains it. “Want another?” he asks me.
“Nah, I’m good. Thanks.” He nods and heads to the refrigerator to grab another.
“I want that,” Seth says, slurring his words.
“Want what?” I ask, confused as hell.
“That.” He points to the women who are putting on their own little dance party. “I want a woman in my bed at night. I want to stand off to the side with a love-sick expression on my face.” He points to me.