Feeling stuck,
Out of my place.
I sit there,
Floating in air.
Relationships
Relationship suck
That I just hide and duck,
Never getting sucked
Into it again.
Relationships
Is apparently not
For me from what
I can see.
I get hurt
And get burnt
From what he has
Done to me,
I guess relationships
Just isn’t for me.
I Think About You
I’m laying down
In my bed,
Not hearing a sound.
I think
About you
And how you
Changed my
Life around.
I think about
The way you hold
Me tight with all your
Might and never let go.
I think about
When you first
Said you loved me
And I cried and said
I love you back.
I think about
You kissing me
With those soft lips
Of yours, passionately
That I just wanted it to
Never end.
I think about
When you come
Up to me,
Give me the biggest
Hug and tell me you’ll
Always be here for me
No matter what and
That you love me.
R.I.P Michael Jackson
It’s been hard
To let this go.
It’s been hard
Trying to fight
The tears away.
You don’t know
How hard it is
For us to just forget.
We can’t forget,
Because he was
Everything to us.
He is our
Inspiration,
Our love of music,
Our love of dance.
He is the
King of Pop
And that’ll
Never change.
Forgiven But Never Forgotten
The bad feelings
I had has now gone
Away like a spirit
Has now gone into
The light.
The shame I felt
With how you
Hurt me has now
Blown away as with
A leaf that is blown
Off a tree by the wind.
The tears that
I’ve cried have
Now dried like
Rain drying on
The sidewalk
Concrete.
But, the pain
That I felt because
Of you is like a knife
Piercing into my soul
That I will never forget.
I can forgive you
But, I will never
Forget what
You’ve done.
Your Love
You’ve pierced
My soul with
Your love.
You’ve wiped
My tears with your
Beautiful hands
That holds me now
And forever.
You’ve protected
Me from the darkness
In which tried to keep
Us apart.
You’ve swept
Me away with
The kindest and
Purest of your
Heart and soul.
Oh, how can I
Just act as if you
And your love is not
There.
Fire
Fire is not
All that bad.
Fire can also
Be the kind of
Feeling that warms
You heart with
Love and warmth.
Seeking My Reality
I don’t know
Where I am,
I don’t know how
I got here,
I just need to find
My way back to reality.
I’m somewhere
In a foreign place.
I’m going
Place to place,
Trying to find out
Where I am,
Trying to find out
Where I fit in.
I’m lost
And I’m seeking
My reality.
Do You Care?
Do you care
About me?
Do you care
About who I
Want to be?
Do you care
About who I am?
Do you care
About me not
Having all the fame?
Do you care
About me just
Being myself?
Do you care
About me doing
What I want for
Myself?
Well,
Now I know….
You care.
Never Too Young Or Too Old
Sitting on
The soft, powdery
Sand at the beach.
Drinking ice cold
Lemonade in the sun.
Hanging out,
Chasing your
Friends around
The park like
Normal people
Always do.
Going to
The playground
With your baby.
Everybody
Wants to have fun,
Even grown-ups,
People walking
Down the street
Saying what’s up.
Everybody can have
Fun and play
In the sun and you’ll
Never be too young
Or too old.
Walking Underneath Water
You’re walking,
You don’t know
Where you’re headed.
You feel as if
You’re lost and
You don’t know
How to get back to
Where you were.
It seems like
You will never
Get to where
You once was.
You wander
And wander,
Trying to find the
Place you were at.
You wonder
If you’ll ever find
That place,
You wonder if you’ll
Ever get there.
Thinking Of You (R.I.P JaNay S. Roberts)
I’m thinking
Of you day and
Night,
I wish that you
Were by my side.
I’m glad that
You’re safe,
But I’m sad you
Got taken away.
It hurts me
That you’re gone,
I thought you were
Here for long.
You’ll always
Be in my heart,
I will never let you go,
I’ll always love you
And I’ll be thinking
Of you.
I’m filled
up with
Misery,
I don’t know
What to do.
They say I’m
Worthless and
I agree with them
Too.
I feel
Like I’m stuck
Where I
Don’t belong
So, here I am
Writing sappy
Poems and singing
Sappy songs.
My heart
Is filled with
Misery and I still
Have no clue what
To do.
Never Take You
Back
Me,
Wondering how
I could ever
Think that you
Were here with me
And me holding on
So strong to you
When you never wanted
Me to.
You know,
It’s hard trying
To love you but
It’s harder trying
To forgive you,
To want
To hold you.
Butterfly
Butterfly, butterfly,
Fly your wings.
Butterfly, butterfly,
Come and stand on
My hand.
Butterfly, butterfly,
Go fly your wings
And one day,
Please come back
Again.
Fantasy Like World
I’m living
In a fantasy
Like world.
Where I never
Get hurt,
Never feel bad,
Feeling happy and
Glad to live
In this world.
I’m living
In this fantasy
Like world,
But it’s only
A dream.
I can never
Have a fantasy
Because I’m never
Not sad.
So this
Fantasy like
World that I’m
Suppose to live
In is just a fantasy
Like world.
Untitled
The smell of roses
Stings the senses of my nose-
It’s sweet and mellow
Definition Of Mother Nature
Mother nature
In which I stand
Has suddenly
Pierced my soul
In ways you wouldn’t
Understand.
The liveliness,
The beauty,
A definition of
Mother nature
Is that.
Why Do I…?
Why do I
Live?
Why do I
Love?
Is it because
I was a gift
From the man
Above?
Why do I
Smile?
Why do I
See?
Is it because
I was meant
To be happy and
Not sappy and
To be happy with
being
me?
Why do I
Feel?
Why do I
Touch?
Is it so that
I can feel your
Love for me and
Touch your heart
With the beautiful
Soul that I have?
I ask myself
These questions
But I don’t
Have an answer
For any of them.
So I ask you,
Am I worth it?
Hard Not To Love You
I can’t
Control the way
I feel when I’m
Around you.
I try to
Erase you
Out of my head,
But I can’t.
The way you smile,
The way you laugh
Is like a beautiful
Treasure.
The way you talk
So passionately
Is music to my ears.
Sometimes,
I wish I didn’t
Love you,
But then again,
You can’t help
Who you love.
Fragrance
The smell of
Perfume.
Sweet coconuts
And lime.
Morning Nature
Clouds, white and soft
As a pillow,
Birds wishing
That clouds were
Their homes
As they flap
Their wings up
In the sky.
The sun brightly
Shining as a light bulb
Does when it’s turned
On.
The way I
Feel when I
Walk out my door,
This is all the morning
Nature.
Careless World
It’s hard
Living in a
World where
No one cares,
Where no one
Gives a crap about
You.
It’s even
Harder knowing
That you’re
Not worth anything.
You try
And you try
To think about
What’s good about
You, but there’s nothing.
You try
To not think
About the
Negative
Thoughts, but
You can never
Stop because this
Is a careless world.
Sounds From Nature
The whispers
Of the wind
Brings mellow
Sounds.
Life Is Short
I sit,
I think.
I think about
The good and bad,
The wrong and
The right and the
Bad feelings that
I have to fight with
All my might and I
Wonder if I’ll ever be
Alright,
But I try
Not to because
Life is short.
Beauty
Beauty is not
From the inside,
It’s from the out.
Beauty is inside
Of every individual,
Not only one.
Beauty is meant
To be beautiful,
Not ugly.
Beauty is just
…Beauty.
I’m In Love
I’m in love,
I’m in love with
The fact that I have
Feelings,
Feelings to love and care
For you.
I’m in love
With the fact
That you hurt me
And I hurt you,
Because now we love
Each other more.
I’m in love
With the fact
That I can’t stop
Thinking about
You.
I’m in love
With the fact
That I never
Want to let you
Go.
Strike
Strikes come down
On me whenever I give
You another chance.
It’s like
You got me
On a hold,
A hold I want
To break but,
Can’t.
Every single
Time I say
“Goodbye”,
I’m knocking on your door
Saying “I want you back”
But still,
I always get
Struck thinking
You may have changed.
A few more
Strikes left,
I’m broken.
So, God help
Me get the strength
To not get struck
Anymore,
I’m leaving you
For good.
Falling In Love
For you,
I don’t mind
Falling because
It’s the depths
Of love,
Not the depths
Of hell.
Lover’s World
I’m in
The lover’s world
Me and you,
You and me and we.
It’s got me
To where I never
Want to leave.
With both
Of us,
It’s like fire
That never
Goes out and
When rain or
Water tries to
Come in,
Our fire is stronger
Than life
Itself.
I’m in
The lover’s
World of me and
You… and I never
Want to leave.
Meaningful Nature
Nature sounds
Is like the sounds
Of music to my ears
That always has a meaning,
A meaning of love,
Comfort,
Desire.
Locked In Your Heart
You have me
Locked up
Inside your heart
Like I’m spending
Time in jail for the crime
Of loving you.
At first,
I was terrified
From what people
Were telling me,
But I guess I got
Too caught up and
Ended up there.
As I walked
In,
I could feel
My anxiety kicking
In,
But as I got in
Further,
I was beginning
To see clearly,
That it wasn’t that
Bad,
That it was
Beautiful and
Loving and that
I would never want
To leave because
It was your heart
That I was in.
My Heart
My heart
Is shattered
Like glass and
It won’t glue back
Together as it should
Be.
My heart
Is broken
Like paper being
Torn to pieces.
My heart
Is being stomped
On like people
Stomping on bugs.
My heart
Is useless.
The Ocean
The ocean
Is beautiful,
The way is sways
And the huge waves.
The beautiful
Sounds the ocean
Makes,
The color of
The ocean like
The color of lakes.
Watching
The sunset,
Sitting,
Relaxing,
And watching
The beautiful ocean.
I Don’t Love You, I Despise You
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