by Ouida
The three condemned to execution were remanded to separate and solitary confinement, treated already as felons for that one short night which alone remained to them. As his guards removed him, Stuart Lane paused slightly, and signed to his chief to approach him; he held out his hand to Dash, and his voice was very low, though it came to my ear where they stood beside me: “We were rivals once, but we may be friends now. As you have loved her, be pitiful to her when you tell her of my death, — God knows it may be hers! As you have loved her, feel what it is to die without one last look on her face!”
Then, and then only, his bronze cheek grew white as a woman’s, and his whole frame shook with one great silent sob; his guard forced him on, and his listener had made him no promise, no farewell; neither had he taken his hand. He had heard in silence, with a dark and evil gloom alone upon him.
The Federal General sharply summoned him from his musing, as the chief of those to be exchanged on the morrow under a white flag of parley; there were matters to be stated to and to be arranged with him.
“I will only see you alone, General,” he answered curtly.
The Northerner stared startled, and casting a glance over the redoubtable leader of horse, whose gray feather had become known and dreaded, thought of possible assassination. Deadly Dash laughed his old light, ironic, contemptuous laugh.
“A wounded unarmed man can scarcely kill you! Have as many of your staff about you as you please, but let none of my Virginians be present at our interview.”
The Northerners thought he intended to desert to them, or betray some movement of importance, and assented; and he went out with them from the cattle-shed into the hot, stormy night, and the Southerners who were condemned to death and detention looked after him with a long, wistful, dog-like look. They had been with him in so many spirit-stirring days and nights of peril, and they knew that never would they meet again. He had not given one of them a word of adieu; he had killed too many to be touched by his soldiers’ loss. Who could expect pity from Deadly Dash?
An hour passed; I was removed under a guard to a somewhat better lodging in the granary, where a surgeon hastily dressed my wounds, and left me on a rough pallet with a jug of water at my side, and the sentinel for my only watcher, bidding me “sleep.” Sleep! I could not have slept for my ransom. Though life had hardened me, and made me sometimes, as I fear, callous enough, I could not forget those who were to die when the sun rose; specially, I could not forget that gallant Virginian to whom life was so precious, yet who gave himself with so calm a fortitude to his fate. The rivalry, I thought, must be deep and cruel, to make the man from whom he had won what they both loved turn from him in hatred, even in such extremity as his. On the brink of a comrade’s grave, feud might surely have been forgotten?
All that had just passed was reeling deliriously through my brain, and I was panting in the sheer irritation and exhaustion of gunshot wounds, when through the gloom Dash entered the granary, closely guarded, but allowed to be with me on account of our common country. Never was I more thankful to see a familiar face from home than to see his through the long watches of that burning, heavy, interminable night. He refused to rest; he sat by me, tending me as gently as a woman, though he was suffering acutely himself from the injuries received in the course of the day; he watched me unweariedly, though often and often his gaze and his thoughts wandered far from me, as he looked out through the open granary door, past the form of the sentinel, out to the starry solemn skies, the deep woods, and the dark silent land over which the stars were brooding, large and clear.
Was he thinking of the Virginian whose life would die out for ever, with the fading of those stars, or of the woman whom he had lost, whose love was the doomed soldier’s, and would never be his own, though the grave closed over his rival with the morrow’s sun? Dreamily, half unconsciously, in the excitement of fever, I asked him of her of whom I knew nothing:
“Did you love that woman so well?”
His eyes were still fixed on the distant darkening skies, and he answered quietly, as though rather to his own thoughts than my words,— “Yes: I love her — as I never loved in that old life in England; as we never love but once, I think.”
“And she?”
“And she — has but one thought in the world — him.”
His voice, as he answered, now grated with dull, dragging misery over the words.
“Had she so much beauty that she touched you like this?”
He smiled slightly, a faint, mournful smile, unutterably sad.
“Yes; she is very lovely, but her beauty is the least rare charm. She is a woman for whom a man would live his greatest, and if he cannot live for her — may — die.”
The utterance was very slow, and seemed to lie on me like a hand on my lips compelling me to silence; he had forgotten all, except his memory of her, and where he sat with his eyes fixed outward on the drifting clouds that floated across the stars, I saw his lips quiver once, and I heard him murmur half aloud: “My darling! My darling! You will know how I loved you then — —”
And the silence was never broken between us, but he sat motionless thus all the hours through, looking out at the deep still woods, and the serene and lustrous skies, till the first beams of the sun shone over the hills in the east, and I shuddered, where I lay, at its light; — for I knew it was the signal of death.
Then he arose, and bent towards me, and the kindly eyes of old looked down on mine.
“Dear old fellow, the General expects me at dawn. I must leave you just now; say good-bye.”
His hand closed on mine, he looked on me one moment longer, a little lingeringly, a little wistfully, then he turned and went out with his guard; went out into the young day that was just breaking on the world.
I watched his shadow as it faded, and I saw that the sun had risen wholly; and I thought of those who were to die with the morning light.
All was very calm for a while; then the beat of a drum rolled through the quiet of the dawn, and the measured tramp of armed men sounded audibly; my heart stood still, my lips felt parched, — I knew the errand of that column marching so slowly across the parched turf. A little while longer yet, and I heard the sharp ring of the ramrods being withdrawn, and the dull echo of the charge being rammed down: with a single leap, as though the bullets were through me, I sprang, weak as I was, from my wretched pallet, and staggered to the open doorway, leaning there against the entrance powerless and spell-bound. I saw the file of soldiers loading; I saw the empty coffin-shells; I saw three men standing bound, their forms distinct against the clear, bright haze of morning, and the fresh foliage of the woods. Two of them were Virginians, but the third was not Stuart Lane With a great cry I sprang forward, but the guards seized my arms and held me, helpless as a woman, in their gripe. He whom we had called Deadly Dash heard, and looked up and smiled. His face was tranquil and full of light, as though the pure peace of the day shone there.
The gripe of the sentinels held me as if in fetters of iron; the world seemed to rock and reel under me, a sea of blood seemed eddying before my eyes; the young day was dawning, and murder was done in its early hours, and I was held there to look on, — its witness, yet powerless to arrest it! I heard the formula — so hideous then!— “Make ready!”— “Present!”— “Fire!” I saw the long line of steel tubes belch out their smoke and flame. I heard the sullen echo of the report roll down from the mountains above. When the mist cleared away, the three figures stood no longer clear against the sunlight; they had fallen.
With the mad violence of desperation I wrenched myself from my guards, and staggered to him where he lay; he was not quite dead yet; the balls had passed through his lungs, but he breathed still; his eyes were unclosed, and the gleam of a last farewell came in them. He smiled slightly, faintly once more.
“She will know how I loved her now. Tell her I died for her,” he said softly, while his gaze looked upwards to the golden sun-rays rising in the east.
And with these words
life passed away, the smile still lingering gently on his lips; — and I knew no more, for I fell like a man stunned down by him where he was stretched beside the grave that they had hewn for him ere he was yet dead.
I knew when I saw him there, as well as I knew by detail long after, that he had offered his life for Stuart Lane’s, and that it had been accepted; the Virginian, ignorant of the sacrifice made for him, had been sent to the Southern lines during the night, told by the Northerners that he was pardoned on his parole to return in his stead a distinguished Federal officer lately captured by him. He knew nothing, dreamt nothing, of the exchange by which his life was given back to the woman who loved him, when his English Leader died in his place as the sun rose over the fresh summer world, never again to rise for those whose death-shot rang sullen and shrill through its silence.
So Deadly Dash died, and his grave is nameless and unknown there under the shadow of the great Virginian forests. He was outlawed, condemned, exiled, and the world would see no good in him; sins were on him heavily, and vices lay darkly at his door; but when I think of that grave in the South where the grass grows so rankly now, and only the wild deer pauses, I doubt if there was not that in him which may well shame the best amongst us. We never knew him justly till he perished there.
And my friend who told me this said no more, but took up his brûle-gueule regretfully. The story is given as he gave it, and the States could whisper from the depths of their silent woods many tales of sacrifice as generous, of fortitude as great. That when he had related it he was something ashamed of having felt it so much, is true; and you must refer the unusual weakness, as he did, to the fact that he told it on the off-day of the Derby, after having put a cracker on Wild Charley. A sufficient apology for any number of frailties!
THE GENERAL’S MATCH-MAKING
OR,
COACHES AND COUSINSHIP.
Where the devil shall I go this Long? Paris is too hot; the inside of my adorable Château des Fleurs would give one a lively idea of the feelings of eels in a frying-pan. Rome’s only fit to melt down puffy cardinals, as jocks set themselves before the kitchen fire preparatory to the Spring Meetings. In Switzerland there’s nothing fit to eat. Spain might be the ticket — the Andalusians are a good-looking lot, but they haven’t a notion of beer. Scotland I daren’t enter, because I know I should get married under their rascally laws. I’d go to the Bads, but the V. P.’s fillies say they mean to do ’em this summer, and I won’t risk meeting them if I know it; the baits they set to catch the unsuspecting are quite frightful. Where the devil shall I go?
So spoke Sydenham Morton, whilom Captain of Eton, now, in due course, having passed up to Kings, discussing ham-pie and audit, devils and coffee, while the June sun streamed through the large oriel windows.
“To the devil, I fear, if you only find your proper fraternity,” said a man, coming in. Oak was never sported by Sydie, except when he was rattling certain little squares of ivory in boxes lined with green felt.
“Ah, Mr. Keane, is that you? Come in.”
The permission was needless, insomuch as Keane was already in and down on a rocking-chair.
“One o’clock, and only just begun your breakfast! I have finished more than half my day’s work.”
“I dare say,” answered Sydie; “but one shining light like you, monseigneur, is enough for a college. Why should I exert myself? I swore I hadn’t four marks a year, and I’ve my fellowship for telling the furbelow. We all go in for the dolce here except you, and you’re such a patent machine for turning out Q. E. D.s by the dozen, that you can no more help working than the bed-maker can help taking my tea and saying the cat did it, and ‘May she never be forgiven if she ever so much as looked at that there blessed lock.’ I say, find a Q. E. D. for me, to the most vexatious problem, where I’m to go this Long?”
“Go a quiet reading tour; mark out a regular plan, and travel somewhere rugged and lonely, with not a crinoline, or a trout-stream, or a pack of hounds within a hundred miles; the middle of Stonehenge, for example, or with the lighthouse men out at the Smalls or Eddystone. You’d do wonders when you came back, Sydie.”
Sydie shook his head and puffed gravely at his pipe.
“Thank you, sir. Cramming’s not my line. As for history, I don’t see anything particularly interesting in the blackguardisms of men all dust and ashes and gelatine now; if I were the Prince of Wales, I might think it my duty to inquire into the characters of my grandfathers; but not being that individual, I find the Derby list much more suited to my genius. As for the classics, they won’t help me to ask for my dinner at Tortoni’s, nor to ingratiate myself with the women at the Maison Dorée; and I prefer following Ovid’s counsels, and enjoying the Falernian of life represented in these days by milk-punch, to plodding through the De Officiis. As for mathematics, it may be something very grand to draw triangles and circles till A meets B because C is as long as D; but I know, when I did the same operation in chalk when I was a small actor on the nursery floor, my nurse (who might have gone along with the barbarian who stuck Archimedes) called me an idle brat. Well, I say, about the Long? Where are you going, most grave and reverent seignior?”
“Where there are no impertinent boys, if there be such a paradise on earth,” rejoined Keane, lighting his pipe. “I go to my moor, of course, for the 12th, but until then I haven’t made up my mind. I think I shall scamper over South America; I want freshening up, and I’ve a great fancy to see those buried cities, not to mention a chance of buffalo hunting.”
“Travelling’s such a bore,” interrupted Sydie, stretching himself out like an india-rubber tube. “Talk of the cherub that’s always sitting up aloft to watch over poor Jack, there are always ten thousand demons watching over the life of any luckless Æothen; there are the custom-house men, whose natural prey he becomes, and the hotel-keepers, who fasten on him to suck his life-blood, and there are the mosquitoes, and other things less minute but not less agonizing; and there are guides and muleteers, and waiters and ciceroni — oh, hang it! travelling’s a dreadful bore, if it were only for the inevitable widow with four daughters whom you’ve danced with once at a charity ball, who rushes up to you on the Boulevards or a Rhine steamer, and tacks herself on to you, and whom it’s well for you if you can shake off when you scatter the dust of the city from the sole of your foot.”
“You can’t chatter, can you?”
“Yes; my frænum was happily cut when I was a baby. Fancy what a loss the world would have endured if it hadn’t been!” said Sydie, lazily shutting his half-closed blue eyes. “I say, the governor has been bothering my life out to go down to St. Crucis; he’s an old brick, you know, and has the primest dry in the kingdom. I wish you’d come, will you? There’s capital fishing and cricketing, and you’d keep me company. Do. You shall have the best mount in the kingdom, and the General will do you no end of good on Hippocrate’s rule — contrarieties cure contrarieties.”
“I’ll think about it; but you know I prefer solitude generally; misanthropical, I admit, but decidedly lucky for me, as my companions through life will always be my ink-stand, my terrier, and my papers. I have never wished for any other yet, and I hope I never shall. Are you going to smoke and drink audit on that sofa all day?”
“No,” answered Sydie, “I’m going to take a turn at beer and Brown’s for a change. Well, I shall take you down with me on Tuesday, sir, so that’s settled.”
Keane laughed, and after some few words on the business that had brought him thither, went across the quad to his own rooms to plunge into the intricacies of Fourrier and Laplace, or give the vigor of his brain to stuffing some young goose’s empty head, or cramming some idle young dog with ballast enough to carry him through the shoals and quicksands of his Greats.
Gerald Keane was a mathematical Coach, and had taken high honors — a rare thing for a Kingsman to do, for are they not, by their own confession, the laziest disciples of the dolce in the whole of Granta, invariably bumped and caught out, and from sheer i
dleness letting other men beat Lord’s and shame the Oxford Eleven, and graduate with Double Firsts, while they lie perdus in the shades of Holy Henry? Keane, however, was the one exception to the rule. He was dreadfully wild, as ladies say, for his first term or two, though equally eloquent at the Union; then his family exulting in the accuracies of their prophecies regarding his worthlessness, and somebody else daring him to go in for honors, his pluck was put up, and he set himself to work to show them all what he could do if he chose. Once roused to put out his powers, he liked using them; the bother of the training over, it is no trouble to keep place as stroke-oar; and now men pointed him out in the Senate House, and at the Senior Fellows’ table, and he bid fair to rank with the writer on Jasher and the author of the Inductive Sciences.
People called him very cold. It was popularly averred that he had no more feeling than Roubilliac’s or Thorwaldsen’s statues; but as he was a great favorite with the under-grads, and always good-natured to them, there were a few men who doubted the theory, though he never tried to refute or dispute it.
Of all the young fellows, the one Keane liked the best, and to whom he was kindest, was Sydenham Morton — Sydie to everybody in Granta, from the little fleuriste opposite in King’s Parade, to the V. P.’s wife, who petted him because his uncle was a millionnaire — the dearest fellow in the world, according to all the Cambridge young ladies — the darling of all the milliner and confectioner girls in Trumpington Street and Petty Cury — the best chap going among the kindred spirits, who got gated, and lectured, and rusticated for skying over to Newmarket, or pommelling bargees, or taking a lark over at Cherryhinton — the best-dressed, fastest, and most charming of Cantabs, as he himself would gravely assure you.