The Darkness in Me

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by Diane Nortje


  “I’ll see what I can do.” He says to me while placing a kiss on my head. “I’ll be back, please try behave while I’m gone.”

  “I was thinking of taking another one of those baths I’m so familiar with now.” I tease him, and he groans in response to me.

  “You will be the death of me one day, little one. Behave, I shouldn’t be too long.” And with that he disappears right before my eyes. I’m in awe.

  ~Jacin~

  It was never ending, back and forth for hours with Weyland. Him being on Natalie’s side. That’s a fucking first that he doesn’t take my side. It shouldn’t surprise me. She has the lot of them wrapped around her fingers already, and she has me ready to kneel before her. But my decision is final, it’s the law and any who think otherwise can gladly join me in the pit. I’m itching to rip a fuckers head off for the pure fucking joy of it. I know what must be done now. I don’t like it, he won’t agree to it. But we must. There is no other way. I down the drink in my hand, the alcohol is supposed to sting, make me feel. I feel nothing. Only her. And I’m willing do to whatever it takes to keep her safe.

  I call the beast that resides in me forward. He is forever watching, waiting, he knows what I will want before I even ask it of him, I’m surprised he answered my call when he does.

  “She cannot stay.” I say to him.

  “She is ours, always ours.” He growls out to me. Already I feel his need for her.

  “She isn’t safe with us.” I say back to him.

  “Nothing will harm her. Let them try, we will end them.” He roars at me. He thinks I doubt our power. I don’t, but with Natalie, I won’t take the risk.

  “I cannot take that risk with her. I won’t. And you shouldn’t want to either.” I reply to him. He starts to pace within me. He knows I would never ask him of anything if I didn’t think it was necessary.

  “What do you propose?” He grinds out to me.

  “Break the bond, server the link.”

  “I cannot.” He says back to me.

  “You cannot? Nothing is beyond our power, break it! Save her.” I argue with him.

  “I won’t.” He states.

  “You will, she needs to be away from us, we will hide her. If there isn’t a link, they won’t find her, if there isn’t a bond she won’t be hunted.”

  “I want her.” He barks out at me. He isn’t thinking logically.

  “I want her.” I reply. Because I do. Every fiber in my body is drawn to her.

  “Just one last time then. I need her.” He murmurs to me.

  Even if he hadn’t requested it, I would have had her for the entire night before I had to let her go. She is mine. And even after the link has gone, the bond gone, she will always be mine. Nothing will change that. I’ve claimed her. Always.

  I wait, I feel her coming nearer to me, she is all I feel. I don’t withdraw him to the back of my mind, he wouldn’t let me anyways. His want is my own, there is never a push and pull with us. I am what I am because of him, he is what is he is because of me. We are one. I watch as she enters our room and stops when she sees me sitting on the chair in the far corner.

  Her greedy eyes take me in, and I can smell her need from where I’m sitting. Intoxicating. It takes everything in me not to leap out of the chair and take her to the floor, get her submission I grave from her. If only things were that simple. They are not. But I do enjoy the fight she puts up.

  “Come here, little one.” I say to Natalie, indicating with my fingers to come closer.

  Her nervousness is cute, but not necessary. I have seen all of her, I have had all of her. I still want. I will always want with her. This was never enough. This will never be enough. Even now, while watching her make her way to me, the sway of her hips, the bounce of her tits, her smell that’s drifts towards me before her, entices me, entices him. We. Want. Her. Always.

  Natalie stops before me, and I can smell her need, see her need through her thin t-shirt. I will never get tired of that sweet smell, the taste of her as she comes undone on my tongue. But we agreed, this is our last time with her, and I will have her in every way I can possibly have her, until the sun rises. That was the deal.

  I take her in, I watch as she rings her hands before her, the hardening of her nipples, the clench of her thighs together, all because she knows what I want and knows what is to come. Excitement fills me, fills him. And I will allow him this one time with her too.

  “Come closer, Natalie.” I instruct her while opening my legs for her to come between them.

  “Jacin, about the prophesy-”

  “Not now, little one, right now, I just want you. I want to taste you. I want to feel you. All of you.” I say to her before she can go any further.

  She lets out a struggled groan, and I can smell her need growing from my words alone.

  “Are you wet for me, little one?” I ask her.

  “Jacin.” She warns me.

  “Answer me, little one, are you wet for me? Do not lie to me, I can smell your need, fucking intoxicating.”

  “Yes, for you I am.”

  “Strip for me Natalie. Show me what is mine. What will always be mine.”

  “Jacin, I don’t know how-”

  I start to push her back before she can reply to me, and place her before me, so I can get a better view of what is mine. “Strip.”

  I watch as she takes a shaky breath and starts to lift her t-shirt. Her toned stomach comes into view and my already hard dick jumps to attention when her t-shirt lifts enough to reveal her sexy as fuck bra she has on. Black lace hides her hidden peeks, but barely. My eyes take in her breasts, and I have to shift in my seat to better position for my already hard cock. God, what this woman does to me.

  I can’t help the growl that escapes me, before I can reign it back in, him back in. He wants her, he wants to latch his fangs onto her hard nipple while driving into her relentlessly. I almost come from the thought of claiming her once again.

  My mind snaps back to her when her t-shirt hits the floor, I watch as she starts to ring her hands in front of herself again. Cute.

  “Continue, little one.” I instruct her. “Show me what’s mine.”

  I watch her hands as she slowly makes her way to the button on her shorts, her hands are shaking. Excitement maybe? I lick my lips, I can still taste her there, but I want more. I watch as she lowers her zipper and then slowly starts to drag her pants down her sexy legs, until they are a pile on the floor.

  “Come here little one.” I instruct her.

  I watch as her sexy hips sway in those black lace panties she has on as she makes her way towards me. Once she is in between my legs, I lean forward. I start to kiss my way from beneath her bra, down her stomach and stopping just above her panties. The moans she lets out drives the beast inside me wild, but I hold control. I want to remember this. Always. I will take my time with her.

  I drag my finger down her panty covered pussy and dip a finger beneath the lace. Fuck she is wet. So fucking warm, I want to sink my cock between her folds and never leave. I thrust a finger inside her pussy, and she starts to moan and grinds on my finger.

  “So fucking responsive, little one.” I murmur out to her.

  “Jacin, I need to come. Please.” She begs me.

  “Soon little one.” I say to her while I pump my finger once more inside her and kiss her lace cover pussy.

  I hook my finger on the lace that is covered in her juices and the other on the side of her hip. I rip the fucking lace on her body and catch it before it lands on the floor.

  “These are mine.” I say to her, showing her the wet pair of lace panties that are now in my hand.

  “Don’t you have a pair already.” She pants out.

  “I’m starting a collection.” I tease her.

  “Well then you better replace what you take.”

  “I think I prefer your pussy like this.” I say to her, while slowly running my tongue through her swollen lips. Fucking hell. “I need to fuck you, I need my c
ock inside this wet pussy.” I say out to her and continue to lick her swollen lips.

  “Please Jacin, don’t stop.” She says to me, while gripping onto my shoulders to hold herself up.

  My words make her pussy wetter, and I’m a starving man and I continue to suck her clit then fuck her with my tongue until she is about to explode it. I move to suck her clit once more and when she is about to explode, I plunge my finger inside her and she comes all over my fingers as I continue to suck her pussy and fuck her with my fingers.

  ~Natalie~

  My eyes black out, and I continue to grind my hips on Jacin’s fingers, as he continues to fuck me through my orgasm. Sweet hell, he will be the death of me, but what a way to go. I feel him tug at my sides, he wants me to move, but my legs are like jelly and I can’t barely even process what is going on.

  He tugs me again, and I fall onto his lap in the chair he hasn’t moved from. I look down to see his perfect tattooed muscular body naked before my eyes. I smile. I drive him mad clearly, as I take in his form and then look to his beautiful green eyes. No, red eyes.

  “Cool trick.” I say to him, indicating to the lack of clothes he has on and my now nonexistent bra.

  “Yea, now watch this one.” He says to me, and slams into me. My pussy stretches for him as he enters into my body, and I can’t help but moan as he sinks inside me. Sweet fucking hell he feels good.

  He stills, he doesn’t move inside me, and I grind my hips on top of him to get him to move, but he holds my hips still, in that iron tight grip of his.

  “Move Jacin.” I say to him, as he lets out a laugh against my struggles. “Or at least let me move.” I say while trying to grind against his cock.

  “No. I want to feel you.” He says to me while slowly sucking on my one nipple, which he gives a sharp bite to and moves onto the next one. Pain mixed with pleasure. And I moan out at the sensations running through my body.

  I feel his lips as they slowly move from my breasts and up to my neck and when he finally finds my lips, I allow him entrance. He kisses my deeply, this is not the same as it was last night. This is not a claiming kiss, its not rough, nor demanding. Its loving, it caresses my heart. God, I realize I fell, and I fell hard and quickly for this man.

  He still doesn’t move inside me, I feel his cock pulsing inside me, but he doesn’t move, and he doesn’t make my hips move over him either. He is quite happy to be joined for the moment like this.

  He breaks his kiss, and I lean my head against his chest as he runs his hands over my body, remembering every curve, every detail. “I didn’t think it was possible to feel this way so quickly.” I confess to him, while running my fingers over his heart.

  “We are not completely human, little one. The beasts that reside in us both have half souls. When they find their other half, its instant. There is no denying it, the draw to one another cannot be fought.”

  I look up at him in shock, the sudden movement of my body has his cock jerking inside me, and I let out a moan of pleasure before I can continue with my question. “Are you saying we are soul mates, that the beasts we house inside us, belong with one another.”

  “I have never denied the fact you are mine. Always mine.” He says to me while gently nipping the side of my neck.

  “I thought you were just being a caveman.” I tease him.

  “No, you are my other half, little one.” He says to me while lifting me up and slamming his cock back inside me. “What I feel for you, I’ve never felt before.” He says to me while lifting me up again and slamming back inside me. “So, fucking tight. Your sweet pussy is gripping my cock like a vice.”

  I let out another moan of pleasure as he slams himself deep inside me, I need more. I need him to dirty things to me, I need him to fuck me hard, fast. I need him to let go of his restraint he seems to be holding onto.

  “Little one, ride my cock. I want to feel your pussy as you ride me.”

  I move my hips slowly over his, feeling every inch of his cock as it moves inside me. Our lips connected once more as I slowly move my hips on his cock. I lift myself only to slam back down on his hard length. He moans of pleasure encouraging me to continue as I lift myself only to plunge back down.

  He fills me completely, his cock hitting my womb every time, make shivers run up my skin. I’m close to exploding once again. I slowly grind my hips, and then lift and plunge back down, over and over, until I fracture over his cock. Jacin takes over and rides me through my release.

  I come down from my release, only to realize I’m spread out on the bed, Jacin leans over me, slowly kissing his way from my breast towards his mouth. Our lips collide and our tongues dance with one another. He breaks our kiss, slowly moving up my face towards my ear. He slowly curls my hair behind my ear. Its loving. I’m not sure what’s going on.

  “Little one.” Jacin whispers out. “He wants to fuck you.”

  I stop all movements as I take in his words. His beast, the thing that lurks beneath, wants me. I’m not sure how that works. Is it still Jacin?

  “I will be with you the entire time.” Jacin assures me.

  “He- he won’t hurt me, will he?” I ask.

  “Not in a million years. We are one, he just wants control.”

  I nod my head in response and watch as Jacin’s eyes turn completely black. The air around us moves and I feel the power in every movement. His hands grip my hips hard and I know he is holding me in place in case I want to run.

  “Little one.” Jacin’s multi layered voice says to me.

  “Hello.” I say by stupidly. I’m not sure how to handle this moment right now. His dark eyes take me in, the travel over my body slowly, remembering every detail.

  Jacin, his beast, just smiles at me. “I know you little one, you know me. Do not be afraid. I just want to feel you, to taste you.” He says to me, while leaning forward to suck on my one nipple.

  I feel a sharp bite where Jacin’s lips have touch and feel a trickle of liquid run down my stomach. I let out a sharp groan, I’m not sure if its from pain or pleasure, its mixed with one another.

  Jacin starts to slowly move his hips in and out of my pussy once more, his length growing with every thrust, and I arch my back to take him, all of him inside me.

  “Your so fucking perfect for us, little one.” He says to me, while licking my nipple as he continues his slow assault on my body. “I want you always.”

  His words penetrate my trance, and the ancient being inside perks up at his words. Her giddiness runs through me, and I know its my own happiness as well. This is still Jacin talking, and he wants me.

  I allow her to come forward, after Jacin’s words, I realize they are mated too. But she doesn’t want control. I watch her from afar as she takes in her mate, her white eyes shinning in his completely black ones.

  “And I want you always too, mate.” She moans out to him as his teeth scrap my nipple once more. He smiles up to her and she retreats back inside me and allows me control once more.

  “I need you little one, hard and fast, screaming as you come around my cock.” He says to me.

  “Oh god.” I murmur out as his words make my pussy wetter as it prepares to take him as he wants.

  “So fucking responsive too us. So fucking precious.” He says to me as he starts to move more rapidly inside me.

  Jacin’s magic starts to stir the air, I feel it caress me, it pinches my nipples, runs over my lips and settles between my legs, where he continues to fuck my pussy like its his last dying wish. I feel my muscles start to clench, heat runs over my body as I’m about to explode into a million pieces.

  “That’s it little one, come on my cock, scream for me.” He grinds out as he continues to plunge in and out of me.

  I clench around is cock, and I fracture into a million pieces, unlike anything I have ever experienced. I feel Jacin move inside me, until he explodes, my pussy clenching him harder as his release causes another orgasm to take hold. My vision blurs and I’m gone. Swallowed whole by the bl
ackness.

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  “You are my forever.” – Jacin

  ~Natalie~

  My hands are bound above my head once again, I’m not sure what happened. One moment I’m being taken by Jacin’s beast, the next thing I’m in bed, thankfully its still Jacin’s bed. But my wrists are bound and I’m still naked, and when I attempt to open my mouth to call out to him, only a silent breath of air leaves my lungs. What is going on?

  I see Jacin standing off into the darkness, this time not being swallowed up by it, not blending in, just being. He downs the drink in his hand, and places in on the window sill. He turns to look at me, his features are hidden, but his beautiful green eyes glow in the dark, he has put on a pair of shorts, which hang low on his hips, I would lick my lips at the sight of him if this was under different circumstances. I watch as he slowly walks towards me, sadness crosses his face for a moment and then it’s gone.

  I try to ask him what’s wrong. But nothing comes out. Only a silent whisper. I’ve lost my voice. How much screaming did I do?

  “I lost control, I’m sorry little one. It won’t happen again.” Jacin murmurs out to me.

  He didn’t hurt me. What is he going on about? As if he reads my thoughts, he continues to speak to me “I never hurt you little one, but he was going to go against my wishes.”

  I watch as he climbs onto the bed, he slowly makes his way up my body, and then straddles my thighs, enclosing my body with his. He leans down to slowly place kisses over my mouth, running his soft kisses over my face and then down my neck, where he gently nips my neck playfully. But once he looks back into my eyes, sadness is held within his eyes. I want to let out a whimper, but nothing leaves my mouth.

  Jacin breaks the silence by clearing his throat, the break in his voice is clear. And I feel a tear leave my eye involuntary. I don’t know what he is about to do, but nothing good ever comes from situations like this.

  He brings his thumb up to the tear that is making its way down my cheek and slowly wipes in away. He clears his voice one more time and places another soft kiss on my lips. He breaks away from the kiss slowly and brings his eyes back to mine.

 

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