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by Betty Smith

rmotherly-looking' woman and then stared at Father

  Flynn as though astonished that the frail little priest had

  managed to baptize her.

  "And Theresa Moore,' continued Father Flvnn. "She married

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  Margaret's brother all-out a year ago." The young priest

  murmured the names as though memorizillg them.

  "Margaret," continued Father Flynn, "goes by the name of

  Maggie-Now."

  "Maggie whoa " asked E ether Francis.

  "The name was put on her because she was wild as a

  girl." Maggie-Now blushed, ashamed, yet pleased at the

  attention she was getting. "Oh, you never heard the like of

  it," continued Father Flynn. "Always her mother calling

  through the house and up and down the street:

  " 'Maggie' now come and study your catechism!'

  "'Maggie, now stop being such a tomboy!'

  "Maggie, now this, and Maggie, now that. And one day

  her mother said: 'Maggie, now you have grown up into a

  good girl.'

  "It was then her dying mother put her new-borll baby in

  this good girl's arms," said Father Flynn.

  Remembering, the always easy tears came to

  Maggie-Now's eyes. All was quiet in the room for a while.

  Father Francis was arranging all the information he'd

  received.

  The mother died, then he thought, and this girl . . .

  =~07nan reared the baby and the Libby must have grown

  up to marry the younger ~voma7z . . . both s~lrnn~77es

  the same before the older woman married....

  The sun was almost gone and night was coming on.

  Back in the kitchen another in the series of Father Flynn's

  aged housel~eepers was banging pots around as her

  predecessors had done.

  A feller passed on the street, whistling "Ma, He's

  Making Eyes at Me." Unknowingly, Father Flynn's foot

  tapped out a bit of the rhythm. Father Francis frowned

  fiercely unti] the whistling faded

  away.

  "Father Francis has lately been ordained," said Father

  Flynn. "He was sent here to help me. My parish is growing

  all out of bounds and I am growing old." He sighed and

  looked about the worn and mellow room as though he

  loved it very much. "Father Francis will be your priest

  after I'm gone."

  "You're not thinking of dying yet, Father, are you>"

  asked ,Nlaggie-Now politely.

  "No. But I'm thinking of a vacation. If my Bishop will

  grant it. I'd like to gTO to Quebec. The snow . . . You

  see, I was quite a

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  skier many years ago when I was a boy."

  Father Francis made a sound of surprise and admiration

  as though the older priest had admitted that he'd scaled

  the Matterhorn. Maggie-Now remembered the skis she'd

  seen in the church basement long ago.

  "Of course, that's all behind me now. It was fifty or

  more years ago. And now, for a little while, I'd like to be

  where it's cold and there are hills and where the snow is

  hard and dry and powdery "I like the snow, you know.

  And I'd like to watch the young people ski. Well . . ." he

  rose, signifying that the visit w as over.

  "Father Francis will be saying his first Mass here,

  Sunday. Eleven o'clock. You will be there, both of you,

  and see to it that all members of the family attend." It was

  an order. "At four, Father Francis will perform his first

  baptism, your child, Theresa."

  He walked to the door with them and gave each his

  blessing and a Sacred Heart scapula.

  Outside, there was a wooden box nailed to the door. A

  card above it read: Coal Fund. f or Parish House.

  Maggie-Now groped around in her pocketbook for a dime.

  "But Maggie-Now," said Tessie, "that's for last winter's

  coal."

  "I suppose they'll need coal for next winter though." She

  dropped a dime in the box.

  "llany years ago," said Father Francis, "when I had my

  vocation, I never thought it would lead me all the way to

  Brooklyn." Father Flynn smiled. "I'm glad I was sent to

  this parish. There's work needed here, much work."

  Had what does he Thirsk 7': e heed doing here all these

  years, thought Father Flynn.

  "I've never thought of it as 'work,'" said Father Flynn.

  "My duty? Yes. My obligation? Yes. And sometimes my

  pleasure."

  "I meant work outside the Church," explained Father

  Francis. "These are the facts: This is a slum area; the

  standard of living is low. Cultural values . ."

  "Sociology 2, they called that course when I was a

  freshman," said Father Flynn with a smile.

  "Rut seriously, Father . . ."

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  "Seriously, my son, I will not have my people patronized

  or labeled 'Underprivileged' or referred to as the 'Little

  People.' They are decent and hard-working, most of them,

  and their sins are venial for the most part."

  "But they are poor," insisted Father Francis, "and . . ."

  "So in the end was your namesake of Assisi poor. Now,

  my son," continued Father Flynn, "if the people,

  themselves, have not realized by now how poor they are,

  it's not up to you to tell them."

  But, thought Father Flynn, I talked just like him when I

  came here to my first parish. Poor Father Wingate! What he

  ",~ust have put up quith from me!

  "Did I sound so pompous?" asked the young priest,

  seriously concerned.

  "No more than I did when I first took over here. Father

  Wingate warned me not to try to change the world in an

  hour. I recall that he said a young man wanting to change

  the world is a reformer; a middle-aged man who would do

  the same is a meddler. But when an old man tries it, he's

  an eccentric and a fool."

  "I had not thought to reform . . . but to make things a

  little better... yes."

  "Vanity,;' said Father Flynn.

  "I ask forgiveness for my sin," said the young priest.

  "It is right that you wish to work to make things better,

  but don't do it by making the people dissatisfied with what

  they have. Take them as they are and for what they are.

  Find them good, but needing correction from time to

  time."

  "Needing correction from time to time," repeated Father

  Francis as though memorizing a lesson. "Thank you,

  Father."

  The housekeeper came in and announced bitterly:

  "Supper soon. In case you want to wash up." She went

  back to the kitchen.

  "I like a glass of wine before my supper," said Father

  Flynn to the new priest. "Will you join me?"

  "Thank ~you, but no. l don't believe that wine, except

  as used in Holy Communion . . ."

  "Ah, Francis, you make me feel like a satyr with my bit

  of wine once a day."

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  'Oh, no! Who am I to . . . it so happens I have a little

  satyr in note," confessed the earntst young man. "I like a<
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  good cigar, myself, once in a while," he said airily.

  'How many do you smol:e?"

  "Three a w eek. One every other day, Sundays excepted,

  of course."

  "What kind "

  "Corona."

  "Corona-Coron3 ? "

  "No. The one-vord kind. They cost five cents each. But

  I've been thinking of changing to Between the Acts. You

  get more."

  "We will spare you that sacrifice. Our good Lutheran

  friend, ~ fine cigar maker, will ke:p you supplied with

  good Havana cigars. And it will give him great happiness

  to do so."

  "I prefer not to accept gifts. The people of this parish

  can t afford . . ."

  "Yes, it is a poor parish," agreed Father Flynn. "All the

  more reason we should accept with grace the small

  comforts that come our way."

  Father Flynn looked in turn at the humidor of tobacco,

  his rack of pipes, the decanter of wine, and at the lilac

  tree in bloom outside the window. All were gifts of

  parishioners or of nonCatholics who happened to dike

  him.

  "Small comforts," continued Father Flynn, "do much to

  lessen the strain of making ends meet. Small comforts give

  a certain serenity to life and a serene man is a tolerant

  man. A harried man is not a tolerant man."

  He sipped his wine.

  "I w ould not deny a poor man the privilege the rich

  man has the privilege of being generous. I would not

  deny the poor man the grace he feels when he is

  graciously thanked for a gift graciously given. It makes

  him feel like a king."

  "I have my own way of looking at things, Father," said

  the y oung priest eal-rlestly. "In time, i n-`ay see things as

  you do. But it has to come to me in my own time and my

  own way."

  Father Flynn finished his wine. "You are a good boy,

  Francis, he said. "And after supper would you let me try

  one of your (:oronas? "

  Father Francis had but two in his pocket. Eagerly, he gave

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  one to Father Flynn. Tile old priest sniffed it and admired

  its shape.

  "Not bad! Not bad at all! It will be a welcome change

  from pipe smoking. Thank you, my son. I hope you won't

  run short?"

  "Oh, no! No! "

  Father Francis gloved all over at Father Flynn's thanks.

  He felt like a king in a sort of humble way.

  ~ CHAPTER SlXI'Y ~

  EVERYONE went to Father Francis' first High Mass,

  except Tessie who had gone to an earlier Mass in order to

  stay home and mind the children. Even Mrs. O'Crawley,

  who was a member of another parish, came. After the

  service they stood outside the church.

  "He sang the Mass beautifully, just beautifully," said

  Mrs. O'Crawley, holding up her hand to button her tight

  kid glove.

  "He has the voice for it," said Maggie-Now.

  "Better than Father Flynn, anyhow. He's tone-deaf," said

  Pat.

  "Patrick! Is that nice?" said Mrs. O'Crawley possessively.

  "Did I say it was nice to be tone-deaf?"

  Pat was in one of his argumentive hair-splitting moods.

  He was going to make somebody pay for making him go

  to a long High Mass instead of one of the shorter ones.

  "Will you stop at the house and have a cup of coffee

  with us, Mrs. O'Crawley?" asked Maggie-Now.

  "Thank you, Mrs. Bassett, but I must get home. I'm

  making a veal shoulder with a pocket for dressing, for

  dinner. And, Patrick, I'll expect you at one for dinner.

  After, we can walk to the church together for the

  christening."

  After the baby had been christened, all went to

  Maggie-Now's house for coffee and cake. Except Annie,

  who went over to straighten up Tessie's apartment

  because the little family w as going back to its own place

  to live.

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  "It was beautiful, just beautiful!" said Mrs. O'Crawley as

  she skinned off a tight kid glove. "The way Father Francis

  said that about renouncing Satal and all his angels . . .

  Just beautiful!"

  "I can't thank you enough for the locket," said Tessie.

  "It was nothing! Nothing!" said lIrs. O'Crawley. "Just a

  little something."

  "And for being godluotller,'' said L)enn>.

  "It was an honor."

  "Yeah. But don't let that -ice )'Oti the ide:Zr that you

  OVM me O Crawley," said Pat.

  To divert pat, Mag rie-IN'`,w S.liti: "And Albie made a

  fine godfather."

  "Beautiful!" agreed Mrs. O'(:rawiev.

  "Thanks!" said Albie hoarsely. "I got to So now.

  (lood-hv.'' Ple was off.

  Pat left with Mrs. O (Hartley. Denny and Iessie packed

  and got ready to leave.

  "You've been awful nice to me, ~laggie-Novv," said

  Tessie.

  "You spoiled her, Mat gie-Nov," said Denny. "She won't

  be fit to live with."

  "I wish I could stay here," said Tessie wistfully. "It's

  lonely in that apartment Denuis away all day. Only home

  an hour for lunch."

  "Come over anytime,' said Maggie-Nov. "And bring

  Marv I.or-rainy. "

  "Lor-raine!" corrected Tessie, a little sharply.

  "She's tired," said Dc nny, apologising for his wife.

  "I1ere! " said Tessie, immediately sorry. "You can hold

  the baby a minute, Maggie-Now."

  After they had left, .laggie-Now changed the sheets on

  her bed and put her little possessions back on the dressing

  table. (She had put them away while Denny and Tessie

  used her room.) She bathed her two foster babies, gave

  them their supper and put them to bed. She had a

  sandwich and a cup of coffee for her supper. To use

  cooking for only one, she thought. She ate standing up

  and from the top of the A ashtub. She couldn't bear to sit

  alone at the big table where so many had sat the last week

  or so.

  She went through the rooms looking for something to

  do. Everything was in apple-pie order. It was too early to

  start the

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  oatmeal. The cuckoo clack struck once, and Timmy the

  bird answered with a tired chirp. It was only six-thirty. She

  covered the birdcage and went in to sit by the front

  window. It was going to be a long, lonely evening for her.

  Maybe, she thought hopefully, one of the children nzight

  wake up and need something. She sat and waited . . .

  waited to be needed.

  She walked into Winer's store. It was a very hot day in

  July; too hot to take the children shopping with her. She

  had talked her father into keeping an eye on them while

  she shopped. She asked Winer could she have a nice piece

  of chuck for pot roast. As he served her, she asl.ed where

  Denny was.

  "Dinny goes home by his house now for dinner with the

  wife and the baby."

  "That's right. I forgot," s
aid Maggie-Now. "Business any

  better, Mr. Winer?" she asked.

  "Worser," he said. "The neighborhood so bad is getting.

  No one buys good meat no more. The colored people

  come in and all want hog chowls. And how many chowls

  gives it one hog? Then they want neck bones and how

  many necks is one hog got? And they ask for this thing,

  side meat. And the rest of the hog stands there.

  "And all these new people what moves in; what speaks

  Spick."

  "Speaks Spick?"

  "You know: Aba-dabba-dabba? They ask for meat in

  Spick and I would not say to you how they say it. You

  would think I was cursing at you.

  "When does your man come home, Missus Now?" he

  asked suddenly.

  "Sometime after Thanksgiving."

  "Is long time yet."

  "Yes," she agreed with a sigh.

  "When the winter is done," he said, "then I build my

  never store in Hempstead. Now is time. The men what

  work don't ask so much money now and all things for

  building is cheaper." He hesitated, then went on, "I talked

  to Dinny he should be boss of the new store. I tell him

  I build a little house for him and the family he should

  pay me off like rent."

  "That's so nice of you, Mr. Winer."

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  ' Oinny likes it. But the wife . . ." I le shrugged. "She

  don't Leant to go far away from tile mama. But I wait and

  see. Dinnv's a good boy. He will do via hat is good for

  all."

  "I know he will."

  "He is like son to me. And maybe u hen I die . . . We

  see." he said mysteriously.

  In September when ~ he nurse came from the home

  for her monthly inspection, she asked Maggie-Now

  wouldn't she like to take another baby? She had a nice

  empty room, observed the nurse, and there vitas no I

  eason why she couldn't have a third foster child if she

  vanished.

  Ilaggie-Now was delighted. She said she hoped he'd be

  a very young baby so that she c ould have him a very long

  time.

  A few weeks later, the nurse brought her a

  three-month-old baby. His name was Matthew; Matty for

  short. He had a large birthmark on his little cheek. The

  nurse said it didn't matter so much with a boy. But it

  would be bad on a girl. But, added the nurse, as soon as

  he was old enough, the home would see about having it

  removed.

  A C'HAP<1'ER SIXTY-ONE ~

  WRY ONE said that the November of that year was the

  coldest they remembered. On one of the coldest days,

  when there was an icy wind blowing and the very hair in

  one's nostrils froze, Father Francis set out to make some

  parish calls. Toward evening, an icy rain began to fall.

  Father Francis came home with wet shoes and four dollars

  and thirty cents in contributions for the parishhouse coal

  fund. The young priest took off his wet muffler and his

  wet coat and his wet shoes. He put on his slippers and

  went down and put some coal on the furnace fire and

  shook down the ashes.

  "If we go to bed immediately after supper and prayers,"

  suggested Father Francis, "we can save on coal."

  "No," said Father Flynn. "We may be needed this night.

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  cold spell has held on too long and there are old people

  who may be dying and we must be available."

  "I had better get my shoes dried then." He stuffed

  wadded papers into his shoes. He had but the one pair.

  "Has the doctor been by?"

  It was the kindly custom of one of the neighborhood

  doctors to inform the priest, the rabbi and the Methodist

  minister, by phone or personal call, when one of their

  parishioners was seriously ill.

  "No, he hasn't. But, mark my words, Patrick Dennis

  Moore will send for me before the night is out. For the

  past ten years now, when the cold and snow of winter sets

  in, he has the idea he's going to die and he wants the

  Church. Well, one of the times may be the time."

  And sure enough! While they were eating their supper,

 

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