After a while he stood up in his pale blue silken costume of that mincing, smirking century which valued a straight back and a well-turned leg, and very slowly, as though tired, he walked to the door separating his wife’s dressing-room from his own.
“May I come in?” he asked.
A maid opened the door, saying that Mrs. Dysart had gone to Miss Quest’s room to have her hair powdered. He seated himself; the maid retired.
For a while he sat there, absently playing with his gilt-hilted sword, sombre-eyed, preoccupied, listening to the distant joyous tumult in the house, until quick, light steps and a breezy flurry of satin at the door announced his wife’s return.
“Oh,” she said coolly; “you?”
That was her greeting; his was a briefer nod.
She went to her mirror and studied her face, trying a patch here, a hint of vermilion there, touching up brow and lashes and the sweet, curling corners of her mouth.
“Well?” she inquired, over her shoulder, insolently.
He got up out of the chair, shut the door, and returned to his seat again.
“Have you made up your mind about the D and P securities?” he asked.
“I told you I’d let you know when I came to any conclusion,” she replied drily.
“Yes, I know what you said, Rosalie. But the time is shortening. I’ve got to meet certain awkward obligations — —”
“So you intimated before.”
He nodded and went on amiably: “All I ask of you is to deposit those securities with us for a few months. They are as safe with us as they are with the Half-Moon. Do you think I’d let you do it if I were not certain?”
She turned and scrutinised him insultingly:
“I don’t know,” she said, “how many kinds of treachery you are capable of.”
“What do you mean?”
“What I say. Frankly, I don’t know what you are capable of doing with my money. If I can judge by what you’ve done with my married life, I scarcely feel inclined to confide in you financially.”
“There is no use in going over that again,” he said patiently. “We differ little from ordinary people, I fancy. I think our house is as united as the usual New York domicile. The main thing is to keep it so. And in a time of some slight apprehension and financial uneasiness — perhaps even of possible future stress — you and I, for our own sakes, should stand firmly together to weather any possible gale.”
“I think I am able to weather whatever I am responsible for,” she said. “If you do the same, we can get on as well as we ever have.”
“I don’t believe you understand,” he persisted, forcing a patient smile. “All business in the world is conducted upon borrowed capital. I merely — —”
“Do you need more capital?” she inquired, so bluntly that he winced.
“Yes, for a few months. I may require a little additional collateral — —”
“Why don’t you borrow it, then?”
“There is no necessity if you will temporarily transfer — —”
“Can you borrow it? Or is the ice in your trust company too rotten to stand the strain?”
He flushed darkly and the temper began to escape in his voice:
“Has anybody hinted that I couldn’t? Have you been discussing my personal business affairs with any of the pups whom you drag about at your heels? No matter what your personal attitude toward me may be, only a fool would undermine the very house that — —”
“I don’t believe you understand, Jack,” she said quietly; “I care absolutely nothing about your house.”
“Well, you care about your own social status, I suppose!” he retorted sharply.
“Not very much.”
“That’s an imbecile thing to say!”
“Is it?” She turned to the mirror and touched her powdered hair lightly with both hands, and continued speaking with her back turned toward him:
“I married you for love. Remember that. There was even something of it alive in the roots, I think, until within a few days — in spite of what you are, what you have done to me. Now the thing is dead. I can tell you when it died, if you like.”
And as he said nothing:
“It died when I came in late one evening, and, passing my corridor and a certain locked door, I heard a young girl sobbing. Then it died.”
She turned on him, contemptuously indifferent, and surveyed him at her leisure:
“Your conduct to me has been such as to deliberately incite me to evil. Your attitude has been a constant occult force, driving me toward it. By the life you have led, and compelled me to lead, you have virtually set a premium upon my infidelity. What you may have done, I don’t know; what you have done, even recently, I am not sure of. But I know this: you took my life and made a parody of it. I never lived; I have been tempted to. If the opportunity comes, I will.”
Dysart rose, his face red and distorted:
“I thought young Mallett had taught you to live pretty rapidly!” he said.
“No,” she replied, “you only thought other people thought so. That is why you resented it. Your jealousy is of that sort — you don’t care what I am, but you do care what the world thinks I am. And that is all there ever was to you — all there ever will be: desperate devotion to your wretched little social status, which includes sufficient money and a chaste wife to make it secure.”
She laughed; fastened a gardenia in her hair:
“I don’t know about your money, and I don’t care. As for your wife, she will remain chaste as long as it suits her, and not one fraction of a second longer.”
“Are you crazy?” he demanded.
“Why, it does seem crazy to you, I suppose — that a woman should have no regard for the sacredness of your social status. I have no regard for it. As for your honour” — she laughed unpleasantly— “I’ve never had it to guard, Jack. And I’ll be responsible for my own, and the tarnishing of it. I think that is all I have to say.”
She walked leisurely toward the door, passing him with a civil nod of dismissal, and left him standing there in his flower-embroidered court-dress, the electric light shining full on the thin gray hair at his temples.
In the corridor she met Naïda, charming in her blossom-embroidered panniers; and she took both her hands and kissed her, saying:
“Perhaps you won’t care to have me caress you some day, so I’ll take this opportunity, dear. Where is your brother?”
“Duane is dressing,” she said. “What did you mean by my not wishing to kiss you some day?”
“Nothing, silly.” And she passed on, turned to the right, and met Sylvia Quest, looking very frail and delicate in her bath-robe and powdered hair. The girl passed her with the same timid, almost embarrassed little inclination with which she now invariably greeted her, and Rosalie turned and caught her, turning her around with a laugh. “What is the matter, dear?”
“M-matter?” stammered Sylvia, trembling under the reaction.
“Yes. You are not very friendly, and I’ve always liked you. Have I offended you, Sylvia?”
She was looking smilingly straight into the blue eyes.
“No — oh, no!” said the girl hastily. “How can you think that, Mrs. Dysart?”
“Then I don’t think it,” replied Rosalie, laughing. “You are a trifle pale, dear. Touch up your lips a bit. It’s very Louis XVI. See mine?... Will you kiss me, Sylvia?”
Again a strange look flickered in the girl’s eyes; Rosalie kissed her gently; she had turned very white.
“What is your costume?” asked Mrs. Dysart.
“Flame colour and gold.”
“Hell’s own combination, dear,” laughed Rosalie. “You will make an exquisite little demon shepherdess.”
And she went on, smiling back at the girl in friendly fashion, then turned and lightly descended the stairway, snapping on her loup-mask before the jolly crowd below could identify her.
Masked figures here and there detained her, addressing her in disguised voi
ces, but she eluded them, slipped through the throngs on terrace and lawn, ran down the western slope and entered the rose-garden. A man in mask and violet-gray court costume rose from a marble seat under the pergola and advanced toward her, the palm of his left hand carelessly balanced on his gilded hilt.
“So you did get my note, Duane?” she said, laying her pretty hand on his arm.
“I certainly did. What can I do for you, Rosalie?”
“I don’t know. Shall we sit here a moment?”
He laughed, but continued standing after she was seated.
The air was heavy with the scent of rockets and phlox and ragged pinks and candy-tuft. Through the sweet-scented dusky silence some small and very wakeful bird was trilling. Great misty-winged moths came whirring and hovering among the blossoms, pale blurs in the darkness, and everywhere the drifting lamps of fireflies lighted and died out against the foliage.
The woman beside him sat with masked head bent and slightly turned from him; her restless hands worried her fan; her satin-shod feet were crossed and recrossed.
“What is the matter?” he asked.
“Life. It’s all so very wrong.”
“Oh,” he said, smiling, “so it’s life that is amiss, not we!”
“I suppose we are.... I suppose I am. But, Duane” — she turned and looked at him— “I haven’t had much of a chance yet — to go very right or very wrong.”
“You’ve had chances enough for the latter,” he said with an unpleasant laugh. “In this sweet coterie we inhabit, there’s always that chance.”
“There are good women in it, good wives. Your sister is in it.”
“Yes, and I mean to take her out,” said Duane grimly. “Do you think I want Naïda to marry some money-fattened pup in this set?”
“Where can you take her?”
“Where I’m going in future myself — among people whose brains are not as obsolete as my appendix; where there still exist standards and old-fashioned things like principles and religion, and a healthy terror of the Decalogue!”
“Is anybody really still afraid of the Decalogue?” she asked curiously.
“Even we are, but some of us are more afraid of ennui. Fire and fear are the greatest purifiers in the world; it’s fear of some sort or other, and only fear, that keeps the world as decent as it is.”
“I’m not afraid,” she said, playing with her fan. “I’m only afraid of dying before I have lived at all.”
“What do you call living?”
“Being loved,” she said, and looked up at him.
“You poor little thing!” he said, only partly in earnest.
“Yes, I’m sorry for the girl I was.... I was rather a nice girl, Duane. You remember me before I married.”
“Yes, I do. You were a corker. You are still.”
She nodded: “Yes, outwardly. Within is — nothing. I am very, very old; very tired.”
He said no more. She sat listlessly watching the dusk-moths hovering among the pinks. Far away in the darkness rockets were rising, spraying the sky with fire; faint strains of music came from the forest.
“Their Fête Galante has begun,” she said. “Am I detaining you too long, Duane?”
“No.”
She smiled: “It is rather amusing,” she observed, “my coming to you for my morals — to you, Duane, who were once supposed to possess so few.”
“Never mind what I possess,” he said, irritated. “What sort of advice do you expect?”
“Why, moral advice, of course.”
“Oh! Are you on the verge of demoralisation?”
“I don’t know. Am I?... There is a man — —”
“Of course,” he said, coming as near a sneer as he was capable. “I know what you’ve done. You’ve nearly twisted poor Grandcourt’s head off his honest neck. If you want to know what I think of it, it’s an abominable thing to do. Why, anybody can see that the man is in love with you, and desperately unhappy already, I told you to let him alone. You promised, too.”
He spoke rapidly, sharply; she bent her fair head in silence until he ended.
“May I defend myself?” she asked.
“Of course.”
“Then — I did not mean to make him care for me.”
“You all say that.”
“Yes; we are not always as innocent as I happen to be this time. I really did not try, did not think, that he was taking a little unaccustomed kindness on my part so seriously ... I overdid it; I’d been beastly to him — most women are rude to Delancy Grandcourt, somehow or other. I always was. And one day — that day in the forest — somehow something he said opened my eyes — hurt me.... And women are fools to believe him one. Why, Duane, he’s every inch a man — high-minded, sensitive, proud, generous, forbearing.”
Duane turned and stared at her; and to her annoyance the blood mounted to her cheeks, but she went on:
“Of course he has affected me. I don’t know how it might have been with me if I were not so — so utterly starved.”
“You mean to say you are beginning to care for Delancy Grandcourt?”
“Care? Yes — in a perfectly nice way — —”
“And otherwise?”
“I — don’t know. I am honest with you, Duane; I don’t know. A — a little devotion of that kind” — she tried to laugh— “goes to my head, perhaps. I’ve been so long without it.... I don’t know. And I came here to tell you. I came here to ask you what I ought to do.”
“Good Lord!” said Duane, “do you already care enough for him to worry about your effect on him?”
“I — do not wish him to be unhappy.”
“Oh. But you are willing to be unhappy in order to save him any uneasiness. See here, Rosalie, you’d better pull up sharp.”
“Had I?”
“Certainly,” he said brutally. “Not many days ago you were adrift. Don’t cut your cable again.”
A vivid colour mounted to her temples:
“That is all over,” she said. “Have I not come to you again in spite of the folly that sent me drifting to you before? And can I pay you a truer compliment, Duane, than to ask the hospitality of your forbearance and the shelter of your friendship?”
“You are a trump, Rosalie,” he said, after a moment’s scowling. “You’re all right.... I don’t know what to say.... If it’s going to give you a little happiness to care for this man — —”
“But what will it do to him, Duane?”
“It ought to do him good if such a girl as you gives him all of herself that she decently can. I don’t know whether I’m right or wrong!” he added almost angrily. “Confound it! there seems no end to conjugal infelicity around us these days. I don’t know where the line is — how close to the danger mark an unhappy woman may drift and do no harm to anybody. All I know is that I’m sorry — terribly sorry for you. You’re a corker.”
“Thanks,” she said with a faint smile. “Do you think Delancy may safely agree with you without danger to his peace of mind?”
“Why not? After all, you’re entitled to lawful happiness. So is he.... Only — —”
“Only — what?”
“I’ve never seen it succeed.”
“Seen what succeed?”
“What is popularly known as the platonic.”
“Oh, this isn’t that,” she said naïvely. “He’s rather in love already, and I’m quite sure I could be if I — I let myself.”
Duane groaned.
“Don’t come to me asking what to do, then,” he said impatiently, “because I know what you ought to do and I don’t know what I’d do under the circumstances. You know as well as I do where the danger mark is. Don’t you?”
“I — suspect.”
“Well, then — —”
“Oh, we haven’t reached it yet,” she said innocently.
Her honesty appalled him, and he got up and began to pace the gravel walk.
“Do you intend to cross it?” he asked, halting abruptly.
“
No, I don’t.... I don’t want to.... Do you think there is any fear of it?”
“My Lord!” he said in despair, “you talk like a child. I’m trying to realise that you women — some of you who appear so primed with doubtful, worldly wisdom — are practically as innocent as the day you married.”
“I don’t know very much about some things, Duane.”
“I notice that,” he said grimly.
She said very gravely: “This is the first time I have ever come very near caring for a man.... I mean since I married.” And she rose and glanced toward the forest.
They stood together for a moment, listening to the distant music, then, without speaking, turned and walked toward the distant flare of light which threw great trees into tangled and grotesque silhouette.
“Tales of the Geneii,” she murmured, fastening her loup; “Fate is the Sultan. Pray God nobody cuts my head off.”
“You are much too amusing,” he said as, side by side, they moved silently on through the pale starlight, like errant phantoms of a vanished age, and no further word was said between them, nor did they look at each other again until, ahead, the road turned silvery under the rays of the Lodge acetylenes, and beyond, the first cluster of brilliant lanterns gleamed among the trees.
“And here we separate,” she said. “Good-bye,” holding out her hand. “It is my first rendezvous. Wish me a little happiness, please.”
“Happiness and — good sense,” he said, smiling. He retained her hand for a second, let it go and, stepping back, saluted her gaily as she passed before him into the blaze of light.
CHAPTER XI. FÊTE GALANTE
The forest, in every direction, was strung with lighted lanterns; tall torches burning edged the Gray Water, and every flame rippled straight upward in the still air.
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