Warrisden knew nothing at all of Captain Tavernay. Until this moment he had never heard his name. But Stretton was speaking with a simplicity so sincere, and so genuine a sorrow, that Warrisden could not but be deeply moved. He forgot the urgency of his summons; he ceased to think how greatly Stretton’s immediate return would help his own fortunes. He cried out upon the impulse —
“Stay, then, until you can get free without — —” And he stopped, keeping unspoken the word upon his lips.
“Without disgrace.”
Stretton finished the sentence with a smile.
“Say it! Without disgrace. That was the word upon your tongue. I can’t avoid disgrace. I have come to such a pass in my life’s history that, one way or another, I can’t avoid it. I thought just at the first moment that I could let things slide and stay. But there’s dishonour in that course, too. Dishonour for myself, dishonour for my name, dishonour for others, too, whom it is my business — yes, my business — to keep from dishonour. That’s the position — disgrace if I stay, disgrace if I go. It seems to me there’s no rule of conduct which applies. I must judge for myself.”
Stretton spoke with some anger in his voice, anger with those who had placed him in so cruel a position, anger, perhaps, in some measure, with himself. For in a little while he said —
“It is quite true that I am myself to blame, too. I want to be just. I was a fool not to have gone into the house the evening I was in London, after I had come back from the North Sea. Yes, I should have gone in then; and yet — I don’t know. I had thought my course all out. I don’t know.”
He had thought his course out, it is true; but he had thought it out in ignorance of his wife’s character. That was the trouble, as he clearly saw now.
“Anyhow, I must go to-night,” he said, rising from his chair. In an instant he had become the practical man, arranging the means to an end already resolved upon.
“I can borrow money of you?”
“Yes.”
“And a mule?”
“Yes.”
“Let me choose my mule.”
They walked from the tent to where the mules stood picketed. Warrisden pointed to one in the middle of the line.
“That is the strongest.”
“I don’t want one too strong, too obviously well-fed,” said Stretton; and he selected another. “Can I borrow a muleteer for an hour or two?”
“Of course,” said Warrisden.
Stretton called a muleteer towards him and gave him orders.
“There is a market to-day,” he said. “Go to it and buy.” He enumerated the articles he wanted, ticking them off upon his fingers — a few pairs of scissors and knives, a few gaudy silk handkerchiefs, one or two cheap clocks, some pieces of linen, needles and thread — in fact, a small pedlar’s pack of wares. In addition, a black jellaba and cap, such as the Jews must wear in Morocco, and a native’s underclothes and slippers.
“Bring these things back to the camp at once and speak to no one!” said Stretton.
The muleteer loosed a mule to carry the packages, and went off upon his errand. Stretton and Warrisden went back to the tent. Stretton sat down again in his chair, took a black cigarette from a bright-blue packet which he had in his pocket and lighted it, as though all the arrangements for his journey were now concluded.
“I want you to pack the mule I chose with the things which your muleteer brings back. Add some barley for the mule and some food for me, and bring it with the clothes to the south-west corner of the barrack wall at eight. It will be dark then. Don’t come before it is dark, and wait for me at the corner. Will you?”
“Yes,” replied Warrisden. “You are going to tramp to the coast? Surely you can come as one of my men as far as the rail-head. Then I will go on and wait for you at Algiers.”
“No,” said Stretton; “our ways lie altogether apart. It would be too dangerous for me to tramp through Algeria. I should certainly be stopped. That’s my way.”
He raised his arm and pointed through the tent door.
The tent door faced the west, and in front there rose a range of mountains, dark and lofty, ridge overtopping ridge, and wonderfully distinct. In that clear air the peaks and gaps, and jagged arêtes were all sharply defined. The sun was still bright, and the dark cliffs had a purple bloom of extraordinary softness and beauty, like the bloom upon a ripe plum. Here and there the mountains were capped with snow, and the snow glistened like silver.
“Those mountains are in Morocco,” said Stretton. “That’s my way — over them. My only way. We are on the very edge of Morocco here.”
“But, once over the border,” Warrisden objected, “are you safe in Morocco?”
“Safe from recapture.”
“But safe in no other sense?”
Stretton shrugged his shoulders.
“It is a bad road, I know — dangerous and difficult. The ordinary traveller cannot pass along it. But it has been traversed. Prisoners have escaped that way to Fez — Escoffier, for instance. Deserters have reached their homes by following it — some of them, at all events. One must take one’s risks.”
It was the old lesson learned upon the ketch Perseverance which Stretton now repeated; and not vainly learned. Far away to the south, in the afternoon sunlight, there shone that yellow streak of sand, beyond which its value had been surely proved. Warrisden’s thoughts were carried back on a sudden to that morning of storm and foam and roaring waves, when Stretton had stood easily upon the deck of the fish-cutter, with the great seas swinging up behind him, and had, for the first time, uttered it in Warrisden’s hearing. Much the same feeling came over Warrisden as that which had then affected him — a feeling almost of inferiority. Stretton was a man of no more than average ability, neither a deep thinker, nor a person of ingenuity and resource; but the mere stubbornness of his character gave to him at times a certain grandeur. In Warrisden’s eyes he had that grandeur now. He had come quickly to his determination to desert, but he had come calmly to it. There had been no excitement in his manner, no suggestion of hysteria. He had counted up the cost, he had read his letter, he had held the balance between his sacrifice and Millie’s necessity; and he had decided. He had decided, knowing not merely the disgrace, but the difficulties of his journey, and the danger of his road amongst the wild, lawless tribes in that unsettled quarter of Morocco. Again Warrisden was carried away. He forgot even Pamela at Roquebrune waiting for the telegram he was to send from Oran on his return. He cried —
“I will send back my outfit and come with you. If we travel together there will be more safety.”
Stretton shook his head.
“Less,” said he. “You cannot speak Mogrhebbin. I have a few sentences — not many, but enough. I know something of these tribes, too. For I once marched to the Figuig oasis. Your company would be no protection; rather it would be an extra danger.”
Warrisden did not press his proposal. Stretton had so clearly made up his mind.
“Very well,” he said. “You have a revolver, I suppose. Or shall I lend you one?”
And, to Warrisden’s astonishment, Stretton replied —
“I shall carry no weapons.”
Warrisden was already placing his arms of defence upon the table so that Stretton might make his choice.
“No weapons!” he exclaimed.
“No. My best chance to get through to Fez is to travel as a Jew pedlar. That is why I am borrowing your mule and have sent your muleteer to the market. A Jew can go in Morocco where no Moor can, for he is not suspected; he is merely despised. Besides, he brings things for sale which are needed. He may be robbed and beaten, but he has more chance of reaching his journey’s end in some plight or other than any one else.”
Thereafter he sat for awhile silent, gazing towards the mountains in the west. The snow glittering upon the peaks brought back to his mind the flashing crystals in the great salt lakes. It was at just such a time, on just such an afternoon, when the two companies of the Legion had marche
d out from the trees of the high plateaux into the open desert, with its grey-green carpet of halfa-grass. Far away the lake had flashed like an arc of silver set in the ground. Stretton could not but remember that expedition and compare it with the one upon which he was now to start; and the comparison was full of bitterness. Then high hopes had reigned. The companies were marching out upon the Legion’s special work; even if disaster overtook them, disaster would not be without its glory. Stretton heard the clear inspiriting music of the bugles, he listened to the steady tramp of feet. Now he was deserting.
“I shall miss the Legion,” he said regretfully. “I had no idea how much I should miss it until this moment.”
Its proud past history had grown dear to him. The recklessness of its soldiers, the endless perplexing variety of their characters, the secrets of their lives, of which every now and then, in a rare moment of carelessness, a glimpse was revealed, as though a curtain were raised and lowered — all these particular qualities of the force had given to it a grip upon his affections of which he felt the full strength now.
“Any other life,” he said, “cannot but be a little dull, a little uninteresting afterwards. I shall miss the Legion very much.”
Suddenly he put his hand into his pocket and took out of it that letter from the French War Office which his colonel had handed to him. “Look!” and he handed it over to Warrisden. “That is what I joined the Legion to win — a commission; and I have just not won it. In a month or two, perhaps in a week, perhaps even to-morrow, it might have been mine. Very soon I should have been back at home, the life I have dreamed of and worked for ever since I left London, might have been mine to live. It was to have been a good life of great happiness” — he had forgotten, it seemed, that he would regret the Legion— “a life without a flaw. Now that life’s impossible, and I am a deserter. It’s hard lines, isn’t it?”
He rose from his chair, and looked for a moment at Warrisden in silence.
“I am feeling sorry that I ever came,” said Warrisden.
“Oh no,” Stretton answered, with a smile. “It would have been still worse if I had stayed here, ignorant of the news you have brought me, and had come home in my own time. Things would have been much worse — beyond all remedy. Do you know a man named Callon — Lionel Callon?” he asked abruptly. And before Warrisden could answer, the blood rushed into his face, and he exclaimed, “Never mind; don’t answer! Be at the corner of the barracks with the mule at eight.” And he went from the tent, cautiously made his way out of the garden, and returned to his quarters.
A few minutes before eight Warrisden drove the mule, packed with Stretton’s purchases, to the south-western corner of the barracks. The night was dark, no one was abroad, the place without habitations. He remained under the shadow of the high wall, watching this way and that for Stretton’s approach; and in a few minutes he was almost startled out of his wits by a heavy body falling from the top of the wall upon the ground at his side. Warrisden, indeed, was so taken by surprise that he uttered a low cry.
“Hush!” said a voice close to the ground. “It’s only me.”
“And Stretton rose to his feet. He had dropped from the summit of the wall.
“Are you hurt?” whispered Warrisden.
“No. Have you the clothes? Thanks!”
Stretton stripped off his uniform, and put on the Jewish dress. He had shaved off his moustache and blacked his hair. As he dressed he gave two or three small packages to Warrisden.
“Place them in the pack; hide them, if possible. That package contains my medals. I shall need them. The other’s lamp-black. I shall want that for my hair. Glossy raven locks,” he said, with a low laugh, “are not so easily procured in Ain-Sefra as in Bond Street. I have been thinking. You can help me if you will; you can shorten the time of my journey.”
“How?” asked Warrisden.
“Go back to Oran as quickly as possible. Take the first boat to Tangier. Hire an outfit there, mules and horses — but good ones, mind! — and travel up at once to Fez. If you are quick you can do it within a fortnight. I shall take a fortnight at the least to reach Fez. I may be three weeks. But if I find you there, ready to start the moment I come to the town, we shall save much time.”
“Very well; I will be there.”
“If I get through sooner than I expect, I shall go straight on to Tangier, and we will meet on the road. Now let me climb on to your shoulders.” Stretton made a bundle of his uniform, climbed on to Warrisden’s shoulders, and threw it over the wall into the barrack yard.
“But that will betray you!” cried Warrisden, in a whisper. “They will find your clothes in the morning — clothes with a sergeant’s stripes.”
“I cannot help that,” replied Stretton, as he jumped to the ground. “I do not intend to be shot as a thief, for that is what may happen when a man deserts and takes his uniform with him. Don’t fail me in Fez. Good-bye.”
He held out his hand, and, as Warrisden grasped it, he said —
“I have not said much to you in the way of thanks; but I am very grateful, however much I may have seemed to have been made unhappy by your coming. Since things are as they are, I am glad you came. I thank you, too, for that other visit to the North Sea. I will give you better thanks when we meet in Fez.”
He cast a glance back to the wall of the barracks, and, in a voice which trembled, so deeply was he moved, he whispered to himself, rather than to Warrisden —
“Oh, but I am glad Tavernay is dead!”
All else that he had said since he dropped from the wall had been said hurriedly and without emotion. These last words were whispered from a heart overcharged with sorrow. They were his farewell to the Legion. He turned away, and, driving the mule before him, vanished into the darkness.
CHAPTER XXVI
BAD NEWS FOR PAMELA
WARRISDEN STRUCK HIS camp early the next morning, and set out for the rail-head. Thence he travelled to Oran. At Oran he was fortunate enough to find a steamer of the Lambert Line in the harbour, which was preparing to sail that afternoon for Tangier. Warrisden had three hours to pass in Oran. He went at once to the post-office and despatched his telegram to Pamela Mardale at the Villa Pontignard. The telegram informed her that Tony Stretton was returning, though his journey might take longer than she would naturally expect; and, secondly, that he himself was sailing that day for Tangier, whither any message should be sent at once to await his arrival at the English post-office. The telegram was couched in vague phrases. Tony Stretton, for instance, was called “The Truant.” Pamela became more and more disquieted by the vagueness of its wording. She pondered, and in vain, why in the world Warrisden must be sailing to Tangier. It seemed certain that there were difficulties in the way of Tony’s home-coming which she had not foreseen, and at the nature of which she could not conjecture. She sent off a reply to Tangier —
“Bring truant to Roquebrune as soon as possible.”
For, on thinking over the new aspect which her problem presented, now that Lionel Callon had come to the Riviera, she had come to the conclusion that this was the safest plan.
If Millie Stretton did not come to the south of France, no harm would have been done; whereas, if she did, and Tony went straight home to England, the last chance of saving her would be lost.
This message, however, did little to reassure Pamela. For the more she thought of Warrisden’s telegram, the more she was troubled. Tony was returning. Yes, that was something — that was a great thing. But he was going to take a long time in returning, and, to Pamela’s apprehension, there was no long time to spare. And the day after she had received the telegram she came upon still stronger reasons for disquietude.
She went down to Monte Carlo in the morning, and again saw Lionel Callon upon the terrace, and again noticed that he was alone. Yet on the whole she was not surprised. Millie Stretton’s name figured as yet in no visitors’ list, and Pamela was quite sure that if Millie Stretton had come south the name would have been inserted. It w
as impossible that Millie Stretton could come to Monte Carlo, or to, indeed, any hotel upon the Riviera, under a false name. She could not but meet acquaintances and friends at every step, during this season of the year. To assume a name which was not hers would be an act of stupidity too gross. None the less Pamela was relieved. She avoided Callon’s notice, and acting upon a sudden impulse, went out from the garden, hired a carriage, and ordered the coachman to drive along the lower Corniche Road in the direction of Beaulieu.
Pamela was growing harassed and anxious. The days were passing, and no message had yet come from Alan Warrisden. She suspected the presence of Lionel Callon on the Riviera more and more. More and more she dreaded the arrival of Millie Stretton. There was nothing now which she could do. She had that hard lot which falls to women, the lot of waiting. But she could not wait with folded hands. She must be doing something; even though that something were altogether trivial and useless, it still helped her through the hours. In this spirit she drove out from Monte Carlo at twelve o’clock, without a thought that her drive was to assist her toward the end on which she had set her heart.
She drove past the back of the big hotel at Eze. Just beyond, a deep gorge runs from the hills straight down to the sea. The road carves round the head of the gorge and bends again to the shore. Pamela drove round the gorge, and coming again to the shore, went forward by the side of the sea. After a few minutes she bade the driver stop. In front of her the road rose a little, and then on the other side of the crest dipped down a steep hill. On her left a pair of iron gates stood open. From those gates a carriage-drive ran in two zigzags between borders of flowers down to an open gravel space in front of a long one-storied building. The building faced upon the road, but at a lower level, so that even the flat roof was below Pamela. The building was prettily built, and roses and magnolias climbed against the walls, making it gay. The door in the middle stood open, but there was no sign of life about the house. Pamela sat gazing down into the garden, with its bushes and brightly-coloured flowers.
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