1. Occasions.
I could affirm, without any conceitedness, to have numerous good motivations to be deeply disturbed and disappointed by the life. I am not him/it, not even some.
The sun and the colors of August, were almost in a hurry, you/they have quickly left space to the most restful tones in the autumn and September you/he/she has arrived with the whole desolating weight of the nature that withdraws him, with the innate ability to underline the time that races with the usual load of reflection and idleness.
Contrarily than I expected me, the definitive separation from the usual reality arrives for degrees, diluting himself/herself/itself in the lead times physiological typical of all the preparations to the changes.
Chicken and Gianca have employed very more time than I believed it served to conclude the respective working relationships of it and to throw himself/herself/themselves in that that I still considered an a little sensible and very risky resale of statuettes.
They made the spool between Cesenatico and our country on the lake with weekly lilt, every weekend, and happened that them rincontrassi exclusively in canonical Wednesdays of the Wine cellar or by chance in the few roads of this country of lake.
I cannot say that they were different people or that something substantial was changed in my relationship with them, we were friends, as always, but some details were interposed among us.
Effect of the sharing of the project, was everything, together inexorably.
For how much very in harmony had always been, from when you/they had undertaken a common road you/they had become indissoluble, inseparable.
You/he/she has been in that period that I have started to consider them an only entity. A Chicken didn't exist anymore and not even a Gianca. Chicken existed. only Gianca: the couple.
Every time when I saw them again I noticed an authentic enthusiasm in to communicate me every updating respect to" Fantasy world" and almost smaniavano the two in to anticipate him to story, describing him to me I furnish, the points light, the commodity, the realization of an idea or simply a good person still thought by to practically define.
An evening in the Wine cellar I have asked to Chicken as same his/her father and if there were developments for that thing of the liver and the illness.
He has responded almost disappointed, as whether to speak of elements distant from the theme" Fantasy world" pits an unpleasantness or more banally a loss of energy.
«Boh! At the end knows me that is not anything of so serious and, even if was him/it, is not that he has stopped shooting him two liters wine a day! In every case I don't want to interest too much me some liver of my father, at least not now that have so so many other things more imported of which to occupy me. I regret by now for him but so much...»
I have not added other. For how much I didn't appreciate to discover so indifferent Chicken to the future of his/her father, I could not blame him/it. However you/he/she had reached a proper equilibrium and I would not have been certain self to upset him/it to him.
Gianca contrarily of Chicken with the history of the shop the equilibrium seemed to have entirely it lost.
It didn't reach the appointments anymore under conditions to the limit of the pity, but rather, from when we had reentered him a new gait you/he/she was conferred, quickly innovative as embarrassing.
You already felt entrepreneur to all the effects and from his/her wardrobe the sweaters you/they had disappeared of" Flourishing" and the white sock of sponge, to make space to numerous shirts in united shade purchased for the goal.
Sunglasses as you/he/she had never brought of it, gel in the corvine hair as if it was rained him in head and cellular phone of last generation: it seemed a yuppies of the years' 80, seemed Sergio Vastano in" Drive in."
A detail betrayed only it, only an aspect: despite it repeated to whoever that not as soon as the investment would have started to produce an economic return you/he/she would have changed her, it always turned on the same car the catorcio of 106 red.
To observe to go down him/it from the auto however remembered that that Giancas it was the same that little time before adventurer groped with the mask and the fins in the low backdrops of the Adriatic and replaced him/it in the position that I attributed him.
Among everybody, David has been the first one to depart.
It has hidden up to the I complete whenever the day of the take-off and every someone he/she asked him news of his/her transfer, it postponed generic saying that" you/he/she would have gone among some."
"Among some" one Saturday has arrived morning of end September.
We had realized something because David had summoned us all through sms for a rendezvous to the Wine cellar of Friday evening: anomalous circumstance.
Was there also Mark that evening and has you/he/she been really him, once all presents, to ask without suitable «there are true Then? When?»
«Tomorrow morning! And I regret Mark, but I am forced to lose me your marriage» Zinzi has responded, leaving us of fact without words.
«But does excuse, tell this way us him? And who accompanies yourself in the airport?» I have observed entirely unprepared.
«How I owed you him to say? By now knew that would have arrived that day! In the airport I go there with mine ex colleague. You excuse, but I didn't want to make the departure a tragic event, to have you in the middle of the balls there you/he/she would have made me move» you/he/she has replied David.
«Yes, but take there to the unprovided one! We are not ready!» you/he/she has visibly affirmed excited Chicken.
«Not even me! For this I have not told you before. I know only that is a footstep that I have to complete alone and if I/you had thrown too much you in mean I would have felt in difficulty, I would have been more weak» you/he/she has admitted again Zinzi in a rush of intimacy.
«Good David! Not do worry yourself for the marriage, are only after all a ceremony, rather know, that I share your determination!» Mark has congratulated.
I have insisted then because we toasted all once more to that departure, but David has refused with steadiness the correct vodka energy that I strove me to offer him.
Even Chicken has taken my parts.
«David but cazzo, tomorrow changes continent and cannot we even pay you a drink? Had told there for time would have bought you a thought at least! What figure do we do us from the?»
«Is really this that didn't want! After so many years I believe that we can avoid him/it a film goodbye no? It allows to lose the regalinis for the trip!»
«Yes, but at least you brought yourself something that you/he/she would have remembered us!» you/he/she has taken back Chicken.
«Indeed creeds that there am need of something to remember you? I don't think really. Do I have something that he/she remembers me however, are you, forgotten of it?» you/he/she has finished David lifting the sleeve of the maglioncino up to make to sprout a tattooed knot on the right forearm.
The following morning has departed; gone to seek his/her own fortune and perhaps a new and best himself in that America of his that America was not. The irascible David, nicknamed Zinzi for the soccer passion toward the French talent Zinedine Zidane, companion of so many turned on discussions and of even more numerous sharings, you/he/she has been the first one of us to open the personal door of the occasions of the life.
It is true, it didn't deal with a real separation in all the senses, of a closed run absolutely, but I was not able whether to consider how much in every separation, even though brief and not total, you/they were stung definitive there of change.
From when we had returned, Mark he saw again him with the dropper and the evening before the departure of David it represented the most greater part of the departed time with him after the" trip to the bachelorhood."
For how much the pregnancy of Simona had never furnished elements of worry and it proceeded with reassuring linearity, there were too many good motives to limit the meetings with the friends.
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nbsp; Mark systematized and prepared the house just purchased with the inevitable usual precision, absorbed in that waltzes of appointments, deliberations, strategic buys, evaluations of proposals of I furnish and functional retouches that you/he/she didn't not at all seem to weaken him/it or to get heavy him/it of stress.
It seemed that you/he/she had been born for that. It seemed that Mark had been conceived with the unique mission to resolve problems with analysis and method, problems of any nature.
There was the marriage, and even if Mark considered him/it more from the contractual point of view that from the moral side, you/he/she had surrendered to the convictions of Simona that you/he/she desired to be able to live him/it according to his/her own religious inclinations.
You/he/she had told us, always in that preceding evening to the departure of David, to have to frequent the premarital course with the priest of the country on the lake; we had joked there above, as every time, snickering on the images of other couples according to him" already convicts to the divorce before starting" and on the accounts of monologues of a drowsy and a little convinced priest that" he/she would like to teach whether to live something that doesn't know."
«Don't have conceives of how many observations and rigidity there are for marrying himself/herself/themselves! The beautiful one is that you have to undersign her all without discussing, to give a fake and unconditional assent!»
Just the appointment was been Mark's turn, him that it declaimed on the dark beach of S. Maria of Leuca. l.unica regulates reasonable in to relationship, it is l.assoluta lack of rigidity in to give him burdens rules..
Knowing the note antipathy of Mark toward the rules, David you/he/she has also asked him:
«But because you get married then you? Just you that the obligations you don't love, because you want to do him/it?»
«Because I don't do him/it for me! I do him/it for Simona that I love and that it desires him/it and, sopratutto, does him/it for my daughter, because has a family with a controled stability. I don't need to get married me for me, I don't believe that it will modify in any way the feeling that I try for my woman. Times it is alone that certain, sopratutto when you become father, you have to widen the reasons for your decisions» you/he/she has explained Mark.
His/her daughter would have been born: Martina. It revealed him/it really that evening.
For all these reasons Mark I didn't often find again him/it: not in the Wine cellar, in superabundant Wednesdays still of beer and discussions on the kick; not in the synthetic campettis of country, in those evenings of sweaty partitelle to digest the bad moods of day; not in the weekends scanzonati, by now less and less entusiasmanti and fortunately more reasoned.
Would I have been able to sometimes call him/it, to phone him and to ask «How you are? How is it going?»
But have not we ever been generic phone call friends, has not you/he/she ever served there neither will it ever serve us ask" as it goes?" and to know that" everything well, thanks." Us the things we read her I set without asking her, so much less for telephone, and if you didn't feel someone it was because it was well.
We have never lived among us five the grudge of the" it never makes him feel", we have always gone over, as they make the friends.
David in Australia, ready Mark to the marriage, has arrived also the day of Chicken. Gianca.
In to alternate himself/herself/themselves some two bustles, the date that has definitely enacted the transfer coincides with the inauguration of the happened activity on first Saturdays of October..
David for obvious motives has not participated you, but you/he/she has the same phoned Gianca to wish a" good luck" to his/her two crazy partners and he.
Also Mark, in doubt up to the last one, you/he/she has not succeeded in witnessing.
We knew how much it cared, but the fact that Simona was pecked at a beautiful influence a fifth month of pregnancy and a week before the marriage was an enough motivation to abdicate.
Therefore to the inauguration of" Fantasy world" besides Chicken. Gianca I was only there me of the old group, and this increased the perception to excess than, for to whole series of good justification, we were getting further there.
The Friday evening, finished to work, I have reached Cesenatico in car with Chicken. Gianca. For the return I/you/they are equipped me with a ticket of second class of an intercity of the railroads of the state.
You/he/she has driven Chicken for the whole journey. A congested very less run and in effects very interesting in comparison to that to which we had accustomed in the warm summer months. During the trip I have assisted, in the solitary convenience of the back seats, to the sharp pain communication among the two partners that set every thing before the event.
«How many pizza breads you/he/she has ordered Alvaro?»
«Ten great smooth, 8 smaller and you stuff.»
«But Guido and those of Cesena how much I/you/they am?»
«Alvaro says ten.»
«However! Is it Massimo and Mark? Am I there? Do they also bring wives and children?»
«Know that doesn't seem me! Later we ask to Alvaro!»
«Tonight we dine to house, true?»
«Yes, so don't not at all spend money and have not led to return soon her! I want to be beautiful tomorrow awake!»
«Also me! He finally starts!»
«Oh, but the keyrings we immediately give them?»
«Mmm, boh, let's see! But the afternoon we are open?»
«No, better beginning of Monday!»
«You say?»
«I believe.»
«Yes, is better perhaps! You Paul that I/you/he/she think of it?»
It was inevitable that for a whole series of events I/you had become an opinion to consider more out of politeness that for interest.
I have spent the whole journey listening I quiet down and respectful the organizational exchanges and also when Chicken or Gianca, asked me what I thought better of it and thing according to me pits, I answered impersonal «Boh, has to appraise you...»
There was not any vein of polemic and any reflex of exclusion in my words, simply I ascertained how much the whole matter was me extraneous.
I didn't know anything of the pizza breads, neither of the why, neither of the as you/they would have served her; I didn't know Guido of Cesena and not even none of his/her nine disciples; Mark, Massimo, wives and issue were entirely then me new, and I didn't have the least idea of whom would have been before.
I knew only that when Chicken. Giancas spoke of" house", they referred to an apartment in center Cesenatico, ownership of the father of Alvaro, for which you/they had signed an annual contract of location to derisive figures, almost symbolic, perhaps even enough to cover the expenses condominiali to load of the owner.
Accordingly I didn't have very to comment on the whole story, but I repeat, I didn't do him/it for offense.
We have dined and slept in the apartment of merit, by now" house" Chicken. Gianca, and dark ounces you/he/she is seemed me as unbelievable as the generosity and the width of the privileges granted by Alvaro and family it concrete was and irrational.
The day later, Saturday morning, afoot we have reached the shutters of" Fantasy world", you turn into the month of the preparations from the white crusted of rust of the first vision, to the blue diamond, vanished with airbrush in green water and celestial.
I have observed the enormous insignia in style" moon park" that it recited": Fantasy world, the place of the dreams" and he/she anchors I could not believe that it was everything true.
Gianca has opened the rolling shutter with tested safety and surely prepared, Chicken has disconnected the centralina from the alarm and started the general interrupter.
Just turned on the lights, I have had before their creation.
The entry seemed the wine cellar of a castle medioevale and anticipated her/it before the two rooms to disposition of the future clients. Passed to the right the box and t
he different shelves of statuettes and eccentric articles of sale, the first room finished with a passage cunicolare for the second.
We have crossed at sight that tunnels low of bricks up to emerge in a greater room, a place with bookstores lined up on the whole perimeter and different couples of raw tables of wood ingot. It dealt with an alternative between a library and a ludoteca.
For the whole exercise, painted walls raffiguranti sputafuoco, dwarf of the caverns sulked and solitary, shining elves, riders paladins and gnomes of the woods.
Have I asked perplexed to the two «But how much have you spent?»
Chicken has responded me.
«The most expensive thing I am the muraleses and the armor medioevale, even if that owes anchors to arrive! Oh Paul, would be imagined never that they are even there specialized firms in this type of I furnish? Me, when Alvaro has brought us the catalogs, I could not believe there. I would have bought all!»
I have not commented.
The inauguration officially starts with the arrival of Alvaro. It was less tanned in comparison to our first meeting, but it had the same the relaxed air of whom doesn't have worries on the shoulders.
You/he/she has just crossed the threshold I have greeted him.
«Hi Alvaro!»
He has reciprocated polite.
«Hi! Do forgive me but don't I remember, are you Patrician or David? You know, there are known only of escaped the last time!»
I would have been able to legitimately send him/it for direct to fanculo, but it was the partner - patron of my friends and I have simply replied with thin irony «Paul, but it is also all right Patrician if you want!»
Perhaps he has even gathered.
With to spend some day, the inauguration has entered in the alive one and in the shop characters of various nature they have appeared.
You/they have participated: Guido and solo four of Cesena; Massimo without Mark, without wives and without issue; a gruppetto of scholastic bigiata little boys; a pair of intellectual beatniks vaguely; a quarantenne ipercinetico and some curious passer-by.
Toward half afternoon, in front of the trays stracolmi of pizza bread to the I shear advance labeled as" Bread of street" and to the baskets of full of metallic keyring to form of shield with engraved" The place of the dreams", Chicken has almost declared optimist «Beh, from the, some people have come!»
I had not recorded more than twenty-five presences in the whole day.
Gianca indeed it didn't sufficiently cover the disappointment and, discussing with Alvaro that reassured him/it on the slowness of the starting of an activity, it had the face worried of whom bets as can be allowed.
Even if upset by the hasty sense of desolation that had reached me, I have tried to encourage him/it. Have told him «From the Gians, is the first day, is known how these things go! You will see, now the little boys that have entered will scatter the voice and well soon you will find again you I submerged by snotty spenders that will scuffle him to buy your statuettes!»
«Don't sell only statuettes! They will realize everybody that here sell very more that games and souvenir! However thanks Paul, to have come and to believe indeed in us!» you/he/she has beaten.
I think that you/he/she had not realized how much in him and in Chicken, but especially in the kind of exercise that you/they had opened, I didn't believe a lot then. But the fact same that that trust had appreciated that I didn't have made me hope for fortissimamente for the fates of" Fantasy world."
Risollevato Gianca, has asked to Chicken to accompany me in station, the moment had arrived to return.
I have greeted the few presents giving encouraging handshakes, while with Gianca there are narrow in an embrace of those binding; then I have slipped in pocket a handful of keyring - shield and I/you/they are gone out together with Chicken on the street.
We have not employed a lot for reaching the apartment, to withdraw the car from the playpen of ownership and to reach the station.
Before I climbed on the train Chicken has you/he/she asked me shaky «Paul, is objectively sold?»
«Absolutely no! Rather you will see, that with your enthusiasm you will make great things!»
«Thanks Paul! Be a friend! To know that you believe that we can do her/it it encourages me!»
«I know him/it!»
«But now that return on the lake, that you will do only to the Wine cellar everything?»
«I don't believe that I will remain only for a lot of time, not to worry you!»
«The girl of Leuca?»
«Yes, beh, Alice is not that I/you/he/she am of Leuca!»
«I said for making to understand you! That in short?»
«Perhaps, but not immediately! Before I have to give me to the crazy joy with another! Just returned I will try to occupy the whole available time with her!»
«But who this is? Minchia Paolo, you yes that have around always a new of it! And does it jump from where out? Do I know her?»
«Boh, would say of yes, it calls Giannina!»
«Cazzo as my mother!»
«Ops...»
«Paul, goes to die goes! He/she sees us to the ceremony of Mark!» Chicken has responded after having realized. Then you/he/she has greeted me with the whole affection that was able before granting me the return in solitary.
This way I/you/they have departed, and in the prehistoric wagon that brought me to the lake I have not employed a lot of time to recover from the knapsack the portable PC.
I had withdrawn him from house really in consideration of the trip back hoping would have relieved the run. After all, perhaps I could also appreciate the moments of loneliness, but I didn't love to travel only.
Gianca had insisted because I loaded on the computer the last version of a video game of strategy fantasy that depopulated between the lovers of the kind and me I had satisfied him holding him/it a good pastime for the hours of train of the return.
I have started the attracted videogame more to discover what aspects involved so much my two friends that from the idea to play in itself. Nevertheless, loaded the game, you/he/she is not taken a lot it because I grew weary me and I closed the program confirming the total indifference for the kind.
Slides of the landscape without excesses to be appreciated flowed on the car windows of the intercity when I was about to extinguish the portable one to arrange me in a nap rigenerante.
To the sudden one however, before pressing the key" off", you/he/she has returned me in mind one of the so many suggestions of Mark, and has happened that on the train of return from Cesenatico toward the autumn of the lake, I listened to that suggestion.
In that trip I have started to write this history.
I have written so much and dense, with a rush of enthusiasm that I had never known, trying to remember the precise course of the facts, the said words, the gestures only mentioned and trying to eliminate entirely the more possible the personal evaluations, to reorganize the negligible sides and the history to make interesting.
I cannot say with certainty for the one that same writing and what pits the recipient of the to compose. I would have written only perhaps for me, perhaps for relatives and friends, perhaps for a greater extension of people. I would perhaps have left a message for the one who had wanted to read him, I would not have succeeded there perhaps.
It was not important.
The main point was that at that time I/you had begun to do" something that I for a long time felt." I had begun to" to create" that thing that Mark had me very encouraged to realize.
The hands almost danced frantic on the keys of the PC, a speed of writing that I had never possessed and a continuous saltellamento from the letters to the spaces, from the cancellations to the stings to head.
To Bologna I have realized to have stretched as a lot he/she succeeded me in one of my nighttime sessions; Á. Milan, when The have had to interrupt, The hads already finished the first four chapters.
To Milan y
ou/he/she has stopped me the voice of Luca.
Luca was mine ex companion of high school: smart type, sporting, good center forward, scarce in chemistry almost as me. In the years of the high school our relationship was not him to consider comparable to what I had with the participants to the" trip to the bachelorhood", but we had always gotten along and we had shared with mutual liking the period of the sketches on the benches, of the escapes of the last minute, of the false indispositions and of the inexorable insufficiencies.
After the school there were lost of sight how it often happens, nevertheless when it happened to see himself/herself/themselves again there was still a good feeling among us.
«Hemming furious? It looks if I have to meet really here you!»
«Luca! This is beautiful, really on the same train!»
«How you are?»
«Everything well! You?»
«To the great one! Even if some had been twisting for the day!»
After the what is suitable I have extinguished the PC and have I invited Luca to take a seat; him, to be sure himself/herself/themselves that it was not of trouble, you/he/she has asked «you were working? Do I bore you?»
«No, imagine!» I have answered.
And without I didn't even realize me of it, I had for the first time saved my job.
In the endless brevity of the distance between Milan and the lake, I have chatted approfonditamente with Luca.
You/he/she had graduated in modern letters, you/he/she would have liked to teach, but you/he/she has told me that the possibilities of result proportionally lowered after sometime and that you/he/she was resigned with optimism to develop another profession.
«Then with this crisis!» you/he/she has said.
«Not to speak of it...» I have answered.
I have narrated him the whole history of Mark, of Chicken. Gianca and of David in Australia; and of Chiara that we were left there. Sincerely seemed party, so much to be affirmed «Wow! What a busy life!»
Says really to me, that had always waited for the to happen some things.
I knew that you/he/she was recently married a Dominican girl, you/he/she has shown me some her photos that it had on the jail cell and you/he/she has confessed me that father would be become among few weeks: also him.
Was I happy to find again him/it so much in form, have I asked him «But where do you work now?»
The question that has changed me the life.
Luca collaborated with an on-line newspaper, you/he/she was from little state assumed with a stable contract and you/he/she was very satisfied of the course of his/her working career, so much to decide him to get ready himself/herself/themselves to take the examination of journalism.
«Go out online only, but our speed of expansion is impressive! Then have to see, apart that there is an unbelievable flexibility of schedules, but also the editors' team, all young people and entusiaste! Clear, it is not the moon, but it is a good place!»
«And does with thing deal yourself?»
«Substantially I manage the sporting chronicle of the whole province, but alone is hard! We would have more need columnists, because physically I am exhausted!»
«But they don't assume because of the crisis!»
«Macché! Find them! Clear, the salary is not from nababbi and to the beginning him he/she works freelance, but it seems that to the mole graduates to earn two liras is disgusting!»
«But from the? But does it serve to be enrolled journalists to the bulletin-board to collaborate with you?»
«No! Imagine, be enough to know how to describe what is seen! Me the course I do him/it because I have realized to want to develop this profession, but any person, also without a degree, you/he/she could write for us!»
There is an enormous difference among to wait for an occasion and to realize an opportunity.
Would I have been able to close the matter with Luca complaining myself for the scarce satisfaction that I tried me for my job, have I tried for once throwing myself in a thing that could produce some new possibilities and I has continued instead «Therefore do they look for?»
«Yes!»
«I come there me to write for you!»
«You? Don't joke! But don't you work from Pigozzi?»
«Yes, and then? An interview you can do me him to do, no?»
«Certain, but Paul, would earn certainly very less! It allows to lose, you remain from Pigozzi that it is a noble study»
«Is a burrow of stupid! How much would I earn in less? »
«Boh, some less. Now how much you take?»
And after having disclosed my income to Luca you/he/she has admitted «Certain, economically you will go there to lose, but even then too much. Did Cazzo, think that Pigozzi paid more, you know?»
«Please, we allow to lose what I think me of Pigozzi.» The have answered.
Then Luca has gone down from the train when they exactly missed four countries to my arrival on the lake. You/he/she has gone down with the hands full of purchases facts to Milan, with his classical and unforgettable smiled from awake boy and with the promise sort to hear again us to agree himself/herself/themselves on the interview to sustain near the editing of the on-line newspaper where he/she worked.
Me, with in the legs and in the head the work of the uncomfortable journey and the double rush of the writing not cancelled and of an unexpected opportunity entirely I have reached the country on the lake with a good mezzora of delay to the Italian accumulated in the run.
For the rest you/he/she has thought us the temutissima crisis about to lend me a hand.
With the excuse of the business difficulties, doctor Pigozzi has imposed an I rearrange some inside organization chart of the personnel; to realize him/it, has obviously submitted the assignment to an expensive external advisor, fallen in administration to explain us as to optimize times and resources.
Also not considering how much that advisor, that called Loris, pits an authentic face of cazzo that the mouth of paroloni and terms were filled English as" new economy" and" self management", the impact that had in firm was to a little catastrophic dir.
Loris was introduced among us employed declaring to have the mission of" to retrain the business operational flow", but it was from immediately appeared clear as behind the tested definitions of the order and the methods, all the hopes of the direction concealed him for veder to increase the productivity reducing the expenses.
The principle was not wrong entirely, as in every firm there were leaks of loss but the idea to level exploiting her pre-arranged manuals and techniques of psychological conditioning of the personnel it raged me.
We knew everybody that Gianna of the office purchases it spent the days to flirt away internet, but you/he/she had been doctor Pigozzi to strongly want her/it in the staff (when he/she anchors it was his/her lover).
It was known that Mirella of the operator it used (and it made to use to own discretion) the business lines to phone half Italy, to relatives and friends, but doctor Pigozzi had gotten some good favors hiring that Mirella nephew of a famous political place.
Almost all, even Paolona of the cleanings, had been assumed by Pigozzi on the base of the favors and the recommendations and it was not certain to be recriminated if some things didn't perfectly turn.
However The situation was everything anything else other than very bad.
The numbers of budget I knew well them and I knew with certainty that, exclusively on the base of the declared one (that is excluding the substantial submerged), we had closed the preceding year with a good increase of the proceeds and we still started there to the closing of that in progress in strong growth.
Inevitable that the movement of Pigozzi played as an orchestration to profit some crisis.
Only to FDP a good idea that was seemed to see the whole organizational plant again.
To him, that he/she physically worked only in presence of Pigozzi, that had economically been gratified repeatedly for to
have literally slandered his/her own colleagues, that it pursued the scaling without having anybody base of worth from years, it seemed pits a good news that spoke of cuts of dismissals and of revision of expense.
«It was now that was rewarded who makes and that it was penalized who steals!» it sustained the coglione.
The occasion to make even more happy FDP has immediately arrived, assist from the very well tanned Loris.
To command needs to divide and the first proposal of the advisor was really that to create some heads sector, named by the same Pigozzi, that dealt him with to notice errors of productivity and to suggest solutions. Prize: the increase of level (what contractually you/he/she would be touched to that whole year).
Obvious that for the management of the notarial practices the battle was FDP VS Hemming but, although De Bridges it had from his a greater seniority and surely a best ability of arruffianarsi Pigozzi, I was universally very esteemed for my way of operating.
Nevertheless you/he/she had not departed there.
Hardly known as it waited me, I have understood that that was the exact moment to stop reacting and to begin to act and, with the assent of doctor Pigozzi, I have officially asked that my working relationship was modified in regime part-time.
Mine was a decision that would have been able to play as a surrender (and someone perhaps interpreted her/it as such), but really few days before shoots her/it of Loris on the notification of the heads sector Luca you/he/she had made me sustain an interview with Ezio, his/her publisher.
In the bright office where we were met there, Mr. Ezio, to quarantacinquenne with two degrees and to million ideas, had found my motivations and my presumed enough abilities to initial to contract of collaboration.
It was not very as alternative, but I considered the refusal to undergo to the moons of Pigozzi, to the directives of tans Loris him and to the incorrectness of FDP the first true footstep of a new life from subject" agent."
You/he/she will have been only also fortune, but I have been right.
Time later, past events terrible and new solid awareness, have greeted entirely the firm where I worked.
The study Pigozzi is not certain failure for my absence but the day in which have resigned I have enjoyed in to see the looks of the envious colleagues for mine new (and very less logorante) operational position.
The last day of job, quarantadue days after having delivered the letter of resignations, I/you/they have entered the office to the elevated plan of Doctor Marcello Pigozzi.
«Permission?»
«Before!»
«Then I greet her/it doctor!»
«Ah, Hemming, is it her?»
«Yes, I/you/they are given to greet and to thank. He/she knows, I believe that after so much time is rightful to close the relationships with however...»
«Well! I hope that I/you/he/she don't repent. Good-bye!»
I had worked near the study Pigozzi for more than four years of my life.
In that timecourse, in name of the professional etiquette and the continuous pressures of heads and foreman, I had abdicated rights, surrendered minutes, sacrificed vacations and declined rests and illnesses.
Being liquidated in the most total coldness and in few less than 3 minutes has given even more sense to my decision.
FDP I have met him before going out, it towered by now in ours ex office completely his/her.
Has howled «Paul! But don't you even greet?»
Would I have preferred to throw straight, but have I/you/they entered obviously asking «Permission?»
I have shaken his hand and I have said «Now you will certainly have more space!»
«In effects, with the role that I now have, I need an office everything my. It was only also for a matter of image. I am a head sector now!»
«Already!»
«But you? How are you? Are you taking back yourself for that thing?»
«Yes, I am very better, not to worry you.»
«However you went without not even seeing how I have made to systematize the new desk and the new computer!»
«Excuse, is that I had here hurry to go out from!»
«But have not you organized anything for your resignations then? Not even a supper?»
«No. You know that I am not the type.»
«What boredom are! However to think well of us is indeed a sin that you go! By now were so in harmony! Certainly, to this time I would be your executive of reference, but I would have done as always in way of treating you!»
«I know him/it!»
«And how much will you earn of clean a month in the newspaper on. line?»
«I have not made the accounts yet.»
«Ah... badly! You give, if I will have time I will try to read him/it some your article.»
«Thanks.»
«Is all right, then hi! And I beg me... he/she sees around us!»
«Certain! Hi Francis, good luck!»
«Thanks. Hi Hemming!»
Four minutes later to be gone out of the firm I have received a message from FDP:
"I regret that you go. But with what has happened you you would not have borne this whole pressure. I understand him/it!"
I have not even answered, by now also FDP didn't represent that a disagreeable I shear of past.
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