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  called “the stage of the mind.” Cognitive psychology calls it

  “working memory.” Descartes said this enables you to get a

  “clear and distinct” image of the object. You see it accurately,

  and you understand its true value and significance for you.

  To hold something in mind also means holding it still. You

  see it but don’t deliberately think about it. This suggests a non-

  reactive, clear-seeing quality of attention. Vipassana, Zen, and

  mindfulness-based stress reduction generally aim to globally

  devalue thoughts, per se, and to down-regulate emotions in the

  interests of tranquility. The Buddha’s approach, on the other

  hand, seeks to understand thoughts. This understanding is

  what vipassana, or “insight,” entails.

  The Buddha’s term dhamma-vicaya, as the second of the

  seven factors of enlightenment, means the “investigation of phe-

  nomena.” When we hold an object still, without thinking about

  it, this places it within its broader context of associated memo-

  ries. Paradoxically, this enables us, if we choose to do so, to go on

  processing the object, but in a lateral, nonlinear, intuitive way.

  This is how “just watching” can lead to a deeper, gut understand-

  ing of the object than just talking to ourselves about it.

  This feeling of holding something calmly in the spotlight,

  holding it distinct from everything else, and carefully exam-

  ining it, is quite unmistakable once you get it. Something

  clicks into place. You feel face-to-face with the object. This

  is true whether the object is vast or tiny, trivial or profound,

  momentary or enduring. To be calm, alert, undistracted, and

  fully focused on something is a marvelous mental state. As the

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  Buddha said, you are like a charioteer in full control of your team of fine horses, able to direct and stop and switch your

  train of thought as you wish. This is high-quality sati.

  MAKING JUDGMENTS WHILE WE MEDITATE

  When we meditate, our attention is always split between the

  focusing and monitoring functions. We choose to focus on the

  body as much as we can, but we can’t avoid noticing the other

  “not-body” phenomena that also arise in the mind. At first,

  most of our efforts have to go into focusing on the body or the

  meditation collapses. Later, when we attain a good degree of

  stillness and mental control, we can devote more of our cogni-

  tive capacity to processing and evaluating the peripheral data.

  I would guess that many if not most meditations eventually

  gravitate toward some kind of Open Monitoring practice.

  Over the years, an immense array of thoughts, sensations,

  emotions, memories, impulses, stories, images, and fantasies

  will arise in the mind, as they should. This is what gives us

  the full picture of who we are. It is the raw material of our self-

  understanding. Let’s call all this the “stream of conscious-

  ness” for short. New meditators are often astonished by

  the vast inner library they uncover when they sit. This also

  explains why they can meditate for years without getting

  bored. The big question is, how do we relate to all of this?

  There are many possible strategies, and they all imply some

  kind of screening or selection, evaluation, or preference.

  We make thousands of judgments every day, but they are

  mostly subliminal or automatic. We can easily flush our auto-

  matic judgments to the surface, however, by noticing where

  our attention goes. Attention is the currency of the brain. It

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  streamlines oxygen and glucose toward the network of cells that support the mental representation of an object. This typically leads on into the kind of “approach or withdraw” reaction

  described in chapter 16. You intuitively choose to give more

  attention to something, or you dump it, or you switch to some-

  thing more promising.

  Notice that as we distribute our energy moment by moment,

  anything we choose to focus on or do is at the expense of the

  alternatives. We read the paper rather than go for a walk. We

  think about a celebrity rather than focus on the breath. Endlessly

  surfing the web has its reward (that is, it can feel “good” to do),

  but it can also be “bad” because it takes time you need to spend

  elsewhere. To stay with any thought or sensation or activity is to

  implicitly decide “This seems to be more important than any-

  thing else just now.” You can even measure how valuable you

  judge it to be by noticing the amount of time you spend on it.

  When we meditate, we are making a strong judgment that

  this activity deserves twenty minutes of our time. Our basic

  preference is obvious: We orient toward the body and away

  from thought; toward the sensory present and away from past

  and future; toward stillness and away from stimulation. We

  relax the body and calm the mind, and gravitate toward an

  ideal homeostatic state of body-mind stillness.

  In Zen, this is shikantaza (just sitting, not thinking). In

  Vipassana, it is jhana (absorption). Done well, this can induce

  a timeless, thought-free state of inner peace that is so satisfy-

  ing that many meditators regard as the highest good of all.

  Unfortunately, these states take long or repeated sittings to

  achieve, and they dissolve once you stop meditating. This is

  where Open Monitoring meditations come in.

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  When you have a good degree of body-mind stillness, you

  no longer need to see the stream of consciousness as the enemy.

  You can divide your attention equally between inner and

  outer. Without losing focus on the body, you can also choose to

  examine any peripheral thought, sensation, memory, emotion,

  or problem that arises. You simply ask: “What is this? What is

  happening now? Is this worth any further attention or not?”

  Frequently it is. As we do the Open Monitoring practice,

  we also make small, subtle, wide-ranging reappraisals and

  micro-judgments about the peripheral thoughts and emotions

  that arise. We can hold each one clearly in the mind and choose

  our response. Over time, we sense how we stand in relation to

  the complexity of our present experience. Sati-sampajjana,

  the calm, conscious perception and evaluation of phenomena,

  is sensitively realigning us toward the raw data of our inner

  lives, without our getting caught in runaway thought. We

  remain calm and centered, but we also “see” exactly what is

  happening for us in the moment. We know who we are.

  MEDITATING ON A DECISION

  And there is more. While meditating, you can simultaneously

  reflect on a problem. If you have to make a financial decision—

  such as to buy or sell shares or trade in a car—you would n
or-

  mally think at length before deciding. By meditating, however,

  you can take a different approach: You can deconstruct the

  issue and see it in a broader perspective.

  When your mind is relatively calm and still, you can split

  your attention equally between the body and the problem.

  In other words, you continue to scan the body or track the

  breaths while you break the issue down into its component

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  parts, following the format of the Sutta, in order to see each part as accurately as possible.

  Those parts are the thoughts themselves; their affective

  charge or valence; the underlying emotion; the state or

  quality of mind; and the body sensations that occur during

  the process. In reality, these all interpenetrate, but with

  practice you can provisionally separate them out. You can see

  each one—thoughts + valence + emotion + state of mind + body

  sensations—relatively clearly and distinctly on the stage of the

  mind, and hold it still.

  Let’s go through this process in more detail. To start, you

  hold the issue in mind. You ask: “What is this?” and you name

  the issue in as few words as possible, such as “buying shares”

  or “buying a car.” Then you ask: “What is the valence around

  this issue?” Is it strong or weak, positive or negative? In other

  words, how important does this issue seem to be for your

  well-being? Once you can see the valence, you don’t need to

  do anything else for the moment. Your mind will tend to auto-

  matically reappraise it up or down as appropriate.

  Then you can ask: “What is the underlying emotion?” Is it

  excitement or fear of missing out or dread or desire? Then you

  ask: “What is my state of mind?” If you recognize that you are

  agitated or exhausted or anxious, you will see that you are in

  no fit state to make any decision, no matter how convincing

  the arguments. Conversely, you will also recognize when it is

  exactly the right time to act.

  By consciously focusing on your body throughout, you

  can remain calm and centered, with no physiological urge to

  make an immediate decision. A clear sign that you are truly in

  control is that you can freely abandon the issue and give full

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  attention to your Standard Meditation Practice. Alternatively, you can switch to another problem on your mental list.

  Mindfulness can also help make judgments that are more

  emotionally complex. Issues around work, relationships,

  health, identity, and satisfaction are truly vast, and the ratio-

  nal mind has its limits. When I was young, I eventually real-

  ized that a sexual relationship is too complicated to ever fully

  comprehend. Even when a relationship was going well, I never

  really understood what was happening. So how can you make

  a decision to stay or go, for example, or to speak or be silent,

  without making a complete mess of it?

  The best meditative strategy is still to deconstruct the issue

  into its component parts—thoughts, valence, emotion, state of

  mind, body sensations—as in the example of buying shares or

  buying a car. But this is not enough on its own. We can’t com-

  plete this process in just one or two meditations. We need to do

  it repeatedly, and at different times of day, and we can’t just do it while we’re meditating. We have to be able to identify those

  components in the live situations during the day. It is amazing

  how wise you can seem to be when sitting, and how confused

  you become when you return to the world.

  At a certain point, however, the answer will be perfectly

  obvious. You finally know exactly what to do. Alternatively,

  you may wake up one morning to find that the process of delib-

  eration is over. The last votes were counted overnight. You then

  find yourself acting as if a decision has already been made.

  COMPARATIVE EVALUATION

  Yes-or-no decisions are hard enough, but either-or decisions

  place even greater demands on our cognitive capacity. At any

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  time, we are likely to have the problem of competing good things in our lives. We all have primary life goals that are hardwired into us. At the most basic level, we have a will to live and

  thrive. It is very hard to overrule that, as people who try to

  commit suicide often discover.

  Moreover, we all need money or some form of support; we

  all need some social recognition or love; we want good health;

  and we want to enjoy our lives. We can’t opt out of these high-

  value goals and choose to simply drift along, accepting what-

  ever happens. They all take continual effort. We instinctively

  line up our actions against these ethical yardsticks every

  day and make our judgments accordingly. If we try to ignore

  those inbuilt goals, the result is poverty, isolation, sickness,

  misery, and an early death.

  Money, love, health, and enjoyment are all worth pursu-

  ing. However, it is almost impossible for any of us to achieve

  excellence in all of them at once. They compete against each

  other for our limited resources of energy, time, interest, and

  money. Every decision we make will be a trade-off against

  those natural goals. We might wish for a vantage point from

  which we could have an overview to put everything in per-

  spective, but at that height we wouldn’t be able to imagine

  how the detail would work out on the ground.

  In these situations, we can use a judgment strategy that

  I call “comparative evaluation.” Both A and B may be good.

  They both have high positive valences, and both may be nec-

  essary, but how do they compare against each other? How

  should we best distribute our energy between them? How can

  we compare, for example, the issues around work versus fam-

  ily life? Career versus health? Education versus adventure?

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  Having a baby versus a career? Spending versus saving? Leisure versus achievement?

  These issues are too big to compare rationally, but you

  can evaluate them through embodied cognition. By think-

  ing through the body, and becoming fully conscious of the

  valence and emotions around an issue, you can gradually

  construct an integrated body-mind image of it that isn’t solely

  reliant on words. You can start to think of “work” as a rela-

  tively stable, muscular, visceral, gut feeling within you, rather

  than a riot of words and behaviors. If you do the same with,

  for example, “family life” or “health” you will get an entirely

  different image. Every issue is likely to have its own unique

  configuration of muscle tone, arousal, affect, and mood. It has

  its own body-
mind image or signature.

  Once an embodied image becomes coherent and stable

  and familiar, you can compare it with another. You can place

  them both on the mental stage and turn your attention slowly

  from one to the other. How does “work” make you feel? Give it

  a minute or two to become vivid. Now switch to “family life.”

  How does that make you feel? You can let the thoughts and

  emotion and colors of each one emerge as you do so, but you

  try not to verbally elaborate on them.

  Ultimately, you are trying to sense their respective weights

  and emotional tone. Both may be good, but which of the two

  feels more substantial and worthy, at least in this moment? Are

  you undervaluing or overvaluing one over the other? This is

  usually not a winner-takes-all situation. You have to choose

  how best to distribute or sequence your energy between them.

  If you want to be thorough, you do this repeatedly, both

  in meditation and out. I also suggest you get into the habit

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  of comparing the relative value of all the big goals in your life, and even the little ones as well—A versus B, A versus C,

  A versus D, then B versus C, B versus D, and so on—in order

  to discover what is truly important to you. When you make

  decisions, you will be working from judgments that are closer

  to the substrata of your primary values.

  INSIGHT

  Most of our thinking is routine, pedestrian, and workmanlike

  at best, but occasionally we have a truly brilliant thought. We

  call this an “insight.” The skies open up. The problem is per-

  fectly illuminated. The answer comes with effortless convic-

  tion. The Sutta is a training manual designed to produce just

  this kind of brilliant thought. I gave the classic example of the

  monk’s preawakening insight near the start of this chapter. In

  fact, the term vipassana, which literally means “repeated deep

  seeing,” is usually translated as “insight.”

  The author Arthur Koestler (1905–1983) proposed four

  stages of creativity or insight: preparation, incubation, the

  flash of insight itself, and the subsequent verification. The

  first stage, preparation—brooding over an idea, collecting

  data and hypotheses—is completely rational. For instance,

  Alfred Russell Wallace (1823–1913), the cofounder of evolu-

 

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