by Piper Vaughn
The upper deck overlooked the dance floor and bar area. It consisted of a balcony-like overhang with tables and a bar of its own near the stage end. It was crowded too. As he wound his way through the upper level crowd to the guard rails, more than one hand grabbed, patted, slapped, or pinched his ass. Avery owed him for this.
A level up, his overall view improved, but it was like searching for a unicorn in a forest full of pricks. Damn, everything looked the same from up here—just smaller and smooshed together.
Then he saw it. A glimpse of sandy blond, so much like Avery’s. The blond man got swallowed up by the crowd for a moment, and Dylan squinted hard in search of that head of hair again.
There. The guy was making his way to the door. Leaving. Still unsure, Dylan made chase. In seconds Dylan forced his way through the first crush of bodies and down the stairs, only to be slowed by the overflowing crowd on the main level, and headed toward the door.
He tracked the guy—even more convinced it was Avery in skinny jeans and a dark brown tweed sport coat—to the entrance. If it weren’t so very Avery, Dylan would have rolled his eyes at the thought of a sport coat being worn inside Howl. But with Avery it kind of fit.
Shaking himself out of the randomness of his thoughts, Dylan dashed after Mr. Blond-Tweed-and-likely-Beautiful through the front door. Again he only caught a flash of him before the guy rounded the corner of the club. Dylan inhaled deeply and caught the smell of citrus, sandalwood, and musky sweat that made the previous two richer, deeper. It was all the confirmation he need to know it was his mate he followed.
Only what—or who—was Avery chasing?
He took the corner quickly and on light feet so as not to alert his mate. Yet. Avery was still twenty feet, maybe thirty, in front of him. Possibly to most people, and probably to Avery, it didn’t seem so strange to walk alone at night outside a club. And perhaps it wouldn’t have thrown any red flags for Dylan either, except for Avery’s almost tiptoe-ish behavior. Was he following somebody?
Closing the distance between him and Avery, Dylan looked over Avery’s shoulder. He almost didn’t see anyone at first. Farther ahead of Avery and walking at a quicker pace, Dylan spotted another guy. Something about New Guy and this hunt seemed off. The guy walked confident and unfazed, but Dylan had a strange feeling about it.
It didn’t take him long to cut down the distance between him and Avery, though he still kept back far enough for Avery not to catch wind of him, watching this chase play out. One block—passing a diner and bakery, some shops housed in the old former factories of the area. He trailed after Avery for another block, until the mystery man slipped into an alley. Still remaining behind a little, Dylan watched as Avery stopped his pursuit, crept to the corner of another building, and slowly bent to peek around the corner.
Enough was enough. Dylan was finished with this… whatever it was.
Careful not to alert Avery to his presence, Dylan stepped in behind his Peeping-Tom mate.
“What are you doing?” he whispered at Avery’s back.
If confusion hadn’t beaten out all other emotion, he’d have probably laughed—hard and loud—when Avery jumped. Hand flying to his chest and eyes wide, Avery stared up at Dylan.
“D-Dylan,” he gasped, his eyes darting to the alley, then back to Dylan. “What are you doing here?”
Crossing his arms over his chest, Dylan smirked at Avery as he leaned a shoulder against the building. “I came to meet you. Thought we had plans.”
“But you’re late. I….” Avery dropped his gaze to the sidewalk. “Uh… I thought I got stood up.”
Dylan knew a diversion when he saw one. “I got a flat and left my phone at the shop. Had to roll the bike to Lucas’s. Took a while to fix, and it’s not like I could call you. Not like I memorize phone numbers. Though maybe I should.” He shrugged, even as his cheeks heated. “Sorry about that. You going to answer my question?”
“Question?” He blinked up at Dylan innocently.
Oh he was good. A masculine moan sounded from the alley, the slap of skin on skin following. Avery’s cheeks flamed bright red. A bolt of jealousy fired through Dylan at the thought that Avery may have been following the guy. And he still had no idea why.
“Try again, Avery,” he growled, trying to rein in his anger but failing miserably. Another moan, this one feminine, echoed from around the corner. “What are you doing out here?”
Chapter Ten
“SHHH, NOT so loud.” Avery ushered Dylan away from the building he’d been pressed up against. He tossed a glance over his shoulder, worried Frat Boy might come barreling around the corner at any second, but it seemed as if Dylan’s voice had gone unheard amid all the panting and groaning.
Well, that was sudden. And confusing. When Avery peered into that alley, he’d expected to see Frat Boy assaulting, or at least harassing, that girl. Not that she’d be waiting for him with open arms and a hiked-up skirt.
Had they been playing some kind of cat and mouse game? Was she Frat Boy’s girlfriend? Did he get some kind of kinky thrill from watching her dance and flirt with other guys? Who the hell knew? Avery didn’t much care about what type of fantasy scenarios got people off, until it made him look like some asshole creeper spying on a straight couple for kicks. Ugh. He could only imagine how it appeared to Dylan. This definitely wasn’t the impression he wanted to make when his mate finally showed up.
“Avery.” Dylan’s voice sounded like he was grinding his teeth. “What the fuck? Why were you following that guy?”
Avery shook his head and kept urging Dylan down the block. Part of him hesitated to give Dylan the exact details. His looking into Lacey’s disappearance was between him and Mr. Otis, and according to Mr. Otis, the pack seemed unconcerned and dismissive. Avery was pretty sure Dylan could be trusted, that he’d never disregard a missing girl, but how well did he and Dylan actually know each other? For now, he’d keep his true motivations quiet.
“That guy seemed sketchy,” he told Dylan once they were out of earshot. “I caught him staring at this girl at Howl. When she left, he followed. I thought he might be trying to hurt her.”
Dylan gave him a skeptical look. “Sounded like she wanted him to follow to me.”
Avery waved a hand. “Well, yeah, but it didn’t seem that way in the club. I thought he might be on the prowl for some innocent girl. I wanted to make sure everything was cool.”
Dylan’s open skepticism morphed into surprise, as if he couldn’t quite believe Avery would be so concerned with someone else’s well-being. “Really?”
Avery tried not to feel offended. He wanted to resent Dylan’s shocked tone, but on a typical club night, he probably would’ve been too wrapped up in himself and his own wants to bother paying attention to Frat Boy and that girl. At least not unless he’d set his sights on Frat Boy as a potential hookup. “Yes, really.”
“That’s good of you.” Dylan slung an arm around his shoulders, drawing Avery to his side.
Avery bit off a moan as his senses were overtaken by Dylan’s scent, his warmth. He pressed closer and curled his arm around Dylan’s waist, wishing he could slink and rub against Dylan like a cat.
Dylan tightened his hold for a second. “I’m sorry for being late.”
“It happens.” Avery shrugged with feigned casualness. Inwardly he was ecstatic to learn Dylan hadn’t ditched him or decided he wasn’t worth the trouble.
“Do you want to go back to Howl?”
“Nah.” The mood for dancing was gone, and Avery’s paranoia about Frat Boy had proved to be for nothing. All he wanted to do was spend some quiet time with his mate, as weird as it felt to think that. “Are you hungry? We could go grab some food. Or we could go to another bar. Somewhere calmer.”
“That sounds good. I could use a beer after the day I’ve had.”
“Callahan’s is around the corner. Or did you want to drive somewhere? I don’t have my car.”
“Callahan’s is fine.”
They made th
e walk in silence, passing Howl, which still had a line outside the door even after midnight.
Callahan’s was a lot less crowded. Music played but at a low enough level to make actual conversation possible. He and Dylan settled at a booth near the windows and ordered a couple of harvest ales with a side of fries for Avery and buffalo wings for Dylan.
While they waited for their food, Dylan asked him how the delivery job was going.
Avery took a sip from his glass. “It’s been great. One of the wolves, Mr. Otis—Acker—we’ve been chatting a little.”
“I know Otis. How is he? I haven’t seen him in a while.”
“Not too well, I don’t think.”
Pity flashed across Dylan’s face. “I can only imagine. Losing a wife, then a daughter. Most wolves couldn’t picture a worse fate.”
“You say that like you know Lacey’s dead. She could still be found.” Avery’s voice came out sharper than he intended.
Dylan’s eyes widened. “Yeah, of course. I didn’t mean to imply otherwise. It’s just… even her being missing has to be hard. They say if a person isn’t found within the first seventy-two hours, they usually won’t be found at all. I wouldn’t be surprised if Otis had given up hope of finding her alive.”
Avery toyed with the napkin under his glass, trying to keep his expression neutral. He didn’t want Dylan to guess his interest in Lacey went beyond mere sympathy for Mr. Otis. “I hope she’s found soon. Alive.”
“We all do.”
The waitress arrived with their food then. Avery leaned back so she could set down his plate. Once she left, he grabbed the ketchup from the rack on the table, held it over his fries, and squeezed until he deemed the puddle big enough.
“Jesus.” Dylan sounded amused. “How about a little fries with your ketchup?”
Avery shot him a sheepish smile. “What can I say? I’m a fan of condiments. Besides, it’s organic.”
Dylan snorted and picked up one of his wings. “If you say so.” He stripped the meat off the bone in a few efficient bites, leaving a smear of buffalo sauce on his lower lip. “Although, I don’t know if organic counts for anything when you’re eating something cooked in grease.”
“Uh-huh,” Avery said stupidly, frozen with a fry suspended halfway to his mouth. His gaze was glued to Dylan’s lips as he fought the urge to lean across the table and lick him clean. He didn’t even enjoy the taste of buffalo sauce. He simply wanted a reason to put his tongue on Dylan’s skin.
Dylan noticed him staring and smirked. Then he drew his lower lip into his mouth and sucked.
Avery’s jaw went slack. Oh fuck. He could picture that mouth sucking on other things, and it made him want to—Avery shook himself. He was springing wood in the middle of Callahan’s, which wasn’t the type of establishment that overlooked people making out at their tables or sneaking off to the bathroom for blowjobs. Not that any blowjobs would be happening, because they weren’t about to go there. Nope.
But what would Dylan’s flavor be like? Would it match his scent—musky and spicy? Avery could almost feel his taste buds tingling.
He’d draw Dylan inside his mouth. He’d run his tongue around the ridge, slowly, so slowly, and maybe he’d gnaw on Dylan’s foreskin just a little, to see how far Dylan would let him go, how much he could take. Then he’d—
Avery wanted to slam his forehead against the tabletop.
No! Rushing equals bad. No rushing.
Avery’s cock seemed disinclined to agree, though, and whatever expression he wore made Dylan laugh outright.
“Down, boy.” Dylan’s voice was playful, and the sight of him across the table, relaxed and joking—with him—made something unravel in Avery’s chest. The looseness expanded into a buoyant sensation, as if he were a falcon shifter who could sprout wings and fly, glide on the wind for miles. He’d never imagined at any point in the last two years that someday they’d be together, chatting and teasing each other. That there would ever be anything but animosity between them.
If they could have this, if they could have more than this, Avery might be happy in a way that seemed impossible. In a way that would make the money and his numerous mistakes and his parents cutting him off inconsequential.
He’d liked the idea of a mate. He’d longed to meet the other half to his soul. He hadn’t known it would feel like this when things were going right. But what if this was entirely on his side? What if Dylan felt nothing at all, save for physical desire, which could be explained away by pheromones and chemistry?
Avery’s inconvenient erection flagged as he tried to sort through his emotions. Not knowing what else to do, he dropped his gaze to his plate and stuffed his fry into his mouth.
“Avery? Are you okay?”
Avery nodded and let his hair shield his eyes as he picked up another ketchup-soaked fry.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah,” Avery answered without lifting his head. He didn’t want to explain. “I’m fine.”
Dylan didn’t reply, but Avery could feel his doubt. The tension between them mounted. Then, suddenly, it abated. He felt a push—something tickling at the edge of his awareness.
There were times Avery sensed Dylan’s emotions when they were together—just vague impressions, and only the really intense ones. But outside of the time in Forest Park, he couldn’t recall Dylan intentionally trying to send him a certain feeling before. This was comfort, as if Dylan had sensed his sadness and confusion and wanted to ease him.
Avery met Dylan’s gaze across the table, but he didn’t speak. They stared at each other in silence until Dylan nodded to Avery’s fries. “Eat.”
Feeling lighter, Avery returned to his meal. When the bill arrived, he reached for the check. Dylan snatched it from him.
“This one’s on me,” Dylan said gruffly.
Avery’s pride took a hit, but he didn’t argue. He was putting aside every extra scrap from his delivery job to try to save for January’s rent, the first one he’d be responsible for without his parents’ assistance. He probably wouldn’t have enough, but he’d worry about that when the time came. Maybe his landlord would cut him a break, though he doubted it. Property in the Pearl District might be expensive, but it was also coveted and popular, especially converted industrial spaces like Avery’s. His loft wouldn’t stay empty long if his landlord kicked him out. There was no reason for the man to show him any leniency.
Avery bit back a sigh and pushed those thoughts aside. Later. Like when he wasn’t on a date with his mate.
He turned to Dylan when they stepped onto the sidewalk outside of Callahan’s. “Thanks for the food.”
“Anytime.”
A breeze kicked up, and Avery trembled despite his heavy sport coat. It had started drizzling again, and in late September the temperatures grew cooler every day. Some nights got down to the low fifties. Given his species, he really should be more bundled up in weather like this. In the wild, European hedgehogs typically hibernated during winter. Allowing his body temperature to fall too far or too fast could be disastrous. But warm and stylish weren’t mutually inclusive, and he got odd looks when he wore a thick jacket this early in the fall. Sometimes he sacrificed comfort and risked his health for fashion. The bane of being a bit of a narcissist, he supposed.
Dylan shook his head in obvious exasperation when he noticed Avery shivering. He shrugged off his leather coat and draped it over Avery’s shoulders. “At this rate you’ll have all my jackets soon.” He didn’t sound too put out about it. “Let’s find you a cab. I’d give you a ride home, but I only patched my tire. I’m not sure I trust it with the extra weight.”
Avery playfully cocked an eyebrow. “Are you calling me fat?”
Dylan snorted. “Don’t be a brat. I’d be surprised if you had an ounce of fat on you.”
Avery grinned and trailed behind Dylan as he stepped up to the curb. Taxis were rare in Portland, but the few that were around could usually be found near the bars and clubs.
Dylan
lifted his arm. It took a minute or two before a cab approached and stopped. Dylan yanked open the rear door and leaned in to hand the driver some cash. When he straightened, he gave Avery a small smile. “I’m glad I got to see you tonight. I was worried you’d left when I got to the club. Rain check?”
Avery nodded and turned to get into the cab, but Dylan stilled him with a hand to the back of his neck. He looked up at Dylan, questioning. Before he could speak, Dylan dipped his head and fitted their mouths together. He kissed Avery, slipping his tongue inside when Avery’s lips parted on a gasp. He tasted of hops from the ale and spice from the wings and of Dylan.
Dylan.
Avery moaned and chased Dylan’s mouth when he broke the kiss and tried to pull away.
Dylan grinned and squeezed his nape. “Good night, Avery.”
Dazed, Avery let himself be nudged into the backseat of the cab. Dylan closed the door behind him and tapped the roof. As the driver merged into traffic, Avery turned to the window to search for his mate.
Dylan lifted a hand in a brief wave. Avery touched the glass in return. The increasing drizzle distorted his view, but he watched Dylan until the cab turned the corner. Then he closed his eyes and banged his head against the seat.
He was in a heap of trouble, as his mama would say. Trouble by the name of Dylan Green.
DYLAN DIDN’T want to believe Avery was keeping something from him. What right did he have to know every single thing about Avery’s life? He certainly didn’t have the right to call Avery a liar or demand that Avery tell him whatever he was holding back.
Didn’t mean he had to like it. Because he didn’t. Not even a little bit.
What he liked even less was the feeling in his gut that he was missing something. The feeling had little to do with the secrets Avery kept and more to do with the gaping distance between them. The wall Avery built around whatever he was guarding didn’t help. Dylan didn’t want to think of it as his business, but part of him defended the fact that Avery, as his mate, should trust him with everything, no matter what. That was the part Dylan had to keep in check. No matter how much he thought he needed to know, he and Avery hadn’t had the best of beginnings. Therefore patience was the key. Maybe if he gave Avery reason to trust him. He’d come to realize the more time he spent with his mate, the less he wanted to be away from him. He thought about Avery constantly, to the point of even further distraction. Hopefully with a little patience, Avery would feel the same.