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by Doireann Ní Ghríofa


  even should they stay for a week’s rest,

  o dear brother of many friends.

  xxvii.

  O, my friend and my calf!

  Last night, such clouded reveries

  appeared to me, come midnight

  in Cork as I lay awake late.

  Alone, I dreamt

  our bright-limed home tumbling,

  the Gearagh all withering,

  without a growl left of your hounds

  nor the sweet chirp of birds,

  like when I found you

  out on that mountain ground,

  gan sagart, gan cléireach,

  ach seanbhean aosta

  do leath binn dá bréid ort

  nuair fuadh den chré thú,

  a Airt Uí Laoghaire,

  is do chuid fola ’na slaodaibh

  i mbrollach do léine.

  xxviii.

  Mo ghrá is mo rún tú!

  ’S is breá thíodh súd duit,

  stoca chúig dhual duit,

  buatais go glúin ort,

  Caroilín cúinneach,

  is fuip go lúfar

  ar ghillín shúgach –

  is mó ainnir mhodhúil mhúinte

  bhíodh ag féachaint sa chúl ort.

  xxix.

  Mo ghrá go daingean tú!

  ’S nuair théitheá sna cathracha

  daora, daingeana,

  bhíodh mná na gceannaithe

  ag umhlú go talamh duit,

  with neither priest nor clergy

  to keep you company, only the crumpled old lady

  who folded her cloak over your body.

  That soil clung to you fiercely

  dear Art Ó Laoghaire,

  as your blood drenched streams

  through your shirt so bleakly.

  xxviii.

  O, my love and my darling!

  You looked so striking

  in your five-folded stockings,

  with your boots, knee-high,

  and your hat, the cornered Caroline.

  Whenever you flicked your whip,

  nimble-quick on a merry gelding,

  many modest gentlewomen

  found their eyes shyly following.

  xxix.

  O my belovèd, steadfast and true!

  When you strolled

  those fine city avenues,

  merchants’ wives always

  stooped their curtsies low for you.

  óir do thuigidís ’na n-aigne

  gur bhreá an leath leaba tú,

  nó an bhéalóg chapaill tú,

  nó an t-athair leanbh tú.

  xxx.

  Tá fhios ag Íosa Críost

  ná beidh caidhp ar bhathas mo chinn,

  ná léine chnis lem thaoibh,

  ná bróg ar thrácht mo bhoinn,

  ná trioscán ar fuaid mo thí,

  ná srian leis an láir ndoinn,

  ná caithfidh mé le dlí,

  ’s go raghad anonn thar toinn

  ag comhrá leis an rí,

  ’s mara gcuirfidh ionam aon tsuim

  go dtiocfad ar ais arís

  go bodach na fola duibhe

  a bhain díom féin mo mhaoin.

  xxxi.

  Mo ghrá thú is mo mhúirnín!

  Dá dtéadh mo ghlao chun cinn

  go Doire Fhíonáin mór laistiar

  is go Ceaplaing na n-úll buí,

  How well, they could see

  what a hearty bed-mate you’d be,

  what a man to share a saddle with,

  what a man to spark a child with.

  xxx.

  Jesus knows

  I’ll allow no bonnet to crown me

  no silk slip to cover me,

  no shoe to sole me

  not a stitch of home furnishings

  not even a rein for the chestnut mare, no,

  I’ll spend every cent on law-men instead.

  I’ll even go overseas

  to confront royalty,

  and if the king won’t entertain me,

  I’ll turn again wildly

  to the black-blooded lout

  who thieved my treasure from me.

  xxxi.

  O my love and my sweetheart!

  Should my howl reach as far

  as grand Derrynane

  and gold-appled Ceaplaing,

  is mó marcach éadrom groí

  is bean chiarsúra bháin gan teimheal

  a bheadh anso gan mhoill

  ag gol os cionn do chinn

  a Airt Uí Laoghaire an ghrinn.

  xxxii.

  Cion an chroí seo agamsa

  ar mhnáibh geala an mhuilinn

  i dtaobh a fheabhas a níd siad sileadh

  i ndiaidh mharcaigh na lárach doinne.

  xxxiii.

  Greadadh croí cruaidh ort

  a Sheáin Mhic Uaithne!

  Más breab a bhí uaitse

  nár tháinig faoim thuairim,

  ’s go dtabharfainn duit mórchuid:

  capall gruagach

  ’dhéanfadh tú fhuadach

  trí sna sluaitibh

  lá do chruatain;

  nó macha breá ’bhuaibh duit,

  nó caoire ag breith uan duit,

  nó culaith an duine uasail

  idir spor agus buatais –

  strong, the slim horsemen

  and pale-hankied women

  who would thunder in,

  and their wails would be boundless

  over Art, our own sweet scoundrel.

  xxxii.

  All my heart’s fondness

  to the bright little mill-women,

  so skilled was their weeping

  for the chestnut mare’s horseman.

  xxxiii.

  Your heart, I wish broken,

  John Cooney, you villain!

  If it was a bribe you were seeking,

  you should have come straight to me,

  for I’d have given you plenty:

  a horse of thick-mane

  to dash you away

  from the wild mobs

  who await your judgment day;

  pastures of cattle

  or plump ewes in lamb,

  or perhaps even the suit of my own gallant man,

  with his own bright spurs and his fine boots too,

  cé gur mhór an trua liom

  í fheiscint thuas ort,

  mar cloisim á luachaint

  gur boidichín fuail tú.

  xxxiv.

  A mharcaigh na mbán-ghlac,

  ó leagadh do lámh leat,

  éirigh go dtí Baldwin,

  an spreallairín gránna,

  an fear caol-spágach,

  is bain de sásamh

  in ionad do lárach

  is úsáid do ghrá ghil.

  Gan an seisear mar bhláth air!

  Gan dochar do Mháire,

  agus ní le grá dhi,

  ach is í mo mháthair

  thug leaba ’na lár di

  ar feadh trí ráithe.

  xxxv.

  Mó ghrá thú agus mo rún!

  Tá do stácaí ar a mbonn,

  tá do bha buí á gcrú;

  although it’d be a wrench

  to see you wear them instead,

  since you’re a right pissy bodkin,

  or so I’ve heard said.

  xxxiv.

  O my white-grasped horseman,

  Since your hand’s been struck down,

  why not rise up to Baldwin now,

  that shit-talking clown,

  that bockety wimp, all mean frowns,

  to demand satisfaction

  for the loss of your mare

  and your beloved’s heartache.

  May none of his six children blossom for him!

  Only let no harm fall on Mary,

  and not for much sisterly love,

  but only that my own mother

  made her a first bed within her,


  where we shared three seasons together.

  xxxv.

  O, my love and my darling!

  Your barley has risen thick and golden,

  your fair cows are well-milked,

  is ar mo chroí atá do chumha

  ná leigheasfadh Cúige Mumhan

  ná Gaibhne Oileáin na bhFionn.

  Go dtiocfaidh Art Ó Laoghaire chugham

  ní scaipfidh ar mo chumha

  atá i lár mo chroí á bhrú,

  dúnta suas go dlúth

  mar a bheadh glas a bheadh ar thrúnc

  ’s go raghadh an eochair amú.

  xxxvi.

  A mhná so amach ag gol

  stadaidh ar bhur gcois

  go nglaofaidh Art Mhac Conchubhair deoch,

  agus tuilleadh thar cheann na mbocht,

  sula dtéann isteach don scoil –

  ní ag foghlaim léinn ná port,

  ach ag iompar cré agus cloch.

  but such pain grips my heart still

  that all of Munster cannot fix me a remedy,

  nor even Fair Island’s gifted smithery.

  Unless Art Ó Laoghaire returns to me

  this grief will never be eased,

  it weighs on my heart so brutally,

  keeping it sealed so tightly

  as a lock clasps a chest

  whose golden key has been lost from me.

  xxxvi.

  Oh, you women who cry outside,

  halt your feet a while,

  let Conor’s son Art call a drink

  and more for the other poor souls,

  for soon, they’ll all enter that school together –

  in pursuit of neither learnèd song nor verse,

  but only to raise cold stone and earth.

  acknowledgements

  I am grateful to the Lannan Foundation for their extraordinary generosity, which sustained me throughout the completion of this work, and to the Arts Council of Ireland, whose award of a bursary in literature at a crucial early moment allowed me the time to dream this book from seed to seedling. In the years in which I was writing these pages, I was kindly supported by Lorraine Maye and Cork Midsummer Festival, and by the wonderful women who watched my children while I tiptoed away to write: Rose, Michelle, and Marian. My gratitude also to Clíodhna Shaffrey and Michael Hill at Temple Bar Gallery, to Words Ireland, to Clare Arts Office, and to Joanna Walsh for generous encouragement. I have long admired the work of Lisa Coen, Sarah Davis-Goff, and Laura Waddell at Tramp Press, and it was my dream that they would publish this book – thank you. Mo bhuíochas leo siúd a spreag misneach ionam – to those who encouraged me to keep writing about Eibhlín Dubh, particularly when I doubted myself: Cal Doyle, Clara Dupuis-Morency, Anakana Schofield, Patricia Coughlan, Clair Wills, Linda Connolly, and Sarah-Maria Griffin. Mo bhuíochas freisin le Eoin Seartal, John Fitzgerald, Seán Ua Súilleabháin, Seán Cronin, Timmy O’Connor, Tadhg O’Sullivan, Dr Aoife Bhreatnach, agus Maureen Kennelly as ucht a gcuid nodanna. I am indebted to Brendan Barrington at The Dublin Review, who published early versions of two chapters and in doing so offered me exceptional editorial guidance. To Dr Dermot Mahony, in admiration. To Dr Michael Crotty, in gratitude. To Dr Suzanne O’Sullivan, a hero. To all who work for human milk banks and in NICUs. To Paula Meehan, connoisseuse of bees. To the generous librarians of Cork City, who hefted many, many armfuls of books on my behalf. To Sara Baume, whose friendship heartens me every day. To Amy and to Saoirse, who cared for me when I was afraid. To Sinéad Gleeson, for her kindness. To Matthew Turner, for guidance. To my parents: it cannot be easy to bear the embarrassment of a writer in the family, and yet you understand that I must write my own life, a gift for which I will forever be grateful. To my Nana Mae, a woman of great heart and great courage, from whom I have learned so much. All my love to my children, as always, and to Tim, for the snip. Míle buíochas ó chroí libh go léir.

  further reading

  As basis for my translation I attended closely to the version published by Seán Ó Tuama in his 1961 publication Caoineadh Airt Uí Laoghaire, and I am grateful for his impeccable scholarship. Many additional books, translations, and scholarly works have detailed the era and literature explored in this book. The following publications were of particular interest to me in constructing my own understanding of this subject, and may also be of interest to readers who wish to learn more.

  Mrs Morgan John O’Connell (1892) The Last Colonel of the Irish Brigade: Count O’Connell and Old Irish Life at Home and Abroad, 1745–1833

  Méadhbh Nic an Airchinnigh (2012) ‘Caointeoireacht na Gaeilge: Béalaireacht agus Literathacht’, PhD thesis, NUIG

  Eugene O’Connell (2009) ‘The House of Art O’Leary’, Cork Literary Review Volume 13

  Peter O’Leary (1998) ‘The Life and Times of Art Ó Laoghaire’, a talk given on 13 September 1998 to the third O’Leary gathering in Inchigeelagh and subsequently published in the Journal of the Ballingeary & Inchigeela Historical Society

  Eavan Boland (2011) A Journey with Two Maps

  Peter Levi (1984) The Lamentation of the Dead

  Seán Ó Tuama (1995) Repossessions

  Angela Bourke (2017) ‘“A Bhean Úd Thall!” Macallaí Idirghaelacha i bhFilíocht Bhéil na mBan’, Scottish Studies Volume 37

  Angela Bourke (1993) ‘More in Anger than in Sorrow: Irish Women’s Lament Poetry’ in Feminist Messages: Coding in Women’s Folk Culture

  Angela Bourke (2002) The Field Day Anthology of Irish Writing, Volume IV, pp 1372–84

  Edward MacLysaght (1944) ‘Survey of Documents in Private Keeping: First Series – Conner Papers’ Analecta Hibernica Volume 15, pp 153, 155–159

  James O’Leary (1993) ‘A Dead Man in Carriganorthane’ in A Time that Was in Clondrohid, Macroom, Millstreet, Kilnamartyra and Ballyvourney

  John T. Collins, ‘Arthur O’Leary, the Outlaw’ and subsequent supplements in Journal of the Cork Historical and Archaeological Society, Volume 54 (1949), Volume 55 (1950) and Volume 61 (1956)

  Copyright

  First published in 2020 by Tramp Press

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  Copyright © Doireann Ní Ghríofa 2020

  Caoineadh Airt Uí Laoghaire, edited by Seán Ó Tuama, An Clóchmhar, 1961, reproduced with permission from Cló Iar-Chonnacht.

  No part of this publication may be reproduced in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher.

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  ISBN: 978–1–9164342–9–5

  Set in 12 pt on 16 pt Quixote by Marsha Swan.

  Tramp Press gratefully acknowledges the financial assistance of the Arts Council.

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