I was looking up at the sky, through the criss-cross cables overhead, and everything beyond seemed suddenly simple after life's complexities. Faces canopied over me. Someone held my hand, which was cold, and rubbed it warm. I must have been smiling like an idiot because everybody was smiling back. Today had not been the day. I sat up. People helped me to my feet. A woman brushed me down. Someone told me I'd been lucky. I said I knew it and laughed and they all laughed with me, as if they'd escaped it too. I found myself swept into a restaurant with three or four people and they sat down with me at a long table and told all the other lunch people that I'd nearly been the slice of lemon under the 7Up tram.
After lunch, still dazed, I decided that underground travel was safer. I stood well back from the tracks in the Cais do Sodré Metro. The train travelled as far as Anjos and I climbed the stairs on to Avenida Almirante Reis. It was there that I discovered that the day had edged up to 35°. It was there that I felt strange and cold inside. It was there that I threw up my lunch and that I realized that I wasn't as safe as I had been before.
Chapter XXXIII
20th April Banco de Oceano e Rocha, são Paulo, Brazil
The rain had stopped for the afternoon. The lights flickered back on. Manuel Abrantes stroked his bald head and tried the phone. It was working again. He pressed a button for an outside line and dialled a number. He sat back and loosened his tie another inch and shouted for his secretary.
'The air conditioning's not working,' he said to the twenty-five-year-old university graduate.
'It was...'
'But it isn't now because when the power goes off ... Wait,' he said into the telephone.
'I'll get the técnico.'
'It's the one thing that never comes back on.'
'I'll get the técnico.'
'Good,' he said and waved her away. 'Roberto?'
'Yes, Senhor Manuel,' said the voice.
'What have you got for me?'
Silence.
'Are you still there, Roberto?'
'Yes, but Senhor Manuel, you didn't like what I sent you the last time?'
'She was fine.'
'Then I'll send you the same.'
A knock on the door.
'Wait. I'm busy. There's an engineer coming to see me. Come in! Hold the line.'
The técnico came in. Manuel pointed him to the air conditioner.
'Just hold the line for a moment,' he said, and turned to the tecnico. 'It never comes back on after a power cut. Do you think it's...?'
'It's the fuse,' said the técnico, impassive, unimpressionable. 'When the power comes back on it surges and blows the fuse.'
The técnico put in a new fuse and left. The condenser kicked in and cold air blasted down Manuel's back.
'Roberto?'
'I'll send her again.'
'Don't you have anyone who owns a business suit?'
'A man?' asked Roberto, confused.
A woman, you idiot. Women have suits, too. I don't want any more of these girls in bright orange and lime green mini-skirts with their backsides hanging out ... I'm running a serious business here.'
'Oh, OK.'
'Buy her a suit. I'll give her the money.'
'You want her to come up now?'
'I'm just getting the room to cool down after the power cut.'
'So, when?'
'Twenty minutes.'
Manuel put the phone down. It rang immediately.
'Your brother, Pedro, on line two,' said his secretary.
He pressed the button ... loving the technology.
'Are you all right?' asked Pedro.
'Just busy, that's all. The power failures don't help.'
'Father's sick again.'
'What's the matter this time?'
'You know they took that piece of his bowel out.'
'The tumour?'
'The tumour. They think he's got an infection now and that it ... you know, the cancer has gone into the lymph.'
'What does that mean?'
'I think you should come back.'
Silence, as Manuel took cold sweat off his forehead.
'Is it that serious?'
'I wouldn't have said that you should come back.'
'You know my problem.'
'You'll be flying to Switzerland.'
'But it's Europe ... you know what it's like.'
'What do you mean?'
'Even if Franco died tomorrow I wouldn't be happy flying into Spain.'
'You're not a Nazi war...'
'Be careful what you say. You know whose birthday they still celebrate out here. And we read about what's going on over your side all the time.'
'What are you talking about now?'
'Hitler's birthday.'
'But what's going on over my side?'
'The communists.'
Silence, just a hiss from Lausanne.
'They nationalized the banks in Portugal,' said Pedro.
'You see,' said Manuel. 'That's the end of us.'
'So, you're not coming.'
'I don't want to risk it yet. Can I speak to him?'
'He's on a ventilator.'
'You didn't tell me that. You said it was his bowel and the lymph. He can't breathe now?'
'I didn't want to worry you. His breathing packed up.'
'How long has he got?'
'It could be any time. The doctors won't say.'
'I'll try and get a flight now.'
He put the phone down and it rang again instantly. He shook his head and rolled his eyes. 'Busy, busy,' he said to himself.
'There's a Senhora Xuxa Mendes here to see you,' said his secretary, and without backing off on the derision, 'she says it's business.'
A tarted-up mulatto in a cheap light blue suit came in. She was carrying a plastic briefcase which looked even cheaper than her face. Her unmanageable bottom was already splitting the seam down the middle of the short skirt.
'Senhora Mendes,' he said, taking the girl's hand and closing the door on the graduate. 'What's in the briefcase?'
The girl was confused but opened it up, took out the wad of newspaper and handed it to him. He pushed his chair back and told her to come round. He stood, hitched his trousers and ordered her to bend over the desk.
Chapter XXXIV
Tuesday, 16th June 1998, Avenida Almirante Reis, outside Anjos Metro, Lisbon
I fell into a café close to the Metro station. If it had a name it didn't snag in my brain. If there were people in it, they were faceless. I went to the toilets at the back and washed my face. I asked for a glass of wat er and swilled my mouth out. I ordered a cup of tea with two tea bags. Catherine of Bragança might have introduced tea to the British but her legacy in Portugal is Lipton's. I sugared the tea heavily and drank it. I ordered something stronger and sat down, sweating again, the breathing not going well, unsynchronized. The barman kept an eye on me. The TV was encouraging us all to go to Madeira.
A large presence came from the rear of the bar, stood over me and blocked out some of the neon in the room.
'Is this where all the old detectives come to cure their troubles?' he said, sitting himself down at my table.
I knew him. I knew that big nose, those seedy eyes. I knew that smooth, black moustache sharpened at the tips.
'I just had an accident,' I said. 'Nearly fell under a tram. I feel a bit shaky that's all. Had to sit down.'
'In a city of trams like this one, it's amazing how few people disappear under them.'
'I don't remember your name ... but I know I know you.'
'You're Zé Coelho,' he said. 'I nearly didn't recognize you. You used to have a beard. João José Silva ... they called me JoJó. You remember now?'
I didn't.
'I was "retired" three years ago, you know ... eased out.'
'You weren't on Homicide, were you?'
'Vice.'
'Did you just say that old detectives come in here for the cure?'
'They used to ... until three days ago.'
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'What happened then?'
'You remember a guy called Lourenço Gonçalves?'
This name is following me around.
'No I don't, but I've heard of him,' I said.
'He was in Vice too.'
'Were you partners?'
'More or less,' he said, evasive. 'He used to come in here ... until three days ago.'
'I heard he set himself up in business.'
'He calls himself a security consultant now. A fancy name for private detective work. Following rich guy's wives around the place, seeing if they're doing something more than the shopping on a Wednesday afternoon. You'd be surprised.'
'Would I?'
'He was ... so were the husbands, which meant he didn't always get paid.'
'So why doesn't he come in here any more?'
He shrugged.
'We used to have a drink and go and play cards in the park in summer.'
'Was he married?'
'He was. His wife went back up to Porto. Couldn't stand us southerners down here. Thought we were all Moors. Took the kids with her.'
I finished my drink. The man was depressing me. I didn't know why. The seediness of those eyes maybe.
'I've got to go,' I said. 'I don't want to get retired early.'
'You're not interested in what's happened to Lourenço?'
'You mean, after three days, he's missing or what?'
'He used to come in here every day.'
'Have you been to his office?'
'Course I have, it's right across the street, second floor. No answer.'
'Maybe he went away.'
'He didn't have the money to go away.'
'Call me if he shows up,' I said, giving him a card. 'And call me if he doesn't show up by the end of the week.'
I didn't wait for his reply. I had to get out of there before the neon split my head open. I walked up to Luísa's apartment. She was out. I went to the Polícia Judiciária building. No Carlos. I took some aspirin and began to feel stronger. Abílio Gomes put his head in and told me I looked like death. I watched him disappear down the corridor. I went into his office and opened up the Teresa Oliveira file on his desk. It was nearly the first detail on the front page. She was found dead in a black Mercedes E series 2 50 diesel, registration 14 08 PR. I closed the file.
I walked down to the Avenida da Liberdade to get some air in my lungs. It wasn't a pleasant walk. The traffic was heavy and the pollution high in the afternoon heat. I carried on down to the Pensão Nuno and up the same strip of lino, which must have been a mid-seventies vintage, up the same dark flights of stairs, which must have been eighteenth-century, to the one-metre bar of neon over the reception, the most modern thing in the place. Jorge Raposo was still there, smoking over a different newspaper. I put my hand on the counter.
'Looking for Nuno?' he asked, without looking up.
'I've heard that one before.'
'Inspector,' he said, not pleased to see me. 'It's you.'
'Your memory for faces is coming back.'
He sucked his teeth and considered that.
'Only the ones I have to remember. Troublemakers for instance.'
'Those three kids who were in here Friday lunchtime.'
'You see what I mean, Inspector,' he sighed, his eyelids closing and only returning halfway.
'Did anybody come out after them?'
'Like three went up and four came down,' he said, his shoulders beginning to shake with fake mirth. 'It takes a little longer than that, so I understand.'
I gave him a long look. He held it, untroubled.
'How many times a year do you get hit, Jorge?'
'In the last quarter of a century? Not once.'
'And before that?'
'The police force was the same, just the uniforms were different and the methods. You know—not so sensitive.'
I nipped round the back of the counter and drove my knee into the side of his thigh. He went down hard on the strip of dead carpet he had behind there. The cigarette left his fingers. I picked it up and stubbed it out.
'A bit of nostalgia for you, Jorge,' I said. 'Now when you wake up every morning you're going to say "Shit, Inspector Coelho might come and see me today. I'd better start remembering how it happened with that young girl who came in here on Friday lunchtime, walked out and got herself killed four hours later." Your memory'll have an open line to pain and just when you think you've got over it and you can walk up the stairs one at a time, I'll be back and do the other one.'
I went up to the room and looked around. The bed had been moved back to the wall. That was the only change. I sat on it and smoked, but nothing came to me. I checked myself in the mirror. Still not good.
Jorge was lying where he'd fallen behind his counter grunting. He looked up at me from the corner of his face. He squeezed his eyes shut.
'Keep trying, Jorge,' I said and left.
I called Luísa. She was in. I called Olivia to tell her I'd be late. I took a bus up to Saldanha and walked down to Luísa's apartment. The stairs felt long and hard. She let me in and sat me down with a glass of ice tea. I told her about the accident. She sat on the chair with her knees up holding on to her ankles, unblinking.
'I had a little note,' she said, when I'd finished. 'It was under the windscreen wiper on my car.'
She reached over to the table and handed it to me. It was a sheet of A4 paper. Written in red felt-tip pen was the word PUTA.
'How daring,' I said, unimpressed.
I told her about my conversation with Narciso that morning and how he'd moved me off the case.
'They know about me?'
'They saw me going into this building and they know your car now, don't they?'
'But you're not sure who "they" are?'
'I wouldn't say it's a concerted effort,' I said. 'If it was, I'd probably have been suspended by now. I think we're just talking about certain elements in the police force who have been told that influential people are not happy about how my investigation has developed.'
'All this because of Catarina?'
'She had a full sexual history. There are plenty of people out there who want to have sex with young girls. Some are persuasive, others offer money and there are a few who just take it. Catarina had been sodomized. Even in this permissive age, sodomizing a young girl is a shameful act. The thought of appearing in court on that kind of charge could have been enough for her assailant to kill her. There are some big men circling in this case. Her father, you know. And he's connected to the Minister of Internal Administration. Dr Oliveira was having a drink with him when his daughter was killed and having dinner with him when his wife committed suicide.'
'Teresa Oliveira committed suicide?'
'Sunday night ... the loneliest time.'
It upset her and she had to get up and pace the apartment floors. I smoked and sipped ice tea, no closer, after talking it through with Luísa, to knowing who was applying pressure from where. Did it emanate from Narciso or was he just a channel? She kissed me to give some reassurance. I kissed her back because it tasted good. She thumped into the chair again.
'And I had some good news today, too.'
'You don't have to do your doctorate any more?'
'Not that good,' she said. 'My father's offered to let me launch this magazine he's had on the blocks for the last two months.'
'I thought you wanted to publish books.'
'I do, but this lets me burst on to the Lisbon publishing scene, which will be good for the book-publishing business. There's always more interest in a new magazine and I'll get a lot of attention...'
'But...?'
'I have to come up with the launch idea. What's going to make this magazine stand out from the rest.'
'And your father couldn't find the answer?'
'So he's made it sound like a present in that I get all this free publicity, but there's just this little Gordian knot I have to untie.'
'You need a good old-fashioned sex scandal. People caught with the
ir trousers down.'
'Something a little more serious than that, Zé. It's a business magazine for the Iberian Peninsula not a tabloid rag for the hairdresser's.'
'You didn't say. Had I known...'
'What?'
'I'd have suggested a businessman with his trousers down.'
'Nobody's going to have their trousers down in any magazine I publish.'
'Then you might have circulation problems because that, as far as I know, is all people are interested in these days.'
'You're depressing me.'
'Then let's drink to the rise of frivolity.'
It was close to 9.00 p.m. and still light, with the days getting longer and the time shorter, as I walked down through the blocks of flats from Paço de Arcos station. A siren was blaring and men were running to the Bombeiros Voluntarios building. Moments later two fire engines blasted out into the street, leaving me with the impression that nothing ever stops. There are no blank spaces any more to colour in at your leisure.
I hovered at the street corner, contemplating a beer with António Borrego. I was earlier than expected. I'd felt too tired to have dinner with Luísa, but I'd come alive on the journey back. I needed a shower first. Inside the house I knew I wasn't alone. The cat was sitting on a chair in the darkening kitchen, paws and tail neatly tucked away. She closed her yellow eyes at me and I left her to contemplate her night's killing.
I went up the stairs and stood at the top and thought I heard the faintest sound of someone in pain. There were no lights on. I walked the strip of carpet to Olivia's room and opened the door straight into her wide-open eyes and mouth just beginning to gape with horror. I shook my head and stepped back but the image kept coming at me. She was lying on her back, her bare legs wrapped around Carlos' rib cage, her ankles crossed and resting on his buttocks. He loomed over her, naked, board-straight on outstretched arms. His head snapped round. I slammed the door shut and reeled back two small steps as if I'd been hit in the face.
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