'You understand. Oh, yes, I always knew you would. I've wanted to be friends with you, Anne Shirley. I like the way you laugh. I've always wished I could laugh like that. I'm not as sulky as I look. It's these eyebrows. I really think they're what scare the men away. I never had a real girl friend in my life. But, of course, I always had Jim. We've been - friends ever since we were kids. Why, I used to put a light up in that little window in the attic whenever I wanted him over particularly, and he'd sail across at once. We went everywhere together. No other boy ever had a chance. Not that anyone wanted it, I suppose. And now it's all over. He was just tired of me, and was glad of the excuse of a quarrel to get free. Oh, won't I hate you tomorrow because I've told you this!'
'Why?'
'We always hate people who surprise our secrets, I suppose,' said Nora drearily. 'But there's something gets into you at a wedding. And I just don't care. I don't care for anything. Oh, Anne Shirley, I'm so miserable! Just let me have a good cry on your shoulder. I've got to smile and look happy all day tomorrow. Sally thinks it's because I'm superstitious that I wouldn't be her bridesmaid. "Three times a bridesmaid never a bride" - you know. 'Tisn't! I just couldn't endure to stand there and hear her saying "I will" and know I'd never have a chance to say it for Jim. I'd fling back my head and howl. I want to be a bride - and have a trousseau - and monogrammed linen - and lovely presents. Even Aunt Mouser's silver butter-dish. She always gives a butter-dish to every bride. Awful things with tops like the dome of St Peter's. We could have had it on the breakfast-table just for Jim to make fun of... Anne, I think I'm going crazy.'
The dance was over when the girls went back to the house hand in hand. People were being stowed away for the night. Tommy Nelson was taking Barnabas and Saul to the barn. Aunt Mouser was still sitting on a sofa, thinking of all the dreadful things she hoped wouldn't happen on the morrow.
'I hope nobody will get up and give a reason why they shouldn't be joined together. That happened at Tillie Hatfield's wedding.'
'No such good luck for Gordon as that,' said the groomsman.
Aunt Mouser fixed him with a stony brown eye. 'Young man, marriage isn't exactly a joke.'
'You bet it isn't,' said the unrepentant one. 'Hello, Nora! When are we going to have a chance to dance at your wedding?'
Nora did not answer in words. She went close up to him and deliberately slapped him, first on one side of his face and then on the other. The slaps were not make-believe ones. Then she went upstairs without looking behind her.
'That girl,' said Aunt Mouser, 'is overwrought.'
17
The forenoon of Saturday passed in a whirl of last-minute things. Anne, shrouded in one of Mrs Nelson's aprons, spent it in the kitchen helping Nora with the salads. Nora was all prickles, evidently repenting, as she had foretold, her confidences of the night before.
'We'll be all tired out for a month,' she snapped. 'And Father can't really afford all this splurge. But Sally was set on having what she calls a "pretty wedding", and Father gave in. He's always spoiled her.'
'Spite and jealousy,' said Aunt Mouser, suddenly popping her head out of the pantry, where she was driving Mrs Nelson frantic with her hopings against hope.
'She's right,' said Nora bitterly to Anne. 'Quite right. I am spiteful and jealous. I hate the very look of happy people. But, all the same, I'm not sorry I slapped Jud Taylor's face last night. I'm only sorry I didn't tweak his nose into the bargain... Well, that finishes the salads. They do look pretty. I love fussing things up when I'm normal. Oh, after all, I hope everything will go off nicely for Sally's sake. I suppose I do love her underneath everything, though just now I feel as if I hated everyone, and Jim Wilcox worst of all.'
'Well, all I hope is the groom won't be missing just before the ceremony,' floated out from the pantry, in Aunt Mouser's lugubrious tones. 'Austin Creed was. He just forgot he was to be married that day. The Creeds were always forgetful, but I call that carrying things too far.'
The two girls looked at each other and laughed. Nora's whole face changed when she laughed - lightened... glowed... rippled. And then someone came out to tell her that Barnabas had been sick on the stairs. Too many chicken livers, probably. Nora rushed off to repair the damage, and Aunt Mouser came out of the pantry to hope that the wedding-cake wouldn't disappear, as had happened at Alma Clark's wedding ten years before.
By noon everything was in immaculate readiness: the table laid, the beds beautifully dressed, and baskets of flowers everywhere; and in the big north room upstairs Sally and her three bridesmaids were in quivering splendour. Anne, in her Nile-green dress and hat, looked at herself in the mirror, and wished that Gilbert could see her.
'You're wonderful!' said Nora half enviously.
'You're looking wonderful yourself, Nora. That smoke-blue chiffon and that picture hat brings out the gloss of your hair and the blue of your eyes.'
'There's nobody to care how I look,' said Nora bitterly. 'Well, watch me grin, Anne. I mustn't be the death's-head at the feast, I suppose. I have to play the Wedding March after all. Vera's got a terrible headache. I feel more like playing the Dead March, as Aunt Mouser foreboded.'
Aunt Mouser, who had wandered round all the morning, getting in everybody's way, in a none-too-clean old kimono and a wilted boudoir cap, now appeared resplendent in maroon gros grain, and told Sally one of her sleeves didn't fit, and she hoped nobody's petticoat would show below her dress, as had happened at Annie Crewson's wedding. Mrs Nelson came in and cried because Sally looked so lovely in her wedding-dress.
'Well, now, don't be sentimental, Jane!' soothed Aunt Mouser. 'You've still got one daughter left - and likely to have her, by all accounts. Tears ain't lucky at weddings. Well, all I hope is nobody'll drop dead, like old Uncle Cromwell at Roberta Pringle's wedding, right in the middle of the ceremony. The bride spent two weeks in bed from shock.'
With this inspiring send-off the bridal party went downstairs to the strains of Nora's Wedding March somewhat stormily played, and Sally and Gordon were married without anybody dropping dead or forgetting the ring. It was a pretty wedding group, and even Aunt Mouser gave up worrying about the universe for a few moments.
'After all,' she told Sally hopefully later on, 'even if you ain't very happy married it's likely you'd be more unhappy not.'
Nora alone continued to glower from the piano stool, but she went up to Sally and gave her a fierce hug, wedding veil and all.
'So that's finished,' said Nora drearily, when the dinner was over and the bridal party and most of the guests had gone. She glanced round the room, which looked as forlorn and dishevelled as rooms always do in the aftermath - a faded, trampled corsage lying on the floor, chairs awry, a torn piece of lace, two dropped handkerchiefs, crumbs the children had scattered, and a dark stain on the ceiling where the water from a jug Aunt Mouser had overturned in a guest-room had seeped through.
'I must clear up this mess,' went on Nora savagely. 'There's a lot of young fry waiting for the boat train and some staying over Sunday. They're going to wind up with a bonfire on the shore and a moonlit rock dance. You can imagine how much I feel like moonlight dancing. I want to go to bed and cry.'
'A house after a wedding is over does seem a rather forsaken place,' said Anne. 'But I'll help you clear up, and then we'll have a cup of tea.'
'Anne Shirley, do you think a cup of tea is a panacea for everything? It's you who ought to be the old maid, not me. Never mind. I don't want to be horrid, but I suppose it's my native disposition. I hate the thought of this shore dance more than the wedding. Jim always used to be at our shore dances. Anne, I've made up my mind to go and train for a nurse. I know I'll hate it - and heaven help my future patients! - but I'm not going to hang around Summerside and be teased about being on the shelf any longer. Well, let's tackle this pile of greasy plates and look as if we liked it.'
'I do like it. I've always liked washing dishes. It's fun to make dirty things clean and shining again.'
'Oh, you ou
ght to be in a museum!' snapped Nora.
By moonrise everything was ready for the shore dance. The boys had a huge bonfire of driftwood ablaze on the point, and the waters of the harbour were creaming and shimmering in the moonlight. Anne was expecting to enjoy herself hugely, but a glimpse of Nora's face, as the latter went down the steps carrying a basket of sandwiches, made her pause.
'She's so unhappy. If there was anything I could do!'
An idea popped into Anne's head. She had always been a prey to impulse. Darting into the kitchen, she snatched up a little hand-lamp alight there, sped up the back stairs and up another flight to the attic. She set the light in the dormer window that looked out across the harbour. The trees hid it from the dancers.
'He may see it and come. I suppose Nora will be furious with me, but that won't matter if he only comes. And now to wrap up a bit of wedding-cake for Rebecca Dew.'
Jim Wilcox did not come. Anne gave up looking for him after a while, and forgot him in the merriment of the evening. Nora had disappeared, and Aunt Mouser for a wonder had gone to bed. It was eleven o'clock when the revelry ceased and the tired moonlighters yawned their way upstairs. Anne was so sleepy that she never thought of the light in the attic. But at two o'clock Aunt Mouser crept into the room and flashed a candle in the girls' faces.
'Goodness, what's the matter?' gasped Dot Fraser, sitting up in bed.
'S-s-s-sh!' warned Aunt Mouser, her eyes nearly popping out of her head. 'I think there's someone in the house. I know there is. What is that noise?'
'Sounds like a cat mewing or a dog barking,' giggled Dot.
'Nothing of the sort,' said Aunt Mouser severely. 'I know there's a dog barking in the barn, but that is not what wakened me. It was a bump - a loud, distinct bump.'
' "From ghosties and ghoulies and lang-legged beasties and things that go bump in the night, good Lord, deliver us," ' murmured Anne.
'Miss Shirley, this ain't any laughing matter. There's burglars in this house. I'm going to call Samuel.'
Aunt Mouser disappeared, and the girls looked at each other.
'Do you suppose...? All the wedding presents are down in the library,' said Anne.
'I'm going to get up, anyhow,' said Mamie. 'Anne, did you ever see anything like Aunt Mouser's face when she held the candle low and the shadows fell upward, and all those wisps of hair hanging about it? Talk of the Witch of Endor!'
Four girls in kimonos slipped out into the hall. Aunt Mouser was coming along it, followed by Dr Nelson in dressing-gown and slippers. Mrs Nelson, who couldn't find her kimono, was sticking a terrified face out of her door.
'Oh, Samuel, don't take any risks! If it's burglars they may shoot!'
'Nonsense! I don't believe there's anything,' said the doctor.
'I tell you I heard a bump,' quavered Aunt Mouser.
A couple of boys joined the party, which crept cautiously down the stairs, with the doctor at the head and Aunt Mouser, candle in one hand and poker in the other, bringing up the rear.
There were undoubtedly noises in the library. The doctor opened the door and walked in.
Barnabas, who had contrived to be overlooked in the library when Saul had been taken to the barn, was sitting on the back of the chesterfield, blinking amused eyes. Nora and a young man were standing in the middle of the room, which was dimly lit by another flickering candle. The young man had his arms round Nora, and was holding a large white handkerchief to her face.
'He's chloroforming her!' shrieked Aunt Mouser, letting the poker fall with a tremendous crash.
The young man turned, dropped the handkerchief, and looked foolish. Yet he was a rather nice-looking young man, with crinkly russet eyes and crinkly red-brown hair, not to mention a chin that gave the world assurance of a chine.
Nora snatched the handkerchief up and applied it to her face.
'Jim Wilcox, what does this mean?' said the doctor, with exceeding sternness.
'I don't know what it means,' said Jim Wilcox rather sulkily. 'All I know is Nora signalled for me. I didn't see the light till I got home at one from a Masonic banquet in Summerside, and I sailed right over.'
'I didn't signal for you,' stormed Nora. 'For pity's sake, don't look like that, Father! I wasn't asleep. I was sitting at my window - I hadn't undressed - and I saw a man coming up from the shore. When he got near the house I knew it was Jim, so I ran down. And I - I ran into the library door, and made my nose bleed. He's just been trying to stop it.'
'I jumped in at the window and knocked over that bench.'
'I told you I heard a bump,' said Aunt Mouser.
'And now Nora says she didn't signal for me, so I'll just relieve you of my unwelcome presence, with apologies to all concerned.'
'It's really too bad to have disturbed your night's rest and brought you all the way over the bay on a wild-goose chase,' said Nora as icily as possible, while hunting for a bloodless spot on Jim's handkerchief.
'Wild-goose chase is right,' said the doctor.
'You'd better try a door-key down your back,' said Aunt Mouser.
'It was I who put the light in the window,' said Anne shamefacedly, 'and then I forgot -'
'You dared!' cried Nora. 'I'll never forgive you!'
'Have you all gone crazy?' said the doctor irritably. 'What's all the fuss about, anyhow? For heaven's sake, put that window down, Jim! There's a wind blowing in fit to chill you to the bone. Nora, hang your head back, and your nose will be all right.'
Nora was shedding tears of rage and shame. Mingled with the blood on her face, they made her a fearsome sight. Jim Wilcox looked as if he wished the floor would open and gently drop him in the cellar.
'Well,' said Aunt Mouser belligerently, 'all you can do now is marry her, Jim Wilcox. She'll never get a husband if it gets round that she was found here with you at two o'clock at night.'
'Marry her!' cried Jim in exasperation. 'What have I wanted all my life but to marry her? Never wanted anything else!'
'Then why didn't you say so long ago?' demanded Nora, whirling about to face him.
'Say so? You've snubbed and frozen and jeered at me for years. You've gone out of your way times without number to show me how you despised me. I didn't think it was the least use to ask you. And last January you said -'
'You goaded me into saying it!'
'I goaded you! I like that! You picked a quarrel with me just to get rid of me -'
'I didn't. I -'
'And yet I was fool enough to tear over here in the dead of night because I thought you'd put our old signal in the window and wanted me! Ask you to marry me! Well, I'll ask you now and have done with it, and you can have the fun of turning me down before all this gang. Nora Edith Nelson, will you marry me?'
'Oh, won't I - won't I!' cried Nora so shamelessly that even Barnabas blushed for here.
Jim gave her one incredulous look, then sprang at her. Perhaps her nose had stopped bleeding, perhaps it hadn't. It didn't matter.
'I think you've all forgotten that this is the Sabbath morn,' said Aunt Mouser, who had just remembered it herself. 'I could do with a cup of tea, if anyone would make it. I ain't used to demonstrations like this. All I hope is poor Nora has really landed him at last. At least, she has witnesses.'
They went to the kitchen, and Mrs Nelson came down and made tea for them; all except Jim and Nora, who remained closeted in the library, with Barnabas for chaperon. Anne did not see Nora until the morning - such a different Nora, ten years younger, flushed with happiness.
'I owe this to you, Anne. If you hadn't set the light... Though just for two and a half minutes last night I could have chewed your ears off!'
'And to think I slept through it all!' moaned Tommy Nelson heart-brokenly.
But the last word was with Aunt Mouser.
'Well, all I hope is it won't be a case of marrying in haste and repenting at leisure.'
18
Extract from a letter to Gilbert
School closed today. Two months of Green Gables, a
nd dew-wet, spicy ferns ankle-deep along the brook, and lazy, dappling shadows in Lovers' Lane, and wild strawberries in Mr Bell's pasture, and the dark loveliness of firs in the Haunted Wood! My very soul has wings.
Jen Pringle brought me a bouquet of lilies-of-the-valley, and wished me a happy vacation. She's coming down to spend a week-end with me some time. Talk of miracles! .
But little Elizabeth is heart-broken. I wanted her for a visit too, but Mrs Campbell did not 'deem it advisable'. Luckily I hadn't said anything to Elizabeth about it, so she was spared that disappointment.
'I believe I'll be Lizzie all the time you're away, Miss Shirley,' she told me. 'I'll feel like Lizzie, anyway.'
'But think of the fun we'll have when I come back,' I said. 'Of course you won't be Lizzie. There's no such person as Lizzie in you. And I'll write you every week, little Elizabeth.'
'Oh, Miss Shirley, will you? I've never had a letter in my life. Won't it be fun! And I'll write you if they'll let me have a stamp. If they don't you'll know I'm thinking of you just the same. I've called the chipmunk in the backyard after you - Shirley. You don't mind, do you? I thought at first of calling it Anne Shirley, but then I thought that mightn't be respectful. And, anyway, "Anne" doesn't sound chipmunky. Besides, it might be a gentleman chipmunk. Chipmunks are such darling things, aren't they? But the Woman says they eat the rose-bush roots.'
'She would!' I said.
I asked Katherine Brooke where she was going to spend the summer, and she briefly answered, 'Here. Where do you suppose?'
I felt as if I ought to ask her to Green Gables, but I just couldn't. Of course, I don't suppose she'd have come, anyway. And she's such a kill-joy. She'd spoil everything. But when I think of her alone in that cheap boarding-house all summer my conscience gives me unpleasant jabs.
Dusty Miller brought in a live snake the other day and dropped it on the floor of the kitchen. If Rebecca Dew could have turned pale she would have. 'This is really the last straw,' she said. But Rebecca Dew is just a little peevish these days, because she has to spend all her spare time picking big grey-green beetles off the rose-trees and dropping them in a can of kerosene. She thinks there are entirely too many insects in the world.
'It's just going to be eaten up by them some day,' she predicts mournfully.
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