by Quinn, Cari
“I’m supposed to be impressed?” Simon snorted.
A cute blonde girl pushed a wardrobe out into the middle of the aisle. Ponytail smiled at her. “Thanks, Ellie.”
The scrape of hanger over metal made Deacon lie back down. He was tired of ill-fitting stage clothes. He just wanted to wear his own shit and be his own goddamn man.
The music was the important part, not the packaging. When the hell was Trident going to realize that? That’s not where the sales were. He’d actually thought they were making some headway. The sales and the shows were proof that the music mattered most.
“Holy crap.” Jazz lengthened the last word for three beats.
Bored, but not willing to be rude, Deacon sat up. Jazz had hopped off the bench and was gliding her hand up the distressed jeans Ponytail held. She moved back down the pant leg and froze.
“You’re Roman.”
Ponytail grinned. “In the flesh.”
Jazz spun around. “Guys, this guy isn’t a makeover asshole.” She turned back to Roman, pushing him away from the trunk. “Are they all jeans?”
Roman laughed. “No, Jasmine. I know you all too well.”
“Me?” Jazz looked up at him. Her heavily-lined eyes were bright purple today.
He moved her gently aside and pulled out a pair of delicate leather shorts. They were an insane pink with skulls on the ass cheek pockets. He also unearthed a pair of matching gloves.
Jazz started bouncing like there were springs in her shoes. She flung her arms around Roman’s neck. “For me? Tell me they’re for me.”
“I don’t know anyone else here that could wear them.”
“I bet Simon would look good in them,” Nick snarked.
“Too bad my cock’s too big to fit,” Simon shot back.
“All right, all right,” Gordo broke in. “Mr—err,” he stammered.
“Just Roman.”
“Right, yes, of course. Roman is here with a serious business proposition. This is a brilliant opportunity that usually takes years to be in the running for, let alone have a private—”
“Look,” Roman broke in. “I’ve been working with the runway set and I’m fucking bored. What I want to do is work with musicians. My work is suited to it, and when you wear it, I get the bump.”
“Of course,” Simon said with a bored tone.
“I don’t want to make fucking matchy outfits that everyone’s seen on the Biebers of the world. Not that I won’t take Bieber’s money, but I sure as fuck won’t make him anything custom.”
Deacon couldn’t stop a small smile on that one.
“I want to build a brand that you and I envision together. I’ve studied your sets, videos, and interviews. I think I can put my own spin on your individual styles and make this work.” He unearthed another hanger and held up a soft leather vest with a satin back, similar to the style of clothing that Gray preferred.
The hand-tooled leather echoed a paisley pattern, but was its own curling mass of flames and filigree.
Gray slid off his seat and walked to Roman. A touch of wonder lit his storm-cloud eyes. “You made this with us in mind?”
“This one? With you in mind, Mr. Duffy.” Roman stared at Gray until he took the vest. “I paid a chick to sneak backstage and get some measurements from your steamer trunks after I caught your show in Dallas.” He held up the jeans again. “Simon.”
Instead of stepping forward, Simon kicked off his battered motorcycle boots and stripped off his black jeans. He walked across the cement in a pair of black boxer briefs and took the leather-adorned jeans.
Roman didn’t bat an eye.
Annie’s eyes fell out and rolled around the floor.
Harper gave Deacon a look that said “seriously?” He grinned back at her and shrugged. He’d lost count how many times he’d seen Simon naked.
They were lucky he was wearing underwear for a change.
Simon stepped into the jeans and hopped to get them over his boxers. They fit his lean waist perfectly and the cuffs fell just past his ankles. A tribal flame climbed up the outside of both legs in blood red.
Roman held out a leather jacket in the same crimson—this time black flames climbed the arms and flowed down the back. It was slightly over the top and so Simon, it was damn well hurtful.
Simon snatched the jacket and stripped out of his shirt before sliding it on.
“Does he always strip like this?” Annie asked Harper out of the side of her mouth.
“Yep.”
Simon shot a grin over at Annie. “Like what you see, helper girl?”
Instead of playing shy, Annie nodded. “I like the skin better, though.”
Harper nudged Annie with her arm, but Annie gave an unrepentant grin.
Deacon shook his head. He was more than used to Simon’s shameless nature, as well as the way women fawned all over him. What did surprise him was how indifferent Harper was to Simon. She was amused by his band on the whole, but she never got offended or star-struck.
She was even less affected by the headliners on the tour. In fact, her demeanor chilled considerably around Johnny.
“So, is this free sample day from Project Runway?”
Deacon winced and zeroed in on Nick with a raised brow.
Nick shrugged. “Everyone else is getting some. I’m just looking to see what’s in the magic chest in a thirty-thirty-two.”
Roman smiled wolfishly. He pulled out a motorcycle jacket in a buttery soft charcoal. The cut was flawless, and the leather had been worked until it was soft and worn.
Nick’s eyes went covetous before he closed off, and his face blanked into its usual bland mask. He sauntered up, let Roman hold it up for him to slide into, and the mask cracked again.
Every line was made to suit Nick’s swimmer’s body. It bulked up his shoulders and emphasized his whipcord lean waist. His blond hair even looked as if it had been under a helmet.
Nick glided his palm down the flap of leather that covered the heavy zipper. Roman’s signature design was stitched into the strip of leather using heavy black thread instead of separate pieces like Simon’s.
Nick’s voice was thick. “It’s mine?”
“Tailor-made, my friend.”
Nick nodded, the corner of his mouth kicking up as he held out his hand to Roman. They shook hands, and that was the end of it.
Harper rolled her eyes and started passing out salad plates. He followed Harper with his eyes.
“No interest in what I’m doing for you, Mr. McCoy?”
Deacon swung his attention back onto Roman. “Somehow I don’t think you could do on the fly measurements of my vintage t-shirts.”
“No. I thought I’d go a different way.” Roman pulled a strap off a shelf in the trunk, along with a pair of leather cuffs that would climb half his forearm.
Deacon stood, forgetting about playing it cool. Roman held out the guitar strap in sunset colors over heavy brown. Wings, both embossed and stitched, climbed up the leather in a meticulous design that spoke of a true reverence for craft.
Roman set the cuffs over the winged masterpiece. Triple straps with sturdy buckles held the leather together. The buckles were positioned so they wouldn’t get in the way of his playing and would be easy to put on without assistance. This leather was the opposite of the sturdy, gorgeous strap. Each cuff was butter soft and oiled to perfection.
Harper stopped next to him and traced the pad of her finger over the thin straps adorned in brass detail. “It’s gorgeous.”
Absently, he stroked down her neck to her back and rested his hand at the base of her spine. Nick’s eyebrows rose as he folded his hands over his belly and nodded at Gordo.
Their manager folded his arms over his iPad with a furrowed brow. Great. That was a lecture waiting to happen. It was no secret he and Harper were together, but they rarely interacted in public.
Harper slid away from him and cleared her throat, busying herself with the food again.
Deacon bit back a sigh and fold
ed the pile carefully into his left hand. He held out his hand to Roman. “Sorry to be an asshole. These are amazing.”
“I’ve lived in New York and L.A., son. I’m used to proving myself. Again, I’m tired of dealing with the runway life. I don’t mind doing a collection once a year, but I prefer to do custom stuff that will challenge me. I think we can help each other.”
“What do we need to do?” Simon asked.
“Just wear my clothes when you go out for social engagements.”
Simon jammed his hands into his jacket pockets. “All of them?”
“Of course, I’d prefer that, but big parties and anything that includes a red carpet mob of reporters is a must.” Before anyone could ask the question, he went on. “In return, I’ll make you a wardrobe that would make Bono jealous. Especially Simon and Jazz, since they’re the most well-known faces.”
Nick rocked back on his heels. “And the rest of us?”
“By your next tour, I’ll have a full trunk of clothes for each of you. And when you get back to L.A. I’ll meet with all of you to get you some clothes to cover the award ceremonies coming up.”
Deacon looked down at the guitar strap in his hand. “Why did you choose us?”
“Because you’re hungry. You make me remember how it feels.”
“Fair enough,” Deacon agreed.
Simon peered over at the spread Harper had set out for them. “Speaking of hungry.”
Roman grinned. “These lovely ladies put in a lot of work. I’d say it’s time to demolish it.”
“And you have soundcheck in forty minutes,” Gordo reminded them.
Roman swung his legs under the attached picnic table and pulled the salad forward that Harper had passed out. He reached for the homemade dressing and drizzled it over the steak slices and greens. “This looks delicious.”
Harper set sparkling Evian beside his plate and a regular Coke in front of Deacon. “Thank you. Let me know if you need anything.” She backed away and let them talk.
Roman stabbed his fork into his salad. “I’d like to sit in on soundcheck if that’s okay.”
Jazz sat next to Roman. “Sure.” She tapped her cheek with a Day-Glo orange drum stick. “Should we clean up the swearing?”
“Absolutely not,” Roman said around a hunk of steak.
“Good, then Gordo won’t yell at us for at least half an hour.” Jazz popped a strawberry chip into her mouth, her eyes rolling back in ecstasy. She loved them just as much as Deacon did. In fact, they fought over every batch that Harper made.
Lunch was a mix of shop talk and war stories from run-ins with the press and crazy models. Gray wandered back to the bus with Nick. Simon and Jazz were still deep in story mode with Roman. Deacon took the opportunity to finally talk to Harper.
She smiled up at Deacon when he got closer. Her summer sky eyes twinkled with easy humor. “Hey, big guy. Did you have enough to eat?”
“Everything was great.”
“Then why are you making frowny faces?”
He shrugged. “I’m a little worried about fucking up in front of all these people.”
She laid a hand on his chest. “You’ll do great. You guys have been practicing and sound amazing.”
“It’s thirty-fucking-thousand people, Lawless. We’re just figuring out how to handle a regular stage, but this?”
“If you start doubting yourself, of course you’re going to screw up.”
“Thanks.”
She laughed and wrapped her arms around his waist in a rare public hug. “Time to put on some attitude, a layer of bullshit, and fake it till you make it, baby. You think you’re the only one to freak out here?”
He shook his head.
“When you slip that bass on, and the Demon side of you comes out, there’s nothing you can’t do. I’ve watched you for weeks now.”
She rarely mentioned the musical side of him. He’d caught her watching the odd soundcheck and saw her in the crowd some nights, but they were too busy cramming every moment together into their downtime to talk about his music.
She pushed him back. “Now, go get ready. I gotta work.”
He leaned down for a quick kiss and took the long way down to the busses, avoiding the food tents and trucks to clear his head. Tonight, he’d wear his new leathers, he’d play, and he’d make sure they didn’t waste the extended set.
Opportunities were opening up for them, and he had to keep it together for all of them.
After a smooth soundcheck, they all took a little bit longer to get ready for the show than usual. Everyone was excited to have something new to wear.
In fact, Deacon was pretty sure he was going to burn his stage jeans after the tour. He couldn’t get the sweat stains out at this point.
Deacon went down to the arena early. He liked to watch the seats fill and the eclectic mash-up of fans that made up an audience. Some were there for the cool factor, some for the music, and some just to drink.
All were still fascinating. The one thing he couldn’t get enough of on tour was the stage. Under the lights, he usually only got to see the first dozen rows of people.
Tonight, the front rows were filled with women in their nightclub best. Pink, silver, black, and the odd flash of gold were the dominant colors.
And purple.
He paused on a woman with upswept blonde hair and a power suit that was more boardroom than concert attire. Not that people didn’t come to a show after work, but those women usually lost the blazers and made the most of the silks and lace they wore underneath.
This woman was poured into the royal purple suit with a cinched-in waist. She wasn’t afraid of her curves, she accentuated them. She looked as cool as a spring morning despite the humid night. Rather than eyeing the crowd, she directed her attention on the tablet she held. It was just a little bigger than a phone and her stylus never stopped moving over the screen. When she turned, a lanyard swayed over her midsection.
Ah, that made more sense. Was she from Trident? She was certainly as polished as Jackson Miller. He’d pulled the same sort of power trip with the suit when he’d come to see them at the Blue Rhino.
Deacon scanned the crowd for Miller, but the woman in purple seemed to be alone. His phone buzzed in his pocket followed by an insistent chime.
Time to work.
The crowd hummed with renewed excitement as he climbed the couple of stairs to the stage. He ducked behind a speaker, waved once more before disappearing backstage.
“There you are!”
Deacon tugged on Jazz’s glittering green pigtail. “What’s up, Pix?”
“Nicky’s freaking out a bit.”
“Oh, hell. How come?”
“Some suit came backstage. Seriously hot purple suit, actually. Anyway, she blazed through just as he was getting his—um, nightly rehearsal session.”
Deacon rolled his eyes. Nick should probably just a hire a goddamn fluffer from a porn set. He was ridiculous with his nightly routine. Willing female for a makeout session, seven minutes on his own in a room to do God knows what, and then he snuck on stage before anyone else.
He was like a damn ball player in the playoffs. No deviations, no changes, or he flipped.
“Which part did she interrupt?”
“The finish line.”
Deacon winced. He didn’t understand the superstitious need for Nicky’s routine, but he could empathize with the blue balls. He’d been sporting a pair since lunch.
“Speak of the devil,” Deacon muttered as Nick came flying down the narrow aisle between the guts of the stage electronics and the trunks of instruments. “You okay, Nicky?”
“Fuck off.”
Deacon nodded. Excellent. This was not fucking happening. Their first night with the extended set, and Nick was going to melt down. “Look, man, what do you need?”
“Nothing. Fuck off. I’ll figure it out.”
Deacon plowed his hand through his hair and stalked down to the closet they called a dressing room. Simon was leanin
g into the mirror, smearing on eyeliner.
“Where’s your flask?”
Simon turned, one bright blue eye lined in soot black and the other his normal, girly-lashed one. “You need a nip, Deak? That’s not like you.”
“Not for me.”
Simon turned back to the mirror to do his other eye. “It’s in my bag.”
Deacon turned to the three black duffel bags that held a change of street clothes for each of them after the show. He dug into the first one, finding khakis and a smudged two-by-two mirror. He frowned at the mirror, but rezipped the bag.
The next was full of black clothes. Bingo. He dug to the bottom and found the silver flask that was actually full. Either Simon had just refilled or he wasn’t hitting it as hard as he usually did in the middle of the day.
He zipped the bag and stood. “Nick is having a meltdown.”
Simon shrugged into his leather jacket sans shirt. “Ah, fuck.”
Deacon handed him the flask. “You usually do better when he’s in asshole mode. He just gets more angry with me.”
Simon sighed, uncapped the flask, and took a sip. “Reinforcements needed for this job.” He screwed it back on and headed out the door.
Deacon took a minute alone to situate his own clothing. He slid his palm down the new armbands that would hold the sweat off his bass and cushion his forearm from the constant rubbing against the knobs and dials he messed with all night.
Gray opened the door and slid in. “Hey.”
Deacon nodded as he came in and went right for his duffel. Gray grabbed it and headed for the showers.
Alone again, Deacon stared into the mirror. From the outside he looked normal. A bit bigger now. But everything else felt different.
He wasn’t sure what to do with the hopeful feeling that was twisted around the foreboding. Did he trust the hopefulness or the wariness that was cropping up?
He was tired of thinking about crap all the time. He just wanted to know if they were getting a contract. He wanted to know if Harper was on board with more than a six week bang-a-thon.
From the moment he touched her, he’d known it was more. Part of him wanted to tell her, but the part that didn’t include his cock knew that she’d bolt. Getting her away from this environment would be the real test anyway.