by Nikki Brown
“I’m coming, Daddy,” she yelled before the line went dead. She jumped up and started to get dressed. “I gotta go, you need to call your brothers.”
I got up grabbed my phone and called them, I talked to Omari, but Kayson didn’t answer. I would just have to go over there. I don’t know what the fuck was going on, but we needed to find out and quick.
Chapter Seventy-One
Kayson
Being a dad was the best fucking thing in the world. There was not a minute that I didn’t want to be near my sons and I got pissed when I had to leave them. Jenacia thought the shit was funny, but I didn’t. I wanted to be a part of everything from bathing them to feeding them to putting them down for bed. That’s how dedicated I was to them.
Mama’s ass made sure that she was a part of their care too, between her, Chelley and Kaylin, I damn near had to fight just to get my time in, but I made sure I did. I was thankful that there were two of them. I swear I wanted to put a few more in Jenacia but she wasn’t having it right now. She said after that labor I had to give her a few years and then she was only giving me one. I wasn’t hearing that shit at all. She didn’t have no say so in what I did with my pussy and I plan to knock her ass up again as soon as Kayson and Kyndon turned one.
“Kayson, will you get out of here before you wake them up.” Jenacia poked her head in the nursery where I was just standing and looking over them. When I say that I’m obsessed with fatherhood I meant that shit.
“You shut up. Is our six weeks up yet? I need some pussy.”
“No nigga, it ain’t even been a solid month yet.” She laughed.
“I think that’s long enough.”
“Hell no, you ain’t slick. Doctor said my womb is wide open and I ain’t trying to fill it up no time soon, so you can forget it homey.”
“You don’t tell me what to do.” I smirked and walked toward her.
“No Kayson, I’m not playing with you, get the hell back.” She laughed.
“Make me.”
“Stoooopppppppppp,” she whined. I was breaking her ass down and I knew it. She wanted me just as bad as I wanted her.
“Shut up and stop whining. I need to get in them guts.” I said looking in her eyes. “A nigga got blue balls and shit.”
“You a got damn lie, I just gave yo’ ass head this morning.” She rolled her eyes.
“And it was good, but it’s not the same. I need to feel them walls.” She shook her head. “I’ll wear a rubber.” She paused and looked at me like she was debating it and then she smiled.
“You got about 30 minutes before they wake up.”
“My boys got my back, they ain’t waking up until Daddy finish.” She took off to the room and I was right behind her, happier than a kid in a fucking toy store.
She dropped her robe and stood there ass naked. For her to have carried twins less than four weeks ago, her body was right back the way it was. I was more turned on now than I think I had ever been. I don’t know if it was because she carried my kids or if I just loved her that much more.
I walked over to her and laid her down on the bed, I wasn’t with all the foreplay today I just want to feel the inside of her. I walked over to the drawer where the condoms were that I bought a couple days ago for just in case a moment like this one.
“Where the hell them come from?”
“Well, I bought them the other day in hopes that you would agree to this.” I looked down at my hard dick praying she didn’t start acting crazy.
“So, you were just sure of yourself, huh?”
“Nah, I would just like to think that I know my woman.” I winked and that did it because she spread her legs and I placed my dick at her opening and proceeded to try and push my way in. She was like a got damn virgin all over again and I didn’t understand that shit. I was right there when her shit stretched damn near the size of a basketball. So how that shit was possible, I didn’t know.
“Sssss,” she hissed as I finally worked my way into her center. “Ummmm.”
“Damn it, how in the fuck are you this tight?” I threw my head back and enjoyed the feeling I was feeling. I wasn’t no minute man, but I swear this wasn’t gonna be my usual, and I hoped like hell she understood that. I would be sure to redeem myself tonight.
“Is that your phone?” Jenacia sat up a little and I looked at her like she was crazy, I didn’t hear shit, but I was in a whole other world. “Kayson, your phone has been ringing off the hook.” She sounded like she was aggravated.
“Fuck that phone,” I pushed her shoulder so that she was lying flat on her back again. I placed my thumb on her clit so she could reach her peak with me, ‘cause mine was on its way.
“Ohhh baby.” She clinched the covers and I knew what that meant. I could feel her walls tightening against me dick and I was about to lose it at any minute.
“Fuck baby I don’t know if I can hold on, cum with me.”
“Ummm I’m cumin, shit.” She bit down on her lip and her legs started shaking. I sped up a little and before I knew it I was filling up the condom and Jenacia was screaming like I was hurting her ass. “Oh, oh my God! I needed that.” She panted.
I couldn’t say anything I just stood there with my bottom lip tucked between my teeth, popping my toes. I was so fucking sensitive I couldn’t even pull out. Jenacia was trying to wiggle herself free.
“Jen, stay the fuck still, man.”
“The babies crying, Kayson.” She said and slid me out of her. She jumped up and ran to the bathroom to wash off so she could go and tend to the babies. I was still standing in the same place trying to get my shit together. I didn’t know what the fuck was going on, but my ass was stuck right now. My phone started ringing again right as Jenacia ran out the room. I leaned down to pick it up and saw that I had like ten missed calls from Jaako and about two from Omari.
“Yo, what the fuck?” I said as I answered the call as it started ringing again. I hate for a muthafucka to blow me up, and they knew that shit, so it better be fucking important.
“Nigga, why the fuck you ain’t answering your got damn phone?” Jaako barked.
“’Cause I was fucking my wife, that’s why.”
“Nigga, get yo’ fucking mind right. Tate ass just got locked the fuck up.”
It was like time stopped for a minute. My breath got caught in my throat and my head went for a spin.
“Did you hear what the fuck I said?”
“How in the hell did that happen?” I snapped back into it.
“Yameka went to check on his charges, but right now it’s not looking good.”
“Shit y’all get here, now!”
“We already on the way.” Jaako said and then hung up.
I hurried and went to the bathroom and got cleaned up, something was giving me a really bad feeling. I had this same feeling when Unc died and I didn’t like it. I needed to find out what the fuck was going on. All a sudden, this nigga getting locked up?
Shit I forgot about the meeting we had with Perry’s bitch ass tonight. I needed to hit him up and tell him that shit wasn’t going down; we had some family shit to handle. I picked up my phone and dialed him up.
“Yo, what’s good?”
“No go for the party tonight, family shit came up.”
“Damn man, where you at? I can come to you.” He sounded desperate.
“Nah nigga, you know I don’t do shit where I sleep.”
“This putting me in a bad place, my nigga.”
“I don’t give a fuck; my fucking family comes first.” I yelled and then hung up. I didn’t have time for this shit, I needed to figure out what the fuck was going on with my peoples. He legit just pissed me the fuck off and the next time I see his ass I was gonna let him know to never question me. When I make a decision, it was final. I wasn’t Denari, and I could show him better than I could tell him.
Once I had myself together I went downstairs and Jaako and Omari was already there. Denari wasn’t downstairs and to think about it, I hadn’t
heard from that nigga today, I know Jaako said he was gonna stop by and see the twins after he left Heaven’s grave, but he never showed up.
“Where Denari?”
“Shit we thought he was already here. I keep calling him and he won’t answer.” Omari said looking at his phone. “Oh shit, he called me a while ago and left a message and I didn’t even see it.” He put the phone on speaker, so we could all see what the hell he was talking about.
“Perry is a—” was all that was said before we heard before it sounded like someone took their last breath. That couldn’t be Denari, somebody was playing a cruel fucking trick, and I wasn’t feeling it.
“What the fuck?” Omari said and threw his phone. “I need to find Denari.”
“Let’s go.” I went to grab my keys as Jenacia was on the way down the stairs with the boys, one in each arm.
“Everything okay?”
“It will be,” I kissed her and both my boys. “I’ll be right back.” She nodded.
“Zemia is on her way here.”
“Okay.”
“Yameka is too, once she leaves the court house.”
“Y’all are freaking me the fuck out.” She said with glossy eyes.
“It’s gonna be cool, just chill and take care of my babies.” I kissed her again and left out the door.
“They ain’t giving her no information on Tate, they ain’t even giving that nigga a fucking phone call. I don’t know what the fuck is going on but it’s bad, my nigga.” Jaako announced.
“What the fuck man!” I yelled and hit the dashboard.
“Yameka said to lay low until she finds out more.”
“Aight,” I said feeling defeated that we couldn’t find Denari and overwhelmed with all that was going on. We weren’t gonna stop looking for bruh, just right now wasn’t a good time to be out, with all this shit going on. I just needed to find somebody that could trace his cell phone and we would know right where he was.
“Something ain’t right.” Omari said.
“I feel that shit too.” I admitted. “That Perry nigga was pushy as fuck when I told them that wasn’t shit cracking.” I thought about how pissed off he had me. “Nigga almost made me pull him through the phone.”
“I told y’all it was something about that nigga that wasn’t right. If I find out he did something to my brother, I am going on a fucking war path.”
“Nigga, we all are.” Jaako said looking at Omari through the rearview mirror.
We pulled up to the house and it was lit up. So I knew everybody was here. We walked in and all the girls ran up and hugged us like they were afraid we weren’t gonna come back.
“What’s going on, Kayson tell me something.” Jenacia cried.
“Baby, I just need you to be strong.” A part of me wanted to tell her what was up, and then another part wanted to keep her shielded from all this mess.
“Stop doing that!” She yelled and pushed me away when I tried to kiss her. “I’m not a fucking baby, and if we’re in trouble I need you to tell me and tell me now!”
I looked at my brothers and we all made a silent agreement to be real with them. We sat them down and told them what the fuck was up. Mama, Chelley, and Kaylin were there too. We weren’t exactly sure that shit was gonna go down, but we needed them to be prepared in case it did.
“But, Yameka can take care of this right?”
“Yameka is good at what she does, she the best, so we have faith in her.”
“You didn’t answer my fucking question.” Jenacia was losing patience and that’s the one thing that I didn’t want. I needed her head to be focused, just in case I needed her to ride for me.
We talked for about another hour or so until Yameka pulled in. When she walked in the house I could tell that she had been crying. That alone had my ass shook.
“It ain’t looking good, I got to talk to him. They are trying to trump up some racketeering charges, but I don’t think they will be able to make them stick.” She wiped her eyes and I sighed a sigh of relief. “But they are holding that shit over his head in hopes that he will turn on y’all.” The last part had my heart beating out of my chest.
“What the fuck you mean?” Jaako asked.
“Somebody turned state, well in this case FED! They know a lot about y’all and what you’ve been doing. My dad isn’t saying shit because like I said those racketeering will never stick, and they know it. Worst thing they can do to him is fire him and take his pension and he’s okay with that.”
“So, what do we need to do?”
“All we can do right now is wait and see how bad shit really is.”
“Perry!” I said and picked up my phone to try and call him, but I got the voicemail. “He won’t answer.”
“I promise on everything I love.” Omari said. “I can’t just sit here.”
He jumped and before he could take one step the door was being broken down. We all jumped, and I went to reach for my gun but the semi auto’s that were being pointed in my face let me know that I needed to cool it and fast.
“They’re all here.” One officer spoke into his wrist.
“Kayson Barnes, you are under arrest.” The officer said putting me in handcuffs. I looked over at Jenacia and I never wanted to see her like this. I hated it. “You have the right to remain silent anything you say can and will be held against you in a court of law, you have a right to an attorney and if you can’t afford one—”
I didn’t hear shit else that was coming out of his mouth, the only thing that I could concentrate on was the fact that my woman was sitting there crying her eyes out. My sister was screaming, and my mama was clearly heartbroken and there was nothing that I could do about it. I was happy as hell my babies were too small to really understand what the fuck was going on.
They drug us out of the house one by one. Right before I was pushed in the car I could hear Jenacia crying her heart out, I knew this was killing her. I mouthed the words I love you and ducked into the police car. Shit was all fucked up, I just hoped like hell we can get out of this shit.
Epilogue
“Kayson Barnes, I hereby sentence you to serve no less than 15 years, and no more than 25 years. This court it adjourned.”
When the judge sentenced me, I could have fell out in the fucking floor. By the time I get out of jail my boys will be grown. How in the hell did I expect Jenacia to wait around on me for 15 years?
Jaako and Omari got 10 years each, but they charged me as a kingpin. Perry had tapes of us for months and even pictures of his drop offs with Denari, who we found out was killed in Krista’s house. No one had said anything about why he died and who did it, but I could bet my life I knew who it was.
“Oh no, not my baby.” I heard Mama cry.
“Baby, no.” Jenacia cried right along with her.
“Don’t worry I have already filed an appeal, this will not stick I promise. This judge was just trying to make an example out of you, but I got this.” Yameka was sure of herself but until I saw something different in her eyes and I was accepting my fate.
“Listen baby, I made this choice so I gotta live with the shit. I won’t make you ride this out with me. Just know that I love you and my boys with everything in my heart and I promise that I will do what I can from in here.”
“You shut up, I will never leave your side.” She pointed in my face. “You will beat this.”
I smiled because she was so sure. I took one look at my boys and I smiled because they were getting so big. I hadn’t been able to touch them since they were a month old and they were pushing seven months now.
“I love y’all.” I said as they drug me out of the court room. I wanted to see my brothers, but I couldn’t, they held our trials separate and that shit pissed me off.
When I got back to my new home, I just sat there and stared at the pictures that Jenacia sent me of the boys crawling. I smiled and let one lone tear fall down my face. My family was my pride and joy and I loved them more than I could ever explain to anyone
. I prayed that God kept them safe, just in case this was my destiny.
I felt bad for Omari, Zemia ended up losing the baby from the stress of the trial. Jaako wrote me and told me that he didn’t take it too well, that they had to put his crazy ass in solitary confinement. How in the hell did we get here? Shit was going good for all of us; even Denari had gotten his shit together and now this. His funeral was sad, that was the last time I got to see my brothers, when we were burying one of us. All this was breaking Mama down, I just hoped she knew we didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I gotta take all of this and put it in God’s hands, well and Yameka’s.
Krista and Perry testified against us and I hoped like hell I got the chance to handle them. I was going to make it my business that if I couldn’t get to them, that they wouldn’t be breathing long.
I promise though if I get out of this I ain’t touching another muthafucking drug, fuck that. My family is way more important. Can’t blame anyone but ourselves. The drug scene is amazing when you coming up in it and making all kinds of money and shit, but in all honesty it’s never worth it especially when you end up in here. When you break it all down it’s all just a Beautiful Mistake!
The End…… Maybe!
“Muthafuckas think it’s a game, I’m back and it’s time for some Beautiful Revenge.” I said out loud as I rubbed my hands together. I don’t know why muthafuckas thought shit was good. Time to fuck some shit up and wasn’t no one making it out breathing. Fuck with my family and it will cost you your life.
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