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by D. H. Lawrence


  SALVATION

  OLD ARCHANGELS

  LUCIFER

  THE MILL OF GOD

  MULTITUDES

  FALLEN LEAVES

  THE DIFFERENCE

  THE BREATH OF LIFE

  VENGEANCE IS MINE

  ASTRONOMICAL CHANGES

  FATALITY

  FREE WILL

  IN A SPANISH TRAM-CAR

  SPANISH PRIVILEGE

  AT THE BANK IN SPAIN

  THE SPANISH WIFE

  THE PAINTER’S WIFE

  MODERN PROBLEMS

  DOMINANT WOMAN

  MEN AND WOMEN

  THE SCIENTIFIC DOCTOR

  HEALING

  EN MASSE

  GOD AND THE HOLY GHOST

  HUMILITY

  PROPER PRIDE

  HUMILITY MONGERS

  TENDER REVERENCE

  ABSOLUTE REVERENCE

  BELIEF

  BELLS

  THE TRIUMPH OF THE MACHINE

  FORTE DEI MARMI

  SEA-BATHERS

  TALK OF LOYALTY

  TALK OF FAITH

  AMO SACRUM VULGUS

  BOREDOM, ENNUI, DEPRESSION

  THE DEADLY VICTORIAN

  WHAT ARE THE WILD WAVES SAYING?

  WELCOME DEATH

  DARK SATANIC MILLS

  WE DIE TOGETHER

  WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO YOU?

  WHAT IS A MAN TO DO?

  CITY-LIFE

  THIRTEEN PICTURES

  AUTO-DA-FE

  SHOWS

  ROSE AND CABBAGE

  THE GULF

  THE CROSS

  FELLOW-MEN

  THE SIGHT OF GOD

  SOULS TO SAVE

  WHEN MOST MEN DIE

  HOLD BACK!

  IMPULSE

  MEN LIKE GODS

  MEN AND MACHINES

  MASSES AND CLASSES

  GIVE US THE THEBAID

  SIDE-STEP, O SONS OF MEN!

  ON AND ON AND ON

  OH WONDERFUL MACHINE!

  BUT I SAY UNTO YOU: LOVE ONE ANOTHER

  LOVE THY NEIGHBOUR

  AS THYSELF!

  LONELY, LONESOME, LONEY — O!

  TREES IN THE GARDEN

  STORM IN THE BLACK FOREST

  REVOLUTION AS SUCH!

  ROBOT FEELINGS

  REAL DEMOCRACY

  ROBOT-DEMOCRACY

  WORSHIP

  CLASSES

  DEMOCRACY IS SERVICE

  FALSE DEMOCRACY AND REAL

  SERVICE

  WHAT ARE THE GODS?

  THE GODS! THE GODS!

  NAME THE GODS!

  THERE ARE NO GODS

  FOOD OF THE NORTH

  RETORT TO WHITMAN

  RETORT TO JESUS

  THE DEEPEST SENSUALITY

  SENSE OF TRUTH

  SATISFACTION

  VIBRATION OF JUSTICE

  LIES

  POISON

  COMMANDMENTS

  EMOTIONAL LIES

  LAUGHTER

  DRAWING-ROOM

  CABBAGE-ROSES

  COLD BLOOD

  SUNSET

  LISTEN TO THE BAND!

  THE HUMAN FACE

  PORTRAITS

  FURNITURE

  CHILDREN SINGING IN SCHOOL

  KEEP IT UP

  RACE AND BATTLE

  NOTHING TO SAVE

  BRITISH SINCERITY

  THE ENGLISH ARE SO NICE!

  THE HILLS

  TOURISTS

  SEEKERS

  SEARCH FOR LOVE

  SEARCH FOR TRUTH

  LIES ABOUT LOVE

  TRAVEL IS OVER

  OLD MEN

  DEATH

  BOURGEOIS AND BOLSHEVIST

  PROPERTY AND NO-PROPERTY

  COWARDICE AND IMPUDENCE

  LORD TENNYSON AND LORD MELCHETT

  CHOICE OF EVILS

  HARD-BOILED CONSERVATIVES

  SOLOMON’S BABY

  THE PROPERTY QUESTION

  THE WAY OUT

  ST GEORGE AND THE DRAGON

  THE HALF-BIJND

  MINORITIES IN DANGER

  IF YOU ARE A MAN

  TERRA INCOGNITA

  CLIMBING DOWN

  ONLY THE BEST MATTERS

  TO PINO

  BROADCASTING TO THE G. B. P.

  WE CANT BE TOO CAREFUL

  GLIMPSES

  ALL SORTS OF GODS

  FOR A MOMENT

  GOETHE AND POSE

  MEN LIKE GODS

  THOUGHT

  BE IT SO

  CONCEIT

  MAN IS MORE THAN HOMO SAPIENS

  SELF-CONSCIOUS PEOPLE

  TWO WAYS OF LIVING AND DYING

  SO LET ME LIVE

  GLADNESS OF DEATH

  HUMANITY NEEDS PRUNING

  SELF-SACRIFICE

  SHEDDING OF BLOOD

  THE OLD IDEA OF SACRIFICE

  SELF-SACRIFICE

  I HEARD A LITTLE CHICKEN CHIRP

  CROSS, COARSE, HIDEOUS

  MR SQUIRE

  LET THERE BE LIGHT!

  GOD IS BORN

  THE WHITE HORSE

  FLOWERS AND MEN

  PRAYER

  SHIP OF DEATH

  THE SHIP OF DEATH

  SONG OF DEATH

  GLORY OF DARKNESS

  BAVARIAN GENTIANS

  IMAGE-MAKING LOVE

  AND now

  the best of all

  is to be alone, to possess one’s soul in silence.

  Nakedly to be alone, unseen

  is better than anything else in the world,

  a relief like death.

  Always

  at the core of me

  burns the small flame of anger, gnawing

  from trespassed contacts, from red-hot finger bruises, on my

  inward flesh.

  A lways

  in the eyes of those who loved me

  I have seen at last the image of him they loved

  and took for me

  mistook for me.

  And always

  it was a simulacrum, something

  like me, and like a gibe at me.

  So now I want, above all things

  to preserve my nakedness

  from the gibe of image-making love.

  PEOPLE

  I LIKE people quite well

  at a little distance.

  I like to see them passing and passing

  and going their own way,

  especially if I see their aloneness alive in them.

  Yet I don’t want them to come near.

  If they will only leave me alone

  I can still have the illusion that there is room enough in the world.

  DESIRE

  AH, in the past, towards rare individuals

  I have felt the pull of desire:

  Oh come, come nearer, come into touch!

  Come physically nearer, be flesh to my flesh —

  But say little, oh say little,

  and afterwards, leave me alone.

  Keep your aloneness, leave me my aloneness,

  I used to say this, in the past, but now no more.

  It has always been a failure

  They have always insisted on love

  and on talking about it

  and on the me-and-thee and what we meant to each other.

  So now I have no desire any more

  Except to be left, in the last resort, alone, quite alone.

  TO A CERTAIN FRIEND

  You are so interested in yourself

  that you bore me

  thoroughly, I am unable to feel any interest in your interesting self.

  THE EMOTIONAL FRIEND

  HE said to me: You don’t trust me!

  I said: Oh yes I do!

  I know you won’t pick my pocket,

  I know you’ll be very kind to me.

  But it was not enough, he looked at me almost with hate.

  And I failed entirely to see what he meant —


  Since there was no circumstance requiring trust between i

  CORRESPONDENCE IN AFTER YEARS

  A MAN wrote to me: We missed it, you and I.

  We were meant to mean a great deal to one another;

  but we missed it.

  And I could only reply:

  A miss is as good as a mile mister!

  THE EGOISTS

  THE only question to ask to-day, about man or woman

  is: Has she chipped the shell of her own ego?

  Has he chipped the shell of his own ego?

  They are all perambulating eggs

  going: “ Squeak! Squeak! I am all things unto myself,

  yet I can’t be alone, I want somebody to keep me warm.”

  CHIMAERA

  MOST people, to-day, are chimaera chimerical:

  just fantasies of self-importance

  their own self-importance

  and sphinxes of self-consciousness.

  ULTIMATE REALITY

  A YOUNG man said to me:

  I am interested in the problem of reality.

  I said: Really!

  Then I saw him turn to glance, surreptitiously,

  in the big mirror, at his own fascinating shadow.

  SPHINX

  BUT why do I feel so strangely about you?

  said the lovely young lady, half wistful, half menacing.

  I took to my heels and ran

  before she could set the claws of her self-conscious questioning in me

  or tear me with the fangs of disappointment

  because I could not answer the riddle of her own self- importance.

  INTIMATES

  Don’t you care for my love? she said bitterly.

  I handed her the mirror, and said:

  Please address these questions to the proper person!

  Please make all requests to headquarters!

  In all matters of emotional importance

  please approach the supreme authority direct!

  So I handed her the mirror.

  And she would have broken it over my head,

  but she caught sight of her own reflection

  and that held her spell-bound for two seconds

  while I fled.

  TRUE LOVE AT LAST

  THE handsome and self-absorbed young man

  looked at the lovely and self-absorbed girl.

  The lovely and self-absorbed girl

  looked back at the handsome and self-absorbed young man

  and thrilled.

  And in that thrill he felt:

  Her self-absorption is even as strong as mine.

  I must see if I can’t break through it

  and absorb her in me.

  And in that thrill she felt:

  His self-absorption is even stronger than mine!

  What fun, stronger than mine!

  I must see if I can’t absorb this Samson of self-absorption.

  So they simply adored one another

  and in the end they were both nervous wrecks, because

  in self-absorption and self-interest they were equally matched.

  ANDRAITX — POMEGRANATE FLOWERS

  IT is June, it is June

  the pomegranates are in flower,

  the peasants are bending cutting the bearded wheat.

  The pomegranates are in flower

  beside the high road, past the deathly dust,

  and even the sea is silent in the sun.

  Short gasps of flame in the green of night, way off

  the pomegranates are in flower,

  small sharp red fires in the night of leaves.

  And noon is suddenly dark, is lustrous, is silent and dark

  men are unseen, beneath the shading hats;

  only, from out the foliage of the secret loins

  red flamelets here and there reveal

  a man, a woman there.

  I DARE DO ALL

  “ I DARE do all that may become a man.”

  But tell me, oh tell me, what is becoming to a man!

  Tell me first what I am,

  that I may know what is unbecoming to me.

  BATTLE OF LIFE

  Is life strife, is it the long combat?

  yes, it is true. I fight all the time.

  I am forced to.

  Yet I am not interested in fight, in strife, in combat,

  I am only involved.

  THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE

  THERE are too many people on earth

  insipid, unsalted, rabbity, endlessly hopping.

  They nibble the face of the earth to a desert.

  THE HEART OF MAN

  THERE is the other universe, of the heart of man

  that we know nothing of. that we dare not explore.

  A strange grey distance separates

  our pale mind still from the pulsing continent

  of the heart of man.

  Fore-runners have barely landed on the shore

  and no man knows, no woman knows

  the mystery of the interior

  when darker still than Congo or Amazon

  flow the heart’s rivers of fulness, desire and distress.

  MORAL CLOTHING

  WHEN I am clothed I am a moral man,

  and unclothed, the word has no meaning for me.

  When I put on my coat, my coat has pockets

  and in the pockets are things I require,

  so I wish no man to pick my pocket

  and I will pick the pocket of no man.

  A man’s business is one of his pockets, his bank account too

  his credit, his name, his wife even may be just another of his pockets.

  And I loathe the thought of being a pilferer

  a pick-pocket,

  That is why business seems to me despicable,

  and most love-affairs, just sneak-thief pocket-picking

  of dressed-up people.

  When I stand in my shirt I have no pockets

  therefore no morality of pockets;

  but still my nakedness is clothed with responsibility

  towards those near and dear to me, my very next of kin.

  I am not yet alone.

  Only when I am stripped stark naked I am alone

  and without morals, and without immorality.

  The invisible gods have no moral truck with us.

  And if stark naked I approach a fellow-man or fellow-woman

  they must be naked too,

  and none of us must expect morality of each other:

  I am that I am, take it or leave it.

  Offer me nothing but that which you are, stark and strange.

  Let there be no accommodation at this issue.

  BEHAVIOUR

  IT is well to be disciplined in all the social usages

  and to have manners for all occasions

  as we have clothes.

  It is absurd for me to display my naked soul at the tea-table.

  If we are properly clothed and disciplined in the dining-room

  or the street

  then the private intimacy of friendship will be real and precious

  and our naked contact will be rare and vivid and tremendous.

  But when everybody goes round with soul half-bared, or quite

  in promiscuous intimate appeal

  then friendship is impossible

  and naked embrace an anti-climax, humiliating and ridiculous.

  THE HOSTILE SUN

  SOMETIMES the sun turns hostile to men

  when the daytime consciousness has got overweening

  when thoughts are stiff, like old leaves

  and ideas are hard, like acorns ready to fall.

  Then the sun turns hostile to us

  and bites at our throats and chests

  as he bites at the stems of leaves in autumn, to make them fall.

  Then we suffer, and though the sun bronzes us

  we feel him strangling even more the issues of our soul

  for he is hostile t
o all the old leafy foliage of our thoughts

  and the old upward flowing of our sap, the pressure of our

  upward flow of feeling

  is against him.

  Then only under the moon, cool and unconcerned

  calm with the calm of scimitars and brilliant reaping hooks

  sweeping the curve of space and moving the silence

  we have peace.

  THE CHURCH

  IF I was a member of the Church of Rome

  I should advocate reform:

  the marriage of priests

  the priests to wear rose-colour or magenta in the streets

  to teach the Resurrection in the flesh

  to start the year on Easter Sunday

  to add the mystery of Joy-in-Resurrection to the Mass

  to inculcate the new conception of the Risen Man.

  THE PROTESTANT CHURCHES

  THE Protestant Churches have had their day

  and served their great purpose.

  They knew the useful Godhead of Providence.

  But now we have to go back to the Creative Godhead

  which overshadows the other

  and which we have lost.

  LONELINESS

  I NEVER know what people mean when they complain of loneliness.

  To be alone is one of life’s greatest delights, thinking one’s

  own thoughts,

  doing one’s own little jobs, seeing the world beyond

  and feeling oneself uninterrupted in the rooted connection

  with the centre of all things.

  THE UPROOTED

  PEOPLE who complain of loneliness must have lost something,

  lost some living connection with the cosmos, out of themselves,

  lost their life-flow

  like a plant whose roots are cut.

  And they are crying like plants whose roots are cut.

  But the presence of other people will not give them new rooted connection

  it will only make them forget.

  The thing to do is in solitude slowly and painfully put forth

  new roots

  into the unknown, and take root by oneself.

  DELIGHT OF BEING ALONE

  I KNOW no greater delight than the sheer delight of being alone.

 

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