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by D. H. Lawrence


  And the rain won’t come, the rain refuses to come!

  This is the electricity that man is supposed to have mastered

  chained, subjugated to his use!

  supposed to!

  REVOLUTION AS SUCH!

  CURIOUSLY enough, actual revolutions are made by robots,

  living people never make revolutions,

  they can’t, life means too much to them.

  ROBOT FEELINGS

  IT is curious, too, that though the modern man in the street

  is a robot, and incapable of love

  he is capable of an endless, grinding, nihilistic hate:

  that is the only strong feeling he is capable of;

  and therein lies the danger of robot-democracy and all the

  men in the street,

  they move in a great grind of hate, slowly but inevitably.

  REAL DEMOCRACY

  IF the robot can recognise the clean flame of life

  in men who have never fallen in life

  then he repents, and his will breaks, and a great love of life

  brings him to his knees, in homage and pure passion of service.

  Then he receives the kiss of reconciliation

  and ceases to be a robot, and becomes a servant of life

  serving with delight and with reverence those men whose flame

  of life undimmed delights him, so even he is lit up.

  ROBOT-DEMOCRACY

  IN a robot-democracy, nobody is willing to serve

  even work is unwilling, the worker is unwilling, unwilling.

  The great grind of unwillingness, the slow undergrind of hate

  and democracy is ground into dust

  then the mill-stones burst with the internal heat of their own friction.

  WORSHIP

  ALL men are worshippers

  unless they have fallen, and become robots.

  All men worship the wonder of life

  until they collapse into egoism, the mechanical, self-centred

  system of the robot.

  But even in pristine men, there is the difference:

  some men can see life clean and flickering all around,

  and some can only see what they are shown.

  Some men look straight into the eyes of the gods

  and some men can see no gods, they only know

  the gods are there because of the gleam on the faces of the

  men who see.

  Most men, even unfallen, can only live

  by the transmitted gleam from the faces of vivider men

  who look into the eyes of the gods.

  And worship is the joy of the gleam from the eyes of the gods,

  and the robot is denial of the same,

  even the denial that there is any gleam.

  CLASSES

  THERE are two classes of men;

  those that look into the eyes of the gods, and these are few,

  and those that look into the eyes of the few other men

  to see the gleam of the gods there, reflected in the human eyes.

  All other class is artificial.

  There is, however, the vast third homogeneous amorphous

  class of anarchy

  the robots, those who deny the gleam.

  DEMOCRACY IS SERVICE

  DEMOCRACY is service, but not the service of demos.

  Democracy is demos serving life

  and demos serves life as it gleams on the face of the few,

  and the few look into the eyes of the gods, and serve the sheer gods.

  FALSE DEMOCRACY AND REAL

  IF man only looks to man, and no one sees beyond

  then all is lost, the robot supervenes.

  The few must look into the eyes of the gods, and obey the look

  in the eyes of the gods:

  and the many must obey the few that look into the eyes of the gods;

  and the stream is towards the gods, not backwards, towards man.

  SERVICE

  AH yes, men must learn to serve

  not for money, but for life.

  Ah yes, men must learn to obey

  not a boss, but the gleam of life on the face of a man

  who has looked into the eyes of the gods.

  Man is only perfectly human

  when he looks beyond humanity.

  WHAT ARE THE GODS?

  WHAT are the gods, then, what are the gods?

  The gods are nameless and imageless

  yet looking in a great full lime-tree of summer

  I suddenly saw deep into the eyes of gods:

  it is enough.

  THE GODS! THE GODS!

  PEOPLE were bathing and posturing themselves on the beach

  and all was dreary, great robot limbs, robot breasts

  robot voices, robot even the gay umbrellas.

  But a woman, shy and alone, was washing herself under a tap

  and the glimmer of the presence of the gods was like lilies,

  and like water-lilies.

  NAME THE GODS!

  I REFUSE to name the gods, because they have no name.

  I refuse to describe the gods, because they have no form nor

  shape nor substance.

  Ah, but the simple ask for images!

  Then for a time at least, they must do without.

  But all the time I see the gods:

  the man who is moving the tall white corn,

  suddenly, it curves, as it yields, the white wheat

  and sinks down with a swift rustle, and a strange, falling flatness,

  ah! the gods, the swaying body of god!

  ah the fallen stillness of god, autumnus, and it is only July

  the pale-gold flesh of Priapus dropping asleep.

  THERE ARE NO GODS

  THERE are no gods, and you can please yourself

  have a game of tennis, go out in the car, do some shopping,

  sit and talk, talk, talk

  with a cigarette browning your fingers.

  There are no gods, and you can please yourself —

  go and please yourself —

  But leave me alone, leave me alone, to myself!

  and then in the room, whose is the presence

  that makes the air so still and lovely to me?

  Who is it that softly touches the sides of my breast

  and touches me over the heart

  so that my heart beats soothed, soothed, soothed and at peace?

  Who is it smooths the bed-sheets like the cool

  smooth ocean when the fishes rest on edge

  in their own dream?

  Who is it that clasps and kneads my naked feet, till they unfold,

  till all is well, till all is utterly well? the lotus-lilies of the feet!

  I tell you, it is no woman, it is no man, for I am alone.

  And I fall asleep with the gods, the gods

  that are not, or that are

  according to the soul’s desire,

  like a pool into which we plunge, or do not plunge.

  FOOD OF THE NORTH

  THE food of the north tastes too much of the fat of the pig

  fat of the pig!

  Take me south again, to the olive trees

  and oil me with the lymph of the silvery trees

  oil me with the lymph of trees

  not with the fat of the pig.

  RETORT TO WHITMAN

  AND whoever walks a mile full of false sympathy

  walks to the funeral of the whole human race.

  RETORT TO JESUS

  AND whoever forces himself to love anybody

  begets a murderer in his own body.

  THE DEEPEST SENSUALITY

  THE profoundest of all sensualities

  is the sense of truth

  and the next deepest sensual experience

  is the sense of justice.

  SENSE OF TRUTH

  You must fuse mind and wit with all the senses

  before you can feel tr
uth.

  And if you can’t feel truth you can’t have any other

  satisfactory sensual experience.

  SATISFACTION

  THE profound sensual experience of truth: Yea, this

  alone satisfies us, in the end.

  VIBRATION OF JUSTICE

  THE profound and thrilling vibration of justice, sense of

  ultimate justice

  makes the heart suddenly quiver with love.

  LIES

  LIES are not a question of false fact

  but of false feeling and perverted justice.

  POISON

  WHAT has killed mankind — for the bulk of mankind is dead —

  is lies:

  the nasty lying pretence of seeming to feel what we don’t feel.

  COMMANDMENTS

  WHEN Jesus commanded us to love our neighbour

  he forced us to live a great lie, or to disobey:

  for we can’t love anybody, neighbour or no neighbour, to order,

  and faked love has rotted our marrow.

  EMOTIONAL LIES

  You hear a woman say: I love my husband dearly —

  and you look in her eyes and see it is a lie.

  Even it is a trick: but she is not ashamed.

  LAUGHTER

  LISTEN to people laughing

  and you will hear what liars they are

  or cowards.

  DRAWING-ROOM

  You sit talking in all earnestness to a woman,

  hearing her talk, that is:

  and you know all the while

  that every syllable, every accent, every intonation and every

  cadence is a lie:

  yet you go on talking, in all earnestness.

  CABBAGE-ROSES

  You may smell the breath of the gods in the common roses,

  and feel the splendour of the gods go through you, even as you

  see the green-fly on the stems,

  in the summer morning:

  or you may not.

  If you don’t then don’t pretend you do —

  but if you don’t you are suffering from an amnesia

  of the senses:

  you are like to die of malnutrition of the senses:

  and your sensual atrophy

  will at last send you insane.

  COLD BLOOD

  IN cold blood, I cannot feel goddesses in the summer evening

  trafficking mysteriously through the air.

  But what right has my blood to be cold

  before I am dead?

  If I cut my finger, my blood is hot, not cold.

  And even in cold blood I know this:

  I am more alive, more aware and more wise

  when my blood is kindled:

  and when, in the summer evening

  I feel goddesses trafficking mysteriously through the air.

  SUNSET

  THERE is a band of dull gold in the west, and say what you like

  again and again some god of evening leans out of it

  and shares being with me, silkily

  all of twilight.

  LISTEN TO THE BAND!

  THERE is a band playing in the early night,

  but it is only unhappy men making a noise

  to drown their inner cacophony: and ours.

  A little moon, quite still, leans and sings to herself

  through the night

  and the music of men is like a mouse gnawing,

  gnawing in a wooden trap, trapped in.

  THE HUMAN FACE

  HARDLY ever, now, has a human face

  the baffling light or the strange still gleam of the gods

  within it, upon it.

  Even from the face of the children, now,

  that spangled glisten is gone, that at-oneness without after- thought,

  and they are bridled with cunning, and bitted

  with knowledge of things that shall never be admitted,

  even the fact of birth: even little children.

  Holbein and Titian and Tintoret could never paint faces, now:

  because those faces were windows to the strange horizons, even

  Henry VIII.;

  whereas faces now are only human grimaces,

  with eyes like the interiors of stuffy rooms, furnished.

  PORTRAITS

  PORTRAITS are now supremely uninteresting

  because all the faces contain sets of emotional and mental furniture

  all more or less alike,

  as all drawing-rooms are, arranged!

  FURNITURE

  SOME women live for the idiotic furniture of their houses,

  some men live for the conceited furniture of their minds,

  some only live for their emotional furnishing — —

  and it all amounts to the same thing, furniture,

  usually in “ suites.”

  CHILDREN SINGING IN SCHOOL

  CLASS-CHILDHEN are singing in school

  and what an awful concatenation of sounds it is!

  They have no song in their souls, none in their spirits,

  none in their little throats or class-room bodies

  only they are made to utter these cog-wheel sounds

  which are meant to be the old folk-song: Strawberry Fair!

  KEEP IT UP

  PEOPLE go on singing when they have no song in them.

  People go on talking when they have nothing to say.

  People go on walking when they have nowhere to go.

  People keep it up, because they daren’t stop.

  So here we go round the mulberry bush,

  mulberry bush, mulberry bush!

  Here we go round the mulberry bush

  never having seen a mulberry bush in our lives.

  RACE AND BATTLE

  TH E race is not to the swift

  but to those that can sit still

  and let the waves go over them.

  The battle is not to the strong

  but to the frail, who know best

  how to efface themselves

  to save the streaked pansy of the heart from being trampled

  to mud.

  NOTHING TO SAVE

  THERE is nothing to save, now all is lost,

  but a tiny core of stillness in the heart

  like the eye of a violet.

  BRITISH SINCERITY

  THEY tell me that these British moral birds

  all the great jixery up in the fixery

  are “ perfectly sincere “

  and “ perfectly honest.”

  If it is perfectly sincere to deny your own make-up

  and perfectly honest to pretend to be unbegotten

  may I ask you then, where insincerity and dishonesty begin.

  The jixery perhaps never picked a man’s pocket

  but my god, they sneak-thiefed his very genitals away from him:

  going a bit further than his pocket, what?

  And the poor man never knew he was jixed,

  fixed, jixed, fixed!

  He feels for his purse, and finds it there, and says

  Oh my jixer, my fixer

  oh he’s an honest man! anyhow!

  Is British hypocrisy a form of softening of the brain?

  Or what is it that my nation is suffering from?

  THE ENGLISH ARE SO NICE!

  THE English are so nice

  so awfully nice

  they are the nicest people in the world.

  And what’s more, they’re very nice about being nice

  about your being nice as well!

  If you’re not nice they soon make you feel it.

  Americans and French and Germans and so on

  they’re all very well

  but they’re not really nice, you know.

  They’re not nice in our sense of the word, are they now?

  That’s why one doesn’t have to take them seriously.

  We must be nice to them, of course,

  of course, naturally.<
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  But it doesn’t really matter what you say to them,

  they don’t really understand

  you can just say anything to them:

  be nice, you know, just nice

  but you must never take them seriously, they wouldn’t understand,

  just be nice, you know! oh, fairly nice,

  not too nice of course, they take advantage

  but nice enough, just nice enough

  to let them feel they’re not quite as nice as they might be.

  THE HILLS

  I LIFT up mine eyes unto the hills

  and there they are, but no strength comes from them to me.

  Only from darkness

  and ceasing to see

  strength comes.

  TOURISTS

  THERE is nothing to look at any more,

  everything has been seen to death.

  SEEKERS

  OH seekers, when you leave off seeking

  you will realise there was never anything to seek

  You were only seeking to lose something,

  not to find something,

  when you went forth so vigorously in search.

  SEARCH FOR LOVE

  THOSE that go searching for love

  only make manifest their own lovelessness,

  and the loveless never find love,

  only the loving find love,

  and they never have to seek for it.

 

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