Irresistible Invitation: Love comes after Hate

by S. S. Sahoo

  “That words!” I said as hope and happiness lit up my face.

  “Words?” he questioned almost with a baffled expression.

  “That words! Zachary that three words!” I said and hoped he understood what I meant. And thankfully it looked as if it struck him as the tension dissipated from his face and once again his eyes twinkled with mirth.

  “Why is it important?” he questioned which made me huff at him.

  “You can’t enter the room unless you tell me those words,” I warned him.

  “Hu? I have the keys. Forgot?” he asked looking amused all of a sudden.

  “Do you really think I will let you touch me even if you succeed coming in here?′ I snapped at him feeling the anger boiling inside me. How dare he?

  He seemed to notice the change in my mood as he sagged his shoulders and racked his hand on his hair.

  “Okay fine!” he huffed out and I felt light headed once again as I jumped on my place excited patiently but desperately wanting to hear it from his mouth. He noticed my happiness and smile sideways as he opened his mouth and I took forward wanting to hear it but then he closed his mouth.

  “Juliette I-” he continued opening and stopping mid-sentence for five minutes while I paced around the room, stood before him, leaned against the glass window, sat on the bed.

  “Fuck!” I heard him curse.

  “So is it so difficult for you to say three simple words out to me?” I grew frustrated by his attempts and yelled at him for that.

  “Excuse me? Simple? You call it simple?” he snapped back.

  “You have no right to snap at me when you are at fault! Do you understand Mr. Zachary Udolf Sullivan!” I snapped back crossing my hands over my chest and looking the other way disheartened and miffed at him at the same time.

  “Look! Juliett-” he said but I cut him off rudely “No! Don’t take my name because you were lying yesterday. You don’t have any feelings for me! You can’t even say the simple three words to the woman you love and you call it l-o,”

  “Juliette!” he slammed his hand on the glass door so hard that made me squeal frightened...

  Thankfully the window didn’t break and I looked at him to find him glaring at me with rage filled eyes. “My love doesn’t need any words to express myself do you understand! So, don’t question my love once again,” he warned as I felt the end of my eyes stinging.

  “Yes? Why can’t you say that? You told me that you love me so why can’t you give me the only thing I want? I thought it becomes easy for the people to express their feelings when they are in love and here it’s just some mere words. Can’t you do that for me?” I cried out to him and soon watched as regret filled his face for lashing out at me.

  “Look! Juliette, you don’t understand! It’s not easy like it seems. It’s diff-” I cut him off in the middle “What is not easy? I love you, Zachary. See? You have to say it loud to me like I jus-” I stopped in the middle when I realized what I just did,

  Oh shoot!

  I looked at him to find him frozen on his spot as he looked at me with wide eyes for the umpteenth time of the day. I felt my cheeks burning and my lips trembling. Even my hands trembled. I turned around swiftly putting my hands on my mouth stopping myself from squealing.

  “Juliette yo- you are really dumb!” I muttered to myself feeling shy.

  “So it’s not really a mere word after all,” I heard him and slowly when I turned around to look at him I found his head lowered down as he kept one of his hand on the wall next to the window and another on his heart.

  As I realized I had managed to raise his heartbeat just like he does to mine a smile appeared on my lips and I continued watching him intently wanting to know more about what effect I have on him.

  “Juliette?” I looked at him and then he opened his mouth to speak “I love you,” making me his for eternity as he raised his head up and looked straight into my eyes he said, “I really do.”

  Slowly, I watched as he turned around and left the place while I did the same as I walked towards the door but stood before it for a while as I couldn’t stop the happy tears trickling down my face. As much as I tried to wipe the more it fell down from my eyes.

  “He loves me,” I muttered to myself putting a hand on my heart as I repeated “Do you hear it? He said he loves me” I told my wildly beating heart and when I finally managed to control myself, I composed myself and wiped the tears away from my face as I tried to smile and slowly put my hand on the doorknob before rotating it open only to reveal him already standing there with his right hand on the side of the wall above his head with his shirt open hanging loosely on his body while he looked at me.

  “I can’t promise you that I will not make you cry because after few hours you won’t be able to get up from the bed for days,” he whispered huskily which made me look down in order to hide the blush that formed on my face.

  “Get in!” I muttered as I turned around walked in while he closed the door and followed me inside.

  Epilogue: The start of a new beginning

  Juliette

  The moment was supposed to be the best day of my life because it was going to be the day which would be carved in my heart and soul for the rest of my soul. Yet, I could feel the tension rising in my body as I walked in all the while feeling my heart pounding against my chest and feeling every nerve in my body bouncing up and down. There was this only question which kept on nagging my sub consciousness and that was what will happen next? What should I do next?

  Even though I was the one who planned to seduce him from the beginning to the point where somehow I knew we would definitely end up in this type of situation but still never really planned ahead. I was actually going with the flow...

  What will I do now?

  I didn’t even realize when I stopped in my tracks fidgeting my fingers in tension. Nervousness and anxiety filling up in my body only by thinking that it’s going to hurt. But then I felt his presence behind me as his breath fanned over my shoulder and all of a sudden I felt his cold finger tracing my forearm as he raised his finger till my straps and slowly laced his finger with it and pulled it a little before bending down and placing a soft kiss on my shoulder taking my breaths away in the process.

  A sigh escaped my mouth as I arched my neck to the other side letting him have the access over my skin as I closed my eyes and thought about letting him take up only because I didn’t know what to do...

  “Juliette,” I heard him whisper and the next moment I felt myself being lifted up in the air bridal style as I held his shirt and let him carry me to the bed all the while his eyes locked with mine as he placed me down softly on the bed and took a step back only to get rid of his shirt.

  My eyes seemed to remain glued to his actions as I laid there on the bed waiting for his advances.

  I watched his actions all the while reminding myself to breathe if I didn’t wish to ruin the moment by losing my consciousness.

  Inhale and exhale Juliette.... Just inhale and exhale...

  Hovering over me, he bent down and kissed my forehead before trailing kisses around my face and down towards my neck. Feeling the fire of need burning within inside me, I put my hands around his neck pulling him down when he captured my mouth into a passionate kiss. My breast rubbing against his bare chest, my hands moving around his back, while his roamed around the sides of my stomach and then lifting my right leg up for him to adjust between my legs. The fire has been lit, the bullet has been shot. The stream of passion and urgency cascaded down as I felt his fingers playing with the hem of my cloth when in a jerk he sat up and removed the dress from my body in a swift motion leaving me just in my panty.

  Feeling the blanket of shyness hovering over me because I was now lying down with the top portion of my body flashed naked before a man, I moved my hands swiftly to cover my breast until I was stopped by him who held both of my hands in his and looked straight into my eyes.

  “I don’t really have any words to let you know how happy
I am feeling right now and I don’t even have any idea what to tell that would make you feel comfortable with me but I hope that you will understand what I feel for you. Look into my eyes, words can’t define how much I want you but then I know my limits and I have my dignity, I won’t lay a finger upon you if you don’t want me to,” he finished and that was enough for all my nervousness and anxiety to diminish away. A small smile appeared on my lips as I gazed into his brown orbs as I saw the truthiness in them. Blinking my eyes several times, I took in deep breaths and then nodded at him letting him know that I was ready. Ready for him.

  As the muscles in my hands began to relax he gazed down at me, his eyes filled with sincerity as I let him remove my hands away from my chest. His burning gaze fell on my flashed skin making me all flushed and as I was about to open my mouth to speak he lowered down and placed a soft skin in between my boobs. Just a mere touch of him filled my body with wild thoughts and desires. My palms balled up feeling the need to be touched once again and I closed my eyes feeling my core throbbing and burning up with desire.

  His lips trailed up until it stopped in the crook of my neck when he moved my hand up over my head and came back on kissing me on my lips before removing his hold on my hands and looking into my eyes. His eyes told me not to move and I waited patiently as he proceeded with his torturing acts of ravishing my body. Goosebumps formed on my skin as he took one of my nipples into his warm mouth, my back arched with pleasure and a moan left my mouth as I felt the foreign feelings and emotions surfacing in my body. His other hand got hold of my waist as he trailed kisses down and stopped right under my belly button. I opened my eyes to look at what he was doing to find him already looking at me.

  It was as if he was still giving me a chance to stop him because he got up slowly all the while locking his eyes with mine. The anxiousness and nervousness that I felt a few minutes ago were long gone. My body heated up because of his torturous kisses and that made me feel something new that I never really had ever thought before. But anything I wanted to do at the moment was him to progress faster because the swift breathing and the thudding of my heartbeat lit my desires.

  As I felt his fingers over the strap of my panty I closed my eyes and rested my head back on the pillow. That was the end of mine of rest period because after that all I could remember was the pain as if I was being torn apart which was later replaced by pleasure, his hands intertwined with mine as he went slowly in and out trying his best not to hurt me, his whispering of sweet nothings into my ear, his kissing my tears away, him reassuring me that everything was going to be alright were the only memory that stored on the day when I surrendered myself completely to him.

  “What is this?” I groaned as I heard the faint noise of something beeping continuously.

  My eyelids felt heavy as I tried to open them but shut it as the rays of light hit my eyes. Groaning a little, I rubbed my eyes and tried to lift my body up using my elbow but then a hiss left my mouth as I felt the lower region of my body. My hand immediately went down to touch my core and found it swollen. Then everything flooded back into my mind and I remembered everything that happened. My cheeks heat up as I rubbed the side of the face and pulled the quilt up to hide my chest. As I tried to move a hand circled around my waist and pulled me back.

  “You are awake, good. I’m not done with you yet,” said Zachary’s in his husky tone and pulled me back to the bed. I landed straight on his chest and made an attempt to get up but he held both of my forearms and in a swift moment turn us around with me under him and him above me. A mysterious glint dazzled in his eyes as his mouth turned up into a lopsided grin and he pulled both of my hands up above my head and kissed my cheek.

  “Are you hurt?” he whispered into my ear and slowly I nodded a no. Honestly, it wasn’t that bad as much as I had thought. In fact, I enjoyed every single bit of it. If anything I was feeling then it was tiredness because he continued giving me pleasure till I felt tired and asleep. I don’t even remember what happened after that.

  “I tried my best to be gentle,” his breath fanned the nudge of my neck as he started trailing kisses down my neck.

  “Should I continue?” he asked with the same mysterious glint in his eyes and unmindfully I nodded which resulted in him to grin at his fullest. His coquettish grin made me feel wild.

  I could his manhood on my entrance and before I could speak anything he slid himself in, poking and pegging and slid in freely without any problem. Within minutes, the room was filled with my own sound of moaning. My nails dug into his back as he began to speed up his pace. Even though, I didn’t feel any pain still it was becoming hard for me to keep up with him. My own breaths came into my way of being conscious. I felt my eyes rolling back after a heated session of lovemaking and before I fell asleep for the second time of the day, I felt his lips on the side of my forehead as he pulled me closer to him and whispered a faint love you.

  My eyes shot open when I felt something disturbing my sleep. The thing was in-between my legs and it poked me on my core. Gasping, I tried to move his manhood away using my hand and turned around on the bed to look at him. He slept on his side with one of his legs on mine and his hand sprawled over me lazily, as he slept soundly. His hair was a mess and I lifted my hand up and brushed his hair out of his forehead.

  Man! He has long eyelashes.

  I trailed my finger on his eyes and then at his nose. As I did that, sleepily he pulled me closer to him tightening his grip on me in the process. Flustered, I felt my heart beating vigorously against my chest which immediately brought a smile to my face.

  “I don’t want to go ahead of you, I want to walk hand in hand with you wherever you go. I want to be with every single day. You don’t have any idea how much I love you” I smiled as I felt tears rolling down my eyes. Those were happy tears that had been stored since he confessed that he loves me.

  “If anything else, I can promise to you then it will be off forever loving you. I’ll love you and only you till the very end,” a cry left my mouth and he shifted on his position. Not wanting him to wake up, I put my hand on head and raked my hand through his hair slowly but then he got hold of my hand and snuggled to it pulling it under his neck.

  “You are the best thing that ever happened to me,” I confessed truly feeling my heart beat increase even further as I continued speaking to his sleeping form.

  “I don’t really have any idea what you have been through and I do know that the problems that I have faced were nothing compared to what you have been through in your life and I wish you to never go through anything that hurts you ever again,” intertwined our hand before I pulled myself up and placed a kiss on his forehead.

  “You have done a lot for me,” I said and tried to slide my hand away from his grip.

  “Now it’s my time to do something for you,” I giggled when he tried to hold my hand as if missing the warmth.

  “Someone is already missing me,” I chuckled as I pulled my hand away from his hold and taking the quilt, I covered him properly. Hopping out of the bed, I found my underwear on the ground and hurriedly wore it back when I heard my phone beeping notifying me of message notifications. As soon as I opened my phone, the screen was bombarded with notifications of missed calls and messages. Six missed calls from Kiara and two to three from mom while twelve from dad.

  “What’s going on?” I thought as I adjusted my bra strap. Zachary shifted in his position and turned the other way in his sleep.

  Dailing Kiara’s number I waited till she picked up the call and after two to three rings she picked huffing and panting as if she ran a marathon.

  “Kiara?” I asked

  “Oh, it’s you. Oh my god! Ju- Just a minute,” she panted and I heard her taking deep breaths before she responded.

  “Yeah, Kiara what’s going on? Is everything alright?” I asked and looked back at Zachary. Before he could wake because of me, I took one of his shirts from his closet and his trousers and walked out of the room towards the living room.<
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