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by Mark Berriman


  March 21, 2005: Red Lake, Minn., Red Lake Senior High School

  16-year-old boy

  opens fire on Indian Reservation and then high school

  7 Dead 7 Wounded

  2005, George W. Bush signs the NRA’s Protection of Lawful Commerce in Arms Act bill into law

  Protects gun manufacturers from being held liable for crimes committed with their weapons

  April 16, 2007: Blacksburg, Virginia, Virginia Tech

  23-year-old man

  opens fire in two separate attacks on campus

  33 Dead, 17 Wounded

  February 14, 2008: DeKalb, Illinois, Northern Illinois University

  27-year-old man

  opens fire on university lecture hall

  6 Dead, 21 Wounded

  2008, NRA spends $40 million on U.S. elections

  In 2012, 88 percent of Republicans and 11 percent of Democrats in Congress had received an NRA PAC contribution at some point in their career.

  February 27, 2012: Chardon, Ohio, Chardon High School

  17-year-old boy

  opens fire in school cafeteria

  3 Dead, 3 Wounded

  April 2, 2012: Oakland, California, Oikos University

  43-year-old man

  opens fire on classroom, after ordering kids to line up against wall

  7 Dead, 3 Wounded

  2012, NRA’s Political Victory Fund super PAC spends $11.2 million on 2012 U.S. elections

  December 14, 2012: Newtown, Conn., Sandy Hook Elementary

  20-year-old man

  opens fire on school, all victims are shot between 3 and 11 times

  27 Dead, 2 Wounded

  2012, NRA claims 100,000 new members

  following the Sandy Hook shootings

  June 7, 2013: Santa Monica, California, Santa Monica College

  23-year-old man

  opens fire on campus library

  6 Dead, 4 Wounded

  October 21, 2013: Sparks, Nevada, Sparks Middle School

  12-year-old boy

  opens fire on school basketball courts

  2 Dead, 2 Wounded

  2014, NRA claims 5 million dues-paying members

  October 24, 2014: Marysville, Wash, Marysville Pilchuck High

  15-year-old boy

  opens fire on school cafeteria

  5 Dead, 1 Wounded

  “Candidates who support gun control do so at their political peril.”

  --Chris W. Cox, chairman of the NRA-PVF (November, 2014)

  “The National Rifle Association would like to congratulate pro-Second Amendment candidates across the country who won significant victories in their respective states and districts. The NRA scored impressive wins in hotly contested races and played a pivotal role in increasing pro-gun majorities in both chambers of Congress.”

  --Posted on www.nraila.org, November 5, 2014

  November 20, 2014: Tallahassee, Florida, Florida State University

  31-year-old man

  opens fire on campus library

  1 Dead, 3 Wounded

  Beautimus

  November twists

  and turns around us

  Lipstick smeared

  across sky

  Weeds peeking from pavement

  beneath our feet

  Young awkward lovers

  They come together

  Lost in faith and fog

  They put lips

  together and have

  no fear

  Big Buddy Holly Glasses

  welcome you to Clear Lake

  Bras and panties

  with penguin patterns

  Sweet music

  and it reminds me of you

  The Thing Out Back

  Perhaps next time you will

  check out back

  where the wild

  things are

  With their beady little eyes

  and dripping chins

  and whispers

  that beckon

  you forward

  Out of your skin

  Out of your comfort zone

  Out of your belief systems

  Lost in Lights

  No longer easy

  to find

  an element of surprise

  No matter how

  far you travel

  No matter how

  hard you look

  Rub at glass

  Dig in

  the ground

  Put your hands in

  the muck

  Surprise

  You’re dead inside

  Barely breathing

  But we put our hands up

  at the show

  Pushing forward

  against barricade

  The girls with nothing

  but beer

  in their bellies

  bend at the knees

  and miss

  the good stuff

  Peaking too early

  How many have

  peaked already?

  No one wins

  this fight

  Aren’t we all

  distressed from the stress

  The bills

  The bills

  The bills

  They’ll nickel

  and dime us

  to death

  They’ll mark it

  all up

  and offer us

  lies to pass

  through the doors

  up stairs

  straight off streets

  We all hold out

  our hats

  Please America

  Children of the Corn Syrup

  Shouting

  like carnival barkers

  Megaphones

  Step right up

  The heavy gate

  swings heavy

  against

  your past

  Navigating

  Expertly so

  Navigating

  in hand

  Amid the chaos

  Run down

  Gnawed off

  Marks marks marks (who, me?)

  Ground muddy

  in spots

  Setting fires

  in tin drums

  Flipping stacks

  of filthy

  mattresses

  End over end

  Frayed rope

  swings carry us

  over creeks

  of water moccasins

  Their white mouths agape

  teaching us

  a greater respect

  for toughness

  Destruction Chorus

  I’m still waiting

  for the miracle

  We’re all

  still waiting

  for the miracle

  to come

  Leonard Cohen rings

  in my ear

  His mighty

  baritone rings

  Beckoning us

  to sing

  Hallelujah

  There is protest in the air

  Breathe it in

  Breathe it in

  Robin Hood

  My daddy was a bankrobber

  but he never hurt nobody

  --Joe Strummer

  “If poor people knew how rich rich people are, there would be riots in the streets”

  --Chris Rock

  Here’s to the ma
jority

  One paycheck from poverty

  Here’s to the underdog

  One paycheck from poverty

  I will see you

  when they line us

  against the wall

  Our solidarity

  St. Jude came

  to me in a dream

  Staff in hand

  leading people

  to the truth

  Head in flames

  Ready and willing to assist

  in our trials

  But can he crack

  a safe?

  But can he devise

  a competent getaway?

  But can he create

  a foolproof plan?

  Baby Teeth Are Sources of Stem Cells, Who Knew

  Mothers line

  their shelves

  with jars

  of baby teeth

  Baby teeth in baggies

  hidden beneath

  book manuscript

  drawer liners

  Baby teeth

  in jewelry boxes

  between stones

  and trinkets

  Baby teeth

  as jewelry

  Pendants, earrings

  Necklaces, key chains

  Our teeth

  begin to break

  at six months

  of age

  Deciduous teeth

  Milk teeth

  Primary teeth

  Temporary teeth

  Teeth slowly begin

  to erupt

  in pairs

  Twenty teeth

  Mothers and fathers

  put down

  your jars

  of baby teeth

  Why can’t we

  throw them

  to wilderness

  Dust to dust

  Fists full

  of baby teeth rings

  Teeth hanging

  from chains

  First daughter

  wearing tooth

  of her first

  daughter.

  When she dies

  her daughter wants

  to pass that tooth to her

  first daughter

  The Bad Scene

  Fish float

  on surface

  of water

  as she wades

  through it

  waist high

  Aviator shades

  hold her hair back

  We tried our best

  to protect the world

  from her

  cold stare

  Where is our refuge?

  Where do we run?

  Boots covered in mud

  We’ve been hunted

  My brothers, my sisters

  Gutters run with blood

  Working in darkness

  2:00 a.m. bar time

  The drunks dance

  filling streets

  But I can’t escape

  her stare

  My brothers

  My sisters

  Gutters run

  with blood

  The Longest Winter

  Ill-fitting

  In need

  Constant adjustments

  But I do my best

  Sometimes I see

  the end right

  before me

  Frozen in ditch

  Frozen on lawn

  inches from front door

  Frozen

  Let it go

  I fall and chatter

  The longest winter

  Albert Dekker Was a Veteran Character Actor

  Albert Dekker

  was a veteran character actor

  appearing in 70-plus films

  Stage plays

  Born Thomas Albert Ecke

  December 20, 1904 Brooklyn

  Appeared in James Whales’

  The Great Garrick

  Ran for and won

  a seat in California State Assembly, 1944

  Held office

  for two years

  until falling victim

  to Joseph McCarthy

  Junior Senator from Wisconsin

  Communist witch hunt

  McCarthy critic, Dekker

  was blacklisted

  until appearing

  in East of Eden, 1955

  Mid-sixties Dekker begins

  taking liquid amphetamines

  for his voice

  Aided him in staying up

  for days

  1967, Dekker completes

  Sam Peckinpah’s The Wild Bunch

  William fucking Holden

  May 5, 1968 Veteran Character

  Actor Found Dead

  in bathtub

  crouching on his knees

  Ball gag wrapped

  around head

  Clad only in a negligee

  The word “Slave“

  is found written

  all over Decker’s body

  in lipstick

  The word “Whip”

  is scrawled on buttocks

  just above

  two puncture wounds

  Drawing of a vagina

  on his stomach

  Leather strap cinched

  around neck

  Rope tied to shower head

  passed through

  leather strap and bound

  to ankles

  Unlocked handcuffs

  hang from both wrists

  Hypodermic needles swing

  from each arm

  Albert Dekker was a veteran character actor

  Election Day

  White working class

  voted Republican

  again

  Another election day

  White working class

  voted Republican

  again

  by thirty points

  Thirty-point margin

  against their best interests

  They’ll have your children

  sorting garbage

  There Is Only Us

  There is no us

  versus them

  There is only us

  We must solve

  our problems

  together

  High hopes

  Thin air

  They are wailing

  Scraping

  Scraping

  Going

  Going

  down the up escalator

  Words bouncing about walls

  What are they saying now?

  Feasting on our names

  Wrapping themselves

  in our reputations

  They will swear

  to tear us

  down

  They will swear

  to tear us apart

  What do they really know?

  And do we actually care?

  They will bloody themselves

  to get to the bottom

  When I rise

  again it will be

  with you

  Love

  Clutter

  Gutters cluttered

  with leaves

  Sticks

  Debris

  Gutters cluttered

  with despair

  Dead insects

  Saxophone
reeds

  He always

  wanted

  to learn to play

  the saxophone

  Why Won’t She Just Collect Her Things and Leave?

  Numbed by my occupation

  Numbed by her

  occupation why won’t she

  just collect her things and leave

  A grotesque exaggeration

  she is as she stumps

  the caricaturist

  who lights a cigarette

  between stained cupped hands

  before dumping

  his tray in frustration

  upon the floor

  Inks spilling this

  way that way

  Airbrush hoses whipping

  like snakes on fire

  Rainbows turn brown

  with each passing

  of their barbed tails

  Spitting, sputtering

  Breath knocked from them

  From me

  Her lifetime spent

  on the periphery

  Then the Puritans Sent Us to Helltown

 

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