Mason, Noah, and Enzo head to the Jeep, and I wave them off, telling them I need a moment with Chloe, alone.
“Did I scare you?” I ask her, my eyes looking at her so intently, my desire for her could sear straight to her heart.
Her mouth quivers, on the brink of tears again, and I know she has been through so much already. Maybe me being here at all is putting her through more.
“Do you want me to go? To leave you alone forever? I’ll understand if you do. I became a monster today.”
But Chloe shakes her head adamantly.
She is a woman of surprises, strong when I’d think she’d be weak, loyal when I don’t deserve it.
“Don’t you dare leave me, Ethan. Ever. Swear it to me.”
She flings her arms around me and I pull her tight in my arms.
“I need you. I need all four of you. And I can’t bear the idea of ever losing a single one of you.”
She’s crying, and fuck it—I am too.
I pick her up, carrying her in my arms to the Jeep.
Swearing to God I’ll never let her go.
Chapter Seventeen
Chloe
When we get back to the house, Ethan carries me inside. He’s being so gentle with me, but really, so are all the guys. They’re looking at me as if I’m a fragile breakable thing, and before they came into my life, I always thought I was.
But now?
I feel stronger knowing these men will be here for me no matter what. They will fight for me, they will protect me.
I need to thank them for taking care of me. I want to thank them for accepting me.
And I know exactly how I plan on doing that.
After I use the bathroom, I return to the living room. I’m pretty sure I am interrupting a conversation, but when I enter the room, they drop whatever it is they were discussing.
“You guys, I can never repay you for what you did today, for finding me, for fighting for me.” I shake my head wiping away more tears. Mason immediately reaches for me, assuring me it’s okay.
I nod because it’s true. It is okay.
I am okay.
I am here with them and that is enough.
That is everything.
“I have something else to tell you.”
Mason shakes his head. “No, let us go first.”
Noah clears his throat. “Chloe, today changed things for us. How we feel about you.”
“Things changed entirely,” Enzo adds. I look at Ethan and he nods, solemn as ever.
I swallow, suddenly terrified that things have changed. I was so sure they wanted me, but I am a fool for thinking I mean the same to them as they mean to me.
“Do you want me to go? Do you think something is wrong with me for dating Jordan in the first place? I know, I was an idiot for ever trusting him.”
“Shhh, bella,” Enzo says. “That is not even close to what we mean.”
“What is it then?”
“We know this started as a fling,” Mason begins. “As a vacation hook-up, but for all of us, it’s turned into something so much more.”
“It’s turned into something deeper,” Noah says, looking into my eyes.
“It’s turned into something we want to last longer than Jamaica—to last as long as you’ll let it,” Enzo says.
Ethan is still silent, but finally, he speaks.
“What we are trying to say is, this thing has turned into love.”
My breath catches, tears spring to the surface. My heart? It doesn’t know what to do.
“I love you, Chloe,” Mason says.
“I love you, Chloe,” Noah says.
“I love you, Chloe,” Enzo says.
“I love you, Chloe,” Ethan says. “And we aren’t expecting anything in return, we ju—”
I cut him off. “You should expect something. You should expect me to feel the same. And I do. I love you all so much. I didn’t think it was possible, to love anyone this way. So deeply, so fast. But I do. I love each of you in a distinct way, but I love you together in a complete way.”
The air in the room is charged. So much devotion has been exchanged. I would do anything for these men and I know they would do anything for me.
“Ethan and I talked last night,” I tell them. “And we decided we’re not going out alone today, we want to have our first time with you, all of us, together. Now.”
Noah takes a deep breath, his eyes immediately bright with desire. And he steps behind me pulling back my hair and breathing hot air in my ear. Mason laces his fingers through mine, not letting me go and Enzo drops to his knees and wraps his arms around my waist kissing my belly button through the hoodie I still have on.
Ethan steps toward me, and the dark clouds that seem to always follow him vanish. He looks at me with so much devotion and offers me a smile. I smile too, letting the memories of the horrible morning with Jordan wash away. And how could I not smile at this incredible, beautiful, over-the-top, absolutely perfect way to lose my virginity?
Enzo turns his head and sees Ethan’s grin. Then he tilts his head toward me as if giving him permission to take what he wants.
Ethan then steps forward and reaches for the hem of my hoodie. He pulls it over my head and sees that there’s nothing underneath. No bra, no panties, nothing but bare skin. He tosses it aside while looking at me. In fact, all of them look at me with hunger and desire and need.
“You are so fucking gorgeous,” Ethan tells me. As he speaks, Enzo runs his hands over my pussy, Noah squeezes my ass, and Mason finds my mouth.
Ethan, though, steps toward me. I break away from the kiss for a moment, telling Ethan to undress.
Then my mouth is back on Mason’s, my tongue meeting his, and we crash together in a perfect kiss. He kisses me slow and he kisses me hard and he opens me up with his mouth.
Ethan takes my hand and places it on his solid cock; it is smooth and hard at the same time. And big. So, fucking big.
I groan against Mason as I stroke Ethan up and down.
Enzo’s mouth is on my pussy. He’s tasting me, licking my folds the way I have been imagining. He is so smooth, so confident, that his mouth knows exactly what to do. I’m dripping for him as he moves his tongue over my slit, and I know I need to get in a different position. Otherwise, I’m going to fall onto the floor as I melt in their arms.
Noah is behind me, massaging my ass with his big hands, then wrapping them around my waist, reaching up to my breasts and plucking at my nipples from behind. Then I feel him undress and his hard cock presses against my ass. My nipples harden with excitement as I feel his massive cock against my backside.
My cunt is dripping wet, my mouth is hungry, my breasts eager, and Ethan’s cock is oh, so ready.
This. I need this.
I’m not sure of the logistics, but I don’t need to be. The men take over as if they know exactly what to do. And I bet they do; they have been dreaming of this moment since before we met.
Ethan pulls me toward the couch, and he sits down on it pulling me on top of him. I straddle him nervously, grateful that I have been on birth control shots since I started getting my periods, always finding the cramping painful.
I feel his cock nearing my pussy and I begin to inch myself closer to him. As I do, I see the other guys stripping down to nothing, their hard cocks ready. I bite my lip knowing things are about to get out of control in the most delicious way.
I see Noah reach for a bottle of lube and pour it all over his long shaft. Mason and Enzo begin stroking themselves as well as I am guided to sit down on Ethan.
“This is really happening,” I say.
“It sure is, bambino,” Enzo says, watching as my pussy is filled with Ethan’s hard cock. I wince, I whimper, but in the most perfect way. I sit down on Ethan, giving him my virginity as Enzo and Mason walk behind the couch. Their cocks are at my eye level. Well, more like mouth level. And behind me, I feel what I know is the tip Noah’s cock running over my ass. He did say he wanted my ass before anyone else.
But directly in front of me is Ethan. Deep, dark, wounded Ethan. His hands run over my back, over my breasts, and he cups my face with his hands, pulling my mouth to his.
Our bodies have come together, and I feel hot tears on my cheeks as I sink deep into his lap. This is the moment I have waited my entire life for. This moment right here, and Ethan has been waiting too, making it all the more meaningful.
He brushes my tears away, cradling me in his arms, and when our eyes meet I fall deeper in love with him.
The guys watch as Ethan kisses me, as my pussy is filled with his cock. I’m so glad the other guys have been stretching me out this week getting me ready for this moment because I think otherwise this would be too painful.
My head falls against his chest, as I give into the complete magic of the moment. It’s everything I dreamed it would be, and more. Ethan is so big, just like the other guys. He is so hard and thick and my pussy is filled to the brim, stretching to take him all.
My heart is filled with ecstasy from the pleasure and excitement. From the desire finally being fulfilled, the deepest wish finally coming true. I look up and Enzo’s cock finds my mouth as I lean over Ethan. I begin sucking Enzo off as Ethan buries his cock in my pussy.
From behind, I feel Noah’s finger in my asshole as he stretches it out. The exhilaration of being filled in so many ways takes my breath away. My eyes land on Mason and for a moment I feel bad that he’s all alone, but then I see what’s going to happen. I’m going to share my mouth with both of their cocks. I begin to fondle Mason’s tight balls as I suck Enzo’s hard cock.
This is everything and more.
Behind me, Noah pushes a second finger into my asshole, deeper and deeper as I whimper in pleasure, my mouth filled with a delicious cock, my pussy filled with a thick cock and my hands filled with a long cock, and finally, my ass filled with Noah’s perfect cock.
“Yes, yes, yes,” I moan as an orgasm runs over me. Ethan thrusts himself deeper and deeper inside my pussy.
My virgin pussy that is so ready and wanting.
It needs Ethan. And it’s getting him.
I move my head faster and faster, pulling Mason inside of my mouth, sucking him hard while fondling Enzo, then switching them again, tasting their pre-come and letting the salty hint of what’s to come build momentum for when my mouth is coated in their cream.
Ethan moves his hips, burying himself deeply inside my cunt. Noah edges his shaft deeper in my asshole, filling me from behind.
My pussy is full and my mouth is full and my ass is full and...oh... I can’t speak. For a moment, I can’t breathe. I’m so full of cock in the most perfect way that I can’t imagine anything better.
And then a different sort of orgasm rushes over me. I scream out, begging for release and when it happens everything I knew about love shatters.
This is a deeper, more true kind of love than I have ever imagined. Ever dreamt of.
This is more and this is everything.
My pussy drips and Mason comes in my mouth, his cock pulsing in me. I feel the ribbons of his come sliding down my throat. When he finishes, I pull Enzo to my mouth, sucking him hard until he is about to come, then I let him explode on my tits and on my face. It feels vulnerable and gorgeous, being covered by him. He showers me with his release as Ethan comes hard, shooting come inside my pussy.
My body shakes, I’m coming so hard, and they are too.
Noah grinds against me as he nears orgasm, then he’s pulling out as he comes against my ass, rubbing his come all over my bare skin.
Noah groans, “You’re so fucking tight, Chloe, you made me come so fucking fast.”
When he finishes, I roll off Ethan. I take his face in my hands, kissing him softly. We just lost our virginity to one another in the most amazing way possible.
His eyes are heavy, and he runs his hand over my swollen pussy, excitement coursing through me all over again at his touch. We are all just getting started.
“This is too good to be true,” I manage, running my hands through my hair. The guys are still hard and my pussy still throbs. I can’t wait for more.
Enzo pulls me to the floor, lying pillows under my head and kneeling before me—ready for his turn.
“Are you ready for more, sweetheart?”
I can’t even speak, I just nod as he plunges his cock into my swollen pussy. Wordlessly, Mason straddles me, his fingers rubbing over my clit as Enzo fills my pussy, his cock buried between my tits.
I’m excited about the titty fucking, and for his come to shower me again. I lick my lips, watching as he moves between my big tits. I’m so grateful that my breasts are the size that they are.
I smile, thinking I am more than grateful that their cocks are the size that they are too.
Ethan and Noah kneel on either side of me and take hold of their shafts, stroking themselves as they watch me get both fucked and titty fucked at the same time.
The faster and faster my pussy gets pounded by Enzo and my tits get fucked by Mason, the more turned on I am by the situation. I reach for both Ethan and Noah and using both hands at once I begin to stroke them in rhythm to Mason and Enzo.
I jerk off the two of them until they’re so close to coming, their cocks are nothing but hard ridges of velvety pleasure. I want them all to come at once, three guys coming all over me. I want my tits covered, my nipples coated. I want to be showered by their come and I want my pussy to be filled with Enzo’s release. I need all of them, all of them on me and in me, at once.
Mason is still on top of me, and he reaches behind me, rubbing my clit so nice and tight, and I’m whimpering under him, unable to think straight as a riotous orgasm rolls through me.
When it happens, it’s insanity. I’m shaking, crying and smiling all at one.
“This is more than I imagined,” I moan.
“Oh God, Chloe,” Enzo says. “You’re squirting all over, your cunt is so fucking wet, you’re coming, just, oh yeah…” He groans, coming too.
I still want more. I want forever.
Enzo finishes and pulls his still hard cock from my pussy and Mason moves off me so I’m not breaking under the pressure.
All four of them look down at me, my body on display for them and I know they love what they see. We all start grinning like fools. Completely smitten, and totally in love.
“We’re gonna do this again, right?” I ask my lovers.
“Oh, Chloe,” Ethan says. “We’re gonna do this forever.”
And just like that, I’m flipped to my hands and knees, my hair is pulled back from my face and my body is once again filled with the most perfect cocks ever imagined.
Chapter 19
Chloe
So many of the memories of my life are filled with fear.
The memories I have of my mom before I went to foster care? None of them are pretty.
I have memories of the foster homes I was in over the years...bullies at school... feeling so isolated and alone. Not being able to trust the guidance counselors who said they were trying to help or the social workers that promised everything would be okay.
I couldn’t trust them because they were wrong.
Things aren’t always okay.
A lot of times things are messy and hard.
A lot of times things are broken and irreparable.
A lot of times life just beats you down until there is hardly anything left.
But there is always more to the story.
Because those hard times can bring you something more beautiful than you believed possible.
From the wreckage, a beautiful story can be found.
For me, I found that in the arms of Mason and Enzo and Noah and Ethan.
I thought maybe the universe had been playing a cruel trick on me by giving me a taste of exactly what I wanted—and then allowing Jordan to kidnap me.
I thought, of course, Jordan would return and try to take me from the one place I’ve ever felt safe. Of course, Jordan found me and tried ripping me awa
y from the life I thought I might have.
But then, like the sun breaking through the clouds, the light at the end of the tunnel…my guys came for me.
Me.
They fought for me.
They weren’t letting Jordan win. They weren’t letting him take what was theirs.
And I am theirs.
I know a lot of people won’t understand this relationship. Won’t understand how I can cut my heart into four equal pieces and offer it to each of these guys..., and yet also offer them each my whole heart.
Each of them.
But I’m realizing that is what love is.
It is giving yourself space to expand beyond what you thought possible.
A heart is just like water when it heats up, it expands. The same is true with love.
I gave myself over to it, to hot as hell passion, and found out that my fire for these men allowed my heart to grow.
Expand beyond what I thought was possible.
“What are you doing, slowpoke?” Noah asks, sticking his head into the guest room.
I pull the zipper on my suitcase, finally done with the packing. The suitcase is just one of the many things they have bought for me. The most decadent being the -new wardrobe. They said it was about time I had proper clothing... and not just the random stuff I’ve been borrowing from the old pool house.
After confessing our love, and deciding I would be staying, for now, I thought about getting my clothes that were in a storage unit. I had packed everything away after college, before coming on the trip with Jordan, not quite sure where I’d be going next.
But nothing I owned was beach attire, and that is pretty much all I need for the foreseeable future. So, sandals, sundresses, bikinis, and shorts are pretty much everything I now own.
“I’m ready,” I tell him, leaning in for a kiss. His mouth is as warm as the sunshine. “Are you guys?”
Noah nods taking the suitcase from me and heading down the stairs. I follow him, taking one last look at the guest room that offered me so much rest over the last few weeks.
Once I’m in the kitchen, I see all the guys’ gear in a pile. Surfboards and video equipment. Laptop cases and duffle bags crammed with ropes and carabineers. Their gear for their adventures all packed up.
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