by Brenae Shaw
Dangerous
Love
BRENAE SHAW
Table of Contents
Chapter 1................................................................ 4
Chapter 2.............................................................. 11
Chapter 3.............................................................. 20
Chapter 4.............................................................. 31
Chapter 5.............................................................. 41
Chapter 6.............................................................. 52
Chapter 7.............................................................. 63
Chapter 8.............................................................. 77
Chapter 9.............................................................. 87
Chapter 10.......................................................... 103
Chapter 11.......................................................... 112
Chapter 12.......................................................... 122
Chapter 13.......................................................... 135
Chapter 14.......................................................... 143
Chapter 15.......................................................... 149
Chapter 16.......................................................... 161
Chapter 17.......................................................... 168
Chapter 18.......................................................... 180
Chapter 19.......................................................... 188
Chapter 20.......................................................... 199
Chapter 21.......................................................... 207
Chapter 22.......................................................... 216
Chapter
1
Kori
The day my life changed was the first day I saw you. There was something about you I couldn’t put my finger on. All I knew was, the feelings I had, wasn’t supposed to be there. It was wrong, yet felt so right. At that very moment, I was ready to risk it all and be with you and only you, no matter what the outcome was or how much hate came from it. I’ll jump on this ride and ride it out with you. Even if it means losing everyone I love just to be with you.
“KJ! Get your ass up now and get ready for school! I’m not waiting for you this time! Ima leave ya ass and don’t care how you get to school! Get up!”
All I heard was mama yelling and screaming like she was crazy. Ok, so maybe she has to yell at me once or twice or maybe even 5 times to wake me up. I either don’t go to bed on time or I just enjoy my sleep and say, fuck it. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind going to school, I just don’t see why we have to go so damn early.
“Ugh! Iight, I’m up. Dang!”
As I was heading to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and noticed that I had marks all over my neck and chest. Last night suddenly replayed in my head. Jayson (Jay), my man, had snuck in through the window while my mama was asleep in the next room. How she didn’t catch us was beyond me. It was a lot of moaning and headboard banging going on that I know for a fact my neighbors knew Jay’s name.
“What the hell are you doing Jay?!” I said as I helped him through the window.
“Girl don’t act like you don’t want me here, in between them legs beating that pussy up.”
“You know my mama here right?!”
“What that mean? That ain’t never stopped you before.”
“Nigga she wasn’t here all the times you was over here, so yeah, big ass difference.”
See my mama works a lot and lately she’s been working doubles at the hospital. That’s the life when you’re a single parent trying to make a way for your family. Mama also didn’t know I knew she was taking pain and sleeping pills to help her sleep. She was taking them more often than usual and sometimes she would take too many at a time, but I wasn’t going to let her know that I knew. In my eyes, I saw my mama as superwoman making things happen and it was going to stay that way. So yeah, I knew I was good and in the clear.
“Yeah I thought so. Come sit on daddy’s dick”.
Jay was smiling ear to ear.
“Boy who the fuck you think you is?” as I looked at him with my arms folded with a mug on my face.
“Your man that’s ready to taste and get deep in that cat, that’s who the fuck I am”.
I couldn’t do nothing but laugh. Jay crawled over to where I was and started kissing me from the neck down. He knew that was my spot and instantly my pussy got wet. He kept making his way down to my breast and sucked on them with such roughness that it made me let out a little sigh. He gave both of them the right attention. He then moved on to my belly button and to the inside of my thighs and then that’s when he just took me into his mouth. I let out a moan so loud I had to cover my mouth with my hands. Jayson was eating the fuck out of my pussy. The way his tongue moved in circles over my clit, sucking up all the juices, had me cum even more.
“You like that baby?!” he asked.
“Yes baby!” I exclaimed.
“You want me to keep going?!”
“Please!”
And there it was, Jay went in on my pussy so good that I was on the verge of crying. I held his head in place while I moved my hips to the motion of his tongue and I came over and over again. Jayson lifted his head and I kissed him so passionate. I wanted to taste my pussy and it tasted so sweet and delicious.
“Let me get in that pussy baby”, he said.
I opened my legs wide for him and he went straight in without a warning.
“Damn baby this pussy so wet I love you Kori”, as he kissed me.
“I love you too Jayson”.
“Turn over, I wanna see that ass in the air”.
As I got on all fours and got myself positioned right and that arch perfect, it was over from there. Jayson was pounding and going hardcore. His strokes getting faster, his grip on my ass getting tighter, “Fuck baby I’m about to cum!” I told him.
“C’mon baby, cum with me”, he replied.
I couldn’t take it no more so I laid flat on my stomach. I don’t know what that position is called but baby, it makes the dick get deeper in them guts.
“Jay baby oh my God”.
At this point, I’m screaming and begging for him to stop, but at the same time I wanted him to keep going.
“Fuuuuucccckkkk”.
Jayson let out a grunt and nutted inside of me. Next thing I knew we was both asleep.
Jayson left just in time to get ready for school and before my mama woke up. I got in the shower, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and washed my hair. In the mean time I was picking out my outfit and getting myself together for the day.
Today’s outfit was simple but cute. Tight fitted white T-shirt with some light blue ripped up jeans that enhances my curves even more and it was only right that I throw on a pair of fresh icy white air force ones. My hair was to the middle of my back and curly. I had tight curls when it was dry and loose curls when it was wet so I decided to wear it wet today. I kept my hair curly unless I was going to a party and even then I would wear it in a ponytail or messy bun. My eyes were green but sometimes they were hazel. Actually my eyes would change colors depending on what shirt I had on. Pretty cool right? The good hair and eyes came from my daddy, but we will get into that later.
Chapter
2
Lisa
This girl finna be the death of me today. How can she be the only child and be a pain in my ass at the same time? Don’t get me wrong, I love my baby with everything in me, she’s the reason I go
so hard because she deserves it. She’s a star athlete in track, she makes straight A’s, so I couldn’t ask for a better child but sometimes she can act like that nothing ass father of hers.
I had Kori when I was 18 years old and from there, I knew that I had to make it for my baby. I graduated high school and got accepted into nursing school, where I graduated also with my nursing degree. Those long tiring nights with a baby was hard as hell, but with my mother and my baby motivating me, it helped me get through it.
But now that her father is out of the picture, it’s even harder.
Kori (yes my baby is named after her father) went to prison while I was pregnant and had been locked up most of KJ’s life. When he got out, I guess he was a changed man because he made a new family. He got married and had two other kids. He tried to reach out to KJ but she wasn’t having it. To her, she didn’t understand why he would go start a new family and treat them like they’re The Banks from Fresh Prince and her like shit. I have to tell her,
“Look, that’s your father at the end of the day and when you are ready to sit and have a conversation with him, I’m behind you 100 percent.”
But like I said, she’s just like her father, stubborn as hell. So I don’t see that happening no time soon. And this girl still not ready yet. Yea, I’m finna beat her ass.
“KJ! Girl if you don’t get your ugly ass down them stairs, ima beat you down them! Hurry up, you know I gotta go to work.”
Kori (KJ)
Sometimes the shit my mama say don’t really need to be said. Like she take it over the top and extra for no reason. I hurried down stairs grabbed me a muffin and a water. I couldn’t even get in the car good without her on my ass.
“KJ what the hell you be doing that take you half an hour to get ready”?!
KJ is short for Kori Jai, yea I’m named after my father sometimes I wish I didn’t have any connections to that man at all but like I said we’ll get into that later.
“Sorry mama, I was up late getting some last minute homework done.”
If she only knew what type of homework I was getting done I don’t think we would be having this conversation.
“Umm-hmm. I have to work late so I left money on the table for you to order something to eat, but if you don’t want to order out, it’s something in the freezer for you to cook.”
We pulled up in front of the school. I was about to get out the car, but I had to turn around and give my mama a kiss. Y’all just don’t understand how much I love this lady.
“Ok, love you mama and have a good day at work”, as I kissed her on the cheek.
“Oh, Kori...don’t be having Jayson all in my house either. Don’t need your ass getting pregnant and shit. Now bye, I love you too.”
I just looked back at my mama and smiled. My mama wasn’t dumb. She knew me and Jayson was having sex, that’s why she put me on birth control and got checkups every month. Even though I was only having sex with Jay, I didn’t trust him.
Jayson was unfaithful. A big ass cheater by far and I’d end up catching him every single time but love had me blind and I didn’t want to give it up. But, the way things were going, love wouldn’t last forever.
“Yo, KJ.”
I heard Nick call my name from down the hall.
“Wassup Nick?”
Nick is one of my best friends actually my one and only best friend. We been friends since the first grade and been tight ever since.
“Say, you heard Coach Lee supposed to be keeping us late for practice today ?!”
“Nah, I ain’t know. This my first time hearing about it...why you look so mad though?! Not like you had anything to do”, as I laughed pushing him.
“Maaannn, I had a booty call waiting for me after school. Hell yea I’m mad! Make a nigga wanna cry.”
Nick was looking at me with them puppy dog eyes and lip hanging out. I couldn’t stop laughing.
“Yea, ok. Which one is it this time? I hope you being safe and wrapping that little monster of yours up.”
Nick busted out laughing.
“Did you just call him a little monster?! The disrespect is super real and I can’t believe you said that. I’m really hurt”, with his hand over his chest as if he was really hurt.
“Get the fuck on with the drama king act”, as I laughed.
“Well, well, well...there goes my sexy babydoll.”
As Jayson was walking towards us, I couldn’t stop staring at him. This man is fine as fuck. Jay was at least 6 feet tall, good hair, hazel eyes, caramel complexion, and his lips were full. That’s what attracted me to him. We’ve been dating since our eighth grade year and have been together ever since, despite the few breakups here and there.
“Hey baby”, as I kissed him.
“What y’all over here talking about?”, he asked.
As I was about to respond, Nick answered instead.
“Nothing you need to worry about. Say KJ, I’ll catch up with you at practice.”
Ok, so...Nick really don’t like Jayson, but I get why. He hated the way Jay treated me and that’s something that I couldn’t change, because I didn’t like it either. But, here I am, still dealing with the bullshit.
“Damn he really don’t like a nigga huh?”
I wanted to list all the reasons why, but I just left it alone.
“Look, I got practice late today. I’ll catch a ride with Nick and you can come over later since my mama work late.”
“ Not tonight baby. Me and the boys hanging out at Chris’s house to go over these plays for the championship game next week and I need to focus.”
Jay was the star basketball player at our school. Literally at every game there would be different schools that would come see him play. He was already offered four full ride scholarships to his top schools his junior year, so I could see why he would be so pressed about it.
“Ummhmm, whatever. Look, I’ll talk you later, I’m finna be late for first period.”
“Really Jai?! What the fuck was all that for?!”
“Because every time you hook up with Chris, it’s not just Chris! It’s always CHRIS AND SOME HOES!!!!”
“Here you go with this bull shit again. I can’t win for losing with you! Always wanna bring up old shit!”
Ok, now I was pissed off. I wanted to rock him in his shit and punch him dead in his mouth right then and there.
“Old shit?! Really?! You just cheated on me last week! Nigga that’s pretty fresh don’t you think?!”
By this time, all I saw was red and I knew I had to move and get away from him before we start fighting, but the way I was feeling, I ain’t give a shit.
“You know what? Forget it. I’ll talk to you later.”
I walked off and made it to class right before the bell rang. I couldn’t really focus because the fight with Jayson didn’t sit right with me. I knew this relationship with us wasn’t going to last long if he kept up with his bullshit.
Chapter
3
Kori
School went by pretty quick. I had athletics for my last class. We were getting ready for nationals and just like Jayson, I was also offered full ride scholarships. My top schools were LSU, Grambling State, and Southern University. My heart and mind was already made up on LSU. I was determined to get there. I worked my ass off to get to where I am today and no one or nothing was getting in the way of that.
I knew I was a runner because in the neighborhood I use to always race the boys in street run. It’s like track, but the hood way. Me running against them actually helped my speed because as I got older, I started dusting they ass. So, my mama put me in track at the age of 10 and I’ve been running ever since. I have all my ribbons and metals from every race I ran and each year as I hang another one up, I feel more accomplished and determined about what I do. My dream is to compete in the Track and Field Olympics and trust me, I’m going to get there.
“KJ! Hey girl.”
“Hey Kendra.”
Kendra was also my best friend. Yeah I
know I said that Nick was my one and only best friend but Kendra was more like my sister. Our mothers are best friends and they also work together. They’ve been besties since middle school and never stopped being friends so they were more like family to us.
“You ready for practice?! Coach Lee finna be on our ass hard because of nationals.”
“Hell nah I ain’t ready, but we gotta work hard if we wanna win first place.”
“Oh you trying to win win huh?!”, as she started laughing.
“Duhhh, you know out of all people what this means to me.”
“Yeah I know, hopefully we make it to the top. It’s a lot more competition this year than last year.”
“You right but we gotta go out there with a mindset knowing we gone win regardless. Come on, let’s get dressed before Coach Lee start tripping because we not on time.”
Let’s just say, Coach Lee was not playing with us today. A bitch was tired as fuck. I just wanted to go home, shower, and go to sleep, fuck eating. I ran the 100 meter dash, 200 meter dash, 400 meter dash, 4x100 meter relay, and the 4x200 meter relay. We mainly did the relays today because everyone was good on their times for the single races. I was last leg on both relays so I felt like it was up to me to bring it home for my team. Don’t get me wrong, everyone has a part to play and if everyone is on the same page, then we got this down packed. We all have a future in this field so it’s only right we work extra hard.
Damn, I’m tired as hell. I can barely walk and my body is on fire. By the time I checked my phone, it was 7 o’clock. I checked in with my mama to let her know I was done with practice and that Nick was bringing me home.
“Kori you think Aunt Lisa would let me stay the night?”, asked Kendra.
“You know she don’t care, I’ll just text her and let her know you coming over.”
I texted Nick to let him know Kendra was riding with us. We got dressed and got our bags together to head over to the locker room to wait on Nick. We waited 10 minutes for him to come out. We thought the girls had it bad at practice, but Coach Lee was on they ass like white on rice!