by K. C. Wells
Table of Contents
Blurb
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Epilogue
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Secrets: Book Four
When a Dom invites a shy bookstore owner to live out his fantasies, more than one life will be transformed.
Words are Heath Snow’s life. He can’t remember a time when he didn’t have his nose buried in a book. He couldn’t make a living as a writer, so he did the next best thing—he bought a bookstore. But when he’s not selling books, he’s living vicariously through the characters he encounters. Real men can’t hold a candle to the hot men in his favorite genre.
The Pride display in the bookstore window may be what captured Xavier James’s attention, but the man enthusing about books interests him more. The BDSM book lying next to the cash register is a pleasant surprise, and when he draws attention to it, Heath’s flushed cheeks and bright eyes pique Xavier’s curiosity even further.
Xavier is about to learn that some things are more important than work, and Heath is about to step out of his comfort zone, into a place where fantasy and real life coexist.
To those who’ve followed us from the moment Leo Hart first uttered the word “boy” to Alex Daniels, and to those just starting on the journey with us, we thank you.
As always, a huge thank-you to our team of beta readers. Thank you for seeing what we don’t. ;-)
Chapter One
HEATH SNOW went out into the street to check the display, and had to admit he was more than satisfied with the results. The window of Wordsmith Books was a riot of rainbows. This would be his second Pride Week since he’d bought the shop, and the first one he was actually ready for.
That made him smile. With more than a week to go until the big day, he was already ahead of schedule.
No one could miss this window. Glittery rainbows were suspended from the ceiling, rainbow flags moved gently, thanks to the A/C, and yet more flags lay beneath the titles on display. There was a variety of books to catch the eye, ranging from a history of gay literature, to London and the culture of homosexuality, right down to several bestselling fiction books and My Two Dads and Me, all chosen in honor of Pride—and also with the unspoken hope that while the colorful window would catch the eye, curiosity about the books displayed there would draw the customers inside.
Content, Heath stepped back inside the shop and took a deep breath. Why is it that the smell of books always calms my nerves? Not that he had much to be nervous about these days, thank goodness. Two years ago? Now that was a different matter. Two years ago, he’d stepped out of his comfort zone and bought a bookshop, and ever since, he’d done his best to make a go of it. If the receipts were correct—and they always were—he was doing okay. Nothing to write home about, of course—he wasn’t about to win the Queen’s Award for Enterprise—but he’d made enough to pay the mortgage on the building that doubled as his home.
Plus, I can afford to eat this week. That was something never to be sniffed at.
The grandfather clock standing in the corner of the shop had belonged to his grandparents, before they passed away four years ago at the ripe old age of ninety-three. The clock’s ornate wooden scrollwork and heavy brass weights added to the feel of the place, with its dark varnished floorboards, oak beamed ceiling, and its lingering scent of—
What do books smell of? It was an unquantifiable thing, something perplexing yet nevertheless comforting on a primal level. It wasn’t until he’d had the place about six months that Heath realized he associated the smell of books with his grandparents’ home. That fits, I guess. They’d left him a decent bit of money in their will, which had given him the collateral he’d needed to get a loan for the rest. And it was even more fitting that their clock should be in the shop, ticking away the hours, its weights gleaming in the lights.
Speaking of the clock….
It was closing time. There hadn’t been a customer in over an hour. Still, he’d decided to stay open, just in case someone came by in desperate need of a last-minute read. Heath smiled to himself. Who am I kidding? It’s Pride. Everyone is in a bar, having a good time.
Heath had other ways of having a good time.
As he crossed the floor, its wooden boards glowing warmly in the overhead light, he felt the familiar thrum in his chest when he realized this was his place. Something built maybe not with blood, but with sweat and plenty of tears. During the first year, when he thought he’d go under so many times, somehow he’d managed to pull things together and stay open one more month. It had become his mantra. One more month. Now, at last, he had a bit of breathing room, not to mention a steady clientele. And in the present economic climate, where stores closed down in the blink of an eye due to the pressure of internet sales, such a clientele was worth its weight in gold.
Heath walked over to the heavy wooden front door inset with glass, turned the sign to Closed, then leaned against the doorframe, surveying his kingdom. Another day gone on the journey that had started with a love of reading. When several attempts to write his own book had failed miserably, he’d done the next best thing. Charles Dickens had nailed it all those years ago in Oliver Twist, when Mr. Brownlow had asked the boy—in the movie, at any rate—if he’d like to be a clever man and write books. Oliver had replied he’d rather be a bookseller.
Oliver Twist. Now he had his head screwed on.
One last glance at his store filled Heath with a sense of pride in a job well done. Now that his time was his own again, he reached under the counter for his copy of Master and Servant, then walked through the shop to the rear of the building, where a narrow staircase led up to his flat. One of the perks of living above the shop—when work was done, he was mere steps away from home.
After putting a chicken-and-mushroom pie into the oven, Heath took his book into the cozy little living room, switched on the tall lamp beside the couch, and sat down, his fingers coming into contact with the slim bookmark he’d left between the pages. Time to pick up where I left off. Master Byerley was just getting ready to put his submissive, the cute, pug-nosed Malcolm, through his paces. Heath’s chest heaved and his breathing quickened as he got to his favorite part. Master Byerley was about to paddle his boy’s arse, turning it a brilliant shade of red, not unlike a glass of merlot—deep, rich, and so ready to be sampled. Master Byerley could sample my arse any day. Heath loved Byerley and Malcolm together, loved how they tore up the scenery with every encounter. This was their third book, which Heath had ordered along with the second, as soon as he’d discovered it was a series, and he’d lost track of how
many times he’d read and reread those pages, submerging himself into their world. As much as Heath loved his life by day, surrounded by books, he ached for the evenings when he could shut out the real world and lose himself in a fantasy.
“You’ll take it because I require it, boy. Do you understand?”
Malcolm drew in a breath. “Yes, my lord.”
Byerley greased his prod, then spread Malcolm’s cheeks. He groaned loudly as he entered his boy, the tightness gripping him like a velvet fist.
Heath’s dick strained against his zipper, and he reached down to adjust himself. This was better than real life any day. It had been a long time since he’d hooked up with anyone, and that time didn’t even last long enough to qualify as a one-night stand. More like half an hour of some guy grunting while he took Heath, who’d grown bored after the first few minutes and had mentally begun putting together his to-do list for the morning. The man had no style or technique. It was obvious he’d only wanted somewhere warm to stick his cock. But the bar had been about to call last orders, and Heath had badly needed to get off, which was the only reason he’d accepted the invitation in the first place. He couldn’t even recall what the guy had looked like, apart from a lack of hair disguised by a comb-over. His dick had certainly been unmemorable.
After that, Heath saw no reason to be needy again, not when what took place between his ears was way sexier and so much hotter than what took place in someone else’s bed. It was far better to slip into a book and pretend he was Malcolm, with Byerley mounting him from behind, taking what he wanted. Fuck yes. Better than most of the sex he’d had in his thirty-six years.
His erection was starting to ache, so Heath unbuttoned his trousers and slid his fingers beneath his briefs, encountering warm, silken, solid flesh. He gripped his shaft, then glanced at the clock on the wall. The pie still had fifteen minutes to go, so he could definitely make good use of the time.
“Do I please you, my lord?”
Swat. An open hand came down on Malcolm’s arse, causing him to squawk.
“You know better than to talk without being asked. Don’t make me regret sparing you the crop this evening.” Byerley grunted, thrusting into Malcolm in one swift stroke. “You speak when your master wishes it, not before. Do you understand?”
Before Malcolm could reply, another hard swat found its target, the pain hot and sharp.
“Y-yes, my lord.”
Byerley drove his turgid length into Malcolm over and over, each time causing his stable boy to grunt or moan, his round cheeks rippling from the impact. Byerley’s own needs consumed him, but he ran a gentle hand over Malcolm’s backside to calm him and remind him who he belonged to. He grinned to himself when Malcolm babbled about needing to spend. If—when—Malcolm satisfied Byerley’s needs, then Byerley would see to his boy’s.
Fuck, Heath loved this book. Of all the ones he’d read by the author, this was by far his favorite. He closed his eyes, tightened his grip around his now-freed shaft, and moved his hand up and down, slowly stroking himself. In that instant he could almost feel Byerley inside him, using Heath for his pleasure. He could feel the slam of Byerley’s body into his, feel the pleasure/pain as Byerley thrust deep into him.
“Yes, my lord,” Heath gasped. He stood on the edge of the precipice, not daring to come, waiting for Byerley to tell him he could step off and plunge into ecstasy. So close. So fucking—
Knock, knock, knock, knock.
Someone was about to break his front door down, from the sound of it.
“Shit. What the hell?” Heath scowled as he looked at the time. Almost eight thirty. Who would be knocking at his door at this hour?
He shoved his aching, rigid dick back into his pants, wrestled with the zipper, and headed for the stairs, the book still clutched in his hand. As he passed the tiny kitchen, he caught the first ping of the timer. Damn. The pie. He pulled it from the oven, then placed it on the counter before grabbing his book once more and stomping downstairs, ready to give whoever it was a piece of his mind. It says Closed. Can’t they read?
As he strode through the darkened shop, the knocking continued, annoying Heath even more. Through the etched glass, he saw the silhouette of what looked like a broad-shouldered man, wide in the chest, huddled in the doorway to escape the rain that battered against the windows. When did it start raining? Heath pushed the question aside. There could have been an earthquake during the last twenty minutes, and he doubted he’d have noticed, lost in his book—
Which was still in his hand. Heath put it down beside the cash register, then went over to unbolt and unlock the door before yanking it open. As soon as he did, the man turned toward him, and any words Heath had meant to utter fled his mind. Standing there was an insanely sexy, wet man, with a sheepish grin, water beading on his black curls. The combination of dark umber skin and full, thick beard gave him an aura of gravitas, as did his high cheekbones. Full, generous lips that had to be perfect for kissing. But those eyes…. In the light from the shop, they appeared almost black, but his gaze was intense. The jacket the man wore didn’t give much away, but Heath imagined it hid a good build. Not too muscled, but not overly soft either.
Heath swallowed hard. “Can I… help you… uh… sir?”
Chapter Two
XAVIER JAMES shivered in the doorway. I could be home right now. Warm. Dry. Except he knew that was bullshit. As if he’d let Kyle down. Again. He’d never hear the last of it.
He’d been working late, doing his best to get caught up with his project before the meeting the next day. By the time he’d finished, there was no one left in the office besides Reg, the night cleaner. The call of a hot shower and some much-needed rest was too strong to ignore, and Xavier left there in a hurry, trying to avoid the sudden downpours as he made his way to his car. Bloody British summer. The forecasts had been good all week long, promising a dry Pride for a change. And for the most part, they’d been spot on. When the temperature had climbed into the nineties a couple of times, it felt like summer had well and truly arrived.
Cue that evening’s thunderstorm. And torrential downpour. And cool, brisk winds that had whipped up out of what felt like Siberia. The worst of it? The following day promised to be another scorcher, but with all this rain, it was going to be humid as hell.
Xavier aimed an irate glance at the heavens. Make your bloody mind up.
When he’d reached his car, Xavier had thrown his briefcase onto the passenger seat, slid in, and started the engine. He turned the heater up to high, hoping to chase away the chill before he got home. The A/C was on full blast, doing its best to keep the condensation at bay, when his phone rang. He glanced at the display and winced when he saw Kyle’s name.
Now what? He connected the call. “Hello?” The word came out a lot sharper than he’d intended.
“Nice to hear you too, you bastard. I was starting to think you were avoiding me.”
“As if.” Xavier kept his tone light.
“Listen, I know it’s late, but I wanted to know what time you’re coming tomorrow.”
Tomorrow? Xavier opened his day planner. He had meetings all morning, lunch with a client, and then he was supposed to be taking a dinner meeting with a prospective PA. Nothing in there about meeting Kyle.
“You forgot, didn’t you?” Kyle asked, after a moment of silence. The hard edge to his words spoke of his annoyance.
“All right. I forgot. So go on, tell me exactly what I’ve forgotten.”
Kyle sighed deeply. “You might have heard of this. Once a year, best friends get together and celebrate. It’s called a birthday. And I’m having one. Tomorrow. Does a party at the club ring any bells?”
Aw fuck. “I’m sorry, but—”
“No.” Kyle’s brusque retort cut off Xavier’s words. “There will be no buts. The only thing I want to hear from you is ‘yes, Sir.’”
Xavier snorted. “You’re not now, nor will you ever be my Sir.”
Kyle’s chuckle went a long way to allevi
ating Xavier’s unease. His friend wasn’t that angry. “You know what I mean. You blew us off last year because… what was it? Oh yeah, the copying system was down, and you had to run around to find a place to get ready for some big, important meeting. What’s your excuse this time?”
“Would you believe a big, important meeting? Then I’m going to be taking my new PA to dinner tomorrow night so we can discuss her duties and things like that.”
Kyle coughed. “So you’re into women now?”
“I… what?”
“Well, I figure if you’re blowing us off again, it’s got to be for someone special.”
Xavier snorted. “Ever heard the one about leopards and spots? No. I’ve been working with so many people lately that I need a permanent PA to keep track of them all. I need someone who will learn my schedule and know everything that goes along with it. Right now I’m practically killing myself trying to get it all done.”
Kyle clucked his tongue. “You know what your problem is? You’re always trying to get things done. Ever since you took that job, you’ve been running yourself into the ground, and for what? Now you made me a promise, and I fully expect you to keep it. You said you’d be at the club tomorrow night, with an amazing gift, and we’d have fun. You do remember fun, I hope?”
“Yes, I do,” Xavier said, pushing down hard on his frustration. He hated that his work-life balance sucked.
“Tell you what. You come to the party, have a good time, and I’ll owe you a tattoo.”
Damn it, how did he know? Xavier had been thinking about getting a new one only recently, and Kyle’s ink was the stuff of legends. As the co-owner of Dominant Ink, he was in constant demand, not only for his art but for his patience with nervous first-time clients. It was that ability to calm a person that made him such a great Dom. And his skills with the needle were nothing short of a miracle. He’d done the dragon tattoo on Xavier’s right arm, and the tribal markings on his left. They never failed to get him noticed. A new tattoo? Xavier was sorely tempted.