by Jodi Picoult
"Could these bruises have occurred during ... " He coughed delicately and smiled at the jury. "A particularly ardent point in intercourse?"
"They could have," the medical examiner said, straight-faced.
"And the skin beneath the fingernails, Doctor. Is it possible that you can get someone's skin cells beneath your fingernails by gently scratching his back?"
"Yes."
"How about by raking his shoulder in a frenzy of passion? Could that produce skin beneath your fingernails?"
"Absolutely."
"And what if you caressed someone's cheek and jaw?"
"It's possible."
"So you're telling me that there are a number of different ways that Emily could have Chris's skin under her fingernails, and that many of those different ways could be consistent with nonviolent, passionate lovemaking. Is that right?"
"Yes."
"You can't tell me with any certainty that there was any violence that night between Emily and Chris, can you?"
"No, not precisely. But there was a bullet wound in the victim's head."
"Ah, yes," Jordan said. "We all saw what Ms. Delaney did with Chris. But a lot of things could have happened that night, right? Let's work through a couple other scenarios to see how else that wound might have been inflicted." He turned suddenly toward his client. "Chris? If you don't mind ... again?"
Bewildered, Chris stood up and walked toward Jordan, to almost exactly the same spot where the prosecutor had brought him before. Then Jordan walked over to the exhibit table and picked up the gun. "All right if I use this?" Without waiting to see if Barrie had agreed, he casually carried the pistol back toward Chris. "Now." With a grin at the jury, he took Chris's hands and settled them on his waist. "You're going to have to use your imaginations here, because I don't make quite as convincing a female as Ms. Delaney." He nodded to Chris, whose neck turned crimson as he loosely embraced Jordan.
There was a murmur in the gallery as Jordan pressed the gun up against his own head. He smiled, knowing he'd just presented the jury with an even more shocking mental image than the one of Chris with Barrie Delaney. "What if, Doctor, Emily was holding the gun like this, like someone would normally hold a gun, but since she had no experience with guns she sort of twisted the barrel toward her?" Leaning back slightly in Chris's arms, Jordan directed the gun at his temple in the same uncomfortable angle the medical examiner had posited earlier. "If the gun was up against her head like this, would the bullet trajectory have been consistent with what you found in the autopsy?"
"Yes, I believe so."
"Doctor, what if she was holding the gun like this, to the side of her temple like all those other ten percent of pistol suicides you've seen, but then her hand was shaking so badly that it jumped as she pulled the trigger? Is it possible the trajectory might change?"
"It is possible."
"And what if Emily was so uncomfortable with the very idea of holding a gun that she picked it up like this?" He wrapped both hands around the barrel of the gun and held it up to his head, almost parallel against his temple, thumbs dangling at the trigger. "If she'd held the gun like this and used her thumb to pull the trigger, could the bullet match that odd trajectory?"
"Yes."
"So you are saying, Doctor, that there are a variety of possibilities that might have accounted for the strange path of that bullet."
"I suppose so."
"And Doctor Lumbano," Jordan finished, turning in his client's embrace, "in any of these alternative scenarios, have you seen Christopher Harte's hands on the trigger of that gun?"
"No."
Jordan broke away from Chris and set the gun back on the exhibit table, his fingers resting on the metal for a moment. "Thank you," he said.
THE BLEACHED BLONDE ON THE WITNESS STAND looked longingly at the jar of almonds in front of the judge, and raised her hand. Startled, Barrie looked up from her notes. "Um ... yes?"
"I was wondering, if he can have those, maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I could just have a little piece of gum? I mean, I know what you said and all, but since a cigarette's out of the question, and I'm a little freaked about this whole thing ... ." She blinked owlishly at the prosecutor. "So?"
To everyone's surprise, Judge Puckett laughed. "Just maybe, Ms. DiBonnalo," he said, "I'll take you up on that cigarette." He signaled a bailiff to carry the jar of nuts toward the witness. "I'm afraid that chewing gum might make your testimony hard to understand. But I'm willing to share."
The woman relaxed a little, until she realized there was nothing to crack the nuts with. But by that time, Barrie was ready to question her witness. "Could you state your name, address, and occupation for the record?"
"Donna DiBonnalo," she said loudly into the microphone. "Four-fifty-six Rosewood Way, Bainbridge. And I work at the Gold Rush."
"What sort of establishment is the Gold Rush?"
"A jewelry store," Donna said.
"Did you ever come in contact with Emily Gold?"
"Yes, she came into the store to buy a birthday present for her boyfriend. A watch, she wanted to have it engraved."
"I see. What did she want engraved on it?"
"The name Chris," Donna said, her eyes sliding toward the defense table.
"And how much did it cost?"
"Five hundred dollars."
"Wow," Barrie said. "Five hundred dollars? That's a lot of money for a seventeen-year-old."
"It's a lot of money for anyone. But she said she was really excited about it."
"Hearsay," Jordan objected.
"Sustained."
"Did she tell you why she was making the purchase?" Barrie asked.
Donna nodded. "She said that the watch was for her boyfriend's eighteenth birthday."
"Did she leave any specific instructions?"
"Yes. They were written on the receipt. If we had to call to tell her anything about the watch--like when it came in--we were only supposed to ask for Emily and say nothing about the jewelry store or the watch."
"Did she tell you why she wanted to keep it a secret?"
"She said it was going to be a surprise."
"Again," Jordan called. "Hearsay."
The judge nodded. "Approach the bench."
Jordan and Barrie stood shoulder to shoulder, jockeying for position. "Either you find another way to get that in," Puckett told the prosecutor, "or it's stricken from the record."
Barrie nodded and turned back to her witness as Jordan sat down again. "Let me rephrase that," she said. "What exactly did those instructions say?"
Donna furrowed her brow, thinking. "'Call to the house--ask for Emily. This is private. Don't say what it's about.'"
"Did Emily tell you when her boyfriend's birthday was?"
"Yeah, because we had to get it done in time. It came special-ordered from London. We had to have it finished by November."
"Any specific date?"
"Well, the watch was supposed to be engraved with the birthday, too. November twenty-fourth. She wanted me to have it in the store by November seventeenth, to give us a week just in case anything went wrong, because she planned to give it to him on the twenty-fourth."
Barrie leaned against the jury box. "Were you expecting Emily to pick up that watch on November seventeenth?"
"Oh, yeah."
"Did she?"
"No."
"Did you find out why not?"
Donna DiBonnalo nodded gravely. "She died the week before."
JORDAN SAT AT THE DEFENSE TABLE for a minute, after the witness had been turned over to his cross-examination. There wasn't a hell of a lot he was going to get out of her. He stood up slowly, knees creaking. "Ms. DiBonnalo," he said pleasantly. "When did Emily Gold place her order?"
"On August twenty-fifth."
"And was that the first time you saw her?"
"No. She'd come in to look around about a week before."
"Did she pay you when she placed the order?"
"Yes, in full."
"How did she seem to you when you met her in August--happy? Cheerful?"
"Sure. She was psyched about finding the watch as a birthday present."
"When did the watch come in, Ms. DiBonnalo?"
"On November seventeenth." She smiled. "Nothing went wrong."
Depends on your point of view, Jordan thought, but he smiled back evenly. "And when did you call the Gold household?"
"On November seventeenth, for the first time."
"So you had no contact with Emily between August twenty-fifth and November?"
"No."
"When you called the Gold house, what kind of response did you get?"
"Well, actually, her mother was really rude to me!"
Jordan nodded sympathetically. "How many times did you have to call?"
"Three," Donna sniffed.
"On the third time, did you finally tell Mrs. Gold about the watch?"
"Yeah, after she told me that her daughter was dead. I was shocked."
"So Emily seemed perfectly happy in August ... and then you didn't have any contact with her until November, which was when you found out she had died."
"Yeah," Donna said.
Jordan slid his hands into his pockets. It looked like a pointless cross, but he knew better. He'd use the testimony in his closing, to point out that three short months before her death, Emily Gold did not appear suicidal. In fact, it might have been fairly sudden. Which was only a short step away from explaining why Emily's teachers, her friends--her own mother--hadn't seen it coming. "That's all, ma'am," Jordan said, and sank back into his chair.
JUDGE PUCKETT'S SCHEDULED DENTAL CLEANING brought the testimony to an end shortly after two o'clock. Jurors were dismissed with a reminder not to speak about the case to anyone; witnesses who had not yet been called to the stand were told to return tomorrow at nine A.M.; and Chris was handcuffed again and led to the sheriff's offices in the basement of the courthouse.
James met Gus in the lobby of the courthouse. He knew that legally, he was not supposed to talk to his wife about what had transpired in the courtroom that day. He also knew that Gus would not let a little thing like the justice system stop her from finding out how the trial was going so far. So he was surprised when Gus fell into step beside him, deep in thought and oddly silent.
It was raining outside. "I'll get the car," James said, with a glance at Gus's high heels. "You wait here."
She nodded, standing with her hand pressed up against the wide glass window of the entrance as James leaped over puddles. At the feel of a hand on her upper arm, Gus whirled around. "Hi," Michael said, his touch making her skin tingle, and making her want to draw away at the same time.
She forced herself to smile. "You look as bad as I feel."
"Thanks a lot."
Gus watched James unlock the car door. "I saw you with Melanie." They'd been sitting in the lobby, sequestered as she was, a few rows away.
Michael placed his hand against the window beside Gus's. "It's hard, isn't it? Trying to imagine what's going on inside?"
Gus didn't answer. In the parking lot, the Volvo pulled out of its spot.
"Tomorrow," he said, "let's wait together."
She did not let herself look at him. "I have to go," she said, and she ran into the chill of the rain.
SELENA HURRIED THROUGH THE DOOR while Jordan shook out the umbrella they'd been sharing. "Got to get a bigger one of those," she laughed, her hair soaked.
"Got to get a smaller investigator," Jordan countered, grinning at Selena. "It took me years to find an umbrella that I liked."
They stumbled together from the small mud room vestibule into the living room, where Thomas was waiting with his arms crossed. "Well?" he demanded.
Selena grinned. "Your dad's a master," she said.
A wide smile split Thomas's face. "Knew it," he said. He high-fived Jordan and flopped onto an overstuffed chair. "This means you're in a good mood, right?"
"Why?" Jordan answered guardedly. "What did you do?"
"Nothing!" Thomas said, affronted. "I'm just hungry, is all. Can we order in a pizza?"
"At three-thirty? Isn't that early for dinner?"
"Call it a snack," Thomas suggested.
Jordan rolled his eyes and walked into the kitchen, still wearing his mackintosh. "Get a snack out of the refrigerator," he said, swinging the door of the appliance door open. "Oh. Or maybe not," he said, throwing a Saran-wrapped package into the trash. "Isn't there anything else in here?"
"Beer," Thomas said. "And milk. Everything else is growing penicillin."
Selena slung her arm around Thomas's thin shoulders. "You want pepperoni or sausage?"
"Anything but anchovies," Thomas said. "You going to call?"
Selena nodded. "I'll let you know when the pizza guy gets here."
Thomas, taking his cue, retreated to his room. Selena reached past Jordan into the refrigerator and pulled out a beer. "Consider yourself lucky he didn't just drink these. You want one?"
Jordan looked at his watch, thought better of it, and then watched Selena wrench the twist-off top from her bottle. "Sure," he said.
They settled down in the living room after calling the pizza place. Jordan took a long pull of beer and winced. "What I really need," he said, "is Tylenol."
"Here," Selena said, patting her lap. "Lie down."
He did, gratefully, setting his bottle of Samuel Adams on the floor. Selena's long fingers brushed the hair off his forehead and sleeked over his temples like waterfalls. "You're being awfully accommodating," he murmured.
Selena gently rapped his skull. "Gotta keep that brilliance flowing."
He closed his eyes, letting her hands travel over pulse points. When Selena stopped, he reached up and touched her wrist, urging her on, and immediately pictured Barrie Delaney lifting Chris's hand to her own temple.
Jordan groaned, his headache returning with a vengeance. If he was still thinking of that, what could he expect of the jury?
CHRIS WAS STRIP-SEARCHED, his good clothes taken away for safekeeping until the next morning. As he pulled the drawstring pants on, and the soft short-sleeved shirt, he relaxed. These clothes, worn and faded and smelling of jail, were a thousand times more comfortable than the restricting pleated pants and noosed necktie he'd been forced to wear all day.
But then again, it had been seven months. Today he'd discovered that there were many things he was unaccustomed to: direct sunlight; human contact; even Pepsi. The can that Jordan had bought for him--the drink he'd craved so badly for so long--had fizzed up in his stomach and given him the runs.
Chris crawled into his bunk, with the unwelcome realization that even if he was given leave to rejoin the real world, he might no longer fit in.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, with the shades drawn and the bedroom an airless cocoon, Gus turned to James. Like her, he'd been lying in bed perfectly still, as if immobility might segue into sleep, but Gus knew that he was every bit as awake as she was. She took a deep breath, thankful for the darkness that kept her from seeing his face and knowing whether or not he was lying.
"James," she said, "is it going all right?"
He did not pretend to misunderstand, but beneath the covers, blindly reached for and covered her hand. "I don't know," he said.
THE NEXT MORNING, Jordan showered and shaved and dressed. He walked into the kitchen, his mind already running through his cross-examinations of the day. Heather Burns, a friend of Emily's, he could do in his sleep. Melanie Gold was a different story.
It was not until he sat down that he noticed Thomas smiling at him from across the table. And at his place, a clean bowl and spoon, a jug of milk, and a brand new box of Cocoa Krispies.
HEATHER BURNS TREMBLED SO BADLY on the witness stand that the slightly uneven legs of the chair beat a quick tattoo on the floor. Seeking to put the girl at ease, Barrie Delaney walked toward her, blocking out Heather's view of everything but Barrie herself. "Relax, Heather," she said in an undertone. "Remember? We've already bee
n through all the questions."
Heather nodded bravely, her face a stark white. "Heather," Barrie said, "I understand you were Emily's best friend."
"Yes," she said in a tiny voice. "We've been friends for about four years."
"That's a long time. Did you meet in school?"
"Uh-huh. We had a bunch of classes together. Health, and Calculus. And some art classes, too ... but Emily was a lot better than me when it came to art."
"How often did you see her?"
"Every day, at least in class."
"And did she tell you what her plans were for the future?"
"She wanted to go to college and learn to be a better painter."
"Did you know Emily when she began to date Chris?"
Heather nodded. "She was dating Chris when I met her. They were, like, always together."
"Always?"
"Well, one time sophomore year they broke up for a couple of months. Chris was seeing someone else, and Emily got really upset about it."
"So there wasn't always perfect harmony between them."
"No." Heather looked down. "But they did get back together."
Barrie smiled sadly. "Yes. So they did. Can you tell me, Heather, what Emily was like this November--her personality?"
"She was usually pretty quiet--she always had been. But she certainly wasn't, like, crying all the time or saying she was going to kill herself. She was just acting like Emily, and hanging around with her boyfriend. That's why ... " Her voice trailed off, and her eyes, for the first time during her testimony, drifted toward Chris. "That's why it was such a shock to hear what happened."
JORDAN SMILED ENGAGINGLY at Heather Burns. She was a little sparrow of a girl, with brown hair hanging midway down her back and a silver ring on every finger. "Heather, thanks for being here. I know this is difficult," he said, and then grinned. "But at least it gets you out of school."
Heather giggled, warming toward the defense attorney, looking nowhere near as close to fainting as she had a minute before. "You saw Emily every day in school," he said. "How about outside of school?"
"Not so much," Heather said.
"You didn't run into her at the Gap, or at the movies on weekends?"
"No."
"You didn't make plans to go hang out together?"
"Hardly ever," she said. "It wasn't that I didn't want to, but Emily was always with Chris."
"So even though you were her best friend, you really didn't see her often outside of school?"