Thomas & January, Book Two in the Sleepless Series

Home > Young Adult > Thomas & January, Book Two in the Sleepless Series > Page 14
Thomas & January, Book Two in the Sleepless Series Page 14

by Fisher Amelie


  “How is that fitting?” she asked me honestly.

  “Uh, maybe because you’re a poet pianist?”

  “Oh, hush.”

  “January, I’m not buttering you up. I’ll get what I want from you regardless the compliment,” I teased. She feigned dismay and made a move to hit me but I caught her hand, bringing her close. I whispered, “I’m telling you that you are a poet pianist. You have a lot in common with him.”

  She stared at me a long while and I let her. “I think that is probably the sexiest compliment I’ve ever gotten and if we were alone, I’d probably jump your bones right now.”

  “You tease.” I smiled but looked around me. “January, there’s no one here.”

  “Excuse him, Fred.” She told the tomb and made an exaggerated movement with her head toward Chopin’s grave.

  “Oh, I apologize.” We heard a noise and January literally jumped on me. “You’re good on your word, MacLochlainn.”

  “Let’s get out of here?”

  “Yeah.”

  We walked toward the massive main double door entrance of the cemetery but discovered it was barricaded for the night.

  “Crap, we’re going to have to walk to one of the side entrances.”

  “Oh my God, that is, like, totally far away,” January whined.

  “Like, for sure.”

  “Shut up, Eriksson. It’s one in the morning and we’re illegally trespassing on a city cemetery. I’m a little nervous. I channel my inner Valley girl when I get nervous. I can’t be arrested in every country we visit.” She was quiet for a moment as we trekked it back and to the right. “Wait, is that something I should aspire to?”

  “No, collect shot glasses or snow globes or something equally garish.” I took her flashlight and turned the light off. The moonlight lit the cobblestone path enough to see where we were going. No sense creating a beacon for the guards. “If you can decipher which European country has the most comfortable handcuffs, I believe your goody two-shoes reputation may tarnish.”

  “Both of my shoes are very good.” God, I found her unbelievably adorable when she said things like that. “But I already collect snow globes, remember?”

  “Oh, yeah. Then collected arrests are the next natural step.”

  “Naturally.”

  “Naturally.”

  “You know who else is buried in here?” she asked.

  “Who?”

  “Abelard and Heloise.”

  “Seriously?”

  “Don’t make fun, Tom.”

  “What? I’m not. I’m seriously not. You know of Abelard and Heloise?”

  “Uh, yeah, I-I’m a bit of a history buff, if you couldn’t already tell.”

  “January, it’s like you were made for me,” I told her. I realized what I’d said way late in the moment and the silence was palpable. The cemetery trip was proving to be way more discerning an occasion then I ever thought possible. It seemed that light was being shed even as we walked through the dark night. I shook it away. “You know what they say about history,” I said, pretending I hadn’t made things awkward or revealingly uncomfortable for myself.

  “It’s doomed to repeat itself?”

  “I hope not,” I said, shivering at the thought of Abelard’s fate.

  “You’re thinking about Abelard, aren’t you?

  “Exactly.”

  “Let’s change the subject then.”

  Chapter Nine

  When the Levee Breaks

  Thomas

  “Have you ever been to Rome?” January asked me the next morning as she exited her room.

  I had to swallow before answering or she would have realized she’d tied my tongue. She was wearing a dress. Zap. A short one. Zap, Zap. And as dark blue as her eyes, making me want to keel over at her feet.

  “Never,” I told her as I grabbed her bag from her. “January?” I asked her, walking a bit ahead.

  “Yes, dear?” I smiled to myself, refusing to look at her.

  “You look lovely today.”

  “Thank you,” she said, an answering smile hidden on her face as well. I could hear it. “So, who’s in Rome?”

  “A South African band named The Great Remember. I’ve been wanting to see them for some time now. I got wind of them through a mutual friend of Jason’s and mine.”

  “Cool. What’s their sound?”

  “Kind of a cross between folk and rock. Chicks will dig ’em. They use a lot of unusual instruments in their recordings as well as live, a lot of acoustic stuff, a lot of sweet sounding melodies. For some reason they favor G major.”

  “That’s my favorite key.”

  “You may like them then. I haven’t seen them live yet though, looking forward to it.”

  “Do you have anything by them?”

  “I do.”

  “All right then.”

  “Have your medicine?” I asked her.

  “Aye, aye, Cap’n!” She saluted me as we stepped onto the elevator.

  “Have-Have you thought any more on Kelly’s wedding?” I stuttered like a blithering idiot and settling in as the doors closed.

  She hesitated. “Honestly? I don’t think it would be wise for me to go.”

  She shifted slightly and leaned against the wall closest to her.

  “Can I ask why?” I asked, my stomach dropping to my feet.

  “Because, Tom,” she said as we both stepped off the elevator, “I don’t like being used and that’s what I think you’re doing.” She left me with my jaw hanging open and checked us out of our rooms. All I could do was watch her beautiful figure and restrain myself from groveling at her feet, begging her to change the way she thought about me. I felt like such a pathetic loser. She had more control over me than I thought possible and I wanted so badly to feel bad about that but couldn’t and that made me even more peeved. We cabbed it to the train station in a stony silence. I was fuming and could tell by her defiant body language that she’d caught on.

  “Just out with it already, Tom.”

  We approached a bench to wait out our train.

  “How in the hell did you get the impression I was using you?” I asked. She sighed loudly and plopped onto the seat. I sat next to her, closely. “How, January?” I whispered. There was more hurt in my voice than I’d imagined I’d allowed.

  She turned her body so that her face was next to mine. “I won’t be made a fool, Tom. Ever. I’ve had lots of practice at it and I’m confident enough to know that I’m worth more than showing up to a wedding on the arm of the man who’s still in love with the bride.”

  I shook my head at her. “Haven’t you been listening to me, January? I’m not in love with Kelly. I haven’t been for more than six months. I’m completely and utterly over Kelly.”

  “Nobody gets over the love of his or her life in six months, Tom. Nobody.”

  I studied the stressed lines in her beautiful face and how the light glinted off her glassy blue eyes. I ran my fingers along the crease in her brow, relaxing the worry away.

  And it clicked.

  I let the recognition spread through the slow smile on my face and grabbed her shoulders, squeezing her into a hug, using every bit of restraint I had not to press too tightly. I wanted so badly for her to melt into me. “You’re right,” I secreted into her ear, crushing her to my chest. “Nobody gets over the love of their life in six months, January. Nobody. In fact,” I told her, kissing her neck so softly it could have barely registered and speaking even softer. “You never get over the love of your life.” I felt the movement of her neck as she swallowed my words. “I swear to everything, January, I am over Kelly.”

  I gently placed my mouth on hers and a surge of electricity seemed to pass between us. All I could think of was that I’d somehow zapped January MacLochlainn, that she’d been served a tablespoon of her own medicine and that its effects were immediate.

  I’d fallen so hard in love with her, I was surprised I hadn’t b
een knocked out cold.

  And when I got to thinking about it, feeling so confident I was in love with Kelly Simsky six months prior was about the biggest joke I’d ever played...and it was on myself.

  January

  Oh. My. Lord. I’m in love with Thomas Eriksson.

  Since our first kiss six months prior, I’d been falling hard for the stranger, but the short time I’d had him all to myself was enough to solidify it and in stone it seemed. I had it bad. It scared the crap out of me, to be perfectly honest. I’d only been in love twice before and both times I never felt it in my stomach the way I felt it with Thomas Eriksson. In fact, I was starting to question whether I truly loved the boys I thought I loved. They paled so white in comparison and further bolstered my confidence in my decision to wait. Tom was the only man, and I mean man, I’d ever met that could possibly endeavor to deserve my virginity and that made my insides tremble in cool anticipation.

  I also wasn’t prepared to experience the entire, almost exhausting, consuming sensation that was being in love with Tom. My body seemed to ache for him. My chest and stomach hurt a dull sort of pang whenever we were apart, even for a short time, and burst in a euphoric peace when he closed whatever gap lay between us, whether it be time or proximity. It was strange and exciting and altogether a feeling of extremes but, ugh, I wouldn’t have had it any other way.

  With my insane new awareness, I boarded the train headed for Rome with the most butterflies ever to take root in a person’s stomach. I couldn’t stop the stupid-ass smile on my face and I know my cheeks were glowing the deepest cherry they’ve ever shown but I was okay with that. I was so gosh dang cool with that it wasn’t even funny. I wanted to do something terrible like run in circles on top of an Austrian mountain like Novice Maria in The Sound of Music, singing ‘My love is alive for Thomas Eriksson!’ I’d get my sisters to sing back up. Get the effing crackers out! Apparently, in-love-January is nothing but a ball of cheese. I was so high on what I felt for Tom, I could not care less what anyone thought of me.

  Everyone, except for Tom, that is. I was pretty confident if I’d went around belting out my love for him in the key of ornery nun, he’d have me committed. It’s why I was quiet instead and acting insanely unlike myself just staring at my folded hands. I looked over and found him smiling at me.

  “What?” I asked, my cheeks burning deeper. Maybe he’ll think I’m embarrassed instead of cracked out of my noggin for him.

  “This,” he said, running a finger over my blazing cheek, branding me with his equally hot touch. “You’re so goddamned beautiful, January.”

  My eyes widened a bit at his heart felt exclamation. “Th-Thank you,” I gulped.

  “Come here,” he said, leaning over my body. He enveloped me in his arms but didn’t kiss me. He just stared and studied every line of my face. He looked at me with such unwavering intensity, he was stealing away my breath. My chest started pumping in air at an alarming rate. I was hyperventilating.

  “Kiss me,” I told him, never breaking eye contact.

  “No,” he said, his own warm, sweet breath wafting over my cheeks. His right hand moved achingly slowly from the small of my back and wrapped gingerly around my neck, resting his thumb at my rapidly beating pulse.

  “Why?” I begged.

  “Say it,” he ordered, his eyes roaming mine.

  I blinked long and slow, swallowing my fear. He knew. “You say it.”

  “Okay,” he breathed but he was silent for what seemed like minutes.

  “Please, I’m in misery, Tom.”

  “I’m trying.”

  “It’s not hard.”

  He swallowed and the movement sent my eyes lazily down his neck and back up. “You’ll reject me,” he said when my eyes met his again.

  “And so what if I do? Should it matter?”

  He sank a little into himself then but I pulled him back against me.

  “It shouldn’t matter but it does,” he told me.

  “Don’t.”

  “I can’t-I can’t be hurt again, January,” he rushed out quietly in one breath. “There’d be no recovering, I told you that.”

  My heart pounded in my chest at the intended proclamation. “Say it,” I ordered.

  “I’m in love with you.”

  He said it simply, no hesitation between my last asking him and that moment. Just five words between the old us and the new us.

  He didn’t wait for me to say it back. He rushed and kissed me so hard and yet not hard enough so I met him with equal fierceness. It was double the impact and exponentially delirious. So many wondrous sensations were assaulting me. His tongue sent tingles down my chin as it slid into mine. His goatee scratched softly against my cheeks, his hands held my jaw and threaded through my hair. I couldn’t get close enough. I wanted so badly to climb into his lap. The very vague awareness I was in public held me back but barely. He pressed into me and we smashed against the window on our row. He was so warm and perfect, my hands went to his exposed t-shirt and my fingers laced within the fabric. I wanted to drag him over me but the tiny, almost infinitesimal rational side of my brain reminded me where I was.

  A little kid giggling at us broke the spell. Tom’s lips stilled on mine but their quivering told me they’d rather do anything but. My hands went softly to his face before fastening in his hair, running the length through my fingers until they met his neck.

  I kissed him softly on the mouth and breathed my own revelation. “I’m in love with you, Tom.”

  He closed his eyes and let out a shaky breath before they shot open and held me in my place. “Rome.”

  “What about Rome?”

  “Just, promise me that while in Rome, you’ll still feel the same way.”

  I sat up and rested my hand over his heart. “I promise.” You don’t get over the love of your life, Tom. You said it yourself.

  He smiled the most heart-shattering smile.

  He kissed my neck and I could feel him smile against my skin. “January MacLochlainn, how in the world did I get so lucky?”

  I hugged him tightly. “Funny, I was just thinking the same thing about finding you.”

  I’ve never seen a more beautiful city than Rome, Italy. It was definitely a city of God. The architecture, the sheer number of churches, a city of art. That’s what it was, a city full of art. Not one inch within its walls was untouched by a magnificent artist it seemed.

  “It’s incredible,” Tom said, grabbing my hand after we completed a traditional coin toss into the Trevi Fountain, superstitiously ensuring a return trip to Rome. We saved the fountain for last since our hotel was right down the street.

  We’d already visited Vatican City, numerous churches and many monuments. We weren’t set to see The Great Remember until the following night. We thought about partying it up a little but, to be honest, we were worn out from the traveling and always being "on." We agreed to sleep in a little the next day as we rarely got to but not too late as we wanted to sightsee a little more.

  “I want to take you on a proper date.”

  “Really?”

  “Yes. American style. Dinner. Movie. Make out session.”

  “I’m down, Bobby Brown. What shall we eat?”

  “Italian?”

  “Very funny. And the film?”

  “See, this is good. I think it’s against an in-love law or something that we don't know what movies each other digs.”

  “All right, hold on?”

  He nodded.

  I found a man walking by and approached him. “Mi scusi, dove trovo un cinema?”

  “A due isolati sulla destra”

  “Grazie,” I told the man.

  He nodded and walked away with a polite, “Prego.”

  An inadvertent yelp came from me as I was swept off my feet and spun around. “You make me hot when you do that,” Tom spoke into my ear.
r />   I kissed him softly as he set me on my feet again. “Sei il grande amore della mia vita,” I whispered into his lips.

  He kissed me deeper. “And what does that mean?”

  “Nothing. Come on, it’s two blocks down.”

  As we walked to the theater, I started singing a Georgia Asher song we heard days before but stuck with us and to my utter surprise, Tom joined in harmony and we sounded unbelievably good together. His voice was rich and deep and perfect for harmony, which made sense to me knowing he played bass for The Ivories. When we were done, I looked over at him in awe.

  “God you’re talented, Tom.”

  “I am not.”

  “Yes, you really are.”

  “Yeah, yeah.”

  “I’m serious, Tom. You are talented as shit.”

  “This coming from one of the best pianists I’ve ever seen live.” He paused. “Actually, that does kinda make me feel like a hoss, coming from you. Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome,” I said, blushing from his compliment.

  The theater looked more like a ballroom than a movie cinema but that was Rome for you. I translated all the titles for him. It seemed they played oldies but goodies, and we had a choice between Alien, Back to the Future, Indiana Jones: The Temple of Doom, and three Italian flicks. Seeming as I would be the only one who could understand the Italian films, we opted for the American/Italian subtitled.

  “So which one?” I asked.

  “Of those three, I know exactly which one I’d pick, hands down, but I want to know if you’d pick the same one.”

  “I’d pick-,” I began but he cut me off with a warm finger to my lips.

  “No, let’s play a game.”

  “Oooh, a game. I rock at games. I dominate at games. I am a game master.”

  “Are you finished?”

  “Yes, proceed.”

  “Here’s my card.”

  “Okay,” I said, taking the little plastic Visa.

  “I’ll stand here while you buy your ticket. You go on inside, then it’ll be my turn.”

  “And?”

 

‹ Prev