“I’m so tired.” She put her head down on the table. “We just got the bikes up and running finally, and now there’s this.” She groaned and pointed at the blue print on the hologram.
I’ve just had my third cup of coffee, and if that’s not alarming enough for a person who is never actually calm, then I don’t know what can save me.
I looked out the glass to see someone in a red sundress and big white hat. I didn’t know why my attention was caught, it must’ve been the hat. I’ve seen... She looked familiar and it took me just a second to figure out who it was.
I dropped my coffee cup at the sight of Miss Ecilia walking on the open platform with two of her own guards. Coffee spilled all over my pants, and I jolted up out of my seat when I felt the hot liquid over me. I was just about to scream too but it came out as a struggled shriek as Taurus lifted her head up.
“Aurora-”
There was too much to think about right at the moment. What was more important, the burning pain I felt or the fact that the only reason Ecilia was here was to find someone? And why do I have this gut feeling like she’s looking for me?
“Are you okay?” Taurus tried helping me clean the mess but I could barely move.
“Considering that I can’t feel my legs-”
“Well why the hell would you drop a hot cup of coffee on yourself!-”
“I just need clean pants.” I freaked out. “You have an extra pair?-”
“You want my pants-”
“I can’t wear this in front of her.” I hissed. She turned quickly to look at Miss Ecilia through the glass. It’s not like she would know who Miss Ecilia was but that won’t take long to change.
Taurus rushed out of the room to get me an extra pair of her pants that I was praying would fit me. Already today is not a good day. How did this happen to me? Miss Ecilia is the only person that could make my hair stand on ends at just the sight of her. That’s not a good thing, at least to me.
When Taurus came back, I changed quickly as I complained about what happened with the coffee. If only I wasn’t so shocked. Thank goodness Taurus had something I could wear. Her pants fit, well they fit enough. It was just tight, and I’m not into tight clothes especially with how much people are noticing how I’ve gained weight. Even if I tuck my white shirt in, it’s still noticeable. And it doesn’t make it better that her pants were high waisted. The first thing anyone will notice are my hips.
I could spend all day worrying about how I looked but I had to scare Ecilia off before she made a huge scene.
I rushed over to her and I did my best to make it seem like I wasn’t worried but I was so worried. She waved away her guards so she could talk to me but there was no way I was going to talk politely and in front of all the people around.
“Miss Ecilia.” I had a fake smile on my face as I walked to her, taking her by the arm and bringing her somewhere where no one would see her walking around anymore. “What the hell are you doing here?” I hissed through my teeth as I looked around.
“Not happy to see me?” She smiled and cocked her head to the side. I was not in the mood to mess around with her.
“Commander Janus doesn’t work here.” I pointed out.
“You thought he was who I was looking for.” She laughed dryly and took off her glasses.
“I am in no position to be of service to you so unless you’re looking for Commander Hariette, you can’t be here.” I made myself clear.
“I actually really do need your help-”
“Miss Ecilia-”
“I wouldn’t have come all the way here if it wasn’t serious.” She said and looked around before leaning closer. “Other nations know about your rebellion problem, and they believe it will also be a problem for us as well.”
This isn’t something I can handle and she knows that. What does she expect from telling me this?
“We hear that Commander Janus might be a source to all this too, so Europe sent me to threaten you.”
“Where are you hearing this from?” I asked. Then the last part of her statement got to me, “Threaten me for what?” I asked her quickly. “I didn’t do anything, this isn’t my problem, and if you really want someone to talk to, the Department of International Affairs is always open.” I told her.
“If you can’t resume your place as Commander-”
My eyes widened when I heard her. Is everyone really threatening me to go back to a position that literally made my life hell?
“Do you not remember the war? Why would Europe want me back as Commander anyway?”
“Cause you handled the shit better than this guy is doing.” She snapped at me.
“That’s not my problem-”
“It is when every nation is threatening war to stop a dictator-”
“A dictator? Where?” I asked loudly because she was clearly blowing this out of proportion. “Where is there a dictator, Ecilia? Because last time I checked, no one had their rights infringed upon, and we sure as hell aren’t having rebellion problems either.”
I lied right to her face. I realized everything the moment I said it. But if she goes back and tells other nations that there’s something worse going on, then this could really spell out disaster. It’s been just about five years on this new planet and a second war is about to break out. So much for a Utopian society. It’s much worse than anyone could imagine.
Ecilia telling me this does not make me feel better and it shouldn’t be my job to keep other nations from snapping at us for what’s going on. Someone is spilling secrets about Commander Janus, some may be false and some may be true, but there’s someone out there waiting for this planet to crumble.
“Aurora, you have got to own up to this.”
Again, it’s not like I gave birth to whatever she wants me to take responsibility for.
“For an entire year, I have not had any problems.” I told her. “And now you want to drag me into a situation that doesn’t involve me? And you want to threaten me with war?” I asked.
This is the fastest way to make my anxiety worse on me. This is the fastest way to make me feel like I’ve already lost control. This shouldn’t happen to me. This isn’t my problem.
“Go ahead and start a war, Ecilia, but mind you those ships we used to create a field around Europe are still in space and you’d be a fool to think Janus won’t make use of them.” I said through my teeth and past by her.
I didn’t have the patience to talk to her about it further. I also didn’t have the patience to continue standing there letting her try to tell me what to do. As if her coming as a representative of Europe would really make me fight Janus to be Commander.
I know how bad the situation is here but someone will have it handled. Someone will stop Janus and everything will be fine. We don’t need to worry and I certainly don’t need to be threatened.
Today is not a good day.
I took a bit of time off to manage my anxiety because I was certainly feeling the stress after holding in my rage that would’ve made me start yelling. It was hard to deal with all this at once but I did my best to manage on my own for a little while.
I wasn’t in a good mood for the rest of the morning, and it was truly about to get worse.
It was my job to organize the finish models for the new motorcycles, and by the time I just finished, an entire group of armed soldiers walked into the open area without warning. Here I thought something serious was supposed to happen but that’s not the case, not when I saw Sirus coming towards me. I almost dropped my tablet on the floor from shock.
There will never be a time that it’s okay to have a place swarmed with soldiers just for fun.
My eyes stayed on Sirus as he came closer to me with the widest smile on his face. I know he just got back but there is no reason for this. And he thinks it’s fun, too, showing off his privileges because Janus doesn’t scare him.
“Are you insane?” I hissed at him. “You can’t just bring your entire sector of a hundred and fifty armed soldiers
into an area like this, Sirus.” I don’t know why I was scolding him, but I couldn’t stop myself. I was just so annoyed that I was seconds away from yelling.
Hariette is going to come after me like it’s my fault.
Sirus smiled at me however, and it was the most evil thing I’ve seen in the past few days. He wasn’t going to go do his job. No. He was going to make me miserable.
He brought his finger up to his ear, still smiling at me with that terribly evil smile of his. “Sector one, make sure you extend your respect to your past Commander.”
I was tempted to hit Sirus. The blood rushed to my face quickly when I saw everyone stop to turn towards me, standing at attention like I was still their Commander and Head of Defense. And I couldn’t just make them stop it either. I glared at Sirus because this is humiliation at its finest. Everyone here could get in trouble because I am not their Commander.
“I hate you.” I said.
“That’s cute.” He pinched my cheek but that just made it worse. “Miss me?”
“Not really.” I smacked his hand away from my face rather roughly. “Leave if you have nothing to do.” I said.
“You’re here aren’t you?”
I give up. I give everything up. I am just so tired and it’s not like my morning was great and now Sirus wants to piss me off like I’m not having a bad day already. I give up. I just don’t need the stress anymore.
I stormed off without another word and I planned to go someplace where I can sit for five minutes to lose the edge.
Once I got down the hallway though, I felt a shove to my shoulder that pushed me against the wall. I just closed my eyes and tried to think happy thoughts because Sirus is going to make me snap.
“I’m just messin’ around, what’s got you so pissed off?” Sirus was curious.
I couldn’t move away with how he put his arm on the wall to block me from getting by. He isn’t that much taller than me anymore but he is stronger so if I try to move, he might just push me back.
“I’m not having a good morning, okay...just...” I didn’t have anything else to say. My frustration made it hard to speak. Next thing I know, I get incredibly anxious for something I should know how to do, like speaking.
“Well I’m here now, so why don’t we...you know...”
“No.”
“You didn’t even think about it.” He complained.
“Because I don’t want to have sex when I’m in a bad mood!” I hissed. “Is that all you think about? You’ve been with me way too long to still think that I’ll always want to have sex with you no matter where or when. And another thing-”
I stopped ranting when I saw he wasn’t listening. What’s the point if he doesn’t care? This is why Sirus aggravates me. Sometimes, I just want him to leave me alone, to believe that I don’t want to have sex every second of the day or when it’s convenient for him. I get that he has needs or whatever he wants to call it but I don’t feel the way he does most of the time so chances are I won’t do anything. I don’t want to do anything.
“No.” I repeated myself.
“Fine. Whatever. We won’t fuck, but can I-”
“Oral is still sex.” I cut him off. “And a hand-job doesn’t count either.” I pointed out. Apparently he had more suggestions which honestly should be frightening.
Sirus is so easy to read when he wants something from me.
And because I wanted him to shut up and leave me alone, I took him by the hand and dragged him to the nearest empty room I could find. As much as I wasn’t in the mood to get touchy, I wasn’t in the mood to yell either. I shouldn’t be letting him get off the hook for his comments but knowing him, he’d bug me for the rest of the day.
I need the peace. So this is the only way to get him to shut up.
I stood facing the wall as I undid the pants I wore. Sirus really didn’t wait long for me to get settled; his arms moved around me as I pushed my pants down to my thighs. It wasn’t even a second later that I felt Sirus’ cock between my thighs. For some reason, he just got more comfortable than he was supposed to.
“You’re so good to me.” He said in my ear as his hands began moving up inside my shirt.
“Am I? I didn’t notice.” I said sarcastically before moving my fingers in my mouth to get my skin wet.
“You seem tense.”
“Very.”
That’s just an understatement. I feel like I’m going to blow up. There’s nothing worse than what I’ve gone through in the past couple days. I’m just so tired that I want it to end right at this moment.
Sirus didn’t take his arms from under my shirt. He gripped me harder as I felt his hips grinding against me. His cock moved between my thighs, rubbing underneath mine as well while he moved. My fingers stroked our skin as he moved. I wasn’t surprised that he would be so clingy and hold on to me so tightly.
What I didn’t expect was when he moved his arms from around me, taking off my headband that kept my bangs back from my face, and put his hands on the wall to keep me cornered. That didn’t stop him from being more than just a little rough with me.
My arm moved back around so my hand could grip his hair. He was more than appreciative when I began cooperating with him.
“Getting a little touchy.” He said in my ear.
“That’s more than I can say about you.”
He laughed instead of saying something back. I was more focused on how I was getting turned on at the idea of him doing more, however, because of where we are I would prefer if he didn’t. Plus, he doesn’t get the full benefits today. This was more than enough and he knows that. I squeezed my thighs a little just for him and he moaned.
“Why do I always have to do something for you?” I asked quietly.
“Don’t act like you don’t need this.” He said.
I rolled my eyes.
My lack of a response was enough for him to think he had to prove me wrong. His hand moved off the wall to hold my waist but I was quick to grab him, hoping he doesn’t try anything funny. My thighs pressed harder and he tensed up behind me.
This was not how I planned my day to go.
My eyes closed and I took a breath. This was one of the easier days, but I shouldn’t jinx myself. Sirus knows how to turn things around and change the situation. Now shouldn’t be any different. He continued to touch me and kiss my skin as he moved. I pressed my thighs together again to rub against Sirus as he slowly kept thrusting between my legs.
I let go of his wrist and lifted my hand up onto the wall again to hold myself up. My fingers traced over Sirus’ slowly before he moved his hand over mine; his fingers intertwined between mine and he didn’t let go. He pressed my body closer to the wall and I felt his head rest on my shoulder as his other arm moved around my waist.
“Can I...you know...” He was asking if we could do more than just intercrural. That was not the plan.
“We’ll never leave if you do.” I breathed out quietly.
“Do you want to?”
When he asked, his hand moved lower to touch me, his fingers stroking me slowly to the rhythm of his hips. My eyes closed and I honestly needed a second to think about this.
Seconds passed without me giving an answer. I felt Sirus’ lips press on my neck. When my thighs rubbed harder on him, he breathed roughly on my skin, giving me goosebumps. His hand continued to move with a rhythm I could no longer follow with my hips. My knees were beginning to shake and my shoulders remained tense.
I just kept my thighs pressed together, occasionally using a little more strength to feel him jolt and hear him moan in my ear.
If he were to do a little more, we really wouldn’t leave.
“Damn, if you keep doing that...”
He seemed to like it when my thighs did rub harder on him. His hand gripped tighter on mine as he tried to move with me. I had enough focus to listen to him, to figure out what else he liked and didn’t like so I could get him to finish faster. Turns out he wasn’t going to slow down with me either.
My breath hitched and I did my best to not jolt as the knot in my stomach tightened. I bit my lip to keep in my moans but it wasn’t helping. I was beginning to get lightheaded; Sirus was the only reason I was still standing up. The more his fingers rubbed over my skin, the closer I got to releasing.
Hopefully this might ease some of the tension I’ve been feeling, just enough that I won’t be bitter and angry anymore.
My thighs pressed tighter as I came. Sirus didn’t take a second longer to cum either. Maybe if I was a little gentler, he might’ve lasted longer. That’s not what I wanted.
I know he was agitated because he wanted to do more. Then again, cumming once doesn’t necessarily stop him.
My body continued to shake and twitch now again as I tried to get myself together. For some reason, I didn’t feel that much better.
My shoulders were still tense. This wasn’t stress relief at all, I feel like all that anger I have is still in me. I don’t have the time to do anything else about it right now. Sirus already took up enough of my time and people are going to notice that I’ve gone missing.
Somehow he still knew that I was bothered. His arms moved around me to keep me to him; he stayed close to me, hugging me to his body and not giving me the chance to fix my clothes so I could leave. He does know that I have his entire life between my thighs, right? If I just put a little more force into squeezing my thighs, I could make him do whatever I want, which includes letting me go.
“Were you okay by yourself?” he asked.
“I can take care of myself, Sirus.” I snapped.
“That’s not what I’m asking.”
I know exactly what he was asking and I wanted to avoid it. If he knew what I went through these past few days, nothing would change.
But the fact that he asked made me want to open up.
“I got threatened with war earlier this morning.” I said quietly. “If I don’t take my old job back, Europe plans to fight us because they think Janus is a dictator.”
“Who said that?”
“Ecilia.”
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