States of Grace

by Chelsea Quinn Yarbro

PART I PIER-ARIANA SALIER Chapter 3

  Looking up from the keyboard of her virginals, Pier-Ariana Salier smiled as her patron came through the door of her music room that occupied half of the floor between the street level and the top floor of her narrow house; it was twilight, the last of sunset fading from the sky in long, glowing streamers, just visible out the narrow windows in the west wall. The gathering darkness softened her features and robbed her red-blond hair of fire, sinking her turquoise eyes in shadows and smudging the arch of her mouth. Even the blue-green of her French square-necked and puffed-sleeved robe d'Italienne was muted, and the fine linen guimpe all but invisible; only her necklace of pearls-and-aquamarines shone, and it gleamed, seizing on the last of the light and giving it form.

  Di Santo-Germano returned her smile as he strolled to the chitarrone that hung from pegs on the instrument cabinet and took it down, testing its strings for pitch. "The drones are a little flat," he remarked as he worked the pegs.

  "They often are," she said, playing a bit of a plaintive lament she had heard him sing from time to time. She knew the words were by Lorenzo de' Medici-the one the Fiorenzani had called il Magnifico-and that they had special meaning to di Santo-Germano; that struck her as odd, since the Fiorenzan poet-banker and uncle of the reigning Pope Clemente had been dead for nearly forty years, but there were a number of odd things about her patron, as she had come to realize, and this was one of the least perplexing of his many puzzles. She changed to a refrain she was developing for one of her own songs. "I have been trying to find a way to develop the main theme that isn't too obvious, but I haven't found it yet. "

  One of her four household servants came into the music room carrying a lit fuse-string; he proceeded to touch this to the wicks of the hanging oil-lamps, gradually filling the room with wavering, golden light. Then he bowed and left the two alone, heading for the kitchen and his evening meal of fish soup and bread.

  When the chitarrone was in tune, di Santo-Germano began to play on it, not de' Medici's song, but something Pier-Ariana had never heard before, in a mode with which she was not familiar:

  "West lies the abode of sunset,

  The place of day's end, and life's;

  West lies the realm of nightfall,

  Of sleeping, of darkness;

  West lies the home of death

  Of eternity, of immortality.

  I go westward, homeward bound. "

  "What a strange song," Pier-Ariana said when di Santo-Germano fell silent. "It's not Italian, is it? You translated it from another tongue, didn't you?"

  "Yes; I learned it in Egypt," said di Santo-Germano, and did not add that he had first heard it during the centuries he had served in the Temple of Imhotep, tending the dying.

  "Most unusual," she said, wanting to say something. She looked up at him. "You know many songs I've never heard. "

  "And you invent songs no one but you has ever heard before, a far more remarkable accomplishment than a feat of memory. " He began to play the chitarrone again, its long neck and angled peg-box held easily against his shoulder, allowing the drone-strings to hum in sympathy to the chords he summoned from the frets. He began the Plum Blossom Lament, which he had learned in China a thousand years ago; its recurring three-note phrases,

  "Will you, oh, will you please tell me,

  Little blossoms, where has my lover gone?"

  as heartbreaking as any popular ballad of knightly romance.

  "I like that. I don't know the mode, do I?" She played out the triad on her virginals.

  "It is not precisely a mode. It has only five tones, each a whole step apart; it isn't often heard in the West, but it is everywhere in the East, along with others," he said, and demonstrated it on the chitarrone.

  She copied it on the keyboard. "It doesn't seem very versatile," she remarked when she had played it a few times.

  "The Chinese don't find it so," said di Santo-Germano. "But it is what they are accustomed to hear, as you are accustomed to modes. "

  Pier-Ariana's smile widened. "And you offer all you have heard, to enhance my music. "

  "I offer it for whatever use you may want to make of it, even if it is only to entertain you at the end of a very warm May afternoon. " He returned the chitarrone to its wall-pegs and smiled down at her. He was very grand tonight, in dogaline-and-doublet in black damask silk, his dogaline sleeves turned back and fastened with ruby brooches at the shoulder to show the silver-satin lining and his dark-red silken doublet sleeves beneath artfully slashed to reveal his white camisa and its cuffs of short ruffles. On his chest, his pectoral, a black sapphire disk with raised silver wings, depended from a chain of thick silver links. His leggings were black silk, his thick-soled black shoes were ornamented with ruby rosettes, and he carried a sword and a dagger; the appearance he presented was elegantly formidable as well as undoubtedly rich.

  "You do more than sing to sustain me," she said, and blushed, her fingers fumbling on the keys.

  He bent down and kissed her brow. "And you give me more than music, carina. "

  Her blush deepened. "Di Santo-Germano . . . Patron mio . . . " She could think of nothing to say, so she ran off several fragments of melodies.

  "I saw the proof pages of the book of your songs this morning, before I called upon Consiglier Arcibaldo Tedeschi. " He said this as if it had no particular significance, and gave her a soft look when she uttered a squeak of excitement and shot up from her bench.

  "How are they? Does it look well? Are the pages correct?" She spoke too rapidly for him to respond.

  "They look well," he said as she gave a little bounce. "I saw no errors, but you must examine them yourself, and tell me if they are correct. It is your work and you deserve it to be accurate. " He smoothed her hair back from her brow. "Tomorrow, if you want to go to the press, I will arrange for a matron to accompany you. "

  She nodded twice. "Oh, yes, thank you. I would love to see how it looks. Mille, mille grazie. " She wrapped her arms around him, her head on his shoulder. "You are so good to me. "

  "It will take another two months before the volumes are ready to sell, even if there are only a few changes to be made," he warned her, adding lightly, "By then, you should be used to the notion of your songs being available all through the Repubblica Veneziana. "

  "And the Papal States?" she asked eagerly.

  "If booksellers order the books, then there, or anywhere else, even the New World, in time, and from there, all around the world. " He found her enthusiasm touching, and so he added, "Be tranquil. Your work is excellent, Pier-Ariana. It will be well-received. "

  She frowned at once. "But if it is not, what then?"

  "The work speaks for itself. Anyone who dislikes it only shows he has a poor ear and pedestrian taste," said di Santo-Germano. "Do not be daunted by the opinions of others; you haven't been so far. Very few women ever attempt the sort of life you have chosen for yourself. You did not let the disapproval of others stop you before-do not do so now. You will know how well you have been received by how often you hear your songs sung. "

  Very slowly she nodded. "I suppose you're right," she allowed. "But if you find many who dislike my work, what will you do?"

  "I will assume our opinions are different, and our tastes in music," said di Santo-Germano, kissing her lightly on the upper lip.

  "You will not become . . . disenchanted?" The anxiety in her eyes wrung his heart.

  "No. I may listen to the opinions of others, but I am not easily swayed. Your songs are very moving, and I put my trust in what moves me. Believe this, Pier-Ariana. " He held her close until the fear faded from her countenance. "I stand by what I print. "

  She laughed shakily. "I'm nervous," she admitted.

  "Hardly surprising," he said. "But I think there is no reason for it. "

  "You have to say that," she remark
ed, her face tense.

  "It may seem so, but that isn't the case. " He touched her hair again. "You mustn't succumb to doubts now, carina. "

  "But that is all I have now: doubts, great masses of doubts. " Now that she admitted it, she very nearly collapsed. "I don't know what to say to you, di Santo-Germano. You have been stalwart in your support, and I . . . I am afraid you have misplaced your certainty. "

  "I would not agree, but that-"

  She attempted to laugh, backing away from him. "You are truly good to me, and I know how fortunate I am. You have done everything I could possibly ask for, and more. So you mustn't think I am ungrateful, but-"

  He interrupted her, keeping his voice steady and gentle so that she would not be dejected by what he said. "Spare me your gratitude. I have done nothing to deserve it. It pleases me to do this for you, and it pleases me to be allowed to publish your songs. "

  "In fact, you are satisfying yourself by being my patron," she said, amusement and disbelief emerging from her spate of self-castigation.

  "Yes, I am," he said simply.

  "Why don't you want my gratitude?" She stared at him, deeply curious.

  "Because gratitude can be poisonous; it forces you to be beneath me and me to be superior instead of equals. Let us agree that I am fortunate to be rich, and that I am in a position to help you advance your work, to our mutual benefit and satisfaction, but do not be grateful. It erodes all other feelings. " He held but his hand to her. "Thank me, if you must, and I will accept your thanks gladly. But do not embrace gratitude. "

  She stared at him. "I will try," she said.

  "Very good," he approved.

  "You are a strange man, di Santo-Germano, even for a foreigner. Not that I mind your being strange. " She paused to remove the stopper and pour herself a cup of straw-colored wine from a tall glass bottle. "As I recall, you don't drink wine. Do you?"

  "No, I do not," he said, watching her drink.

  "You are like those who follow Mohammed, then?" She took a sip of the wine and looked at him.

  "No, I am not. " He saw the question she could not bring herself to ask. "I follow no King and serve no known gods. I have told you this when I offered my patronage. "

  "You also said you are an exile. " She drank again, holding the base of the cup tightly.

  "I am," he said. "Which is why one of the Doge's men has summoned me for later this evening. "

  She shook her head. "That is so sad, being an exile. "

  "Not sad," he corrected her gently. "I have grown used to it over the years. "

  "How can anyone grow used to such a state?" she asked, and finished her wine.

  "One can accustom oneself to a great many things, given time and reason enough; not all of them need be onerous. " He went and sat down at her virginals, starting to play a festive dance melody he had first heard two hundred years ago, before the Black Death came to Provence.

  "That's a pleasant tune," said Pier-Ariana, running the tip of her finger around the rim of her cup. "Old-fashioned, but very nice. "

  "Being old-fashioned isn't a fault," said di Santo-Germano with a faint smile.

  "Probably not," said Pier-Ariana. "But it is not a virtue, either. " She listened a short while, then said, "You play very well. It is most remarkable to hear a man of rank show such skill. "

  "You mean men of rank do not practice, or they are too much flattered? " He continued to play, choosing now an anthem from the long-vanished days of Imperial Roma.

  "That's a bit self-important. Where did you discover it?"

  "It is over-blown, I agree, and self-congratulatory, but there is something charming in its bombast. " He continued with the anthem: "Jupiter, the Biggest and Best," which he had first heard in Rome when Julius was Caesar. "It is a fine song, of its type. "

  "You haven't said where you learned it," she persisted.

  "No, I did not," he said cordially. "And that should not surprise you. "

  She sighed in mild exasperation. "You do exhaust patience, di Santo-Germano. "

  "It is not my intention to do so," he told her, and finished the Roman song.

  She rang for her houseman. "I want a fire built up in here, and another fire started in my bedchamber; have Gabbio attend to the latter," she told him as soon as he arrived. "You may finish your usual duties and then have until the evening cheese is served to your own use. "

  "Si, Signorina," said Baltassare Fentrin, bowing as if she were of noble birth.

  "And ask Lilio to serve the baked fish in the dining room in an hour," Pier-Ariana said. "He said he would need half an hour to cook it. "

  "Va bene, Signorina," said Baltassare, and went to get the wood for the fire.

  "How are they doing for you, your servants?" asked di Santo-Germano when Baltassare had gone.

  "Quite well," said Pier-Ariana. "Baltassare knows his work and does it without complaint; I like Lilio's cooking, and Merula is as good a maid and 'tirewoman as any in Venezia. Gabbio is a bit slow, but very reliable for simple tasks. "

  "Do you need any more staff, or is what you have sufficient?" di Santo-Germano asked.

  "I am well-served as I am," she said. "Better than I ever anticipated. The servants do not mock me, or defy me. Most of the time, they are not so busy that they can do nothing more than their work. But it would be useful to have the service of a copyist from time to time. "

  Di Santo-Germano nodded. "I will keep that in mind. "

  "I'm not asking for one," she said hastily. "I simply meant . . . " She looked at him, conscience-stricken. "Oh, yes, I was asking for one; if you wish to extend your goodness, do so by hiring me a copyist. "

  "I will, if you will tell me when you need one. "

  She nodded, her demeanor suddenly subdued; she took her wineglass and filled it again. "I want to write another book of songs," she announced with as much bravery as she could muster.

  "That delights me," he said, and went to her side. "If you want to do more than that, I will be pleased to see it is made available, and provide a copyist to assist you. "

  Finishing her wine more quickly than she had intended, she swung around and embraced him. "Oh, thank you, thank you. "

  He wrapped his arms around her, saying as he did, "No more gratitude, te prego, Pier-Ariana. You have given me joy with your music-"

  "And more than music, as you have said," she said archly. "It is always a fine thing to have the devotion of a good man. "

  This time he tasted the wine in her eager kiss, and he held her as she moved close against him, deliberately pressing as much of her body to his as she was able. He could feel her desire increasing and he was eager to respond, but he held back, aware that she was doing what she thought he required, and-more mundanely-that her evening meal would shortly be ready, so he kissed her a third time and then stepped back, saying, "I am sorry that I have to leave you for a short while, but I will return later, if I would be welcome. "

  "I would be delighted to receive you, my good Patron," she said, reaching out to take hold of the turned-back sleeves of his dogaline, crushing the glossy silk with her fingers.

  There was a hint of sadness in his dark, blue-black eyes. "Then as soon as the Doge's man releases me, I will return to you. "

  "Does this summons worry you? Have you done anything that would be held against you? Do you think it is possible that you will have to remain there all night?" Now she seemed afraid, as if she thought she might have to lose him to the caprice of the State.

  "No; I have to make an official report on the attempt of the corsairs to seize my ship, the Gilded Angel, and list what was thrown overboard to divert them from their purpose. " He put his hands together as if in prayer. "It is required of all ships' owners. "

  "Of all Venezian ship owners, perhaps, but y
ou?" Her nervousness was increasing.

  "If I refuse, I would be required to live on the Giudecca with all the other foreigners and I would not be allowed to have my press. Under those circumstances, it seems a small price to pay, since it provides me with visits to the Palazzo dei Dogei, and continued privileges granted a resident-except the chance of holding public office. "

  "You may believe that, but I know that Venezia is a city of illusions. All is reflection in changing water. " She put her hand to her mouth and fell silent, as if afraid to say more.

  "A clever observation, and one you can enlarge upon-how the water and Venezia are united," said di Santo-Germano. He reached for her hand to kiss it. "For there to be a reflection, there must first be a city. "

  "Yes," she exclaimed, relieved. "Yes, that is what I meant. "

  "Of course you did," he said. "No one would think otherwise, especially if you write a song about it. " His suggestion was lightly given, but there was purpose in it.

  Her face brightened. "Yes. Yes, that's what I'll do. What a good idea. "

  "It might be wise to begin work on the song shortly. I do not know which of your servants report, nor to whom they report within the government. But we must assume at least one of them does. "

  "Yet still you come to spend time with me," she said, a bit uneasily.

  His smile did not last long. "Oh, men keep mistresses, as everyone knows, and you may be relied upon to keep the interests of Venezia uppermost in your mind, no matter what pleasure we share. " He bent his head to kiss her palm, and although the touch of his lips was light, she felt every nuance of it.

  "Is it wise to tell me so?" she asked, a catch in her throat.

  "Certainly, since we both understand it. What have I said that discredits Venezia?" He released her hand. "If I come to your house much later this evening, will you be willing to receive me?"

  "I will always be glad to receive you. " Pier-Ariana was truly edgy now. "Though it be midnight or beyond. "

  "Thank you, carina. I will be delighted to return. " Di Santo-Germano turned toward the door. "May you dine well. "

  "And you?" she asked provocatively. "How will you dine?"

  He swung back toward her. "That, carina, will depend upon you. "

  Text of a letter from Maarten Gerben in Bruges to Grav Germain Ragoczy in care of Franzicco Ragoczy di Santo-Germano in Venezia, written in Flemish, carried by merchant-train, and delivered two months after it was written.

  To the most Excellent Grav Germain Ragoczy, the greetings of the printer Mijner Gerben, and the assurance that His Excellency's on-going program of publication is proceeding along the lines that his instructions require.

  Thus far, I rejoice to inform His Excellency, there has been no more difficulty concerning the recent publication of the Reports and Assessments of the Peoples and Treasures of the New World, with Catalogues of Their Weapons and Armor. The testimony of the Spanish Commander Miguel de Lorimondo has provided the city authorities with information that corroborates the assertions of the author, and all legal action against him has been withdrawn, although the Church may still instigate a Process against him, making it advisable for him to avoid Catholic countries. His Excellency will need to maintain Girlando Escaltos y Quista in England for at least another two years in order to keep him safe: the author seeks to establish himself at Cambridge, which he prefers to Oxford.

  The manuscript of Erneste van Amsteljaxter is in preparation for publication, and I have taken the liberty of enclosing a copy of it with this letter. I believe that the work is all His Excellency hoped it would be. It is most important that His Excellency vouchsafes his permission in a timely manner, for it is most improper for me to go to press without your authorization. I am of the opinion that her work, Lyrics and Tales of the Peasants of Brabant, will find a good reception in many northern cities, although many may disapprove of a woman going about Brabant with only her paternal aunt to protect her, even for the purpose of gathering these legends. For all her aunt is a nun, many do not approve of women traveling unescorted as they have done. Erneste van Amsteljaxter is presently in Antwerp, but has been invited to stay with the distinguished scholar Emile van Loo in Amsterdam for several months.

  Ninian Paget's New Theories of the Heavens and the Nature of Clouds has gone into a second printing, and the author has asked to be permitted to amend his work should there be a third printing. I fear that the revisions Paget might make would be extensive, and it is a considerable task to alter vast amounts of text, but I will abide by His Excellency's decision.

  Paper has been in short supply, as you know. It is one of the most persistent difficulties of the work we do here. I am certain that some of the trouble I have encountered in obtaining paper is due to the variety of works this press provides; if we were to print only Psalms and Testaments, I doubt we would encounter half the obstructions we have had to deal with.

  I look forward to the day when I can discuss this with His Excellency face-to-face, and I hope that at such a time His Excellency will do me the honor of providing solutions to the difficulties that now beset us; it is always possible that the tenor of the times could turn against the work we do, and the publications this press has produced for the public.

  In all duty and humility, I sign myself

  His Excellency's most

  Truly obedient servant to command,

  Mnr. Maarten Gerben

  On the 29thday of April, 1530, at Bruges